Acacia, don't be negative

Chapter 471 You Are Not a Broken Person
Unexpectedly, Su Jing also smiled, rolled her eyes, and opened a jade fracture fan in a coquettish manner. Folding fans were very popular in Shanghai at that time, but every literati would carry one with them, but this jade Fracture Fans seem to be... worth a lot.Ye Song squinted his eyes and stared at the folding fan in his hand, only to hear Su Jing say with a smile: "How do you know?"

Ye Song smiled and said, "In this case, why don't you treat me to candied haws."

Su Jing replied generously: "This is my honor."

So Ye Song took the whole candied haws sticks from the candied haws seller, and said to the candied haws seller, "It's okay, you can tell he has a lot of money by looking at his clothes, and he won't treat you badly."

Su Jing twitched her eyes.

Ye Song turned around and took out a bag of freshly fried chestnuts from Ye Qing's arms, handed it to Su Jing, and said, "Take this as my return gift to you." Su Jing stretched out her hand to hold it, and Ye Song said again, "Don't you It’s convenient, come on, I’ll hold the fan for you first.” Then she took the jade bone fan away without saying a word, “Taste the chestnuts, are they delicious?” She played with the fan and walked in into his sleeve pocket.

Seeing Su Jing peeling the chestnuts and tasting them, Ye Song turned and left with Ye Qing carrying the candied haws sticks.

Later Ye Song and Ye Qing pawned the jade bone fan.When Ye Qing said that Su Jing might be the famous virtuous king in Shangjing, Ye Song scoffed, without much impression.She distributed the candied haws to the little beggars on the street.

When Su Jing chased her and asked her for a fan, she woke up.

As if it was something that happened clearly, Ye Song was a little confused for a while.

She looked sideways, and Su Jing was lying quietly beside her.She couldn't help reaching out and touching Su Jing's chin, knowing that if there was no such mud on her face, her skin would definitely be fairer. The place where her fingertips touched was exactly the same as in the dream. A born beauty.

A dream seemed to rewrite the first meeting between the two.That's a good start, too.

Ye Song said: "Actually, the person I dream about most often is you."

At this time, the rain outside had stopped, there was no crackling sound on the coffin, the coffin was no longer fluttering, everything was calm and still.

Ye Song got up to lift the coffin lid that was covering it, and as soon as he pulled it out, mud fell down from the top.

The bright light from outside shone in, and the world suddenly became brighter. Ye Song squinted his eyes as hard as he could, feeling a little dazzled.

The air outside is clean.With a muddy taste.

Ye Song was the first to get up from the coffin, and looked up, only to see that where he looked, there was a vast brown area, all of which was settled mud, which was very depressed.

The distance seems to meet the sky, and you can't see the edge. Ye Song looked at it for a while, and felt inexplicably familiar. Then he looked back and saw that the coffin had been stranded on the sandy beach on the shore, and behind him was an isolated island, which seemed to be this area. The only touch of green on the earth.

Ye Song was taken aback for a moment, then remembered.Whether it was their own destiny, they were washed up on this isolated island, and this isolated island was the place where she and Su Jing stayed when they were washed down from the Valley of the Medicine King. was seriously injured.

Ye Song looked down at Su Jing, with emotions in his eyes, and he was about to rush out of the valve.She leaned over to pick up Su Jing, and the two turned out of the coffin, resting on the dry shallows.

The rain seems to have come to an end.The dark clouds in the sky dispersed layer by layer, and there were some light and shadows on the ground, which meant that the sky was clear after the rain.

Ye Song let Su Jing rest on his leg, patted his face lightly, and said with some relief: "Su Jing, wake up, it's okay, we're safe now."

"Su Jing?"

Ye Song held Su Jing's head and called him over and over again tirelessly for a long time, but Su Jing seemed to be unable to hear him and never woke up.Ye Song felt his face was tense, raised his hand and wiped the mud on his face indiscriminately, became anxious, and said in a low voice like a roar, "Su Jing, wake me up! I woke up!"

She patted Su Jing's face, with his hair flowing between her fingers, "Didn't you promise me, you have to wake up when I tell you to wake up, you can't sleep like this, you promised me, you promised me I just agreed with you to sleep. If you don’t agree, I won’t let you close your eyes. Even, even if you die in peace, I won’t let you close your eyes... Su Jing, you are not such a dishonest person, Su Jing ! Wake me up!"

All along, Ye Song has been doing her best to protect the people around her and do what she should do.But at this moment, everything was disrupted, and everything about her was disrupted.She suddenly didn't understand, what should she do, what's the meaning of those things?
Looking at Su Jing in her arms, she felt that anger and pain rushed straight to her brain, about to explode from her body, torturing her whole body to death.

This is not what she wants, she doesn't want Su Jing to lie down in her arms like this, she doesn't want Su Jing to be unable to open her eyes again.

Ye Song supported Su Jing's body with his hands, the sun pierced through the clouds and shone down from above, the shallows were glowing with a light brown luster.Her wet hair slid down from her back to her chest, covering her cheeks, and against the light, her figure cast a shallow shadow above Su Jing.

Ye Song stared at Su Jing for a long time, then slowly bent his arms and bent down.His cheek was lightly pressed against Su Jing's chest, he blinked his eyes, and hugged him gently like a glass-like dream, his voice was almost longing, and his mourning was like hoarfrost blown away by the wind in winter, "You You promised me... how can you not count your words, Su Jing..."

She doesn't want to lose him.

If he is alive, if they want to leave each other in the end, then she can choose to send him away with a smile.

But definitely not now.

She was able to fully experience Su Jing's feeling back then, and it turned out to be such a feeling.It was as if a whole heart had been bloodied and broken into several petals...

Ye Song lay in Su Jing's arms, shoulders huddled, and there was only this pair of people embracing each other on the lonely shallow beach.The river water lost all impulsive power and became gentle and calm. A thick layer of sedimented mud was laid on the river bed, and the water flow gradually became shallower on top of it. The water waves pushed the water waves to the unknown. far away.

Ye Song punched the soft shoal, her fingers twisted into a ball with coagulated blood, she raised her head and shouted: "Su Jing—"

Heartbreaking.

As if pouring everything into it.The sound echoed on the river, drifted far away, and finally disappeared on the horizon.

It's not just that I don't want to lose, but I would rather lose everything than him.Ye Song knew in her heart that if they could be exchanged, there was nothing she couldn't exchange for. She didn't ask for anything but Su Jing's peace and happiness.

What she has been working hard all along is not to lose as much as possible.She doesn't get close to him because she doesn't want to lose, and she doesn't accept him because she doesn't want to lose, but she selfishly endures his meticulous kindness, and in the end she will lose it completely...

Ye Song lowered his head, tried to hold Su Jing's hands, slowly lifted them up, and put them on his lips. The cool lips fell on the back of his hands, tears suddenly slapped, and then it was like a heavy rain pouring down uncontrollably, All fell into the palm of Su Jing.Those tears were the only thing that was clean and pure, and she said to him: "Okay, I will compromise one more step, if you wake up... no matter what..." She agreed.She can do for him what he did for her, she can also go all out to protect him, and she can be desperate for him.It is agreed, if you want to live together, you must die together.

However, her cry and every word of her are like calling to Su Jing.Even when he was asleep, he listened attentively.Just when Ye Song had finished speaking halfway, Su Jing's chest suddenly rose and fell violently as if she had seized the source of life.

Ye Song held Su Jing's hand for a moment, she didn't dare to move and looked at Su Jing's closed eyes, afraid that it was her hallucination, afraid that if she moved, everything would be shattered again.

She waited for Su Jing's eyes to open.

Su Jing frowned wearily, and suddenly raised her eyelids, and opened her eyes soberly.There were a few streaks of blood in his eyes, his eyes were deep and deep, and he could see Ye Song's tears in an instant.

At first, his eyes were a little hollow, as if his mind was not as fast as his body, but when he reached out to wipe the corners of Ye Song's eyes, the image of Ye Song gradually appeared in those peach blossom eyes, from shallow to deep, and finally It was completely and clearly fixed in his pupils.He suddenly smiled, the clouds and shadows floated in the sky, and the ripples in the water were light, even the sunlight was not as beautiful as his smile in the shadows.

He smiled lightly, and said, "Why are you crying? I promised you would wake up, and you would wake up. It's just that I was too tired, so I slept a little longer."

Ye Song's eyes were red, he didn't say anything, his breathing was trembling, and his tears were still falling uncontrollably.She lowered her eyes and took a deep breath, intending to force all her fragility and weakness back into her stomach.

The two were silent for a long time, Su Jing suddenly asked: "A Song, if I never wake up again, will you be sad? How long will you be sad?"

Ye Song's voice was like mud that had dried up for a long time, without the slightest elasticity, and without any pleasant elements, he just wrote as lightly as possible: "Yes, it may be a long time."

"But I don't want you to be sad." He said to Ye Song with a weak smile.Ye Song sniffed, then slowly bent down again, leaning against Su Jing's arms.

In Su Jing's memory, this was the first time she took the initiative.Su Jing hugged her, and he wanted to hug her like this for the rest of his life, and it was a bit playful: "Ah Song, don't you think I'm pitiful now, and you sympathize with me, so you took the initiative to hug me to make me happy?"

Ye Song buried her head in Su Jing's neck, and said sullenly, "What are you talking about?" Tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, slid across the bridge of her nose, and finally fell on Su Jing's neck.

His heart was also scorching hot from her tears.

(End of this chapter)