It's not too late to love again

Chapter 138 Acknowledging a godson 1
Shui Han's delicate and elegant face looked pale in the morning light, but her big watery eyes were extraordinarily bright.Trying to make his expression look more natural, but there is bitterness in his faint smile: "I... I'm leaving."

Thousands of words were reduced to these few words in the end, and the emotions surging in my heart were too many and too strong, but to the extreme, I couldn't express a ten thousandth of it.

For a second, Shui Han even wanted to grab Yan Jiyun's hand impulsively, begging him to drive Shen Yunzi out, begging for his love and care... But these thoughts were only fleeting, and they were suppressed by Shui Han. He didn't show the slightest bit.After all, she can't break through the hurdle in her heart. What she longs for is to have a deep tacit understanding with the place in love. Her pain, her struggle, her sadness, always hope that the other party can understand without having to say it so clearly. arrive.But now, there was a faint voice hidden in her heart, she wanted to hear Yan Jiyun say a word of persuasion.

Unfortunately, he didn't say anything, just looked at her so calmly.Silence is a sharp sword, it can pierce a woman's heart the most... Shui Han couldn't help thinking, maybe he also wanted her to leave?Made room for him and Shen Yunzi.

Her leaving footsteps were heavier than the suitcase she was dragging.Looking at her back, Yan Jiyun remembered that one day a few years ago, she was also living on the street with these two suitcases, and he met him and picked her up on a whim...

Shui Han didn't look back, and walked out of the mansion step by step.Don't look at her being so free and easy, but with every step she takes, pieces of her heart will fall off.

Sometimes, being free and easy is just to cover up the pain in your heart, and you are actually more vulnerable than anyone else.Leave, not because I really want to, but to use this method to maintain the only dignity.Leaving, perhaps the most wanted to hear is the other party's retention.

The love that comes from crying and begging is not what she wants.What she wants is an automatic and spontaneous sincere love.

Even after many years, Shui Han still remembers this moment, how sad she left...

The figures of Shui Han and Little Lemon finally disappeared outside the gate, and Yan Jiyun stood there for a long time without moving, as if his whole body had been petrified.

Hong Zhan had been observing for quite a while, and now seeing that Yan Jiyun was motionless, neither talking to keep Shui Han nor chasing him out, he was really anxious for the young master.

"Eldest young master, you really magnified the young mistress and the young master and left? How sad they must be... Why didn't you keep it?" Hong Zhan was puzzled. He had followed Yan Jiyun for many years, but he often wondered about Yan Jiyun's thoughts. I still can't figure it out.

Yan Jiyun turned around slowly, took a casual step, lit a cigarette, and walked slowly towards the small attic...

"Leaving is not necessarily a bad thing, and staying is not necessarily a good thing. The Yan family will only become more and more chaotic, and Qiao Ju's methods are beyond the current ones. If Shui Han and the child continue to stay here, they will definitely be involved in family disputes At that time, if I want to protect her and the child, I will feel powerless. Now that she wants to leave, I will push the boat with the flow, which is equivalent to keeping her away from the place of right and wrong. She is not here, and the struggle between Qiao Ju and me Only then can I let go and do it." The deep voice was a little erratic, and the look of regret streaming from his brow showed that his heart was not as calm as it appeared on the surface.

Hearing the words, Hong Zhan suddenly realized, and slapped his forehead and said, "That's right! Your move, young master, seems to be ruthless, but in fact it is a kind of protection for the mother and child of the young lady!" Speaking of this, Hong Zhan's His face fell down again, and he looked at Yan Jiyun with great distress: "Master, but if you do this, the young lady may not be able to appreciate your good intentions, and there are many things you do secretly, the young lady doesn't know , if this continues, in case the eldest young mistress moves out, in case... in case she falls in love with her, don't..."

Yan Jiyun raised his eyes suddenly, and shot them with sharp eyes, Hong Zhan immediately shut up and smiled embarrassingly: "Hey, young master, I didn't say anything, I didn't say..."

Yan Jiyun didn't blame Hong Zhan.Hong Zhan's loyalty was unquestionable, and what he said just now really touched the key point.

"Hong Zhan, how many years have you been with me?"

Hong Zhan was taken aback for a moment, his handsome face showed a little bewilderment, why did the young master suddenly ask this.But he still quickly replied: "I have followed the young master since I was ten years old."

"Yeah, ten years old... It's been eighteen years now. You have seen a lot about everything about the Yan family, all kinds of problems and helplessness under the glamorous appearance of the wealthy family. You should understand what it means to be involuntary." Now the Yan family is in troubled times, the company is also in turmoil, grandpa is in a coma... There are too many things waiting for me to do, I really have no skills at all, wishing that 1 minute can be broken into 2 minutes. The time is so Urgent, I can’t let me relax, how can I have time to spend with Shuihan and Little Lemon? If I let her and the child live in the original villa, I spend too little time with her, and she will feel very bored. Go to Tong At Fei's place, she at least has a companion. After the Yan family passes through this hurdle, I will give myself a vacation and spend time with her mother and son. That's all I can do. If she really likes it during my busy period It's a helpless thing to fall in love with someone else, so let's regard it as a test of marriage." Yan Jiyun said in a delicate voice, and it seemed that every word was tinged with resentment.

Hong Zhan was stunned, his steps were extremely slow, looking at Yan Jiyun's tall back, Hong Zhan suddenly felt a bit desolate... The young master has become a thorn in the eyes of every family in Yan's family because he is too good since he was a child, and he is jealous of the young master. There are too many people, from home, from outside, from the company, and strangers...

There are very few people who can really help the young master. It can be said that the young master is fighting alone now, and no one in the Yan family is on his side. All the houses are calculating, waiting to see how he falls, But he shouldered the heaviest burden and never cried out in front of others.And the members of the Yan family are still enjoying the benefits brought by Yan Jiyun's dominance in the open and secret struggles.

Yan Jiyun is lonely, and even Shui Han doesn't really understand and understand the hardships in his career. All she sees is Yan Jiyun's unrestrained and easygoing, thus ignoring the bitterness and difficulties he hides behind.

From what Yan Jiyun said just now, Hong Zhan could feel that the young master had really changed, and he was not as domineering as before. He began to consider her more from Shui Han's perspective, and respected her choice .This is not easy for a man who is used to controlling and giving orders.

Why did Yan Jiyun appear in time?The reason is simple, when Shui Han dragged the box down from the attic, the bodyguard immediately reported the situation to Yan Jiyun.At that time, Yan Jiyun was staying up all night in the office and was planning to take a rest. Before he could lie down, he received a call and rushed over...

Yan Jiyun walked to the attic and remembered an important thing...

"Hong Zhan, in a while, you can go up and ask Mrs. Chen to take care of it. Send all the supplements that Little Lemon usually eats to Tong Fei's house, and tell Mrs. Chen to get the best ones. If they are not enough, go to the main house to get them."

"Yes." Hong Zhan replied resoundingly.

Yan Jiyun guessed right, Shui Han only took away things that belonged to her and the child, not even Little Lemon's supplements.She wants to rely on her own money to buy supplements for Little Lemon... This little woman is sometimes too stubborn, and she doesn't even think about it. Some of the selected ones are simply not available in the market.Even if it's the same thing, but the quality is different, Shui Han has no job now, unless she buys it with the money Yan Jiyun gave her, but she obviously won't touch that money.

Little Lemon's body is still very weak, not yet four years old, and needs to continue to be carefully recuperated. In addition to drinking Chinese medicine, supplements are also indispensable.

After leaving the cloudy sky of Yan's house, Shui Han felt that her breathing became much easier.The depressive feeling gradually disappeared, and the most gratifying thing was that she no longer had to see Qiao Ju and Shen Yunzi, and no longer had to listen to the cynicism from those in the Yan family, her ears were cleared up.

It's just inevitable that there will be a bit of loss, and a sense of sadness lingers in my heart and has not faded away.True love doesn't just end when you say it. Shui Han's disappointment and heartache towards Yan Jiyun is all in her heart. Although she has made up her mind to live a new life, it still needs a buffer period.

She lives alone in Tong Fei's house now, and Shui Han and Little Lemon just happened to be her companions when they came.

Tong Fei's parents are now running a noodle shop, and the shop will open at 06:30 at the latest every morning, and the shop is a bit far from home, so they had to rent a simple one-room room near the shop, and they seldom go back to the shop. home.

This neighborhood is relatively quiet and the environment is quiet. Tong Fei's house has three bedrooms and one living room. The decoration is simple and the furniture is simple, but it is very clean.Shuihan doesn't have many belongings, but Little Lemon has quite a lot.By the time Shuihan finished cleaning up, Little Lemon had already fallen asleep hugging his teddy bear.

Shuihan carried Little Lemon to the bed, covered him with a quilt, kissed the child's face lovingly, and whispered distressedly: "Baby, we are going to start a new life from now on. Trust me, I won't let you suffer." of……"

Shui Han rubbed her nose, feeling a little sour... Thinking of Yan Hongzhang who has not yet woken up, if she wakes up and finds out that she and Little Lemon have moved away, she will be sad...

The phone rang, and Shui Han hurriedly picked it up, it was Fandi.

Shuihan didn't tell Fandi about her moving out beforehand, but now that she's moved out, there's nothing she can't say.

"What? Moved to Tong Fei's house?" Fandi's voice was filled with obvious surprise: "Where's the address? I'm going to see Little Lemon. I gave birth to him back then!"

Fandi was as excited as if he had won a battle. He remembered that when he delivered the baby, he held the little lemon in his hand. He has never forgotten the excitement until now. He hadn’t seen it since the last time he glanced at the park. He can't wait to meet this little guy who means so much to him!Fandi will always remember every detail of that night when he delivered Shuihan in the alley.What I can't forget is her extremely firm determination and eyes at that time, desperate to give birth to the child and keep the child's life.What I can't forget is that in a critical moment, she would let a stranger like him cut open her lower body with a knife to let the child come out.What I can't forget is that he was trembling with excitement at that time, and when he was holding that little baby, tears of ecstasy dripped from his eyes...

It is these unforgettable things that make Fandi have a special feeling for Little Lemon.I've always wanted to see him, but I only saw him last time when I was in the park, because there was something urgent to do at that time, and he hadn't had time to have a good talk with Little Lemon, give him a hug...

Today, Shuihan left Yan's house with Little Lemon, which was an unexpected surprise for Fandi.

Little Lemon is still sleeping, and Shui Han opens the door for Fandi... Tong Fei has automatically "invisible".

Fandi's gaze seemed to be glued, and he never left Shuihan for a second. There was a trace of pity flowing in his bottomless black eyes: "You seem to have lost weight..."

(End of this chapter)