good morning black belly husband

Chapter 784 Mom loves you more than life

But every night when she goes home, she has the habit of writing a diary.

Write about what she did that day, and write about her thoughts about Xiao Jing.

Assuming Xiao Jing didn't leave, talk to him in the diary.

When encountering beautiful children's clothing, they will also buy it like a demon.

At that time, she had mental problems, depression, and mild paranoia.

Thinking that even if the child is not around, the spirit is there.

She expresses her own breastmilk every day, puts it in the refrigerator to freeze, and goes back to estimate the baby's monthly dosage according to the baby's month, just like having a baby at home, to buy the milk powder needed every month, and to buy the baby's clothes. Clothes, spring, summer, autumn and winter, are prepared according to age.

Even if the son can't wear or drink at all.

The breast milk expressed every day will be thrown away the next day, and new ones will be stored in the refrigerator.

The milk powder bought every month will also be thrown away, as if it has been drunk, and then buy new ones.

Change to a larger size to match your child's growth rate.

Until she was taken home by Ming Yuqian, saw a psychiatrist, and took medicine.

She still keeps that habit, but her family doesn't allow it, and she always thinks it's because she hasn't recovered from her illness.

Therefore, she could only do it secretly, not daring to buy as unscrupulously as before.

Quietly, according to the age change, estimate the height, buy one or two new clothes every time, and hide them.

It's just an estimated size, which is definitely different from the actual one.

It wasn't until last night that I had the opportunity to take Xiao Jing and let him try it on in person.

If it wasn't for the fact that Xiao Jing had to grow taller, Ming Yutong really wanted to buy all his clothes for the rest of his life in one go last night.

She turned the diary to the latest page, picked up a pen, and wrote down today's date.

Newline, write:
I found my son, and a long-awaited wish finally came true.

Last night, I took him to buy clothes and daily necessities, as if I were living with him.But bad, I seem to have forgotten to buy him a toy.Boys like toys, I will check online soon, what kind of toys do boys usually play with, and which brand is better.

This morning, I made breakfast for Jing Shi, but he left before he had time to eat.I don't know when I will have another chance to cook for Jing Shi, no matter what meal it is.

The opportunity that came so hard to come by, but failed to grasp.

I ate and cried.

I seem to cry a lot lately, very hopeless and not strong enough.

I hate myself for being like this, but I can't help it.

I ate them all, leaving only the one prepared for Jing Shi.

I had a ridiculous idea, thinking that as long as Jing Shi's plate and the breakfast on the plate were still there, I could wait for him to come back, as if Jing Shi hadn't left and would come over to eat at any time.

It's just that at the end of the meal, my stomach was so full that I vomited everything, and Jing Shi didn't come back.

I dumped all that stuff.

Last night, Jing Shi asked me why I separated from my son.

I told him, but I was afraid to tell him that I was his mother.

If I don't say it, I still have a chance to get along with him.

If I said so, I wouldn't even have the last chance.

So, I kept it a secret.

There is a saying that I have held back for seven years, even if Jing Shi is standing in front of me, I dare not say it.

Jing Shi, mother loves you more than life.

A tear fell on the paper, Ming Yutong put down the pen and closed the diary.

Just after putting it away, I received a call from home.

It was her mother Zhu Cailin calling.

Ming Yutong sniffed and took two deep breaths to calm down his emotions before picking up the phone, "Mom."

"Yutong, let's go back to Yu Garden tomorrow, and your uncle and aunt will also take Si Lian back." Zhu Cailin said.

Yu Garden is the residence of the two elders of the Ming family.

"Okay." Ming Yutong agreed.

After hanging up the phone, Ming Yutong frowned slightly.

Helping her uncle and aunt to bring Meng Silian back, and changing her name to Ming Silian, she was very happy, finally being able to fulfill her uncle and aunt's wish for many years.

But for Ming Silian, Ming Yutong couldn't like him no matter what.

At first, Ming Silian had just entered Ming's house, timidly, smiling lightly, like a little white rabbit.

Ming Yutong quite understood.

After suffering for so long, and suddenly being told of my true origin, I will definitely feel uncomfortable.

When I was picked up, I faced family members who were complete strangers and parents I didn't know at all.

Will be worried, will be uneasy, will be afraid, will be confused.

This is human nature.

Ming Yutong also understood.

So when Ming Silian just returned to Ming's house, Ming Yutong took good care of Ming Silian.

But gradually, Ming Yutong noticed something was wrong.

After all, Ming Yutong is Ming Yutong, she is very fragile when it comes to Fu Yinxiu and Xiao Jing.

But only when it was about these two people would she show the fragility of a weak woman.

In other things, she has always been sane and powerful.

How could Ming Silian's little tricks have been hidden from her eyes?
She saw that Ming Silian was not really so innocent and harmless, she was just used to pretending to be innocent, pretending to be a white flower, clinging to others, and using more powerful people to seek benefits for herself.

But in his heart, Ming Silian is selfish, and there is darkness hidden in his heart.

In Ming Silian's occasional, fleeting gaze, Ming Yutong clearly caught it.

No matter how much incompatibility and confusion there is at first, it should be eliminated with time.

(End of this chapter)