Madam not allowed to remarry

Chapter 581 The Distressing Feihong

Giving her a hug, the firm chest is a strong backing, making her feel warm and at ease.

"From now on, don't go anywhere, just stay by my brother's side. If he comes back, let him come back. We won't live in the Dragon Mansion anymore. I have plenty of money. I'll buy you a big house. If you don't want a I live here, brother leaves the palace and stays with you."

"Brother." Sniffing, she coquettishly said, "If you talk about it again, I'm going to cry."

"Then cry."

It hurts, cry out.

But she smiled and pulled away: "Okay, I'm very touched, but you don't have to worry about me for the rest of the matter, I won't live worse than that person, I'll go and see Feihong, will you accompany me? "

"it is good."

Along the way, Yan Hongyi told Meng Baiyun Feihong's recent situation.

Feihong was not too surprised when he found out that Long Aohan was still alive. Everyone thought he was too young to forget Long Aohan at that time, and they all felt that time was passing by.

However, after school one day, he hid by the lake alone, thinking that there was no one, calling daddy over and over again, crying until he was in tears.

He loves his father deeply, and misses his father deeply.

It's just that young and mature, he already knows how to hide his feelings deep in his heart, and only dares to vent freely in places where no one is around.

In the following days, he has been repeating his usual life.

It's just that I often ask Su'er what day it is. In a small notebook, the day is recorded day by day, as if looking forward to something.

He was simply looking forward to the return of his parents, looking forward to a family of three, as warm and romantic as before.

but……

Long Aohan would treat this child like this?
He seemed to have affection for her before, but that was before she stole his child.

Now, would he come back and take revenge on Feihong just because she stole his child?

Feihong, Feihong.

If there is such a day, that man tells you in front of you that he gave all his father's love to another child, mother will love you, love you, and tell you that he doesn't want you anymore. Mother will never want you.

When he saw Feihong, Feihong was reviewing his book.

Su Er was dozing on the side, the door was opened a crack, Feihong seemed to have sensed something, suddenly raised his head, and met Meng Baiyun's gentle smiling face as he pushed the door open.

The young boy's face was not suitable for his age, and he was only slightly surprised when he saw Meng Baiyun. Then, his eyes passed through Meng Baiyun's shoulder and fell behind her, as if he was looking for something.

Meng Baiyun knew what he was looking for.

I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart.

Trying to hide this distress in the depths of her eyes, she smiled warmly and kindly, and walked towards him.

Behind her, there is no Long Aohan, only Yan Hongyi.

The disappointment in Feihong's eyes was obvious. After all, no matter how old Chen was, there would be times when he couldn't hide his emotions in front of his mother.

"Father, are you still alive?"

He spoke, obviously choked up.

Su Er woke up and was pleasantly surprised to see Meng Baiyun.

Then she actually asked the exact same question as Feihong, but Feihong was slightly sad, while she was full of joy: "Madam, is it really you? Madam, they said the general is still alive, is it true?"

"Su Er, come out with me first."

Yan Hongyi's voice was low, Su'er was afraid of him, the head of the imperial court usually had a cold face to everyone, and she was no exception.

The chief executive spoke, how could she be unruly.

So he followed Yan Hongyi out.

But I still really want to know about the general, and after hesitating for a long time, I finally mustered up the courage: "Chief, I, can I listen at the door?"

"cannot!"

Uh, okay.

In the house, mother and son are separated by a table.

Feihong was standing on the side of the table, with a book of "Guoyu" spread out in front of him, which talked about the way of governing the country.

He seems to have read it many times, and the books are old.

At this moment, his hands were placed on the pages of the book, his fingers curled up, as if he was holding back something.
"Feihong."

"Mom, why don't you answer me?"

"Yes, he is indeed alive."

His small body became stiff, and the curled fingers and nails slid across the book, gradually turning into a small fist.

"Does he not want his mother anymore, and he doesn't want me anymore?"

"what?"

"Otherwise, why didn't you come back even though you were still alive?"

She was speechless.

What lies could she weave?

No matter how beautiful the lie was, it would be broken once Long Aohan came back.

He came with great hatred, and he would cruelly tear up all the beautiful lies she had woven for Feihong.

Meng Baiyun could even imagine the scene of him forcing her to hand over the child in front of Feihong.

That day, I hope to come later.

The child's keenness perceives things that others do not perceive, but she cannot even make up a lie.

"he……"

His lips moved for a long time, but he couldn't connect to the next sentence.

The little fist gradually loosened, and the boy lowered his head. Then, he chuckled twice, low and bitter.

"Grandma Huang and the others said that he is still alive, and you disappeared because you have been separated for too long, and you want to spend a period of time without being disturbed by the world and only belong to the two of you, and then return to Chang'an City. Aunt Qianxing entered the palace She came to see me and said that you missed her wedding, she really felt very sorry. Everyone said, where did you happily make up for the years of separation, but mother..."

He suddenly raised his head, his eyes were red, and his voice was trembling: "You are not such a person, and Chang'an City can't accommodate you, even if you want to have a good time with your father, you will not miss Aunt Qianxing's wedding, and you will not leave it alone." I left here alone for four months, let me know that my father is still alive, but I can only watch here, hope, wait, day after day, anxious, desperate, afraid that you don't want me, leave me , you won't, you won't, you'll at least write back."

The boy burst into tears, and his voice changed from trembling to crying.

"In the first month, I was full of hope, and everyone thought the same. In the second month, you were absent from Aunt Qianxing's wedding, and I began to worry about you and Dad. In the third month, I wanted to be more worried. In the fourth month I was restless for months."

"One day, I heard them say that when you came back last time, you emptied all of your father's things from Tongyuan, and you didn't even want the peach hairpin that your father gave you. It is your most cherished thing. They said that God favored you." You and Dad, let Dad reappear in your life when you were both disheartened and gave up looking. But I was very scared, mother, I was really scared."

"Feihong..."

"You found your father before you came back last time, didn't you? The person you loved with your life, how could you just give up searching and give up searching, and even gave away everything without leaving a single thought? You are not such a person , you will only do this kind of thing if you have broken your heart and broke up with someone completely."

A child can see more clearly than all adults.

But such clarity made Meng Baiyun's heart ache like a knife.

(End of this chapter)