Madam not allowed to remarry

Chapter 438
After waiting for a long time, Meng Baiyun finally handed over the heavy responsibility of taking care of Yan Hongyi to Weng Junsheng for the sake of his baby, and left the musk-filled room by himself to wait in the yard.

Long Aohan and Zhong Ning finally came back.

When Meng Baiyun saw Zhong Ning, he didn't show him any good face.

For the matter of Yan Hongyi, Meng Baiyun could remember and hate him for the rest of his life.

Zhong Ning knew about the friendship between Meng Baiyun and Yan Hongyi, and she was a person who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside, so it was right for her to attack her friends and hate herself.

It's just that I always feel that Meng Baiyun always has a little too much attention on Yan Hongyi's matter.

His third brother is really generous.

He didn't dare to say a word to Meng Baiyun, he was very knowledgeable.

Knowing that Meng Baiyun would not speak well of him.

After returning Long Aohan to Meng Baiyun, he went in.

After a while, Weng Jun was born.

Seeing Long Aohan go up to greet him: "The talk is over."

"kindness."

Weng Junsheng looked up at the moonlight: "It's getting late, I'll go to the kitchen to get some food, you husband and wife go back to sleep first."

Although he was full of doubts about many things and wanted to ask Long Aohan, but Meng Baiyun's eyes were bloodshot, his energy was low, and he looked very tired, and Weng Junsheng couldn't afford to borrow another man's husband.

Saying goodbye to each other, although Meng Baiyun was sleepy, but his heart was burdened by things, he was not in a hurry to sleep, and suggested: "I'm a little bored, let's go for a walk."

Long Aohan frowned slightly: "What's wrong?"

"Maybe it's because the musk smell in the house was a little bit stronger just now."

Although Long Aohan was ignorant of medical skills, he also knew the harm of musk to pregnant women, so he couldn't help being a little worried: "Would you like to invite Guigu to take a look."

Meng Baiyun slightly hooked his lower lip: "No, although this thing has the effect of abortion, it is not possible to threaten the baby in my womb by smelling it. I just want to go out with you. I feel uncomfortable. .”

Long Aohan was startled, looking at her depressed expression, he actually guessed why she was uncomfortable.

Gently held her hand, as if comforting her: "Are you still worried about my illness?"

"kindness."

"Actually, Senior Butterfly Valley didn't tell you all about it. My illness is not due to the fact that medicine and stones are ineffective."

Meng Baiyun's eyes lit up: "Really?"

"real."

In an instant, her eyes dimmed again.

If there is really any way, is it possible that Diegu Immortal is sick in her heart, and purely wants to see the despair and sadness on other people's faces, so she refuses to tell her.

There is no way at all.

Meng Baiyun didn't think that the old man was full of food and wanted to act for her with the heavy expression on Die Guxian's face, purely to make her unhappy.

He was going to lie to her again.

"Heh, what do you want to make up this time?"

But Long Aohan said: "This time, I didn't lie to you, it's just that that method might be cruel to you, so he didn't tell you."

cruel.

Still for her.

Meng Baiyun was somewhat convinced.

Is it to exchange one life for another?
No, if this is the case, Long Aohan will not mention it, but it should be a way that is not much better than death.

In any case, she was not completely sure that he could be cured, and it was better to have a solution than nothing.

"Tell me."

Her tone was a little urgent.

Long Aohan held her hand and headed southwest.

Everything was silent, except for his deep and clear voice.

"I will forget you, forget everything related to you, and mine will still go crazy. Every time I go crazy, I will forget everything that happened before. Later, the number of times I go crazy will become more and more. The more, even if I fall in love with you countless times, I will forget you countless times."

This, this is so cruel.

When Meng Baiyun was a literary and artistic female college monk, she especially liked a foreign movie. It was about the heroine whose memory could only be kept for one day due to a car accident, and the hero who took the trouble to make the heroine fall in love with him day after day. .

It's good to be alive.

Not to mention forgetting her, even if he wants to fall in love with someone else, so what.

Rather than not being able to see this face in this life, she would rather bear the pain that this face does not belong to her.

"I don't mind, tell me what to do, and I will cooperate with you."

After finishing speaking, I felt that it was unreasonable to be so excited, so I explained: "I only want you to live."

This sentence is moving enough.

Long Aohan stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly.

Meng Baiyun was taken aback by this sudden hug.

I felt a little uneasy in my heart; "Is it true that besides forgetting me, you will also do some strange things. You don't need to hide it from me. I can bear it in my heart. You should know it."

Even if he knew, he didn't want to tell her that he might kill her if his relatives didn't recognize him.

Not only her, the violent blood will boil in the body countless times, bloodthirsty will occupy the whole of his life, he will completely lose control of his body, killing people will become the whole of his life.

She, child, mother, brother...

He has seen such a person, cruel and violent, like a demon from hell, even the most merciful Buddha cannot be influenced.

That's not a human, that's a beast.

Even if he has the ability to think, this ability is only about how to make his itchy hands and drink his blood.

Killing, blood, will dominate his life.

He really lied to him, he didn't tell her that every time he went mad, it was a bloody massacre without humanity, no distinction was made between humans and animals, old and young, love and hate.

And later, this kind of obsession will become more and more frequent, until it is no longer controllable.

The hug became heavier and heavier, and Meng Baiyun became more and more uneasy.

"You can really tell me what will happen if you survive."

Under the moonlight, Long Aohan's hair was half a hundred, his eyes were painful, but he tried his best to keep his voice steady and gentle: "That's it, repeatedly forgetting you, forgetting the child, forgetting the important people and things around him, and every time he goes crazy, he will be with you." Just like last time in Mujiazhai, I can’t control myself and may hurt you. You can’t predict when I will go crazy, so you can only lock me up anytime and anywhere, and handcuff me with the strongest shackles and bracelets, just like a caged animal. A dog in a cage."

This sentence had a great impact on Meng Baiyun.

She couldn't imagine the scene of being as arrogant as a dragon and being locked in a cage like a sick mad dog.

Senior Die Gu didn't tell her this because Senior Die Gu knew that to Long Aohan, living like this would be better than dying.

As far as Meng Baiyun herself is concerned, she would rather die than live like this.

However, towards Long Aohan, she was selfish.

"I will definitely cure you. Promise me, no matter what, you must live. It doesn't matter how you live. As long as you live, I will definitely cure you."

"Baiyun..."

"Don't say anything else, just promise me."

Looking at the red pleading eyes under the moonlight, Long Aohan's heart shivered. If a nod could bring her peace of mind, then he would let her go.

"it is good."

Meng Baiyun burst into tears.

There was only one thought that was extremely firm in my heart.

As long as he lives.

As long as he lives.

Now that he knew that Long Aohan still had a way out, the knot in Meng Baiyun's heart loosened.

But he didn't dare to relax, if he could find the lesion and prescribe the right medicine before he was imprisoned in a cage as a last resort, that would be the best.

It happened that Weng Junsheng pulled a large cart of medicinal materials up the mountain, and Meng Baiyun spent almost all of the next few days in the Butterfly Valley fairy house, practicing medical skills with him.

Her Chinese medicine is purely based on her own medical foundation and self-study the day after tomorrow. It is more than enough to treat headaches and fevers, but it is not enough for difficult and miscellaneous diseases.

Returning to Chang'an Cheng a year ago, he "taught" Guigu for a while and learned a lot.

She has benefited a lot from reading all the medical skills in Guigu Pharmacy, as well as Guigu's own summaries and experiences, and her knowledge of the categories and knowledge of traditional Chinese medicine is also increasing day by day.

However, Chinese medicine is broad and profound, and there is no end to learning.

What she learned from Guigu and what she learned by herself are far from enough.

Therefore, these days, she forgot to sleep and eat, and learned supplements from Diegu Immortal.

Butterfly Valley Immortal also knew everything about this good student, and taught him with all his heart.

Meng Baiyun's talent and intelligence made him amazed.

And Meng Baiyun occasionally put forward some incredible medical concepts, which benefited Diegu Xian a lot.

After a few days, Immortal Diegu really wanted to make an exception and accept Meng Baiyun as an apprentice again. Her unique insights in medicine, given time, her cultivation and attainments were far higher than those of his two apprentices.

However, he swore in his life that he would never accept disciples again, and he also knew in his heart what Meng Baiyun and his intentions were for asking for advice.

After he told Meng Baiyun the truth about Long Aohan's condition that day, he deliberately concealed the other part.

Unexpectedly, the next morning, Meng Baiyun came to ask him if the only way for Long Aohan to survive now was to allow himself to go mad, completely unleash his magic attack, and his relatives would not recognize him.

Thinking that Long Aohan had already told Meng Baiyun, he had nothing to hide, so he nodded.

Seeing him nodding, Meng Baiyun didn't say anything more, but begged him to teach her what he had learned all his life.

He thought, the child knew that Ao Han would rather die than become a devil, so the child wanted to find a cure before Ao Han's disease became desperate.

If it was her, Die Guxian would have some hope.

I'm afraid now, Ao Han can't last too long.

He only told her that after she was completely blind, Ao Han would not be far from death.

She asked about the time when Ao Hanli was completely blind, but he was just vague and didn't give a clear answer.

In fact, looking at Long Aohan's condition, he feared it would only last two or three months.

This time was too urgent and cruel, and he dared not tell it.

I just ask God to be merciful to these poor people and their children, and before that, the medicine can come out.

Meng Baiyun wholeheartedly thought that as long as Long Aohan survived, no matter what she became, she would never leave her, and one day she would find a cure for this disease.

But she didn't know that the reason Die Guxian spared no effort to teach him was because Long Aohan's life was coming to an end.

If she had known, she would never have kept such a leisurely heart, went to Yanhongyi's every evening to visit Yanhongyi, and snatched someone with Zhong Ning by the way.

The only blame is that Zhong Ning is too shameless, tortured Yan Hongyi like that before, but now he is begging for nothing to keep him by his side, eating three meals a day, wiping himself with feces and urine, and serving him personally.

Yan Hongyi was still in a coma, with serious internal injuries, and couldn't recover for a while.

I don't know how he will feel when he wakes up.

(End of this chapter)