It's not too late to love again

Chapter 556 Neither of them is wrong

Luo Qishan's pale face flushed, caused by excitement.Of course she couldn't go away like this, she had something to say, she had to defend herself, she couldn't let the misunderstanding destroy the relationship and trust that had been built so hard!

"No...Yan Zhui...Grandpa, listen to me, the contraceptive pill is not something I've been taking recently, it's something I've taken before!"

Yan Zhui's eyes turned hard: "Is there any point in saying this now? Grandpa fell ill with anger, and it's because of this, you still want to mention it?"

Luo Qishan froze for a moment, seeing Yan Zhui's stern eyes staring at her, her heart felt like a knife, but would he know?Do you still care?Birth control pills, she knew he had let him down, but at least give her a chance to defend herself, right?

Luo Qishan suppressed the wetness in her eyes, and said in a begging tone: "Yan Zhui, can you please listen to my explanation? Give me 2 minutes, and I'll leave after I finish speaking, is that okay?"

Luo Qishan had never been so humble before, she almost pulled his sleeve and begged, the sparkle in her eyes touched his heart for a second, the pain... But he was quickly driven away, leaving only The next scene was cold and hard, looking at his sick grandfather, he really didn't want to see Luo Qishan at the moment.

"Yan Zhui..." Luo Qishan took a step forward and took his arm, and said in a slightly choked voice with red eyes, "When I first married you, I really didn't want children, so I took contraceptive pills." ...Because I thought that I was still young, I wanted to pursue a medical career, and I didn't want to be a mother so early, and I didn't love you as much as I do now at that time... These reasons were the reasons why I didn't want children at the time, but I changed my mind when I was in Switzerland, I love you, I know you love me too, I am willing to give for our family, I am willing to have children, really, you believe me.. I have not eaten since I was in Switzerland Birth control pills! I want a baby, I told you, I didn't lie to you!" Speaking of this, Luo Qishan shouted excitedly at the old man on the hospital bed...

"Grandpa...Grandpa, have you heard? What I said is true, don't be angry anymore, okay? Get well soon..." Luo Qishan felt extremely sore in her heart. She watched Yan Hongzhang fall ill , she was also heartbroken, wishing she could lie there instead of grandpa and suffer instead of grandpa.

After Luo Qishan finished speaking, Yan Zhui still reacted indifferently, because, to him, when Luo Qishan started taking contraceptive pills and now did not take contraceptive pills, these are not important, what is important is that she has such a Behavior and grandpa fell ill because of it, and the whole family was clouded by this incident. Even if she explained it clearly, the damage had already been done, and some things were hard to recover... such as the love between her and Yan Zhui sweet.

Yan Zhui's indifference made Luo Qishan's heart sink even more, and her whole body was cold. She didn't want to believe that her relationship with him was ruined like this?Can't go back?
"Yan Zhui...husband...can you talk?" Luo Qishan begged softly, what she feared most was his silence.

"Hey..." A deep sigh came from Yan Hongzhang.He waved his hand towards this side, and said in an old voice: "Forget it... I finally know that Shanshan didn't intend to deceive us... She also has an excuse... Ah Zhui, don't blame her anymore... I It's fine, I'll be out of the hospital in a few days..."

Hearing the old man's words, Luo Qishan's nose was sour, and the uncontrollable soreness almost came out of her eyes.This is grandpa, he is not his own grandpa, but he is better than his own. He is so considerate and tolerant of her, even if she makes him fall ill with anger, he can forgive her.How could she not be moved by it, how could she not blame herself more?
"Grandpa..." Luo Qishan was about to cry, her eyes were all moist.

At this moment, Yan Zhui pushed her towards the door...

"I've said everything that needs to be said. Grandpa has forgiven you. You can go!" Yan Zhui's indifferent expression showed a hint of ruthlessness, and he dragged Luo Qishan out, and then, bang... closed the door.

The heavy closing sound of the door was like a thunderbolt, separating the couple, one inside the door and the other outside, as if they were two different worlds... At the door, Luo Qishan couldn't help shouting: "Yan Cone, you are cold and violent!"

But the man in the door only said: "Cold violence is fine, it's better than hitting people with your hands. Do you still want me to get rid of that cold guy?"

"..." Luo Qishan was speechless and stood on the spot in a daze.

How far is a door?She was clearly close at hand, but Luo Qishan felt far away at the moment.She could have pushed the door open again, but she didn't.She also has her own dignity. She had already explained it humbly before, but she couldn't get Yan Zhui's forgiveness. Her self-esteem was hit. Although her heart was hurting, she still didn't forcefully control her steps and stood blankly outside the door. ...

Confused, sad, sad, and a little bit angry, these emotions were mixed together and intertwined in her chaotic mind.

She didn't go in again because she felt that there was no need to go in now to face Yan Zhui's face.She was even a little afraid of being coldly stared at by him... Yes, what he said seemed to make sense, if he used violence instead of being cold and violent, the result would be even worse.

Luo Qishan gritted her teeth, clenched her hands tightly, endured and endured, and finally turned around silently and walked towards the stairs.

She knew that if she went into the ward and confessed to Yan Zhui, cried and begged for his forgiveness, and stalked and refused to leave, maybe Yan Zhui would still soften her heart, but she would not do this, it was not something she could do It's just because... She wasn't wrong about this matter!

"What's wrong with me taking birth control pills? I'm not wrong." Luo Qishan kept shouting in her heart.Since it wasn't her fault, she couldn't do it if she pretended to admit her mistake in exchange for forgiveness!
Luo Qishan has always been straightforward, but she didn't confess to Yan Zhui in time about taking the contraceptive pill. That was because when she came back from Switzerland, she was still deeply immersed in the sweetness of falling in love with him.A woman who has never experienced love and marriage suddenly possesses so much. One can imagine her inner worries about gain and loss. How can she not want to keep this happiness?Her hesitation, she even wanted to throw away the medicine secretly, but too many things happened, and she had no chance to throw it away, and Yan Zhui finally found out.

Luo Qishan is a woman with clear grievances and grievances. If she feels that she is wrong, she will bow her head and admit it. But if she is right, how can she force herself to cater hypocritically?Do you still have to admit your mistake when it's clearly not your fault?For a person like her who would rather bend than bend, she would not do that even if she was facing her own husband.

Wrong is wrong, right is right, this is a matter of principle, not a matter of trivial trouble, so she would rather be rejected than pretend to admit her mistake.

Analyzing Luo Qishan's thoughts and actions from her perspective, she was indeed not wrong.She is only 25 years old, and she is a young genius in the medical field. During the years of studying abroad, the Yale University Department of Medicine where she studied, the school kept her on many occasions, and some famous foreign medical institutions have thrown enthusiastic olive branches to her. …The several papers she completed with her supervisor have aroused widespread praise and attention in the industry. The graduation thesis she completed independently is still a model textbook in the same department. When she was an intern, she was called a "beautiful knife angel" ", stemming from her astonishingly precise surgical skills, coupled with her kindness and kindness, a small scalpel becomes extremely magical and precious in her hands, as if she was born to do this job, Her excellence makes foreigners have to admire her.In those years, she received many awards and made enviable achievements. She also worked as a doctor without borders in poor countries for two years with a group of doctors who love medicine and are full of kindness and dedication.She is an oriental pearl in the International Red Cross Society. Her most precious "ornament" is not gold, silver and jewelry but a box of honor medals in her home. It is colorful and awarded by leaders of more than 20 different countries and regions...

The halo on her head is not illusory, but the respect and affirmation she gained with her holy art and benevolence.

However, she never showed off anything after returning to China, but colleagues all know that she is the youngest attending doctor in China, and she has a bright future!
For such a woman, how many splendors and brilliances can be imagined waiting for her in her life path?Coupled with her obstinate love and unwavering enthusiasm for medicine, she is in a good time in her youth. When she returns to China, she intends to dedicate her all to the domestic medical cause.How could such a woman willingly conceive a child when she first got married?
Her ideals, her ambitions, haven't been fulfilled yet, why should she stop because of having a baby?She is not for herself, she is not selfish, her contribution in medicine will benefit countless patients, she is an angel and deserves it!

For such a woman, if she is asked to have a child now, it is tantamount to killing her thoughts cruelly. Another important reason is that in the early stage of marriage, she only felt gratitude and a little heart for Yan Zhui, not to mention Love, how can a woman like her who can't rub the sand in her eyes make herself a tool for inheriting the family?Even if she has a child, she needs to have feelings. Without feelings, she won't have children.This kind of thinking seems wrong, but modern women are no longer the humble women who were imprisoned decades ago. They are independent, bravely pursue life goals, let themselves live a wonderful life that is different from others, and let themselves be in life. On the stage, try to control your own destiny as much as possible, let this life be free from complaints and regrets, enjoy it freely, and reap it to the fullest, this is the attitude that modern new women should have.

To put it bluntly, women no longer only play an important role in the inheritance of the family in the traditional sense. Women should rise up and be given more play, because women are never inferior to men!
Luo Qishan not only has first-class medical skills, but also has advanced thinking and outlook on life. She is not the kind who completely loses herself for the sake of love and marriage. Allowing yourself to be held back by children as soon as you get married?
Is the Yan family wrong?No, they're not wrong either.Their desire for children is the most normal.In addition, the old man is old and his health is getting worse every year. He and his family all hope to see Yan Zhui's child born soon, so that his biggest concern will be resolved.

Chinese families are like this. Each generation carries too many expectations from the previous generation. Every important juncture in life is inseparable from the ardent expectations and fueling of family members. The habits accumulated by the times have long been integrated into people's bones. Is it so easy to change it?

In this matter, no one is right or wrong at all.Thinking about each question from different angles will give you different answers. Therefore, the best way for Luo Qishan and Yan Zhui now is to calm down and allow time and distance to dilute the conflict.

Luo Qishan came out of the special ward area, passed the lawn, and passed the outpatient department... Along the way, she seemed to be preoccupied, and her tightly frowned brows never let go. people……

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