It's not too late to love again

Chapter 436 Asa's Marriage Proposal 1
I still remember that he went to her house under the pretext of taking a handkerchief, pressed her on the sofa and kissed her, but Yanyan found out and hit him with a toy hammer...

I still remember that when he was sick and hospitalized, she served him tenderly and tenderly, and the porridge she cooked was delicious and very appetizing...

I still remember that when he was on a business trip, he resorted to tricks so that there was only "one room" left in that hotel. After the two of them had a tender night, she actually said calmly the next day that nothing happened...

There are still many memories about her, far and near, all coming...

The curvature of the corner of Asa's mouth changed with the stretching of the memory, tense for a while, and laughed for a while, immersed in the memory, but the miss for her became more and more intense.

It turned out that Lan Zhixin, who was always teased by him as an "old woman", had long had a different status in his heart, and he had long since cared about her, but it was only now that he parted ways that he deeply realized it.

Finally, he knew why he felt uncomfortable when he saw Nike appearing beside her, no matter how he looked at it, he didn't like it.It turned out that in his heart, he had unconsciously regarded him as his own woman.

I have never missed someone like this, thinking about it in my heart, thinking about it in my flesh and blood, wishing she could appear immediately.There are also his daughters, the cute and clever little Rouduner, and the cute little angel Yan Yan, do you know how much your father misses you!
Asa was screaming in his heart, sighed silently, and rubbed his fingers on the screen of the phone, although he was expecting an answer, he was still a little uncertain.

Perhaps there is really a tacit understanding called a tacit understanding.The text message sent by Asa was really received by Lan Zhixin.As he expected, Lan Zhixin installed the old SIM card on the new phone, but she would only turn on the phone once and then turn it off immediately.

As soon as I opened it, I received two text messages from Asa, and Lan Zhixin turned off the phone after reading it.

There are no longer those words in front of my eyes, but they are faintly visible in my mind... Especially the last paragraph of Asa's words, "I miss you", three simple words are enough to replace all the sweet words.

Lan Zhixin quietly got out of bed, came to the yard, and stood under the bayberry tree, unable to calm down for a long time.

Thousands of words can't compare to Asa's "I miss you", these three words gathered into waves and hit Lan Zhixin, which also made her hesitate and confused in the past few days, and suddenly felt enlightened.

A man like Asa is hard-spoken and soft-hearted, and he loves face very much.He can say "I miss you", which shows the depth of his affection.He said that he couldn't eat well or sleep well these few days, of course Lan Zhixin would feel distressed and feel a little guilty.Thinking of that day at the train station, he desperately helped her escape. His actions like that are enough to prove how much he understands Yanyan's importance to her.

He won't take Yanyan away, right?Do you want to believe him?
Lan Zhixin looked up at the night sky and was dazed for a long while, but finally her emotions prevailed.This is not easy. For a rational woman like her, reason often takes the upper hand when making decisions, but this time it is just the opposite.

Asa's sincere words evoked Lan Zhixin's deep affection and affection for him, so why didn't she miss him?
In the dead of night, Asa hadn't fallen asleep yet, and vaguely felt the phone vibrate...it was an unfamiliar number!

Asa immediately regained his energy and hurriedly picked it up.

The phone was very quiet, neither party was in a hurry to speak, and it seemed that a thousand words were stuck in their throats, only the sound of deep breathing was heard.

"Is it you?" Asa's trembling tail voice revealed how nervous he was at the moment.It was as if a sigh that had passed through the millennium passed quietly into Asa's ears. At this moment, without the other party answering, he was already sure that it was her, Lan Zhixin.

Holding the phone tightly, Asa exploded like popcorn...

"Lan Zhixin, you're so ruthless that you didn't contact me until now? Do you know how worried I am? I haven't been able to sleep or eat well for the past few days. I just think about how you and Yanyan are doing, you Don’t you think about me at all? Do you know how anxious I am? You are so heartless, you...you want to die in a hurry, so I’m willing to do it!” Asa was so excited, he crackled and yelled, but These angry reproaches are just a way of venting his emotions. He has indeed been too depressed these days.

Lan Zhixin didn't refute, but just listened to him quietly.Caring makes chaos, Lan Zhixin still understands this truth.Asa must have had a hard time the past few days. You could tell how crazy he was from the yelling when he picked up the phone.

If it was the past, Lan Zhixin might not be able to appreciate the care and warmth hidden under Asa's seemingly harsh words, but now she can understand it tacitly, and is deeply moved by it.

After Asa finished yelling, he also felt that his mood seemed to be better, but the other party didn't make a sound, so he couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

"Hey, Lan Zhixin, why don't you speak? Did I just say something wrong? Are you angry? It's me who should be angry, you... If you dare to hang up the phone without saying a word, I will tell you It's not over!" There was obvious tension in Asa's eager voice, and finally he couldn't help but soften, and his tone gradually became gentle: "Okay, let's talk well and don't quarrel... Tell me, you and Yanyan where are you now?"

Lan Zhixin was silent for a while before saying: "If you knew where we were, what would you do? What's your mother's attitude? Did she tell you clearly?"

She finally spoke, and Asa breathed a sigh of relief, but she was obviously guarded, and she was too cautious, which made him a little annoyed.

"Lan Zhixin, what my mother wants to do is her business, it doesn't represent my position, understand? Why did I let you and Yanyan go, I just don't want Yanyan to be sent back to the palace after being caught, I I can't bear to see your flesh and blood separated, that's why I let you go, but you even guard against me, you don't trust me too much! At this time, besides trusting me, except that I can really help you, Who else? I am the father of the child, don't I have the right to speak? I disagree with the mother's approach. She insists on taking Yanyan away. It is not an easy task. At least I am in the middle to stop , but do you know that the current difficulties need me to face with you, instead of you blindly avoiding me! You are outside alone, with your children, even if my mother doesn’t catch you, if there are other What should I do if it's dangerous?" Asa was heartbroken, trembling frequently in his words, he wished he could appear in front of Lan Zhixin and Yanyan immediately, otherwise his heartache would not stop.

"You mean, you won't take Yanyan away from me, do you?" Lan Zhixin trembled, she wanted to get Asa's clear affirmation again.

Asa was very helpless, and said in a deep voice: "I never thought of separating you from Yanyan, I know that child is very dependent on you, without your care and education over the past few years, the child would not be as smart as he is now Cute. I hope she is not born in the palace but in the folk. You will take her with you, both of you will be very happy, but if you are separated, Yanyan will be sad, and you... can you still live? Speaking of the last sentence, Asa couldn't help feeling even more regretful.

"Can you still live?" Lan Zhixin muttered these words, the pain in her heart was hard to suppress.Yes, as Asa said, if she were to be separated from Yanyan, she really doubted whether she could still live normally, maybe even if she didn't die, she would be like a walking dead.

And Asa was able to understand her, how could she not be moved?

Lan Zhixin stood under the bayberry tree in a daze, the night breeze was cool, she shivered lightly in the moonlight, not because of the cold, but because she was moved by Asa's words, she just felt wisps of warmth spread from the earphones The whole body has a kind of intimate feeling.

Lan Zhixin has been hesitant for the past few days, until now when she heard Asa's sincere speech, she was really sure that Asa didn't want to separate her and Yanyan.This was the question she was most worried about, and now that Asa answered her, she felt a little more at ease.

Putting down all the struggles in her heart, Lan Zhixin felt that she should trust Asa this time. After all, he is Yanyan's father, and he also said that he would not take the child away. This is already the greatest comfort, what else does she have? Available?

There are some words that are suppressed in my heart, but tonight I feel like I can't vomit them.Always hiding it is not a solution, you have to ask bravely what you think of, even if there is only a little bit of hope left...

"We... Asa, is it possible to be together? If we are a husband and wife, the child can be raised and taken care of by us in a legitimate way, and Yanyan and I will not face the danger of being separated from each other, right?" Lan Zhi It was with great difficulty that Xin summoned up the courage to ask. This was also the topic she was most reluctant to touch after going through the deepest pain. However, she had to say it now.

Sure enough, Asa was silent, frowning deeply, his handsome face was heavy.He didn't deliberately avoid this question, but he was thinking of how to answer so that Lan Zhixin would not be misunderstood and hurt.

What should come can't be hidden, regarding his identity, whether he and Lan Zhixin will get married or separate in the future, these are all realistic things that must be faced and resolved.

"I... I don't like making unsure promises. To be honest, your background and background will definitely not be accepted by the royal family behind me, nor will my parents. Sooner or later, they will arrange one or several for me. They are all wives, and they are all prominent families, so they will not be commoners. This is inevitable as a member of the royal family..."

Her heart sank gradually, deeper and deeper, into the abyss, into the swamp... Before she knew that Asa and herself were too far away to be together, but no matter what, she always had the same feeling in her heart. There is a touch of fantasy.And just now, after hearing what Asa said personally, that fantasy was declared shattered...

But when Lan Zhixin was in despair, Asa said again: "But these are their wishes, I don't think so. I just want to marry a woman now, a Chinese woman, a very ordinary woman... I I want my women and children to be by my side, be taken care of by me, be protected by me, relatives of the royal family, ministers, let them gossip, let them go crazy, who am I, I'm Asa, and I'm no one's puppet or puppet."

This guy has returned to that narcissistic and self-absorbed look, but at this moment, to Lan Zhixin's ears, it is simply the sound of nature, a sound that can reassure her!

Stretching out her hand to wipe the moisture from the corner of her eyes, Lan Zhixin said tremblingly: "You... What do you mean? Didn't you say that neither the royal family nor your parents would accept me, then..."

"It doesn't matter if you don't accept it, I just accept it. I am a prince, not a king. As long as I persist in my marriage, it may not be as difficult as I imagined. I know it in my own mind. At worst, I will keep a low profile in front of the royal family. , let them talk nonsense... In short, I have identified who is my child's mother, so no one can change it, so are you willing to watch Yanyan call another woman to be a mother?" Asa really dared to say, It hit Lan Zhixin where it hurt the most.

(End of this chapter)