Acacia, don't be negative

Chapter 293 Don't Force You Anymore

Ye Song stood aside and replied, "Thank you, Your Majesty, for your concern. At that time, the virtuous king was still asleep and passed the critical crisis. He was afraid of waking him up, so he didn't ask the imperial doctor to check him again."

Su Ruoqing fed the last mouthful, and then said: "The imperial doctor is outside, let them check the body of the fourth brother again."

"No need," Ye Song refused, "The King Xian's injury is no longer serious, and there is no need to check it."

Just now Su Ruoqing raised his head to look at Ye Song, Ye Song met his gaze straight away, neither avoiding nor retreating, with a clear conscience inside.Su Ruoqing said: "Are you so suspicious of my ulterior motives?"

Ye Song said: "Don't dare."

After a long while, Su Ruoqing said: "So, if King Xian has any losses here, I will ask for you."

Ye Song said: "Yes."

Originally Ye Song was also going to eat here, but Su Ruoqing rushed over from the palace as soon as he finished his work. After the general knew about it, he immediately ordered the cook in the mansion to prepare dinner for Su Ruoqing. After a while, the general came to invite Su Ruoqing himself. Go to the dining room for dinner.

Su Ruoqing walked to the door, turned back to Ye Song and said, "Do you mind having dinner with me?"

She does mind.You can look up, and you can see the general looking at her with burning eyes, and the food brought to the room is also cold, and Su Jing behind her said inexplicably: "Go, the second lady has been inseparable for the past two days, and has never left her. I feel very sorry for taking care of me. The second lady should take care of her body."

Su Ruoqing frowned unobtrusively with a few words and two words.

Ye Song actually listened to his words very cooperatively, turned around and said: "Then you have a good rest, I will come to see you later."

The cooks in the General's Mansion put a lot of thought into the impromptu dinner table, which was very delicate, full of color, fragrance and taste.It's just that the general's mansion is rarely so extravagant and wasteful. How could she and Su Ruoqing finish such a large table of food.

At the dinner table, Ye Song didn't need to serve food by himself, Su Ruoqing took good care of her.They were very thoughtful in every aspect, so thoughtful that Ye Song almost thought that everything that happened during this period of time had never really existed.

But those things did exist, and they left a deep imprint on Ye Song's heart.

Su Ruoqing suddenly smiled and said, "It's great that you can still accompany me to eat with such a calm mind. I thought you could accompany me like this for the rest of your life."

Ye Song seemed to be choked up all of a sudden, and he felt extremely cramped even after swallowing a grain of rice.

"A Song, tell me, can I still regret it?" After a pause, he added, "Regret all the harm I caused you."

That night, seeing Ye Song willing to sacrifice his own life for Su Jing, willing to hurt himself without blinking for the sake of freedom, Su Ruoqing's heart seemed to be pressed against her with that golden hairpin for a while. jab.After she left, Su Ruoqing went back to Fengqi Palace and sat there for a whole night, stopping at the places she had been, thinking about what she might be thinking when she stayed in those places, and then gradually came to her senses.

He had known for a long time that Ye Song was like a steel knife, tough but tough, but easy to break, not only hurting others but also hurting himself.That's exactly what he did.

Su Jing hardly ate much, and only drank a few sips of soup.Not seeing him for a few days, he seemed to have lost weight again, his cheekbones protruded, making his eyes look more deep and lonely.

Ye Song smiled, and said as if nothing had happened: "Yesterday has become a fact, the emperor should focus on tomorrow. The emperor should concentrate on eating."

After eating, Su Ruoqing only stayed for a cup of tea in the General's Mansion, then got up and left, but still didn't give up, and turned around and asked, "Can you see me?"

Ye Song asked calmly, "Are you asking me as the emperor?"

"No, you can choose."

In the end, the general didn't send him off respectfully, so Ye Song sent Su Ruoqing out instead.The alley outside is a little dark, the autumn cold is thick, and there is a frost in the air that cannot be ignored.

Su Ruoqing walked out of the gate and said, "It's about Princess Rong Di." Ye Song couldn't help pricking up his ears when he heard him suddenly mentioning this. Su Ruoqing turned his head to look over and saw that she finally started to focus, so he opened his mouth slowly. , "She is the elder sister of King Rong Di. She is a vigorous and decisive person. Although she is married to General Wei and is unknown to the world, she will not be able to contain the fire after all. You need to ask her to take the initiative to disregard her relationship with Rong Di. Only in this way can I be your sister-in-law safely."

Ye Song was taken aback for a while, and asked, "Why did you tell me this?"

"It's done," Su Ruoqing said with a smile, "Of course, you can understand that I'm only thinking about the interests of the relationship between Bei Xia and Rong Di."

After walking ten feet away, Su Ruoqing stopped in the alley.Ye Songdao: "If you really considered the interests of Bei Xia and Rong Di, you wouldn't tell me. When you're plotting against me, you never speak so truthfully."

She knew Su Ruoqing somewhat.

"Sometimes, I really hope you don't understand me like this." Ye Song's eyes widened, and Su Ruoqing leaned over, hugged her tightly, and let go of her in just a moment, saying, "Maybe it's because of this." , I just want to get more, and I will become a person who takes blindly. But in the future, Ah Song, I will not force you to do anything."

His hand tentatively caressed Ye Song's face lightly. Ye Song instinctively turned his head to avoid it, but Su Ruoqing didn't force it, but in the end she just turned her head away instead of avoiding it completely.Su Ruoqing's fingers touched her outline, as if holding the most precious thing in the world, and said softly to her, "A Song, I'm sorry, I was wrong before."

Ye Song didn't say a word, Su Ruoqing continued: "It was I who wanted to get you completely and hurt the people you care about. It was I who wanted to get you completely, and I did everything I could to keep you by my side for the rest of my life. Human Greed and desire will be magnified in me, because in the past, as long as I wanted anything in the world, I could get it at my fingertips. Once I got what I wanted and tasted the sweetness, I wanted more and more until I completely owned it. But I know, Ah Song, you don't belong to anyone, and the tighter you hold it, the deeper the injury will be."

He pressed his forehead against Ye Song's, and whispered to her softly, with the deepest pain and sorrow in his voice, "But it's also you who made me feel the loneliness of being a king. like."

Ye Song was silent for a long time, before he suddenly sneered, without the slightest sarcasm, mixed with a strong nasal voice, and said: "Do you know, from the moment I knew the man I love is the emperor, I have been fighting all my life." I want to get his idea after death. He can belong to everyone in the world, but he can’t belong to me alone. Therefore, there is only a little bit I can do, and that is to love what he loves. But I am not big-hearted The person who can love his relationship with other women, but he is forced to open his eyes wide and look at the darkest side."

Ye Song took a deep breath, sighed, and said, "You also killed all my courage. I don't even know what I have done in the past few years." Su Ruoqing held her by the back of her neck and put She pressed her head into her arms, and heard Ye Song muffled, "I don't know what to do if I love someone, or what to do if I don't love someone."

"It's okay," Su Ruoqing kissed her hair, and said, "It's okay, it's not the most important thing." After a long while, Su Ruoqing reluctantly let her go, wanted to touch her neck with his fingers, but held back, " Is it still hurting?"

Ye Song took a step back, put away all the fragility, and said: "I am fine, thank you for your concern. It is getting late, and my daughter-in-law will respectfully send the emperor back to the palace."

Su Ruoqing stood opposite her, looked at her deeply, then nodded, and said, "Alright, you can send it here, go back. I'll watch you go first."

Seeing his insistence, Ye Song didn't say anything, turned around and went back without looking back.It's just that at the moment when Jiang Jiang stepped in front of the gate of the General's Mansion, he was finally willing to turn his head. Su Ruoqing was about to turn around, his back looming in the night, getting further and further away.

When Ye Song went to see Su Jing, Su Jing was resting her eyes with her eyes closed, and she knew she was here even if she didn't open her eyes, so she said, "It's been a long time, the emperor is gone?"

"Just left."

"What did he tell you, are you so soft-hearted?"

Ye Song looked at him: "How does King Xian know if I'm soft-hearted or not?"

Su Jing bent the corner of her mouth and said, "The aura you came in is wrong."

Ye Song: "..."

Su Jing said again: "No matter what you do, I just hope you don't do things that force yourself." He twisted his hair and frowned, "Can you fetch a basin of water to wash me? Washing this hair? It stinks of blood."

"No."

Su Jing asked, "Why not?"

Ye Song sat down at the table leisurely and poured himself a cup of tea, while drinking, he looked at him and said, "Because I feel like I'm reluctant."

Su Jing twitched the corners of her mouth and said with a smile: "You can learn to use it. But am I not an injured patient? Isn't it natural for you to take care of me?"

"Hey, you also said that you wish I would not do things that are forced, and you will start forcing me the next moment, are you interested?" Su Jing just wanted to refute, but was stopped by Ye Song, "Yingzi said, your head has just been needled , can’t touch water or wind, otherwise the consequences will be serious.”

Su Jing looked at her nose and heart, raised her eyebrows, and asked indifferently: "Oh? How serious can it be?"

Ye Song looked at him calmly: "It will become a brain damage."

But Su Jing is a guy who feels uncomfortable if he doesn't do it if he has any thoughts. He just wants to wash his hair so much that he can't sleep at night.Dragging Ye Song around anyway.

Ye Song couldn't stand him, so he asked Yingzi, what if Su Jing really wanted to wash her hair?
Yingzi thought for a while and replied: "Either just wash his hair below, but it's easy for moisture to get into his brain and make him stupid, or cut his hair and see if he washes his ass."

(End of this chapter)