It's not too late to love again

Chapter 283 Dr. Du fell ill 1
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Fandi lay down slowly...Suddenly, he caught a glimpse of a piece of silver on the pillow, picked it up, and saw that it was the ipad he gave to Xiaoying.

Open the case inadvertently, poke your finger, and a familiar photo immediately appears on the screen...

Um?Isn't this his photo? How did it become the desktop of this ipad?

But this photo, Fandi can't remember when he took it... In the photo, he is sitting facing the sea, obviously on the Jinhong No. [-], and the angle of the photo is from the side, showing his flawless face His facial contours, straight nose bridge, moderately thick lips, the cigarette in his mouth still emits light white silk, his beautiful face faintly reveals heart-pounding sadness, as if he looks a little heavy because of remembering something However, not only did this not affect his appearance, but it also showed a rare aesthetic feeling of decadence and loneliness.

When was this filmed?Fandi really doesn't know.Thinking about it carefully, the last time Xiaoying went to Jinhong No. [-] was the time when she was almost taken advantage of by someone. Since then, Fandi has not taken her there again.This girl actually secretly took pictures of him when he wasn't paying attention?

Fandi casually flipped through the photo album on the ipad, and the more he looked at it, the more stunned he became... Most of the photos in this photo album were taken when he knew about it, and most of them were taken when he didn't know about it.

Sleeping, eating, walking, talking, including him admonishing his subordinates in the conference hall... These pictures are all stored in Xiaoying's photo album, full of him.

There is also a most special photo. On it, Fandi is facing a full-length mirror with her back, and Xiaoying is standing in front of the mirror. She takes an iPad and takes a picture of the mirror. In this way, the photo becomes her and Fandi. It's just that Fandi didn't know about it, but Xiaoying smiled very sweetly, and there was a strange look in her bright eyes, full of affection, tenderness and affection, as if she was looking at her beloved... …

This kind of eyes, such a "group photo", made Fandi's heart tremble... Staring closely at Xiaoying's eyes in the photo, why are they so familiar?The affection in these eyes is too obvious, not even a fool can see what it represents.

If he hadn't seen this photo, Fandi might never have known the meaning of Xiaoying looking at him with such affectionate eyes and such a sweet and shy smile when he wasn't looking at her , do you still have to guess?

Fandi is not an idiot. When she was dazed, she suddenly remembered that Xiaoying once said that she had someone she liked, but what she explained was that she met Yan Jiyun in a small town. Since she knew that Yan Jiyun had a wife, she generously blessed him. He, then, after the incident, how could she still mention that she has someone she likes?Unless... Could it be that the man she likes is actually someone else, and the culprit is... Fandi!

As soon as this idea came up, even Fandi himself couldn't help his heart twitching, and the sharp pain spread. After a few seconds of stunned, he raised his hand and slapped himself firmly!

"What a bastard!" Fandi cursed himself, and there are still many fragments about Xiaoying in his mind... Her meticulous care and considerate care for him, is this just gratitude to him, okay?She said that her biggest interest is to cook more delicious dishes for him... He didn't notice anything wrong at the time, but now that I think about it, it's not obvious enough for a girl to associate her interests with him Does it mean she has feelings for him?
When he learned that someone was chasing her, he finally agreed, but she didn't show a happy expression, but went back to the room with a sad face and disappointed... Does this also mean that she was hurt by his attitude at that time? , in fact, what she hopes most is that he can object?
In addition, Fandi also saw the words left by Xiaoying in the memo on the ipad, all about him... His likes, what he doesn't like to eat, what he avoids, everything is related to him Related, there is a sentence attached at the end... "I like you, you don't need to know."

This sentence is the knife that makes Fandi's heart hurt the most!
"Damn it!" Fandi slapped himself hard again, blaming himself more deeply.

It was only at this moment that Fandi realized that Xiaoying had always had feelings for him, and he was still thinking about how to give her to Lu Zhehao all day long, and also thinking about marrying her off in the future... She heard that he agreed When she dated Lu Zhehao, how disappointed and sad should she be?

And these, she kept her secret, never complained to him, always faced him with a smile, and gave him the most care and warmth... She was like an angel, he had indeed saved her, But in the end it hurt her...

"Perhaps, in this life, I am not suitable to have a woman by my side..." Fandi smiled wryly, feeling more and more deeply.

What happened to Xiaoying was a serious blow to Fandi.Not to mention love, it means losing a person around him who he can see every day, who gives him warmth and love, who gives his heart to him all the time, it is as painful as losing a close relative, he needs a soothing Time fades the wound...

In the following time, after all-out search and rescue, Xiaoying's body was still not found. She just disappeared from his life, but she left a vital stroke in Fandi's life trajectory.Besides Shui Han, Xiaoying is another person who can occupy Fandi's heart, although it is not love...

He didn't start a relationship with Xiaoying, but her existence and disappearance was an unforgettable experience for Fandi. Even in the past many years, he will never forget that there was such a person who warmed his life.For feelings and life, he will have a deeper understanding and understanding.But at the same time, he was also more indifferent, closing his heart coldly.

After seven days of searching and no one was found, Fandi erected a tombstone for Xiaoying in a cemetery on the outskirts of the city, with several pieces of her clothes buried inside.

This is also a way to mourn, and what Fandi can do for Xiaoying is... engrave a line on her tombstone... the tomb of my wife Xiaoying.Below is his name, Vandhi.

If Xiaoying is alive, she will be happy for Fandi's actions.She can't be his woman in life, but she can be recognized by Fandi after death. The kind Xiaoying will feel very satisfied... Becoming his wife is something she has fantasized about many times. Fulfilling this wish after death is a kind of comfort to her, and it is Fandi's compensation to her.

On the day when the monument was erected, the weather was bad, and a heavy rain fell, which indicated that this summer was about to pass.

Fandi stood in front of Xiaoying's tomb holding a black umbrella, staring at the words on the stele, his gloomy mood became more and more lonely and cold, his gloomy face was full of sadness and regret, his thick eyebrows were deeply furrowed, and he was silent and said nothing standing upright.

How heavy and heartbreaking is it for such a monstrous and amazing man to stand in the rain and miss someone?In the misty rain, he was like a sculpture, standing still, exuding only a mournful aura.

He was very focused, and he would not have known that there was a black woman standing in front of another tombstone not far away, paying attention to him for a long time.

She was wearing sunglasses and also holding an umbrella, her face turned pale, and the eyes hidden behind the sunglasses were surprisingly and complicated.She was a little surprised. She never thought that she would see such a strange and special man when she came here to pay homage to her younger brother who died in an accident. He reminded her of the kind of infatuated kind in the TV series she watched. She had such an expression after her lover died. Bar……

She suddenly had an urge to go up and talk to him, to comfort him, but when the thought arose, she couldn't help laughing at herself... What's wrong with her, did she actually want to strike up a conversation with a strange man?And still in the cemetery?
It's not her style, she must be short-circuited to think so.

The woman turned her eyes away and continued to focus on the tombstone in front of her... Looking carefully, the name engraved on the tombstone turned out to be... Lu Zhehao.

The rainy weather seems to be paying homage to this cemetery, crying, expressing grief, what kind of helpless grief, the so-called living in the heart is just a self-comforting statement.

Fandi stood in front of the tombstone for a long time, silently chanting many words that he had never said before, and he became more and more incomprehensible. What is the difference between love and habit?He is used to having Xiaoying by his side, and now that she is gone, he can be sure that his heartaches, but is this heartache due to habit or emotion?

This silly girl once wrote in the memo: "I like you, you don't need to know."

This kind of forbearance and heaviness deeply touched Fandi, so he felt even more distressed for Xiaoying.

"If you are really in the sky, I hope you can live a carefree life... There will be no Lu Zhehao in the sky, and there will be no illegal racing cars in the sky. You are an angel who fell into the mortal world and returned to your place..." Fandi murmured, the beautiful face contained a bit of regret and sadness, for this innocent life, the kind girl, she left with fear when she was caught off guard, with a heart full of love. In awe of life, he only wished that she could live in another blissful world...

"As for that Lu Zhehao..." Fan Di narrowed his deep eyes, a faint hostility came out, and his fierce eyes were extremely cold: "He should go to hell if he dies, he will never follow you in heaven."

Fandi's cursing towards Lu Zhehao floated lightly in the air, and went away with the rain, but it floated into the ear of a woman not far away.She had been paying attention to Fandi at first, but now she heard him whisper vague words, plus his mouth shape...how could he be cursing her brother?

The woman's complexion suddenly changed. Just now she felt that this man was a rare and very seductive monster, but now she only felt a burning fire in her heart, and she couldn't suppress it... This was in front of Zhe Hao's tomb. If she can remain indifferent when she hears someone cursing her younger brother, what face does she have to worship?
The woman quickly walked up to Fandi in three steps at a time, and stared at him: "Hey, what did you just say? Why did you curse Lu Zhehao to hell?"

Such a straightforward questioning, with anger in it, and the person who came was not kind, it looked like a woman with a hot temper.

The eyes behind Fan's sunglasses glanced lightly. He was a little displeased with this woman who appeared suddenly, because she disturbed him, and it looked like someone belonging to Lu Zhehao, so he would not have a good face.

"Go to hell? I was wrong..." Fan Dicen's cold tone was even colder than the rain. .

The woman is also wearing sunglasses. Although she can't see the eyes clearly at the moment, she is still very young. Seeing that Fandi quickly "confessed her mistake", her face softened a little, but she heard Fandi say again...

"I made a mistake. It shouldn't just be about going to hell. He should be...going to the eighteenth floor of hell." Fandi's icy face was covered with haze, and he never glanced at the woman, but only looked at the tombstone.

(End of this chapter)