Madam not allowed to remarry

Chapter 501

Meng Baiyun smiled, he didn't want to return to this topic, so he dragged it away: "When did you set up a grape trellis in your yard?"

The imperial concubine understood what she was thinking, but she felt sorry for her secretly, but she didn't try to persuade her anymore, she looked at the grape rack with a smile: "I got a book a while ago, it was from the Western Regions, and it was said to teach people how to make grapes." For fine wine, I asked someone to plant some grapes, just to make it happen."

"You won't have time to be careless soon. You have become the empress dowager, and you have to worry about everything in the harem."

"What do you need to worry about? Our emperor's harem is too clean. For other miscellaneous tasks, there are two arrangements for the respect room and the Yeting Palace. I moved from Shoukang Palace to Yongshou Palace. In fact, I just moved from a place where I basked in the sun. Moved to another place basking in the sun in a daze."

"Your heart is so wide."

"It's our emperor who makes people worry. Last year's spring draft, there was a lot of trouble. There were dozens of beauties living in Chuxiu Palace, but they were all sent away in the end. The last step of the draft is the emperor himself. Choose, keep the ones you like, send back the ones you don't like, our emperor didn't like any of them."

At that time, there were too many things, and the incident of Sun Moon Island was entangled. Zhong Ning didn't have much thought at all. Later, Yan Hongyi entered the palace and replaced his two sisters with herself. Zhong Ning's thoughts were all on how to torture Yanhong. Yi Shang.

In fact, since then, Zhong Ning's orientation has been distorted, so how can he have a crush on those women.

Naturally, Meng Baiyun didn't tell the imperial concubine this, for fear of frightening her old man into a daze.

The matter of men and men is not uncommon in Southern Chu, but it is not mainstream. In Beiliang, it has to be done secretly and cannot be known by others.

Meng Baiyun then smiled: "Not long after the emperor regained power, King Qin's ambitions continued. Last year, there was a murder case among the beautiful girls. The emperor probably didn't want any of them. "

The imperial concubine actually didn't care too much about it.

Even being her empress dowager, to her, it was just a little more people to deal with every day, and she didn't feel any difference from before.

She is cold-tempered, indifferent by nature, guarding her love for one person, and spent most of her life alone in this deep palace. Now, she has let go of everything and doesn't care about anything anymore.

Ever since Meng Baiyun said that Xiao Gufeng was missing, she never asked Meng Baiyun about King Xiao again. That person was her dream when she was young, and it was just an occasional comfort in her lonely life.

What she can't let go of may not necessarily be him, maybe it's just her own youth that will never come back.

But now I find that being older also has the benefits of being older, at least, having memories.

These days, she often thinks of the late Emperor, a man who loved her but never received her love in his life.

She still remembered what the late emperor told her to come to his bedside before his death. He said that if there is a next life, he must meet her before King Xiao, and make her fall in love with him with all his heart.

Thinking about it now, maybe it's just unwillingness, it's not unreasonable to say that it's best not to get it, the first emperor favored her only because he couldn't get her heart.

If she was looking forward to him, thinking of him, waiting for him, and thinking of him every day like other women, maybe his infatuation with her would not be so much.

Because his infatuation is not so absolute, there are too many women in his life, so that if he is particularly nice to one of them, he becomes infatuated and monopolized.

And she, in fact, is not that alone at all.

When the first emperor was drunk at her place, the woman who shouted was not her.

Looking at Meng Baiyun, this child's infatuation is the real infatuation, long-term love, and single-mindedness. Sometimes it is really enviable to be able to love someone with all your heart.

"Maybe the emperor also has someone he loves deeply and doesn't want to disappoint, that's why he sent those women away. Just like you, who loves Ao Han wholeheartedly, who can go to your heart."

Meng Baiyun was startled, the imperial concubine must know something, right?

But looking at her expression, it doesn't look like it.

"Yeah, why don't you do that."

I haven't talked about Xiao Gufeng with the imperial concubine for a long time.

At first I didn't want to mention it because I hated him, but then I seemed to forget it.

Remembering it again today, she felt relieved: "I'll inquire about him after a while, you should really want to know."

Unexpectedly, the imperial concubine's expression was also very relieved, and she shook her head with a smile: "No, maybe it's because I've been too busy recently, and there are too many people to receive. Shen, I don't think about it that much, slowly, slowly, it seems that what I once had was a dream, and I can't quite tell it is real."

The person in front of him, talking about the unforgettable past, became so understated.

Meng Baiyun seemed to have seen himself countless years later, would he forget Long Aohan like this?

maybe.

Once the memories settle down, as long as you don't wantonly thicken them, how much dust can be raised.

"Speaking of being tired, I have a backache. People come to visit all morning, and it's not easy for me to issue orders to chase away guests. When I get older, I suddenly like to be lively. When I meet you, I know that many things have changed, Baiyun, You are my pistachio, the best gift for the rest of my life."

This confession came so unexpectedly, but it was so heart-warming.

Meng Baiyun's nose was a little pantothenic, but his heart was full of relief.

It is really a great merit to let the imperial concubine, who has been lonely and cold for half her life, get out of the cage of her heart in her later years, love life like an ordinary old lady, and yearn for life.

Of course, Meng Baiyun doesn't think it's her fault. Now, even she is trapped in her heart.

"Come on, kid, if you're not in a hurry, go for a walk with Bengong."

Originally, she just came to sit and sit, but now she wants to stay longer. The kind woman in front of her reminds her of her mother, and her mother's love permeates her whole body, making Meng Baiyun warm.

But if it's really her mother, maybe there's only air-conditioning and hatred around her.

After all, it was impossible for her mother to forgive her for what she did to Meng Yunduo.

Yun'er Noodle House, Fuxiao Road, Siji Town.

She actually got the address given by Weng Junsheng a few days ago, but she never had the courage to check it out.

In the past, she had always wanted to find them, wanted to know from Meng Yunduo who was helping her at that time, and wanted to find out who had used Meng Yunduo's affairs to drive a wedge between her and her mother-daughter relationship.

But now that she knew that everything was caused by Wuxiu, she had no reason to see them again.

I repeated that address in my heart many times, including missing and apologizing, but in the end, she didn't dare to go.

She was afraid that she would not be able to control herself and kill Meng Yunduo.

She was also afraid that her mother would lose control and want to kill her.

It was her own fault that things got to this point.

Whether she chose to kill Meng Yunduo or let Meng Yunduo go, it would not be what it is now.

There is no room for redemption, she and them are doomed to never get in touch with each other.

This missing mother's love can be absorbed from the imperial concubine, it can warm her cold heart.

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In the next few days, Meng Baiyun fell ill.

She asked for this illness. When she came out of the palace that day, it was raining. She was sitting in the carriage on the way back to Longfu, and suddenly she asked the coachman to turn the pier out of the city.

According to a small town thirty miles away from Chang'an City, the words Four Seasons Town are written on the city wall.

The dim lanterns were fluttering in the rain, the gates on the city wall were closed, Meng Baiyun got out of the carriage, the rain was pouring, she stood under the city wall with an umbrella for a long time, the slanting wind and heavy rain, an oil-paper umbrella was useless at all, Soon she was drenched.

After standing like this for an hour, she returned to the carriage. The road was muddy, and the wheels of the carriage were always stuck in it. She and the coachman were in a mess, and they pushed the cart out of the mud several times, until it was dark. , The carriage was considered to be on the official road paved with gravel, but a landslide encountered a landslide on the way, blocking the official road, so it had to take a detour.

After repeated misfortunes, she returned to the Dragon Mansion at dawn. She was in a state of embarrassment and exhausted, and then woke up the next day with top-heavy, aching temples and a cold.

This cold, Shui Ruohan is in a hurry.

Originally, it was agreed that he and his sister would be sent away in three days, but the three-day agreement had passed long ago. On the night of the third day, he waited desperately. On the fourth day, he waited anxiously. On the fifth day, he waited in a panic, thinking that Meng Baiyun was going to break his promise.

If we continue to wait like this, I'm afraid Wuxiu will become suspicious, and he will burn her little house in the name of filial piety, but if the people sent by Wuxiu can't find him in Jinzhou, Wuxiu will definitely know that something is wrong. If he is treacherous, he will suspect that he is a traitor, and then he is afraid that even his sister will be sent away in advance, and it will not be safe here.

Wuxiu must be the first person to think that he turned into Meng Baiyun and the others.

On the morning of the sixth day, someone finally came, but it was not Meng Baiyun, but Guigu.

Even the ghost valley has become, it is better than facing those villagers every day, asking three questions.

"Ghost Valley, Ghost Valley, you're here, where is Meng Baiyun?"

"She's sick."

Shui Ruohan was startled: "How could she be sick, it's not serious."

One is that she really cares, and the other is that she is afraid that she will not be able to send them away if she pays equal attention.

"It's just a typhoid."

"Why do you get typhoid in summer?"

"I was deceived by you and traveled all over the world. She was not in good health. In order to lie to Wuxiu, she didn't eat or drink for a few days and looked haggard. That's why she was gonorrheaed by the rain. .”

Shui Ruohan was ashamed and lowered his head.

Guigu didn't intend to blame him, but thought that Meng Baiyun's body had become so weak now, and he was always resentful towards Shui Ruohan.

(End of this chapter)