Acacia, don't be negative

Chapter 557 I will fulfill you
"Of course I'm not qualified to see him properly before I come to see you." After a game of chess, Ye Song said calmly, "I lost. The emperor has far-sighted plans. No matter how many more games I play against the emperor, I won't Is the emperor's opponent."

Su Ruoqing said softly, "That's better than playing chess with myself."

Ye Song looked a little dazed.At this time, someone knocked lightly on the door, and Su Ruoqing said, "Come in."

Someone came in from the outside, and the first thing Ye Song smelled was a ray of sweet and alluring aroma.She looked up and saw that the aunt who sold Tangyuan downstairs had just come in, and there were two steaming bowls of glutinous rice balls in the tray in her hand.

The aunt put the glutinous rice balls on the table and said: "Guests, these glutinous rice balls are delicious if eaten while they are hot. The lady will not bother you. I will come back later and collect the empty bowl." out.

Ye Song looked at the fermented glutinous rice floating in the bowl, the sweet and sour smell made her eyes a little hot from the heat.Su Ruoqing moved the chopsticks first, and said: "I didn't like to eat these before, but after eating a lot, I realized that the taste is not comparable to that in the palace. You can also have a bowl, it's the last time to eat the winter solstice with me A bowl of glutinous rice balls."

Seeing that he was eating deliciously, Ye Song paused for a while before reaching out to hold the bowl, feeling very warm, the warmth reaching directly to the palm of her hand.She took a sip of the soup, and the sweet soup was refreshing.

Su Ruoqing said nonchalantly, "Ah Song, do you know what the one thing I regret most in my life is?"

Ye Song said: "I am willing to listen with all my ears."

"What I regret the most is that I saved you from the hooligans that night with the jade pendant from Prince Ning's Mansion that fell from your body."

Ye Song was taken aback for a moment, swallowed the glutinous rice balls one by one, and said, "Are you regretting knowing me?"

Su Ruoqing shook her head with a smile, and said: "I regret that it was wrong to start like that. But I am that kind of person myself. It's not the Su Ruoqing you knew at the beginning. If I can do it all over again, no matter how many times I do it again, I think I will still save you, but I hope I can be more resolute. Although at that time, even without my rescue, you will definitely be able to get out of trouble, because you are Ye Song. Many things in the future are doomed because of this of."

Ye Song said softly: "No matter what kind of beginning it is, it's not in vain for you and me to get to know each other once, so there is nothing to regret."

"Don't you blame me?"

"Since you also said that it is all destined, then why should I blame you?"

"You once said, 'When you marry someone, you should marry Su Ruoqing', otherwise,"

Ye Song curled his lips, "Otherwise I will never marry."

"Then it still counts?"

The reason why the oath is an oath is because of its beauty and seriousness.They've been taking it seriously for each other.

Ye Songdao: "Su Ruoqing, the past has become the past, it is impossible to start over, you and I are the same. If you can't forget me, just like I let you go, let me go too." She Drink the last sip of soup from a bowl of glutinous rice balls, "That vow still counts. At that time, because I loved you, I thought I couldn't find another man in the world that I wanted to marry, even if it was the last I can't marry you, and I will never settle for another man. If that's what you want, I will keep my promise and never marry. I chose to come to see you today because I want to clarify this matter with you , it is not only in your heart, but also in my heart. But it must be let go, otherwise you and I will not be able to start again. "

"Does it mean that if I don't agree, you will really never marry?" Su Ruoqing asked thoughtfully.

Ye Song said calmly, "Yes."

He smiled faintly, "But didn't you promise him, and now you want to break your promise to him, is that appropriate?"

"So what if it's not suitable," Ye Song said calmly, "I don't care about the wedding dress, and it's not that I don't care that I can only ride a horse for the rest of my life and never be able to get on a sedan chair. But if I can't do that, I I won't force it, and I won't leave him. I can be with him for the rest of my life, whether it's husband and wife, I recognize it."

"A Song," Su Ruoqing said with a smile, "Why are you so stubborn."

Ye Song also smiled with bright eyes and bright teeth, and said: "Please forgive me, I am like this. I know that no matter how many times it has happened, it will always end like this. No matter how many times you are asked to choose, you will always choose your north." Xia Jiangshan. Beixia’s perfect rivers and mountains are all yours, and I don’t owe you anything. Once because there was nothing that could restrain my freedom, I experienced so many lives and deaths before I realized that what I want is not freedom. So I I don't expect you to let me be free just because I guarded Beixia Jiangshan, and destroy that oath once."

Su Ruoqing asked, "What do you want?"

Ye Song replied: "What I want is a wholehearted and stable relationship, a peace of mind that no matter which roof I live in, it can be a home, and a feeling that I can share my dreams even when I lie on the bed." It is practical to travel through thousands of mountains and rivers. Freedom does not necessarily mean going to a very far place, freedom is in the heart."

If it is stable, the golden cage in the imperial palace can be her world.But from the beginning to the end, it was not she who wanted to lock herself in willingly, but Su Ruoqing who had been luring her in.

Hearing what she said, many things are already clear without asking any more questions.

Later, Su Ruoqing said as if accepting his fate: "You must love him very much."

Ye Song admitted frankly: "Yes, as for how much I love, I haven't delved into it. There is nothing that can measure the depth and weight of loving someone. In this life, if I can marry him, it will probably be the greatest love in my life." It's a miracle. I still feel that even if my body is covered with scars, even if I have a good skin and a heart that loves him, I may not be worthy of him."

"Can you feel inferior if you are as proud as you are?"

"Probably so." Ye Song stood up from the couch and brushed his clothes, "That's all I want to say. All decisions are in your hands. You are the supreme emperor. Don't talk about small things." Small happiness, in the end, the fate of me and Su Jing is also in your hands. But no matter what, I hope you can be happy."

When Ye Song turned around, Su Ruoqing said: "Imperial power is the most supreme thing in the world, but I lost on it in the end." Ye Song paused, and Su Ruoqing said again: "You love him so much and want to marry him ?"

Ye Song said: "Yes."

"Then go, I'll make it happen for you. The oath of 'marry Su Ruoqing' will no longer exist from now on."

Ye Song took a deep breath, twitched the corners of his mouth, kept his eyes down, and said, "Thank you."

"I wish that you will be free from disease and disaster for the rest of your life, and that you will continue to love you for me until you grow old. I hope that you will always smile happily and have children around your knees freely. I also wish you, don't forget me."

Ye Song looked back at him with tears in his eyes.

Su Ruoqing smiled easily: "Actually, I'm not as bad as you imagined."

Ye Song smiled through his tears: "You are too self-righteous, I never imagined how bad you are."

"If this is the last path you choose to take, I won't stop you. I hope you find what you really want. If not, remember to go back, maybe there will be another exit."

Ye Song raised his chin proudly, and said, "It's not my style, Ye Song, to turn back, you know."

"If he bullies you, you can tell me, and I will try to deal with him."

Ye Song wiped the corners of his eyes, and said with a sneer, "I've always been the only one who bullies people. I also have ways to deal with him, so I don't need you to worry about it."

Su Ruoqing nodded, and couldn't find anything else to say for a while.He wanted to comfort her with a smile, but he frowned, but he didn't know how to comfort her. He tried hard to think about what to say next, if he didn't say anything, Ye Song would really leave.Once you go, you will never look back.

And it was himself who let her go with his own hands.

Even though he was desperate, he had to let go completely.This may be the last thing Su Ruoqing can do for her, if he really loves her.Obviously he has many reasons to keep her, if he really wants to get her by any means.

But she lived too hard and paid enough for him.He didn't lose to Su Jing, but to himself, but if Su Jing can protect what he can't, then he will be convinced.

Ye Song is a proud woman, she is the proudest woman in Bei Xia.She can't have inferiority complex.If one day she really feels inferior to a man, it's because that man has melted her pride.

Perhaps this is the difference between love and possession.

If he keeps her by his side forcibly, one day he will see her with his own bright and sharp edges worn away. Su Ruoqing doesn't want to see such a result, because it won't be Ye Song.

Sure enough, when Su Ruoqing hadn't decided what to say, Ye Song waited for a while, then smiled and said, "If there's nothing else, then I'll leave."

"it is good."

Ye Song walked out of the door, turned around and helped Su Ruoqing close the door devoutly.He in the room is very lonely and does not stir up dust.When the door is closed, there will be only a crack left. The snow light falls on Su Ruoqing's silhouette, shining brightly. He is dressed in black and solemn. With his head half down, he picks up the chess pieces on the chessboard and puts them back into the chess box Inside, Qingqing said calmly: "I will not forget you, but I will try to let you go as you said."

In the tea house on another street, there are very few tea customers.Su Jing sat by the window, which was where Ye Song often sat before, in order to peek at him.The tea on the table was cold one pot after another, and the storyteller on the stage spoke several times.

But he seemed to be extra patient, resting his chin on one hand, fiddled with the teacup with the other hand, watching the snow falling outside the window, and the teacup was rolling on the table.

There was an elegant girl who made a living as a performer with a pipa in her hand. Seeing that the guests at this table had an extraordinary bearing, she stepped forward with small steps, blessed Fuli, plucked the strings with her fingers, and said softly: "My lord, listen to me!" Come on."

(End of this chapter)