It's not too late to love again

Chapter 405
If other people's children fall and bump into each other, they will immediately cry and seek care and love from their parents, but Yan Yan seems to have done something wrong and doesn't want to be seen by her mother.The child was afraid that his mother would be sad, so he didn't cry or make trouble, but his mother still found out.

Lan Zhixin clenched her teeth tightly, her heart clenched into a ball, aching and twitching.As a mother, even a little injury to her child is enough to touch her heart, and she just wishes that the injury could be passed on to herself.

Lan Zhixin silently took out the medicine box, disinfected Yan Yan, applied the medicine, and then wrapped it in gauze... During the whole process, Yan Yan bit her lip and did not cry out, even though it was already in pain, she still endured it, Tears rolled in the eyes, but they didn't fall.

Lan Zhixin could have resisted crying, but after treating Yanyan's wound, seeing that Yanyan didn't shed a single tear, but her big eyes were filled with mist, Lan Zhixin couldn't bear it anymore, hugged her Yanyan cried out in pain.

"It's my mother's fault... Mom shouldn't have left you at home alone... But baby, what should mother do..." Lan Zhixin's heart was about to break, and the image of a child falling at home kept appearing in her mind. The tragic scene of falling down but no adults around to take care of it.

This time, Yanyan only hurt one finger, it's not a serious problem, if she fell badly, the consequences would be disastrous!

"Yanyan, mom will send you to kindergarten tomorrow, okay?" Lan Zhixin choked up, looking at the distressed little face in front of her with red eyes.

But when Yanyan heard Lan Zhixin say this, she immediately jumped up as if her tail was stepped on, and burst into tears...

"Woooo...don't...don't go to kindergarten...don't...mom, please don't send me to kindergarten...please don't...wuwuwu..." Yanyan embraced Holding Lan Zhixin's neck and crying loudly, she has a deep shadow on the kindergarten. She can't forget that when she went to the kindergarten for the first time in the country, she was regarded as a monster by the children because of her blue eyes and was beaten by others. With a bruised nose and a swollen face, I went home with a bruise.From then on, whenever the kindergarten was mentioned, Yanyan became emotional and extremely resistant, and she was unwilling to go to it even if she was beaten to death.

Hearing the child's crying and begging, Lan Zhixin felt that her heart was going to be broken... Yanyan didn't want to leave her mother and go back to the countryside to live with her grandparents, but she also didn't want to go to kindergarten.She was thinking of sending Yanyan to elementary school after the summer vacation, but it is only May, and there are still a few months before the new semester starts. In these few months, is she going to keep Yanyan in the school? home?But knowing that she is worried about going to work every day, she is afraid that Yanyan will make some mistakes at home... What should she do?Lan Zhixin had never been so anxious, her mind was in chaos.When Yanyan was tired from crying and went to sleep and woke up again, she found her body was shaking a little, she didn't look like she was lying on the bed, the little girl was stunned for a while, her ignorant consciousness gradually came to life, and when she returned to the cage, she realized that she was not at home. But in the car.

Yanyan's red and swollen eyes were still wet from tears, she hugged her mother's waist with her fleshy little hands, and asked softly, "Mom, where are we going?"

Lan Zhixin's heart trembled, she swallowed with a wry smile on the corner of her mouth, and said softly: "Let's go see grandpa and grandma, we haven't seen each other for a while, don't you miss grandpa and grandma?"

Although Yanyan was clever, she was only a five-year-old child after all, she trusted her mother's words, she didn't think much about it immediately, she nodded repeatedly, and said in a childish voice, "I want to eat the jujube cake made by grandma."

"Okay, we'll be able to eat jujube cake in a while." Lan Zhixin's gentle tone didn't sound strange at all, but her heart was extremely bitter, and her heart was extremely heavy.

It didn't take long to get home.

When Lan Zhixin's mother saw her daughter and granddaughter coming back, she was so happy that she almost shed tears, but she didn't see Lan Zhixin's father coming out...

It turned out that as early as last month, Lan Zhixin's father fell down, and then he was lying in bed to recover from his injuries. He had just taken medicine earlier and was already asleep.

Yanyan actually likes grandpa and grandma very much, but compared with her mother, she certainly loves her mother more.But I haven't seen my grandma for quite a while. As soon as Xiao Yanyan entered the door, she got into grandma's arms, her little mouth yelled sweetly, she was so cute.There was a lot of laughter in this family all of a sudden, sweeping away some of the dull atmosphere.

Lan Zhixin knew about her father's injury a long time ago, and she also remitted some money home. After receiving 3 yuan in compensation last time, she also remitted 1 yuan, and she did not move the remaining 2 yuan. , Save it for Yanyan to go to school.

Now it's still early before dinner, Yanyan is playing with the little cat in the yard, grandma is making red date cake for her, Lan Zhixin is also helping in the kitchen.

It's rare for her daughter to come back. Mother Lan is very happy and always has a smile on her face, but she is most concerned about her daughter's marriage. Every time she calls or sees Lan Zhixin, Mother Lan will ask about this.

This time, Lan Zhixin still had no choice but to let her mother down, she didn't have a boyfriend, let alone talk about marriage. .

But the more important question is about Yanyan, this is why Lan Zhixin rushed home in a hurry.

Lan Zhixin looked back at the kitchen door, making sure that Yan Yan was not eavesdropping, she lowered her voice and said to her mother: "Mom... Tomorrow morning, I..."

What Lan Zhixin said later, her voice was too low to hear clearly, but she could see Lan's mother frowning anxiously...

During dinner, Lan Zhixin's father had already woken up. Seeing his daughter and granddaughter returning, the old man's spirit improved a bit, and he came down to the ground with a cane. The family had a happy dinner.

Red date cake is Yanyan's favorite pastry. Grandma made it herself. It is delicious and soft. It is also a snack that Yanyan is used to eating in the countryside.

The little cat was pulled by its tail by Yanyan, and it meowed helplessly and aggrieved, but it was very obedient and friendly to Yanyan, and it was a great time to play with one person and one cat. In addition, there was long-lost jujube cake to eat, and grandparents Loved by her mother, doted on by her mother, Yanyan slept soundly that night, listening to her mother tell stories before going to bed, and fell asleep with a smile on her pink face.

In the dead of night, the sleeping child is like a drunk little angel. On the red face, the thick eyelashes are flickering, and the small mouth sometimes has fingers in it, and sometimes whispers something softly, full of cuteness.

After five o'clock in the morning, slowly, the silence of the night was broken, and there was a little noise.

The sound of getting dressed was very soft, Lan Zhixin got off the bed like a thief, got dressed, and looked at the sleeping child reluctantly.That beautiful natural curly hair looks like an ink lotus blooming on the white pillow, the innocent sleeping face is unbearable to disturb, the skin that can be broken by blows is fresher than a flower bone, and the little hands and feet are almost translucent under the faint light. , the fleshy face, people can't help but kiss and pinch...

The little cute baby loves to sleep with her fingers in her arms, and there is a silvery white transparent thread flowing from the corner of her mouth...

Lan Zhixin stood in front of the bed, endured and endured to force herself not to go up and kiss this lovely child... She almost bit her lower lip to bleed, the pain kept her awake, she couldn't kiss Yanyan at this time, otherwise However, if Yan Yan was woken up, she was afraid that her heart would soften under Yan Yan's crying.

And she was so eager to bring Yanyan back because she wanted to keep the child.So she could only leave before Yan Yan woke up, and it was still dark outside.

What is heart like a knife, Lan Zhixin once again realized that this kind of painful taste can make one's heart broken, as if the whole person has fallen into the abyss.

Who said that the only pain in the world is the most tormenting, for a mother, parting from her child is such a heart-wrenching pain, no less than parting with her beloved.

Ordinary families may not be able to understand the entanglement like Lan Zhixin. They have to hide Yanyan's life experience, but also take into account their own financial conditions, parents' situation, Yanyan's mood, and what they can do. everything of.In reality, there are too many constraints, which bind people's hands and feet, making people have to struggle and compromise... Now Lan Zhixin can only temporarily compromise, leaving Yanyan in the country, and she will be released after a few months I was taken to the city to go to elementary school, and then the mother and daughter could be together every day again.

Every step towards the door is like cutting your heart with a knife.Lan Zhixin forced herself not to look back, and walked out of the room with difficulty, her back was chilled.

A figure came out from another room, it was Lan Zhixin's mother.

The mother and daughter looked at each other, expressing their helplessness and distress in silence.

After leaving the house and going to the yard, Mother Lan sighed and felt very sad, and said earnestly, "When Yanyan wakes up, she will cry and clamor for you, that child should suffer again."

Why doesn't Lan Zhixin know this, but she has to do this, Yanyan broke her hand today, although it's not a serious problem, but it makes a mother afraid, what if Yanyan makes a mistake when she's not at home , It's useless for her to cry to death.Even if Yanyan couldn't leave her, even if Yanyan would cry to death, Lan Zhixin couldn't be soft-hearted anymore, this time she had to leave Yanyan and let her grandma take care of her.At least there are people at home every day, and Yanyan is taken care of, so it is less dangerous.

"Mom... I can't help it, Yanyan is too dependent on me, but in the city, I go to work every day, and I only leave her at home... I am always worried when I go to work. I can't hurt her because of my soft heart. Let her stay here for a few months now, and in the second half of the year, when school starts, I will pick her up."

"But... Yan Yan's eyes... Will you go to elementary school in the city, and meet those children who bully Yan Yan and call her a monster?" Lan's mother's eyes turned red when she mentioned this, and her heart ached even more.

Lan Zhixin was also worried, but she could only comfort her mother and said: "Mom, children in the city are somewhat different from children in the country, and the management of the school is also more standardized. We Yanyan are smart and cute, maybe in the school in the city If we can get the love of the children here, then Yanyan will have many friends, and she will be happy."

Hearing what her daughter said, Mother Lan relaxed her heart a little, and sighed quietly: "I can only pray like this, that girl Yanyan is so pitiful, you said if her eyes were black, wouldn't there be such troublesome things? Daughter , how long are you going to hide from us? Who is Yanyan's father?"

"..."

This topic is the heaviest and most taboo in the family. When Lan Zhixin heard it, her face froze, and she smiled at her mother: "Mom, I have said it many times, and I don't know the identity of that man... this matter Don't ask any more questions. I'm leaving, or I won't be able to catch up with the work time. "

Lan's mother watched her daughter go away, and waved goodbye reluctantly... Although the countryside is not very far from the city, it can be reached in two hours by car, but for the busy people who work in the city, it is not every day. Those who can come, but this time, they feel that they are far apart psychologically.

Lan Zhixin regards women as her own life, and the happiest days are when Yanyan is by her side, but now she has to send Yanyan to the countryside again, one can imagine how sad she feels.

(End of this chapter)