It's not too late to love again

Chapter 42 Is the child still there?
The pain in her eyes pierced Yan Jiyun's heart. Although he also felt a little pain, he refused to let go, and said coldly: "Yes."

A single word only deepened her pain.In fact, after Yan Jiyun heard his grandfather tell the secret about the Yan family and Shui Han's grandmother, he knew that he had to marry, but what he cared about was Shui Han's purpose of getting close to him, and that she and Yan Zhui partnered to "deceive".For a person of his origin, the environment in which he grew up has determined that it is difficult for him to trust a person.

Shui Han's heart was twisted like a knife, she couldn't explain it, she had never experienced the feeling of being wronged before, but Yan Jiyun's misunderstanding of her hurt her the most.

Intense anger and sadness had accumulated in Shui Han's heart for a long time, and at this moment he finally couldn't help but explode, and roared at Yan Jiyun: "I can't prove myself, but I have a clear conscience! I have nothing to do with Yan Zhui. I I never calculated against you, I never did anything sorry for you! I stayed by your side because you helped me time and time again... Do you remember that necklace? In the summer four years ago, you saved a man who was being bullied by hooligans Girl, let her avoid being spoiled and defiled by others. From then on, she will never forget you. When she found your necklace, she treasured it and looked forward to seeing her benefactor again one day. But she never thought that her benefactor would It was the man who took her first night in the hotel! But because it was him, she didn't hate her. Until later, if you hadn't taken me in, I would have been living on the street. From the day you picked me up, I didn't want to leave... I can't bear the warmth you give me, I can't bear your love for me, and I can't bear to see you again after leaving! These are the reasons why I stay by your side, is it enough?"

Shui Han yelled these words in a hoarse voice, couldn't hold on any longer, turned and ran upstairs to the bedroom.She just wants to be alone now, and cry alone under the quilt...

She almost said "I like you", but she held back after all.Just because, at this moment, the sadness is so strong and the hurt is so deep, even if her pure feelings are expressed, it will only become a joke.How could this cruel man accept her feelings?Shui Han's heart was cold, and she retracted into her turtle shell in pain, so she could only lick the wound by herself.

Looking at her back, Yan Jiyun stood there in amazement... What she just said echoed in his ears.

four years ago?
Yan Jiyun's memory was touched... In a certain summer, in a small alley, he did teach a few hooligans and rescued a little girl who was almost bullied, but he didn't pay attention to her appearance at that time, and didn't even pay attention to her appearance. Keep saving lives in mind.It was just because he was looking for someone nearby, and happened to meet him, so he did it casually.And his necklace was lost at that time, and the next day he flew to Australia to study...

It turns out that the intersection with her started four years ago, and it turns out that she has always been thinking about him... It turns out that in her memory, he is a benefactor...

It would be a lie to say that Yan Jiyun's heart was not touched at all.Half of his previous violent and angry emotions have virtually disappeared.He was a little happy, but it didn't mean that his doubts about Shui Han were all gone.What she just said can only show that she

In the final analysis, Yan Jiyun's mentality is a kind of mental cleanliness.He is almost obsessively pursuing the truth, as long as he finds a little suspicious, he can't bear it, and he has to get rid of that doubt, so that he can treat Shui Han with peace of mind.Perhaps, what he needs is time.Language, for a man who is wary and lacks trust in others, only time can see a person's true inner world clearly.

Shui Han locked herself in the bedroom and couldn't come out, only the faint crying could be heard from inside.The pain that can't be relieved is tearing her apart... Apart from crying, Shui Han has many confused thoughts.She didn't know how she got to where she is today, Yan Jiyun said that it was all because she was pregnant.Thinking about it carefully, this makes some sense. If it weren't for her pregnancy, he wouldn't have misunderstood her so deeply.A man who originally loved you suddenly changed his attitude towards you, and treated you coldly and cruelly. She was heartbroken, but she missed the peaceful and simple life between the two of them before the incident happened.

Shui Han's longing for warmth is also an almost obsessive pursuit.

Her explanation was not useless, at least, this night, Yan Jiyun did not leave the villa, but he did not sleep in the same room as Shui Han, he spent the night in the study.I didn't sleep well, I didn't close my eyes until it was almost dawn, and I didn't wake up until almost noon.

Normally, Yan Jiyun would show up at the company before 9:[-] in the morning, so he gave himself half a day off today.Recently, he has been busy with business affairs, coupled with the troubles of personal affairs, he really needs to rest and relax.

At lunch time, Yan Jiyun sat at the dining table alone, eating slowly, feeling like chewing wax.

Hong Zhan had already called upstairs once, but Shui Han hadn't gotten up yet.

"Eldest young master, how about I go up and call..."

"No need." Yan Jiyun said lightly, put down his chopsticks, turned and went upstairs.

He didn't mean not to ask Shuihan to eat, but he went to see her in person.

Yan Jiyun was still a little puzzled, even if the pregnant woman was drowsy, she wouldn't still be awake by now, right?Don't you feel hungry?
Could it be... Could it be that she is not feeling well?sick?

Thinking of this, Yan Jiyun involuntarily quickened his pace, and pushed open the bedroom door nervously...

Surprisingly, there was no one in the bedroom, and Shui Han was not there!

The tall figure froze suddenly, as if something had bitten her heart... Where did she go?

Feeling flustered for no reason, Yan Jiyun glanced at a white piece of paper on the bed.

The black and white characters, beautiful handwriting, were left to him by Shui Han.

"Yan Jiyun, do you know how important your trust and warmth are to me? If time could be turned back, I would rather it stop half a month before you forever. Yan Jiyun, you are the proud son of heaven, yes The sun hanging in the sky, but I am just an ordinary person. In the eyes of many people, I am like a weed. I can only look up at your brilliance and bathe in your brilliance. But even a weed I will have my own thoughts, and I will long for a little warmth. Because of the disparity in status between me and you, like clouds and mud, you, as well as people outside, look at me with colored eyes. You put my Simple and purely attached to the conspiracy methods you imagined, I can no longer defend this. I don’t care what others think of me, but what I can’t let go of is your distrust of me. As you wish, I will use you The method mentioned is to prove my heart. But, I don’t know if you and I can go back to the past after I do it..."

The words between the lines are full of helplessness and heaviness, revealing the pain of a person who has been misunderstood and wronged, and has nowhere to appeal. She can only prove herself in such a terrible way, just to get his trust and the warmth she once had. .

Yan Jiyun could feel Shui Han's sadness from it, and the edge of the paper was still a little wet... Yan Jiyun's mind had already imagined the picture of Shui Han writing with tears in his eyes.

The soreness in his chest made him very uncomfortable. At the same time, he was also thinking about what she said, "As you wish, I will use the method you said to prove my heart." What does this mean?

Out of the corner of Yan Jiyun's eyes, he suddenly saw that the drawer of the bedside table was half open, and it was empty inside.

Originally, Yan Jiyun put some cash here for Shui Han's usual pocket money, but now that there is no penny, she took it all?But her other things are still there, including those two suitcases, which means that she is not planning to leave, so what does the message on this note mean?
Yan Jiyun's cold phoenix eyes shrank suddenly, thinking of what he said to Shui Han yesterday... He said that if he was to be believed, she would abort the child.

Could it be that……

Thinking of this, Yan Jiyun's heart suddenly tightened and he twitched violently.Could it be that she really went to the hospital for an abortion?

In fact, what Yan Jiyun said yesterday in a fit of anger made him feel a little hurt afterwards, but he was as proud as him, so he just slept in the study all night, but now, Shui Han might really be forced by him to have nowhere to go, so he had to kill the child To prove yourself?
Although Yan Jiyun was not ready to be a father at all, even though he said he would let her kill him, at this moment, his heart still ached uncontrollably...

It was his seed, it grew in her stomach, is it really going to be shed?Is it worth it to use a life to prove her innocence, and to be his and her child?Even if it is lost, can the relationship between him and Shuihan return to the same as before?

Immediately dialed Shui Han's cell phone, but it was turned off.

Yan Jiyun's emotions panicked like never before, and his heartbeat increased...

"Cheng, help me with something, you immediately contact the major hospitals in the urban area, and if you find out where Shui Han's abortion is, please notify me immediately!" Yan Jiyun had to ask Du Cheng for help first in desperation.

Du Cheng didn't ask much, knowing the seriousness of the matter, he hurriedly called.

Yan Jiyun hurried downstairs and drove out. He didn't know which hospital to look for, and he had no target at all, but now what appeared in his mind was Shui Han lying on the operating table covered in blood. Cold and frightened, there is a voice in my heart screaming... Shui Han, where are you!Deep in the bustling neighborhood, there is a small private clinic in a corner.

Shui Han sat on a chair, gnawed on bread and sucked on a carton of milk, her pale face wrinkled together.A woman's painful groans came from inside, and in Shuihan's ears, it undoubtedly destroyed her fragile heart even more.

Tong Fei looked at Shui Han with a sad face, hugged her shoulders pitifully, and said in a low voice: "Hanhan, have you really decided? Listen...the people inside are screaming so miserable..."

Shui Han blinked her red and swollen eyes, and shook her head aggrievedly.

"Oh...well, since you've made up your mind, it's useless for me to persuade you..." Tong Fei sighed regretfully, feeling worried about what happened to Shui Han.

In fact, Shui Han is in a daze, and his mind is not sober, and he was angry by Yan Jiyun.

(End of this chapter)