Acacia, don't be negative

Chapter 343 The person I love the most hurts the most

In a few days, Dali Temple opened a court to hear the case, and Su Chen sat in the trial.It's not so much a trial, it's better to say a few quick questions and then directly read the emperor's will.

The imperial decree said that Rong Di came to say that Baili Mingshu had voluntarily left the royal family and had no relationship with the Rong Di royal family.

Therefore, when Ye Xiu married Baili Mingshu, it was tantamount to marrying a commoner, and there was no need to publicize it, so he was not charged with deceiving the emperor.But after all, Baili Mingshu's identity is quite special, she came to Beixia as a hostage, and it is unreasonable for Ye Xiu to propose marrying her as a wife, so he was dismissed as a general of the guard and demoted to a commoner, and he was not allowed to enter the court again To be an official.

When I left Dali Temple, it seemed that I hadn't seen the sun outside for many days.Standing on the hundred-step stone steps, Ye Song stretched out his hands to pick up the snow falling from the sky, and couldn't help laughing.The two carriages drove slowly to the bottom of the hundred-step stone steps and stopped quietly.

A groom was sitting in front of a carriage behind him, and he was waving his whip at Ye Song.

Ye Song squinted his sore eyes to see clearly that it was Su Jing.

Ye Song turned his head and asked Ye Xiu: "Brother, do you blame me for causing you to lose your position as a general?"

Ye Xiu looked at the high sky and calm sky in the distance, reached out to shake Baili Mingshu's hand, and said, "It's nothing bad, I've never been so relaxed like this. In the future, there will be someone who will succeed me, and I can help myself And live." He also looked at Ye Song, "Instead, I should thank you."

Ye Song touched his nose and smiled: "If you really thank me, when will I add a little nephew to play with?"

Hearing this, Ye Xiu laughed in a rare way. His brows were handsome, but they were actually very warm. He put his arms around Baili Mingshu's waist and walked down the steps, saying, "I will try my best, but it depends on your sister-in-law."

The brothers and sisters of the Ye family were imprisoned in Dali Temple for many days, but they were finally released without any damage.Except that Ye Xiu was no longer the General Wei of the Northern Xia court, it seemed that they had lost nothing.

Li Ruyi stood in the bitter cold wind for almost an hour, her body was weak, she was on the verge of falling from jealousy, her eyes turned pale and fainted.Ruixiang kept persuading her, but she continued to stand there without any response, her face was so pale that there was no trace of blood.

When Su Ruoqing meets with ministers in the Imperial Study Room, he cannot be disturbed.

Eunuch Yuqian is no longer Xia Mingchao, he will not help them open the back door and go in to report back. The palace servants and Guiji's guards are meticulously guarding the door of the study, not even a fly can be let in without the emperor's order.No matter how miserable and weak Li Ruyi was, that was the responsibility of the Supreme Hospital and Ruyi Palace, and had nothing to do with them.

Li Ruyi clenched her teeth, and the cold, almost unconscious fingers in her sleeves pinched her palm tightly, stiffening.

Rui Xiang was very anxious beside her, and said: "My lady...why are you doing this..."

They lost nothing, but she, she lost everything.Li Ruyi forced back the tears and said, "This palace... must see the emperor..."

It wasn't until the sky became darker that the ministers who had an audience with the emperor came out of the imperial study. When they saw Li Ruyi in the cold wind, they were quite shocked, but they also tactfully did not stay any longer, and left in a hurry after saluting.

At this time, Ruixiang stepped forward and begged: "Eunuch, Madam wants to see the emperor, please let me know!"

Before the father-in-law could answer, Su Ruoqing's voice came from inside: "Let her in." He casually put the paperwork in his hand aside.

Li Ruyi's eyes moved, as if she was about to be frozen, and her eyelashes trembled slightly with the damp and cold breath.As soon as she moved her feet, she found that her feet were so numb that she couldn't feel her own. If it wasn't for Ruixiang's quick eyesight and hands to help her, she might fall down before she could take a step forward.

Ruixiang was extremely worried, and wanted to help Li Ruyi into the imperial study, but her father-in-law blocked the door and said: "The emperor only sees the empress, so you can wait outside."

Li Ruyi gently brushed Ruixiang's hand away, and walked in slowly while holding the threshold.

It was very warm in the imperial study room, and the green smoke from the purple gold auspicious beast incense burner was curling up. It was the kind of incense that Su Ruoqing often had, light and comfortable.And Su Ruoqing put on light clothes and sat in front of the desk.

Seeing Li Ruyi coming in, he raised his eyes to look at the door, and the guard closed the door knowingly, then lowered his eyes again, and asked lightly: "It's so cold outside, what are you waiting for outside, what's the matter? Let me know, and I'll take a look at it later."

Li Ruyi could no longer stand on her feet, and she knelt down on the ground like a butterfly about to fall.The hem of her gorgeous skirt seemed to be the same as her haggard face, and it became simple and laid out on the soft carpet.

Su Ruoqing never got up again, and went to help her up in person.

Li Ruyi lowered her head for a moment, but couldn't help the corners of her eyes turning red.The hair on her temples hangs down, covering her thin face, where there is no brilliance in the past, fingers tightly digging the carpet, gritting her teeth and trying to calm herself down, said in a dry and hoarse voice: "Chen Qie, Chen Qie also wants to Send someone to inform the emperor, but there are some things that my concubines try hard to keep in their hearts, but they can't hide them anyway, and they can only be reconciled if they come to ask the emperor in person."

Su Ruoqing raised her gaze slowly, still half-down, falling on Li Ruyi's body, her voice was calm: "Then what do you want to know?"

When Li Ruyi heard this, it took her a long time to raise her face and meet Su Ruoqing's cold eyes, with tears in her eyes: "I want to ask the emperor, the reason why my concubine has a miscarriage is that she is weak and the real reason is actually In the anti-abortion medicine that I drink every day, right? Why is there a medicine that promotes blood circulation and promotes qi in the anti-abortion medicine of the concubine?"

Su Ruoqing just looked at her quietly, without any answer, and her face was expressionless.There was not even a trace of intolerance or pity or remorse.But it is often such a reaction that makes people despair.Li Ruyi couldn't bear the heart-pounding pain that swept over mountains and seas anymore. She covered her chest with her hands, tears poured down like rain, she couldn't bear the pain, she fell to the ground, and cried, "It's you...it's the emperor, I don't want to Want our children...why..."

While beating her heart, this ending really broke her down completely. She looked at Su Ruoqing with tears in her eyes, and said, "I, Li Ruyi, have been completely married since the day I entered the palace to marry you." I fell in love with you completely, and I am willing to share my husband with others. I will stay with you even if the ending of being lonely and deep in the palace is inevitable. What I want...is just a little love from you...I do it for you You gave my all, but why are you doing this to me!"

Li Ruyi knew very well that in the whole world, except for Ye Song, there was no other woman who dared to yell and vent at Su Ruoqing like this.But if she wanted to be that other woman, even if she died, she would die clearly.When she found out the truth in the pharmacy that afternoon, she didn't even have the slightest thought of living, so what was she afraid of?

"Why are you doing this to me..."

Only then did Su Ruoqing get up slowly, left the desk, came to Li Ruyi's side, knelt down and shook her cold hand, helped her up bit by bit, and said neither happy nor angry: "Why are you so right? You, Ruyi, I thought you knew."

I can't remember how long it has been, but Su Ruoqing hasn't called her by her name directly.She sounded in a daze, but it was far warmer than when Su Ruoqing called her Aifei Aifei, and she felt pain and struggle in her heart.

Li Ruyi shook her head vigorously: "I don't know, I don't know anything... I only know that I love you so deeply, I only know that I want to have a child with you... But this is the only one I can't even ask you to fulfill me..."

Su Ruoqing helped Li Ruyi up, and said, "I let you drink Bizi Tang every time, but you couldn't see clearly and insisted on taking risks. But I can't take risks on you."

Li Ruyi had worked so hard to get this child, she thought that as long as the raw rice was cooked, Su Ruoqing would always accept it.It's just that she didn't expect that Su Ruoqing would be so cruel.

Li Ruyi smiled miserably, took two steps back, and said, "Your Majesty, you can even kill your own flesh and blood, so what's the danger?"

Su Ruoqing said calmly and rationally: "I can always keep you by my side and favor the harem, but I can't have any heirs. If you don't want to, I can let you go out of the palace."

Since ancient times, emperors have been the most ruthless men in the world.Their love has nothing to do with love.How many people can get a really good ending.

This is also the ending of Li Ruyi.This ruthless man is the man she loves the most and has relied on for the rest of her life.

Maybe only by giving up on him can I free myself.

But if he gave up on him, he would be nothing in the end.

On that day, Li Ruyi cried bitterly in the imperial study and couldn't help herself.

Ye Xiu no longer has to go to morning court every day, and he doesn't have to run back and forth in the coaching grounds to leave early and return late.He recuperated at home for a few days, and when he had nothing to do, he taught Ye Song some martial arts in his yard. The black iron whip was like the whistling cold wind, like thunder and lightning, blowing flakes of snow.

Ye Song put his arm around the whip, looked back and asked with a smile, "Brother, who is better at kung fu, my sister-in-law or me?"

Ye Xiu raised his lips and smiled twice, and said, "It's all the same...clumsy."

Baili Mingshu, who was making wine in the porch, raised her eyebrows when she heard the words, her eyes had blue ripples, which were more beautiful than the winter sky, and said, "Clumsy? How many times have you and I fought against each other, Although I was slightly defeated, it wouldn’t be enough for you to win, right? When you say I’m clumsy, don’t you mean yourself?”

With a whip, Ye Songfei rolled up a sword on the weapon rack and threw it to Baili Mingshu, who took the sword with one hand and the other hand.Just listen to Ye Song's taste: "Why don't you come and compete, sister-in-law, will you be reluctant?"

"Why don't you want to, that's exactly what I want to do."

(End of this chapter)