Acacia, don't be negative

Chapter 506 I Let You Come Back

Ye Song once said that the blood sprinkled on the snow looks like a beautiful pattern of plum blossoms in the snow.Su Jing's eyes were hot, she lowered her head to look, and felt that she really looked alike.

"Su Jing!"

Only those who have lost know the horror of losing.

Xuelang buried Su Jing.By the time they rushed to a place as far as Ye Song, they were already at the end of their strength.At that time, Ye Song thought vaguely, no, all of this will not end like this... Then the tip of the snow wave came towards her, and she knew that her world collapsed from then on.

The wind in the mountain plain was blowing loudly, and the tip of the wind rolled up snow and dust like flying snow all over the sky.This positive mountain area is full of depression.

The world was so quiet that only the sound of the wind remained.

Su Jing... that's enough.

Unexamined, unexamined.

She has worked so hard for so long to protect other people's country.Everyone, every relationship is selfish, and so is she.She always thought that as long as she did that, she could make herself feel better, and she always thought that as long as she was born and died on the battlefield, she would be able to pay back more, which she owed to Su Ruoqing.

But looking back, what did she owe him?

You owe nothing, you love if you love, and you don’t love if you don’t love.Their past has long been submerged in the past and has become a memory. No matter how much they struggled in the past, it has faded now.

A love inevitably mixed with imperial tactics, a love full of yearning for freedom and the only one, she knew from the very beginning that there would be no good results.

She couldn't remember how Su Jing broke into her world without warning... At the beginning, he liked to call her the third sister-in-law and the third sister-in-law, probably the only one in Shangjing who looked down on her at that time The unfavored Princess Ning.

A pair of peach blossom eyes, a brocade shirt.A black silk bun, a spring smile.

He looks unrestrained, but in fact he is a warm-hearted person, as long as she needs help, he will definitely lend a helping hand.He always does things whether he thinks about it or not, unlike Su Ruoqing, whether he should or not.

The Merry King is famous all over the capital, how could she walk with such a person... At that time, Ye Songding never imagined that he would have so many entanglements and entanglements with Su Jing in the days to come.

However, Ye Song can't help but think, if that night, when she and Pei Qing were being bullied, it was Su Jing who rescued her, would the result be different?
If the first person she met was Su Jing, would everything have changed?

She didn't owe Su Ruoqing, but she owed Su Jing.I owe too much, and I can't finish it in my life.

When she was guarding Su Ruoqing's country, Su Jing was behind her guarding her.

Why on earth did it happen...why did she bury her own country for Su Ruoqing's country...

She had figured it out a long time ago that in her country, there were no beautiful mountains and rivers, no magnificent territories, and there was only one person.

Su Jing.

Su Jing is her country.

It's just that hers was very early, and it's too late for now...

She always thought that when the war was over after returning to Beijing, she would have a lot of time to sort out the relationship with Su Jing, and she could do many things with him that had been agreed long ago.For example, watching fireworks during the Mid-Autumn Festival, admiring the snowy plums during the cold winter, and agreeing to celebrate the New Year together, eating steaming hot pot, pouring wine for him, and quietly listening to the greetings between him and his family...

Everything is so beautiful, if there is still time.

She no longer had to eat frozen steamed buns with him in this remote and barren place, nor did she have to march and fight with him early in the morning and in the dark, without food for a day or sleep for a whole night.She can sleep in her own room on a soft bed until she wakes up naturally, the window is slightly lit, there are birdsong outside the window, and there is a hot breakfast on the dining table.

When she can't sleep at night, she can step on the snow in the yard, go out of the house with Su Jing, find a flower street and willow alley to listen to girls singing, find a street alley, and go to a small tavern to eat hot lamb skewers ...

If only we could go back to the past.If only he still considered her a friend.It would have been nice if they had long ago broken up and become strangers.If only he wasn't in love with her already.

That way, he wouldn't be desperate, and she wouldn't lose him.

However, even she herself said that there are no ifs in this world.

If so, it would be great.

The sound of horseshoes sounded in the open snow field, from far to near.It seemed to be the only living voice in this pale world.

A group of people were riding horses, running this way, and the wind lifted their long cloaks.After reaching this desolate mountainous area, the horse stopped, and its hooves spun restlessly.

The leader had a winner's smile on the corner of his mouth, his hair was blown back by the cold wind, his fair face was slightly pale, and his long and narrow eyes were slightly squinted, which couldn't hide the piled up smile .The cold golden half mask seemed to be getting colder and harder from the ice and snow.

This person is Nan Xirong.

He gave orders to the people around him: "Go and see if there are any survivors."

So the people around him scattered in all directions, all heading to the ground.There are countless people buried in the snow, it is simply a snow burial ground.Soon those people returned to Nan Xirong's side, saying: "The entire Bei Xia army was wiped out, and no one survived."

Nan Xirong pondered for a while, and said, "What about the Northern Xia God of War and the female general?"

"Most of them were also buried under the ground."

Looking around, the avalanche of the mountain above collapsed and pressed hard against the ground. The ground was overwhelmed, and a large area was sunken downward.It is really difficult to find a living person from here.

Nan Xirong was silent for a moment, then sighed and said to himself: "Forget it, you are going to die after all, and it must be by my hands. I only feel sorry that I couldn't watch you die with my own eyes. But it doesn't matter , when this long winter is over, I will send someone to find your body and bury you alive. You are the most powerful woman in Beixia I have ever seen."

Obviously, he was speaking to Ye Song.It's just that Ye Song's death was very regrettable to him, but also a little bit unwilling.Usually she is indomitable, but she never thought that she would be buried in the sea of ​​snow by using such a method in the end.Human life is insignificant in front of nature, but there is no way to do it.

Nan Xirong reined in the rein and turned around, then turned around and walked up to the sky, laughing twice, with a clear and charming voice, and said: "You must have never thought that I used your original method to blow up the surrounding mountains. The avalanche caused by it is much more ferocious than your big fire, and I can be regarded as treating the other person in the same way! I want to see how you attack my southern capital!"

Then, the sound of horseshoes gradually faded away.Until the end, the group disappeared without a trace.

At this time, the blood-stained half of the exposed half of the finger that was red from the cold twitched very slightly.After a long time, the surrounding snow stains trembled again.

Ye Song seemed to have lost consciousness all over his body, and he could no longer feel the cold.She was so tired that she really wanted to sleep like this.But what her fingers touched was empty, which made her unable to sleep again.

It was as if a needle was stabbing at her nerves.

What about Su Jing?
She sleeps here, what about Su Jing?Where is Su Jing?
Ye Song struggled for a while, her body was covered with a thick layer of snow, and she finally got up from the snow, her hair was dyed white, and her face was red.She seemed to have fallen asleep and had a dream. She raised her hand to touch her itchy cheek in a daze, and found that it was full of cold water marks, flowing out of the corner of her eyes uncontrollably.

Ye Song looked around in a daze, and finally remembered what happened.She looked around, but she didn't find Su Jing's shadow, and she was the only one left in the whole snow field.There was a quiet buzzing in the ears.

She got up, but the snow was too slippery, so she accidentally fell down again, and then ran forward rolling and crawling.The legs move forward mechanically, never tired.There was only one person's name in his mouth: Su Jing.

Can't lose him, can't lose him.

This was the only thought in Ye Song's mind.I can't lose him anymore, and I don't want to let go of his hand easily anymore. If he dies, then she will die with him...

Ye Song threw himself into the snow and began to scrape the snow with both hands.Who said that there is no life here, Su Jing must still be alive, he can't leave, she is still alive, how could he die like this.

Ye Song was digging hard, her strength was nothing compared to the collapsed snow.But she doesn't give up, as long as she has her last breath, she will never give up.Ye Song clenched his teeth tightly, while suppressing his low voice, he kept moving his hands.

"It's true...it's all true..." Ye Song said, "I didn't lie to you, that's all I want to tell you..."

Tears fell on the ground patter patter, and soaked into the white snow all at once.There were scratches from her fingers on the ground. "If you don't forgive me for the rest of your life, just get up...I will allow you to bully me for the rest of your life, let you vent for the rest of your life, whatever...but don't let me forget you..."

Ye Song raised his hand to wipe away the tears, and continued to dig deeper. She cried while digging, even though she clenched her teeth, she still couldn't stop the weeping that spilled out between her teeth. It was a weeping of despair.She said: "I can't do it, even if I forget the whole world, I can't forget you, so don't go... Did you mean to leave in a cool way after you burned my heart..."

The snot slipped out of the nasal groove, and she felt that it was unnecessary to even breathe.

She ruined the white snow in the snow like crazy, raised her head and yelled Su Jing's name over and over again. The tragic and hysterical voice echoed in the mountains, as if even the soul was bit by bit in this echo. Erosion, can never regain the original appearance.

"Don't go... I should have been the one on the road to Huangquan..." The long wet hair slipped from her shoulders, tears dripped down the tip of her nose, she groped forward all the way, lest she would miss him, her voice hoarse cry.

"Don't go... I won't forget you, I will miss you all my life, let you go underground, even if you are a ghost, you can't live in peace! Su Jing, please, I was wrong, what I want , but I just want you to live well. Tell me why you can’t even realize this simple wish in the end! I don’t want you to be gone but I live alone in the world! I really didn’t lie to you, those are true , I don't want to leave you... I will always remember you, grow old with you, and finally lie in the same coffin... You come back! Don't you love me, I let you come back!"

(End of this chapter)