about love

Chapter 28 Wind and Rain
Zhou Shi didn't speak all the way, just leaned on the chair, looking at the glass-like light outside the window, it was really "the east wind puts flowers and thousands of trees at night, and it blows down, and the stars are like rain".During the Lantern Festival, there are fiery trees and silver flowers, but the mood is such a loss.

Wei Qing broke the silence and asked, "What's the matter? You didn't say a word, what are you thinking about, so lost in thought?" Zhou Shi looked up at him, and said for a while, "I was thinking maybe you shouldn't bring me here for dinner. "How nice it is for two people to cook Lantern Festival and watch TV at home, and it's still you and me.Zhou regretted that the relationship between the two of them was about to end so soon.That scene tonight shocked her too much, and it also made her see clearly some insurmountable gaps.

Wei Qing completely misunderstood what she meant, and asked instead: "Why?" He couldn't help it, and raised his eyebrows and said, "Because of Zhang Shuai?" So she didn't want to appear with him?Zhou is like this, which makes him very dissatisfied.Zhou Shi didn't speak, but Zhang Shuai's sudden appearance really surprised her.

Wei Qing snorted coldly and said, "Zhou Shi, what are you doing? You showed me your face just because of Zhang Shuai?" Zhou Shi impatiently said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about! Ask me first! Well, you said, what do you mean by leaving me aside after seeing your family?"

Only then did Wei Qing realize that this was what she was angry about, and this was a big problem, so she hurriedly explained: "Zhou Shi, it's not what you think, you are my legitimate girlfriend. I didn't introduce you to her because—— —Oh, I can’t tell for a while. Anyway, my sister-in-law is from the army. She has a resolute personality and a rigorous style. To be honest, he didn't like her very much either.

Zhou thought, that's because you have too many criminal records, can people have no idea?Even his sister-in-law didn't want to see him. From this, it can be seen that he didn't know how ridiculous it was before, and he felt even more unhappy.Wei Qing said, "I'm done talking, it's your turn."

Zhou Shi felt strange and said, "What's my turn?"

Wei Qing glared at her and said, "It's your turn to talk about Zhang Shuai." Zhou Shi gave him a blank look and said, "That's nothing to say. Stop, stop, don't drive to the school gate..." Wei Qing felt a lump in his heart , thought she was avoiding talking about it, and now it was like this again, and immediately said: "Zhou Shi, I am with you, and we have always been aboveboard. Why can't I send you downstairs in the dormitory?" This made him feel that Zhou It was with him, there was a sneaky feeling.She didn't take him seriously at all.

Zhou was agitated for a while, why didn't he understand, what's going on right now?Who told him to be too eye-catching, just let people see and point fingers?It's her who comes in and out of the school, not him, so can't you keep a low profile?She is not a person who likes to show off, so what is there to be happy about is being used by everyone as an after-dinner conversation about emotional matters.

Wei Qing stopped the car sullenly, watched her slam the door and get out of the car without saying a word, making her even more depressed. He picked up the car keys casually, pulled her over involuntarily, and said, "I'll take you home." He walked forward with his arms around her.Zhou Shi struggled, felt pain, and said coldly: "No, it's already here, I can just go back by myself."

Wei Qing suddenly shouted loudly: "Be more obedient!" Pulling her, he strode forward.Zhou Shi couldn't keep up, staggered, almost fell, was so angry that he shook his hand: "You let go! I don't want you to give it away!" Wei Qing looked at her coldly, grabbed her waist domineeringly, and let go a little bit. It didn't mean anything, but my feet slowed down.

Zhou Shi had a sullen face, his body was stiff, and after struggling in vain, he walked forward angrily.After such a stalemate all the way, Zhou Shi stood in front of the dormitory building and didn't see him let go for a long time, so he had to say first: "We're here." Of course Wei Qing knew that he had arrived, seeing her like this, he was in a very bad mood, and pushed her back a step, arriving at the door. Under the tree, began to kiss.

Zhou Shi was furious, his hands were restrained behind his back, his feet were pressed down as soon as he was lifted up, and his head kept tilting outward. Wei Qing was impatient and said, "Be good!" Squeeze in.

Zhou Shi saw that the students who passed by looked at her curiously, feeling ashamed and angry, and tears fell down "pattapatta".Gradually, Wei Qing began to kiss her very tenderly, and loosened her grip, but suddenly he felt a salty taste in his mouth, and only then did he realize that she was crying, and only then did he realize that he was really out of breath.

Zhou Shi was afraid of attracting attention, so he tried his best to suppress the sound of sobbing, his chest kept heaving, but his tears were like broken beads, which never stopped.Wei Qing was very annoyed, and kept coaxing in her ear: "I'm sorry, it's my fault. Zhou Shi, be good, don't cry..." He patted her on the back as he spoke.

Zhou Shi was so wronged that he didn't dare to cry out loud, his heart was suffocated, he pushed him away with one hand, wiped his tears with the back of his hand indiscriminately, and ran into the dormitory sullenly without looking at anyone.

Wei Qing looked at her back in frustration, he was really impulsive, why should he compete with her.He immediately called her, but of course Zhou Shi didn't answer, turned his head and turned off the phone, and unplugged the dormitory phone line.

She lay under the quilt with red eyes, and shed a few more tears, thinking sadly: There is more than a little difference between Wei Qing and her, no matter in terms of identity, status or age, they are really not good people.All she relies on is that he dotes on her. Once he gets tired of it, what is the difference between her and a bitter woman?
Wei Qing called several times a night and couldn't get through, even the dormitory phone. Knowing that she was angry, he thought: Let's talk about it in a few days, and go to her again when her anger subsides.According to her bad temper, if you go to her now, you won't get rejected.

After the Lantern Festival, school starts.The class meeting was held as usual, and it was rare for the students in the class to gather together, and Zhang Shuai was no exception.Zhou was in a very bad mood because of Wei Qing's affairs, and he sat in the farthest corner sullenly.Zhang Shuai sat on the other side and turned to look at her several times, but she didn't notice.

Old man Xiao was still earnest, and earnestly advised everyone to correct their attitudes, study hard, and work hard.Everyone was still yawning, and finally finished speaking, and everyone dispersed.Zhou Shi lay at the window and saw that the peach trees protruding in seemed a little new. The peach blossoms were spring again, but it was a pity that the cold rain came in the morning and the wind came later, and it was too hasty.Look at the weather, gloomy, it seems to rain.She couldn't help feeling sad and tender.

Zhang Shuai sat down beside her, looked at her, and said, "Have you caught a cold? You look listless, your complexion is not good, and your lips are pale." Zhou Shi shook his head and said, "No, the weather is not good, so you are a little bit spirited." Not good." Because of Wei Qing, her belt gradually became wider, and she was haggard because of Qing.

Zhang Shuai hesitated for a while, but still said: "Zhou Shi, I was surprised to see you and Mr. Wei together that night..." Zhou Shi lazily said, "I was also surprised to see you." Zhang Shuai Mo Ran said for a while, "I remember you said before that you have nothing to do with Mr. Wei."

Zhou Shi sighed: "That was before, even if I have something with him now, I can't tell in the future." Zhang Shuai stopped talking, and it took a long time before he said: "I saw you and Mr. Wei together, I..." He didn't continue. , but his expression was gloomy and his tone was low.

Zhou Shi buried his head in his arms and said in a low voice, "You may think I'm a vain girl, but it doesn't matter. If you were someone else, you would think so too." Some things are really beyond the comprehension of outsiders , Even the authorities are confused, let alone others.If Zhang Shuai misunderstood her because of this, there is nothing to say.

Zhang Shuai shook his head and said, "No, I never thought about it that way. Zhou Shi, I've never seen a girl as beautiful as you. I like you very much, really."

Zhou thought he was comforting herself, so she smiled at him and said, "Thank you, your way of complimenting people is very cute." But there was still a melancholy in her smile that couldn't be wiped away.

Zhang Shuai sighed, as if it was too late, so he asked, "Are you and Mr. Wei dating?" Zhou Shi nodded and said, "Yes now, I don't know in the future." He could hear the pessimism in her tone, and asked, "Why?" Already?" He was always worried that Zhou would be bullied.Wei Qing is a veteran in love, while Zhou Shi is just a female student who doesn't know anything.

Zhou Shi smiled wryly: "We...we had a quarrel." Zhang Shuai looked up at her and asked why.Zhou Shi turned his head and asked him, "Do you know anything about Wei Qing's family?" Zhang Shuai and him are both in the same class, so he should know a little bit.

Zhang Shuai nodded: "I've heard of it." Zhou Shi thought for a long time and asked, "On the night of the Lantern Festival, we met his sister-in-law. She was wearing a military uniform and she was very handsome." Zhang Shuai said "Oh", and said, "Mr. The eldest sister-in-law is the only daughter of Chairman Chen. I heard that she has been serving in the army. She worked hard in the army. According to my dad, she is very serious and does not pretend to speak."

Zhou Shi shook his head when he heard that, after all, it was not a political marriage of a wealthy family.She remembered Wei Qing's sister-in-law's indifferent look towards Wei Qing that night, and her indifferent look when she heard her husband's name. A serious person like her doesn't know whether her married life will be happy soon.

Zhang Shuai didn't expect that Zhou Shi was already someone else's girlfriend, so he felt helpless and said, "You and Mr. Wei quarreled, why?" Zhou Shi shook his head and said, "Zhang Shuai, I don't want to talk about this." Thinking about it now, She didn't know why he was so angry, she should be the one who was angry.He dragged and dragged her, acted roughly, and the most unacceptable thing was that he kissed her regardless of her wishes.She was still angry, and after listening to Zhang Shuai's words, she felt that the future was bleak.

Zhang Shuai apologized, and said: "You and Mr. Wei have dated, I have no comment, to be honest, I am not qualified..." His tone was a bit bitter, "But, Zhou Shi, I think you should think more clearly , isn’t it?” Of course he was not optimistic about Zhou Shi and Wei Qing.

Zhou smiled wryly. From this point of view, have she and Wei Qing come to an end?Seeing her sad, Zhang Shuai didn't know what to say. He remembered something, changed the subject, and said, "Zhou Shi, don't think too much, there will always be a way. Do you still remember that you promised me to be my model?" ?"

If he hadn't reminded him, Zhou would have forgotten all about it, and immediately said, "Yes, I thought you found someone else." Zhang Shuai shook his head and said softly, "No, I've been waiting for you."

Zhou Shi managed to pull himself together and asked, "Now? You bring the drawing board, can I just rely on it?" Zhang Shuai shook his head: "No, this time it's not just a sketch, I must draw it well. When the weather is fine, the flowers will be finished." It's open too, let's go to the suburbs."

Zhou Shi had no objection, and said, "This year's spring came really early, look..." She pointed out the window, "They've all sprouted, and they will bloom soon."

Zhou Shi's love will soon blossom, although there will be a little wind and rain in the middle.

Although Zhou Shi was troubled, her studies distracted her.She was waiting for the results of the postgraduate entrance examination and was very anxious.Some school grades are released early, while others' grades are quite high. She feels a lot of pressure.Although she took the exam from her own school, if the scores are not on the line, no matter how good her professional performance is, it is useless. Besides, she still wants to get public funding, because in that case, the high tuition fee will no longer be a worry.

Both her relationship and her studies fell into a low ebb, which made her lose all confidence.Zhou Shi complained that the school was procrastinating and the scores had not yet come out. On the other hand, he had heard that Bi Qiujing had been admitted to Tsinghua University with the top score in her major.It is difficult for a school like theirs to be admitted to Tsinghua University in a few years.Compared with herself, she was more anxious and worried.

Regarding Wei Qing's matter, she wanted to ask Lin Feifei for advice, and she was upset now.If it was before, she would have ignored it at all, and could afford to let it go.But now he is not so chic, after all, he has real feelings, even if he lets go, he still has some nostalgia.However, looking at the current situation, it seems that a decision must be made.She is hesitant about whether to be together or to be together. She should be divided intellectually, but she still hopes to be together emotionally.Father, like son.Lin Feifei has always been aware of her affairs, and hopes to provide her with pertinent advice.

When Zhou Shi went to find Lin Feifei, he was surprised to find that she and Gao Yang were together again.Gao Yang was her ex-boyfriend, maybe an ex-ex, the two broke up for some unknown reason, but they got together again unexpectedly.Gao Yang handed her the bag, leaving the two of them to talk about themselves, very gentlemanly.

Zhou Shi watched Gao Yang's tall back disappear behind the door, poked Lin Feifei and asked, "Are you reconciled with him?" Didn't Lin Feifei keep singing "Good horses don't turn their heads back, there are no grasses anywhere in the world" " of it?Why did he change his temper now, Ken lowered his body.

Lin Feifei shook her head, sighed and said, "I can't help it, Nie Yuan." Even so, it could be seen that she was quite happy.Zhou Shi joked with a smile: "What about those sons and gentlemen from before?" Lin Feifei frowned and said: "Don't mention it, on the surface they look like human beings and are well-dressed, but in fact they are beasts in clothes. I have learned a lesson, and I have seen it through. It's not interesting to play anymore. Gao Yang also promised not to mess around with other female models, forget it, for him, it's worth it to turn around once."

Zhou Shi lamented that her affairs were considered complete, but she still didn't know what to do.So he told her what had happened in the past few days and asked her what she thought.After hearing this, Lin Feifei was a little surprised, and asked, "Has he come to your house for the New Year?" Zhou nodded, thinking of this, it was even more difficult to make a decision.Getting along day and night, it is inevitable that love will develop for a long time.

Lin Feifei also knows that this kind of persuasion is thankless, and it is easy to be wrong inside and outside, but from the standpoint of a friend, she still said cautiously: "Zhou Shi, what did you plan to do? You just want to talk to him. A love affair, or some other purpose—or marriage?"

Zhou Shi was taken aback, and quickly waved his hands and said, "No, I never thought about it!" Marriage, why do people keep mentioning marriage to her recently?The reason why she felt that getting married was far away from her was largely because she herself hadn't even reached the legal age for marriage.

Lin Feifei shrugged and said, "Since you don't take this as the premise, then when a man and a woman are together, there will naturally be divisions and unions. If you want to be together, you can unite, and if you think it's inappropriate, you can divide." Zhou Shi fell powerlessly on the table, moaning Said: "I also know this truth. But I really like him a little bit-look at me now, I'm so worthless!"

Lin Feifei sighed: "I used to like that son, handsome and funny, not all for his money, but he just plays with you, gets tired of playing, and then ignores you No. Waiting for you to get closer, it would be shameless. To be honest, Wei Qing did this to other women before."

This made Zhou Shi's heart go cold.Wei Qing was right to be nice to her, but for how long?Now it's a bit muddy, what if he changes his mind in the future?I call myself not to respond every day, and the earth and the earth are not working, and I can't tell if I have suffering.It didn't matter in the past, she didn't like him, and she would break up with him every now and then; but now it's different, knowing that it's impossible, but still clinging to it, when the time comes when he really abandons him, it can only be said to be her own fault.

Thinking about it this way, I suddenly woke up.She originally only wanted to talk about a relationship of enjoyment, so far, Wei Qing has done a good job.If you can't continue, then so be it.She didn't want to make her physically and mentally exhausted, and she didn't want to be doomed, so she hurriedly reined in the precipice while she was still able to retreat, and turned her back on the shore.

Zhou is alone, only to protect himself.

When Wei Qing called to ask her to meet, she had already made up her mind, so she readily agreed.The wind is blowing and the water is cold, Zhou is a tragic break that will never return.

The place was chosen by Zhou Shi, who said he would go to the Summer Palace to play.She wanted to find a place with a better view to break up, and maybe her mood would not be so bad.She insisted not to let Wei Qing come to pick her up, saying that they would meet at the Yunhui Yuyu archway.One arrived early on a borrowed bicycle.Standing under the archway, waiting left and right for the Wei Qing people to still not come, I thought to myself, is it so difficult to split hands?
Zhou Shi put his hands in his trouser pockets and dangled around. When he was bored, a handsome young foreign guy came up to strike up a conversation and asked if the entrance of the Summer Palace should go forward. In front, turn left, turn left, and go inside.When people understood, she was sweating all over.Seeing that she was pretty, the young man wanted to strike up a conversation.Zhou Shi thought to himself: Oh my god, what else do you need to ask, hurry up and find someone who speaks English fluently.

Wei Qing was very happy to hear that Zhou was willing to meet him. Thinking that she was not angry anymore, she rushed here excitedly, whistling all the way.As usual, there was a traffic jam on the road. The section from Tsinghua University to the Summer Palace was so congested that it was so dark that he threw the car on the side of the road and trotted over.

As soon as he arrived, he saw that Zhou Shi was chatting happily with the foreign devil. He rushed up and put his arms around Zhou Shi's waist, full of possessiveness, but on the surface he asked politely in English: "Sir, can I help you?" The man understood that a famous flower has its owner, shrugged his shoulders, thanked Zhou Shi repeatedly, and walked away slowly.

Wei Qing pretended to be casual and asked: "What did you tell him?" Zhou took his wolf claws away and said, "It's nothing, he just asked for directions." Wei Qing snorted, asking for directions so attentively!Put your hands on it again.Zhou is helpless, forget it, just treat it as the last time, let's go in and talk.

(End of this chapter)