If you can love like this

Chapter 65

"I mean inside." The guy always had a reason.

We went out together after lunch.I proposed to go around Parliament Hill Street, and Geng Mochi agreed.The Capitol Hill area may be the least Seattle-like place in Seattle. It is not as low-key as other areas in Seattle, but the word "personality" is prominent everywhere.Here, shops, restaurants, and cafes are filled with a strong artistic atmosphere. Every wonderful small shop has its own characteristics. In the personalized cafes on the side of the road, you can also taste the taste that you can’t drink elsewhere. .

I wear in and out of various small shops, and there are so many exquisite little things that I can’t put it down, but the things here are very expensive. Although there are several cards in my handbag, each of them is enough for me to swipe, but I I am still a little hesitant, not buying everything I like.But Geng Mochi is different, he also likes those things very much, but he has to buy what he likes, instead of paying for it himself, he directly takes my card to swipe it. In a men's boutique, he first took a fancy to a silver one The lighter, purely handmade, is indeed very delicate, but when I saw the price, I shuddered, $[-]!God, a broken lighter costs $[-]!

I pulled Geng Mochi away, but it was too late, his card, no, mine was already in the hands of the enthusiastic clerk, with a swipe, the $[-] was gone.I really feel sorry for Qi Shuli!
Geng Mochi didn't even blink his eyes, I was still in a daze, he fell in love with a belt, which was also a handmade product, and before I had time to look at the price, he ordered the clerk to brush it again, and then brushed two more ties, one by one. A men's necklace, made of platinum, I was already trembling at the door, and just as I rushed over to grab him, he pointed and swiped another Swiss watch.

My heart is shaking.My card is crying!
"How much is it in total?" I asked the clerk in English when I left the store.Before the pretty blonde could answer, Geng Mochi said first: "Not much, probably not more than 18 US dollars."

I staggered and almost fell.

"Two hundred and twenty thousand dollars please, Sir." The clerk quickly corrected, saying it was 22 dollars.

My eyes were black and I was dizzy for a while.

"Why are you so stingy? It's not your money." Geng Mochi looked at me very disapprovingly.

"It's Qi Shuli's money to spend."

"That's right, what's his is yours, isn't it? What's yours is mine!"

This man is really brazen!
I said with a sad face: "No wonder you will go bankrupt..."

But Geng Mochi's interest was still very high, and he didn't intend to go back at all. Think about it, could he not be interested?A woman with Qi Shuli swipes Qi Shuli's card, there is no reason for him not to linger!

Fortunately, Qi Shuli is not clairvoyant, otherwise he would really treat us like crabs if he saw it.

Somehow, I always feel that this state of his is not what he really is, that he is indulging his own melancholy, like a man on the verge of despair, taking this poor remaining happiness as his last supper.He knew that he was no longer the arrogant and invincible Geng Mochi back then, and he had no ability to fight for anything, or win back the love that originally belonged to him.I can only be like a simple child, teasing his opponent on purpose, he smiles on his face, but the sadness that flashes in his eyes is like the wind passing through the wilderness, cold, desolate, lonely... I also smile, but my heart is like standing On a monument in the wilderness, overgrown with weeds, the past love has become a memory. This love has exhausted everything I have. There is nothing to pay homage to. I can only accompany this person to continue his humble happiness.

We turned onto Broadway near Parliament Hill.

This may be the most important street in the Parliament Hill area.It extends from Epike Street all the way to Eroy Street in the north, and like most of the terrain in Seattle, this is also a small uphill road.The cultural landscape on Broadway Street is worth seeing.Here, people's hair color is beyond your imagination, from yellow, gold, green, red, blue to purple, as long as you can imagine the color, it will appear on Broadway Street.What's even more amazing is that on Broadway Street, there is also the most famous dance floor tile in the Parliament Hill area. It is a copper-colored floor tile with different dance steps engraved on it, including rumba, tango, mambo, and waltz. The correct dance posture can be performed by following the sequence of dance steps on the ground.Sometimes I come here to dance when I have nothing to do. Many people are dancing, including young people and children. Although there is no music in the open air, as soon as I step on such floor tiles, my whole body seems to be wound up and dances involuntarily.

"Want to dance?" Geng Mochi stood in front of me, looking at me with a pleasant smile.

I shrugged noncommittally.

"Let's dance then." As he said that, he dragged me to step on the floor tiles, choosing Rumba.God, the first time I saw him dance the rumba, he didn't even look at the floor tiles, he jumped up with so much grace and ease.I was confused, as if the one who led me to dance was the prince, and I was Cinderella, and we danced the happiest dance steps in the world, forgetting where we were, the past, the reality, all forgotten... We would rather We have never met each other, just know each other at this moment, fall in love with each other, we have no past, no future, only now!

There was applause and cheers from the crowd.

After a rumba, another tango, and finally a waltz...

At the end of the dance, we were exhausted. After all, he was a patient, out of breath, but his eyes were still bright. We slowed down and didn't pay attention to any dance steps. We hugged and looked at each other, getting slower and slower ...I feel that the noisy streets around me are getting quieter and quieter, as if there are only two of us left in the world, the world is empty, and we only have each other in our eyes.

How he kissed me, I have no memory at all. As soon as his lips touched me, my heart convulsed, and many black and white images flashed quickly in my mind.Thinking of our first kiss in a bar in Star City many years ago, that kiss still remains between our lips and teeth, and the entangled love was implanted into our lives from that moment.

After a few years, we have been separated several times, but I never thought that we could get in touch so closely in Seattle, USA. This is the first time we have been so close since our reunion.I clearly felt his excitement, his devotion, his reluctance, and his sadness.Yes, I am also very sad, today's embrace, maybe tomorrow will be far apart, this love is so fragile, just like his overwhelmed heart, a little damage will kill him.I think I cried because I kissed the salty taste.So is he.

We let go, and he looked at me, speechless for a long time.

"Let's go, it's getting dark." He took my hand and walked into the sunset.

We took the bus back to the Lake District, without talking all the way.

I was very confused. I thought I would live peacefully in Seattle, just like Qi Shuli often described, having two children and living happily. In my spare time, the family went on a yacht for vacation and enjoyed family happiness... I I don't reject this kind of life, so I have been living in Seattle peacefully and accepting the established life calmly.But fate is too strange. When I was calm, I sent this man to my side again. I was afraid that I would hurt innocent people, so why don't you let me erect that monument for him in my heart?Why did you send him to me?
It was already dark in the lake area, Geng Mochi took me to sit on a bench by the lake, he smoked, and I admired the lighted harbor in the night.In the movie "Sleepless in Seattle", Tom Hanks is facing such a harbor when he is awake. No one can refuse such a fairyland on earth. People in it will feel very small, and it will infinitely magnify all your emotions, joyful When you are happy, when you are sad, you are sad.

"Don't be too sad, I will explain to him." Geng Mochi comforted me.

"How long are you going to stay here?"

"What, you want to drive me away?"

"Yeah, you villain, you won't give me happiness when I'm in pain, and you make trouble when my life is peaceful, you're such a villain..." I gritted my teeth, but there were tears in my eyes.

Geng Mochi sighed softly, and put his arms around me, "Yes, I'm a villain. When will I not be a villain in your eyes? But I don't want to leave. I didn't intend to enter your life when I came here. I rented a houseboat and only I was going to sneak a few glances at you before leaving. But after seeing you, I wanted to take another look. After staying for a day, I wanted to stay for a few more days. I saw you feeding mandarin ducks by the lake several times. I really wanted to run out of the boat. At night I Wandering downstairs in your house, looking at the light in your room, thinking that the person who is by your side is not me, I am really sad. I try my best to get close to your neighbor, ask her everything about you, know your The more things happened, the more reluctant I was to leave, until I saw your advertisement for piano teachers in the newspaper..."

"But this is not a long-term solution, it will hurt him."

"You care about him, don't you?"

"It's not a matter of caring or not. Without him, I might have died a long time ago."

"I know this. I've heard and seen it. He treats you very well. This is something that comforts me. If one day I leave this world, at least you will not be without support."

Hearing this made me cry, "I never dared to think that you would leave this world."

"I never thought that I would stay in this world forever," he hugged me tighter, "Because of this, I strongly desire to see you more, don't worry, I won't force you to leave His, I have no right to ask you like this, I will beg him, let me stay by your side for a few days, I promise not to destroy your relationship, I can beg him, give him a guarantee..."

"Are you giving me a guarantee in this way?"

Like a thunderbolt, a cold question suddenly came from behind.We turned our heads almost at the same time, and saw Qi Shuli in home clothes standing behind us, with piercing eyes and a sad expression...

Qi Shuli wanted to take me to the boat house in Gengmochi.

(End of this chapter)