It's not too late to love again

Chapter 59
Yan Zhui pursed his lips tightly, his heart was surging, but he didn't talk back.He didn't want to debate with Yan Hongzhang whether his actions were great or selfish at this moment. At this moment, he was kneeling in front of the tablet of Yan's family, and was deeply touched by Yan Hongzhang's words.Indeed, if the ancestors of the Yan family were like him, willing to give up their family and relatives for love, then the Yan family might only be an ordinary family, how could it have the glory it has today?To become a rich and famous family, too many people have made sacrifices. What did the ancestors sacrifice in exchange for the longevity of the Yan family? No matter what they did right or wrong, at least this spirit of bowing to the family is worthy of admiration .

"Grandpa, I am willing to accept the punishment." Yan Zhui shivered from the cold, and gritted a few words between his teeth.

"Do it!" Yan Hongzhang let out a low growl, with regret mixed with anger in his eyes.

The old man who enforced the family law immediately raised the stick high, only to hear a muffled sound, and hit Yan Zhui firmly on the back!Yan Zhui bent down in pain, but soon straightened up again, and the second stick fell immediately!

Shui Han trembled all over, and her small face turned pale instantly... It's too cruel, to make people take off their clothes and be naked in such a winter, it's a kind of torture, but it's a bully's style to have to beat it with sticks !
Shui Han has never seen such a battle before, she only felt that her breathing was disordered and her heartbeat was unstable, she hugged Yan Jiyun's waist nervously, buried her face in his chest, and dared not look at the horrific scene in the ancestral hall again...

She leaned sideways and snuggled into his arms, he could feel her trembling, and at the same time feel her almost instinctive dependence, he couldn't help but feel soft... After all, she is just a little woman with limited psychological endurance, seeing When it comes to enforcing the family law, it is natural to be afraid.Not to mention Shui Han, even the rest of the Yan family were silent, not daring to make a sound, but in the eyes they looked at Yan Zhui, there was less schadenfreude and more sadness that was rarely expressed ... As a member of the Yan family, there are honors, but there are also unknown cruel restrictions.In this world, there are gains and losses. They gain wealth and status that ordinary people do not have, but they also lose the freedom and ordinary fun of ordinary people... Is it worth the gain and loss?Even the ancestors of the Yan family would not be able to answer this question.

Shui Han was so stuffed up in her heart that she didn't realize that she had no secret of her dependence on Yan Jiyun. She only knew that she wanted more warmth and more courage at this moment... How many unknown things are waiting for her in a wealthy family?terrible……

Yan Jiyun's breath wafted a familiar fragrance, which came from Shui Han's body.She never wears perfume, her fresh natural body fragrance is his favorite smell, and he hasn't smelled it for a long time. On this severe winter day, holding her like this, looking at her pink cheeks, his heart began to itch again.

"Let's go." Yan Jiyun walked down the steps with Shui Han in his arms.

"Where to……"

"Clean up you!"

"..."

Shui Han's heart skipped a beat... Thinking about it, it seems that she scolded him twice as a "bastard" today, so he might really want to do something to her, right?There is a wide open space outside the ancestral hall, a thick old tree with most of its branches and leaves withered, and there is a well under the tree. It is said that the people who live here and guard the ancestral hall drink water from the well.The original ecological well water is much better than the tap water in the city. The cooked food and the tea made from the food are all of the best taste.

There is also a row of seats under the tree, which is for the people who came today, but now everyone is inside, and there are only Yan Jiyun and Shui Han in the open space.

Shui Han was sitting opposite Yan Jiyun, deliberately looking around and not looking at him, while he was holding a cigarette in his mouth, hugging his chest neatly, and staring at her: "Why are you running so far? Come here."

Shui Hanxiu frowned, flattened her mouth, and muttered in a low voice: "I'm not a cat or a dog. When you don't want to talk to me, I disappear. If you want me to go over, I'll go over..."

Yan Jiyun glared, did she still have a temper?

"Don't make me repeat it. Come here!" The last two words deliberately emphasized the tone.

Shui Han twisted her neck, and hummed: "I don't! You smoke, why did you ask me to go over there? Don't you know that second-hand smoke is very harmful to pregnant women?"

"You..." Yan Jiyun was at a loss for words for a moment, he just wanted to kiss her, when did it become so troublesome.

Yan Jiyun ran out of patience, stomped out the cigarette butt, stood up and walked towards Shui Han.

Shui Han's heart trembled, his face was so dark!
"What are you going to do? Don't be fierce to me, you...you...uh..." Shui Han couldn't dodge, and his lips were sealed by him, leaving only the sound of whimpering.

Shui Han froze for a moment, and it was only at this moment that Yan Jiyun realized that he had missed the familiar sweet and soft lips for a long time, but he was suppressed in his heart and refused to release them.It was still the taste he liked at first, fresh and sweet... Her cold heart seemed to be melting, her mind went blank, and she curled up weakly in his arms... He was her demon, she couldn't resist his approach, The heart that has been alone for too long seems to be completely filled at this moment.How long has she been looking forward to this kiss...

When Yan Jiyun saw Shui Han for the first time, he had a sprouting sensation. Now that he can finally kiss Shui Han, it seems like he got something rare... This is his wife. When did even a kiss become a kiss? It's rare, because he has neglected her since the day of the wedding, and the thought of being deliberately ignored by him is contained in the bottom of his heart, and he thinks it can fade away, but he is influenced by her uncontrollably.She doesn't know how attractive she is, pink and tender, like a little meat ball, Yan Jiyun not only doesn't think she looks ugly when she is fat, but thinks her chubby figure is cute and cute...

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..." Shui Han felt that her breathing was not smooth.

Yan Jiyun reluctantly let her go, the little woman's face was flushed, her dizzy head finally became a little sober, her big clear eyes stared at him: "Why did you kiss me all of a sudden, don't you hate me? From the day of the wedding Ignored me at first, but now... Humph, I'm not your toy on a whim!"

Shui Han's heart was sore and uncomfortable. When she was kissed just now, she was so happy that she almost cried, but she was also resentful. Why can he ask for anything from her? Do you feel it?
The warmth in Yan Jiyun's eyes suddenly condensed, and Shui Han's questioning poked at his sore spot. He was as proud as him, so he would not admit that he couldn't help being attracted to her.

When the atmosphere was awkward, Hong Zhan appeared at the right time.

"Young master, the old man invites you in."

"Yeah." Yan Jiyun stood up, took Shui Han's hand and walked in: "You go and sit inside and wait for me, it's easy to catch a cold if you sit outside for a long time."

Shui Han was in a complicated mood and remained silent... He showed concern for her many times today, even kissed her just now, what does he mean by that?Do you want to ease the relationship with her?His neglect during this period made her sad. Is she going to forgive him for everything because of his little tenderness today?
Shui Han felt that her grievance and pain were so strong that she couldn't easily forgive this man. She had to be steady, not to waver so quickly, not to be too soft-hearted... Well, that's how it is done.

Shui Han thought about it, and stepped into the side hall, while Yan Jiyun went to the ancestral hall to meet Yan Hongzhang.

Turning the corner after entering the door, Shui Han was taken aback for a moment. Wasn't the person sitting in front of the window Yan Zhui?

He was leaning against the wall weakly, his face was pale, and his mental state was very poor, like a sick person.

He was served by the family law just now, he took off his clothes and was beaten a few times in such cold weather, it is not bad if he didn't vomit blood.

Shui Han hesitated, should she go away or sit here and wait for Yan Jiyun?
She had never seen Yan Zhui look so weak and melancholy like now, remembering the scene when he was beaten with a stick earlier, Shui Han's heart tightened again... Could it be that he was injured internally?
"That... Yan... Yan Zhui, you, are you okay?" Shui Han completely forgot what Yan Zhui had done at this time, and what kind of situation Yan Zhui had put her into. She is kind and just caring This man who was tortured by family law.

Yan Zhui suddenly opened his eyes, was startled for a moment, then smiled wryly and shook his head: "Unexpectedly, the first person to see me would be you."

Yan Zhui had been out of the ancestral hall for quite a while, sitting here to rest, none of the other members of the Yan family came to ask a question, because they all knew that Yan Zhui was an illegitimate child, and because he was served by the family law just now, Everyone knows how to avoid it.

When Shui Han heard the words, she couldn't help but feel a little cold... Is the Yan family really so cold and heartless?Yan Zhui suffered a crime, everyone saw that he was served by the family law, but no one came to ask him.

Shui Han's heart softened a little... It seems that Yan Zhui is also having a bad time.

Yan Zhui's pale handsome face reveals a bit of melancholy and fragility. At this moment, he looks like a melancholy prince locked in a castle in a fairy tale.

"I'm not injured internally, it's just a little pain, I'll be fine if I take a rest." Yan Zhui said calmly, but the mere frown betrayed him.He was in pain, not just physically, but even more so in his heart.

"Just take a break? How many times have you been beaten?"

"Ten." A word escaped from Yan Zhui's mouth.

"Ten sticks?" Shui Han was shocked: "It's too cruel, the Yan family's family law is killing people!"

Yan Zhui's eyes sank, and he looked at the door vigilantly: "Keep your voice down, don't let other people hear such words, if it reaches grandpa's ears, no matter how much he loves you, he will beat you hard A reprimand. The family law of the Yan family is passed down from the ancestors, and it is the same in every generation. Even if someone is dissatisfied, they cannot speak out, otherwise it will be regarded as disrespect to the ancestors."

Shui Han was speechless secretly, and muttered: "It's really unreasonable... What era is it now, and it's still like that..."

Yan Zhui looked at Shui Han's bulging belly, then at her round face, and felt that she was a little fatter than at the wedding, but it didn't hurt her pure beauty and cuteness.

"Why do you care about me? Are you sympathizing with me? You shouldn't forget that I used you once, and my elder brother also had a grudge against you because of those things, and lost his initial trust. Also, on the wedding day, I saw you in the dressing room, and then I left for the airport, and you suddenly had a stomachache at the wedding, and in the end my elder brother couldn't do what he wanted to do as he wished, and he would think me and you were the same again It was discussed in advance, and the misunderstanding of you has deepened, all because of me...you should hate me." Yan Zhui asked calmly, expressing his doubts.

Shui Han was stunned, showing a thoughtful expression... Yes, she is sitting here chatting with Yan Zhui, and still caring about him, even she herself feels strange, maybe because she is kind-hearted by nature, doesn't hold grudges, and forgives others easily , but also easy to soften heart.

"Yan Zhui, you used me before without my knowledge. I really should hate you, but can hating you make Yan Jiyun change his mind? I will never guess what is going on in his mind." There was obvious disappointment on Han's face, and when she talked about him, she felt very sour.

(End of this chapter)