dear archimedes

Chapter 51: Serious True Love (3)
She has never reacted slowly, and maybe she hasn't realized that she likes him.

But when I think about it carefully, she is always dull and indifferent, unable to tell what she likes; looking at him will not be like seeing colorful candies, the beautiful eyes are shining brightly.

Yan Su was very depressed.They've held hands and hugged, attended weddings and movies, slept and lived together.Inadvertently, there have been many small intimacy.But all this can only prove that
It was he who was tempted.

He opened his eyes very gently and slowly, looking at the tall stained glass window, the bright sunlight fell on his eyes, deep and silent.Recalling that night, he pretended to be calm and kissed her, and she became more and more nervous every time...

How disturbed she should be, in her eyes, what is the difference between him and those people who don't ask her if she likes to imprison her.

Half an hour later, he called Eva.

Eva's tone was bad: "9 o'clock on Sunday morning, don't you think this time is inappropriate?"

"Listening to your voice, I've been awake for more than an hour."

The opponent stopped.

"Sorry to interrupt your mating with Danny Lin."

Eva petrified.

Yan Su recalled that Zhen Ai said to be kind: "I'm sorry to bother you. Good morning, and by the way, say hello to Danny Lin for me."

Eva weathered directly, and after a while, she heard Lin Danny's distant voice: "SA morning!"

Eva was irritable: "Who will you say hello to that freak, lie down for me!" A second later, she said into the microphone, "I want to sleep, I have something to say in a few hours."

"EVA."

Eva raised an eyebrow.Knowing him for more than ten years, he always said "Diaz".Only the last name is called, never the first name.

"what's up?"

Yan Su briefly described the situation, and Eva said, "Could it be that your kissing skills are not good?"

"..."

Eva finished laughing, and quickly stopped playing: "SA, I think Ai is a very careful girl in terms of relationships. Let's put it this way, I like someone, and no matter what the ending is, I will enjoy fighting for it now. But she is the opposite, Even if she likes you, if she thinks that you will not have an ending, then she would rather not start and maintain the relationship of friends forever. She would rather like you silently than destroy the current relationship. "

Yan Su was stunned: "She's so cute." But at the same time, it made him feel bad.

"SA, you kissed her, everything was clear. It's embarrassing to be friends. Lovers? You are prepared for this, have you thought about it? Although I don't want to praise you, a man like you is too top-notch to be expected .Your brain can't be understood by ordinary people. Are you sure she is your soul mate? I will think of these questions, let alone Ai?

SA, if you provoke Ai without thinking about these issues, you will definitely hurt her.For a girl like her, it is very difficult for ordinary people to hurt her, but once hurt, it will kill her. "

Yan Su was silent for a long time: "It's never been so clear as it is now."

Zhen Ai sat in the sunlight in front of the French windows, holding a glass, the misty water vapor floated up, reflecting her quiet and lonely face.

Mother said, don't love, love is a prison; whoever loves is locked in his prison.

If you love, you will no longer have a free mood, no more worry-free mood.

But Zhen Ai doesn't understand.In the days before, there was no love, but there was no freedom and carelessness, no relaxation and comfort.

She hadn't seen Yan Su for several days, and was buried in the laboratory for several days. She was not a little excited about the progress of the research.

The events of Easter are vivid.He was right, she just liked him and wanted him.Why dare not admit it?Not only dare not admit it, but also become mean and rude.

He has everything she wants.Pure, wise, bright, upright, warm.So much warmth, warmth that I have never experienced since I was a child.What she was afraid of, he also had.Too pure, too wise, too bright, too upright, too warm.

The sun fell into the undulating water glass, refracting colorful light, and the man's words were still in his ears: Little C, no matter how far you escape, the imprint we left on you will never be erased for a lifetime.

She has no right to love and be loved.She was in a daze, she shouldn't have fantasies, she couldn't be an ordinary girl.

She bowed her head, feeling sad.

There was a melodious violin playing outside the door, a tune I had never heard before, sometimes sad and sometimes sunny, sometimes sad and sometimes bright.

Zhen Ai's heart became flowing water, flowing slowly to the tune of the violin.She was fascinated by it, and couldn't help getting up to open the door, but it was someone she was very familiar with.

The cane was put aside, and he was standing upright in the corridor with a white violin on his shoulder.I haven't seen him for a few days, but he is still the same, clean and elegant, even though his right foot is inconvenient, he is still tall and handsome.

When she opened the door, he glanced at her peacefully, and unhurriedly played the last few notes on the string before lowering his eyes again.The light brown eyes fell quietly on her face, her voice was deep and tender,
"Hi!"

With a soft sound, just like the lingering sound of the violin, it reveals endless thoughts.

"To Zhen Ai"

Zhen Ai supported the edge of the door, her heart trembled slightly, she looked up at him with her dark eyes, she didn't respond, and she didn't invite him in.

The two stood silently on both sides of the door line, looking at each other quietly.

In fact, there is no need to say anything, just look at each other and tell everything.

She was wearing casual clothes at home, a small white T-shirt, dark gray cotton slim-fit pants, her long hair was casually tied in a bun, and she exuded a spotless and loose temperament.

Even now that she is in front of his eyes, he still misses her so much.

And long time no see, she is also happy.It was as if he had some kind of magical power to soothe people's hearts. When I saw him, all the entanglements and gloom disappeared.

The sky was clear, the sun was shining brightly, and she was suddenly happy.It's just that for a moment, nothing can be said.

Even if you can face it calmly, you can't open your mouth suddenly.

"What are you doing here?" she asked.

He was handicapped in his legs and feet, so he came over with a cane and handed him a flat and clean letter.

Zhen Ai took it, and suddenly imagined him sitting by the piano, writing letters calmly, serious and meaningful.

She saw the bandages on his feet: "Send a letter, and come here by yourself."

"I wanted to send it to Isaac, but he talked too much. I was worried that it would drop the letter while flying halfway to talk to other birds."

"You're really not good at telling jokes, you're so cold." Zhen Ai was laughing inwardly, but her mouth shrunk, "Why didn't you put the mailbox?"

"For fear of losing it, it's better to deliver it in person."

"What letter is so precious?"

"apology letter."

Zhen Ai was taken aback: "Why do you apologize?"

Yan Su frowned inadvertently, looking a little casual and sad: "You said you hated me."

He was slightly pitiful, and it was only then that Zhen Ai realized that he had listened to the angry words at that time.I've been thinking about it over and over again these days.

Zhen Ai couldn't bear it and was annoyed: "No!"

Yan Su's eyebrows relaxed, but he didn't know how to accept it: "Then you are lying when you say you don't like me?"

Zhen Ai turned her face away: "Hmph, 'I hate you, I don't like you' is a joint proposition. One falsehood doesn't mean all falsehoods. You are still a logician."

Yan Su was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed.

Being refuted by a beloved girl with a beloved subject... speechless, really.

His eyes slowly fell on her Ruyu's neck, he unconsciously raised his hand to cover it, and whispered softly: "But I think you like me."

Zhen Ai felt her chest burn, and raised her head in astonishment: "You are narcissistic!"

His eyes were deep, he stared at her eyes without blinking for a moment, his slender fingers slowly touched her collarbone, and held her chin: "Really, say it again?"

Zhen Ai was taken aback.

Feeling the carotid artery and watching the pupil dilation is the easiest way for the CIA to detect lies.She would guard against this move early on.

For him, but can not.

"If I'm just narcissistic, can you explain why your pulse rate is 147 per minute when I'm near you?"

This idiot!

She was ashamed and angry, and wanted to push him, but she could clearly see the nervousness in his eyes.He was actually not confident in front of her, so he foolishly used his most familiar and least EQ method to prove it.

Her heart softened, and she couldn't bear to push him away.

She tilted her head, blushed and pressed against his ironing palm, and asked, "What about you?"

He didn't hesitate: "I like you very much."

Zhen Ai's heart was pounding, excited and frightened, her blood was boiling.

Is this a confession?

of course not.

He spoke again, and what he said was very written:

"Ai, I'm sorry that I kissed you in a scientific... fraudulent way without asking for your consent that day. I am very ashamed of this stupid and ungentlemanly behavior that was blinded by male hormones.

As for the behavior itself, I think it is inappropriate, but it objectively reflects my deep feelings for you.It is not a whim, but because my love for you grows day by day.Unfortunately, due to my unfamiliarity and inexperience in the emotional field, I did not control my behavior.

I am sorry.

But Ai, don't let that make you think that my affection for you is rash.On the contrary, I insist on the principle of preferring deficiency to excess.Even if you are alone all your life, you will never let it go.I have considered it carefully, and I am sure that if there is really a person in this world who is connected with my soul and soul, it is you.only you.

I said that you are the best girl I have ever seen; I know that you have a heavy past, but I am willing to face it with you, I am willing to enter your world, and I am willing to let you enter my world.

I am willing to hold you and bring you out of the dark memory; I am also willing to let you hold me and take me out of the lonely world. "

Her heart was both warm and sour, but she never expected that he could see through her thoughts.

This paragraph is formal and rigorous, logically rigorous, with complex sentence patterns, strong emotional color and full of literary quality, which is completely beyond Zhen Ai's tolerance.She lost her ability to think and was completely immersed in his deep eyes.

His face was slightly red, and he raised his jaw: "Also, as someone I like, you can enjoy many benefits for free for life, whether intellectual, psychological or physical.

If you are drunk or don't want to walk, I can carry you on the back; if you don't understand the question, I will do my best to answer it for you;
If you are unhappy, I will make you happy.Although there is still a lot to learn about this, you know, I am a genius, my learning ability is very strong, I will definitely learn to your satisfaction, oh no, your requirements are too low, until I am satisfied;

As long as you are happy, you can write and draw on my bandage anytime.

There is also the biggest privilege only given to you, you can touch anything of mine, including...my body.

From now on, you can exercise your rights. "

After finishing his melodious speech, he pointed to the envelope in Zhen Ai's hand, with a shy expression and awkward arrogance:

"That's what I just said. It's word for word. Oh, there are punctuation marks. You can read it again. My handwriting is beautiful. Well, the voice is beautiful."

As he spoke, he found a wrong topic, blushed again, and said proudly, "The oral is a commitment, and the written one is for archives. At the end, I signed my name and stamped my seal. Chinese and English.

But you don't need to be particularly nervous about this letter, even if you drop it, don't cry.I labeled it 'Zhen Ai', 'Promise' and 'Unique', and I remembered it clearly in my head.

I'm very trustworthy, and I don't know what to say.

But that doesn't mean you can throw it away and not cherish..."

"I will cherish it!"

Before Yan Su finished speaking, her arms were filled with softness.

His words have already dispelled all her apprehension and doubts, she shouldn't have doubted, how could he not think carefully, how could he just play around?

Zhen Ai rushed over and snuggled into his arms, wrapping her arms around him.The smell of him, full and safe, made her feel at ease.She stood on tiptoe, ironed her face, leaned close to his ear, and whispered:

"Yan Su, I like you too, very deeply."

The corners of his lips were curved, he wrapped his arms around her waist tenderly, and lowered his head to kiss her pink ears: "Fortunately."

Zhen Ai sent Yan back downstairs, and when he reached the side of the road, he handed her a piece of paper: "I figured it out. This messy string of numbers and letters is not a password, but a call number in a messed up order."

"Call number?"

"Look at the third row of letters in the middle."

98. 23. 15. 85. 85. 74. 66. 93. 78. 96. 87. 65. 86.
CEGPDORXAUQLI
GV. DJK. KWX. QM. RB. BC. HV. NE. UG. LT. AY. PZ. SF
943. 734. 151. 215. 186. 181. 194. 237. 278. 117. 121. 141. 245.
49.01.13.01.71.67.61.35.45.27.03.31.35
Zhen Ai came to a sudden: "The Library of Congress classification does not have I and O, because I am afraid of being confused with the numbers 1 and 0. The first two digits of the year are omitted in the first line, the second line is the author's initials, and the third line is the first letter of the author's name. It is the book classification number, the fourth line is the book number, and the fifth line is the species number. So this is 13 books. No wonder my brother said that he can solve it by reading more books. Yan Su, thank you for thinking about it!"

Yan Su turned the note over, "These are the 13 book titles."

Zhen Ai is like a treasure: "Thank you."

"It's up to you to continue deciphering, but Ai, I hope you don't take risks alone. If you trust me, I will accompany you wherever you go."

Zhen Ai was stunned.

After the Maple Street bombing, the two never spoke about their unpleasant dispute that day.But now that he gave her the answer, he actually compromised and betrayed his usual prudent principle.

Yan Su said, "I thought we were confidants who could tell the truth."

confidant?

Zhen Xin's heart suddenly became warm and quiet, and she nodded: "If I need help, I will definitely find you."

After Zhen Ai went upstairs, she calmly recalled the letters on the small golden abacus her brother gave her.The real one was destroyed long ago, and a fake one was placed at the Maple Street Bank.But she memorized the letters corresponding to the front and back of the abacus beads by heart.

She didn't dare to write it out, she could only think about it in her mind. After the 13 book titles were replaced, they became chaotic letters, which were recombined and shuffled.

The second layer of code left by my brother is - summer solstice, silverland, and a poem by Emily Bronte.

Zhen Ai burned the note, the ashes rushed into the sewer, and searched online. Silverland is a small island near the Arctic Ocean.Brother's secret is there, does she want to go alone?

But Yan Su's words are still in his ears: "We are confidants who can tell the truth."

What a warm and reassuring word!

She smiled, and of course she wanted to go with him.

Zhen Ai sat in front of the dressing table, braiding her hair meticulously.She listened to Eva and searched the Internet for beautiful hairstyles.Although she doesn't dress up on weekdays, she has a strong learning ability and can learn at a glance.Slowly and meticulously for more than 10 minutes, you're done.

Standing up and looking around in the mirror, the long black and smooth hair is like a waterfall wearing a small garland, elegant and gentle.

She doesn't know how to make up, she just puts on a layer of lip gloss because she likes the color of it.Facing the mirror, she stared at the color on her lips, resisting the urge to lick them.

Yan Su is coming to pick her up soon.

On the day she accompanied him to the hospital to remove the bandages, she took a few more glances at the Swensens ice cream shop on the side of the road, where there were colorful fruits and colorful ice cream.

He saw her and took her in.

He doesn't like sweets, so he sits in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and watches her quietly.Under the summer sun, her face was so white that it was almost transparent, and she was happy.

At that time, Linkin Park's song somewhere I belong at the beginning of its debut was playing in the store.

Zhen Ai was stunned, she remembered that her brother liked it very much.

Yan Su seemed to read her mind, and reached out to wipe the biscuit crumbs from the corner of her mouth: "There is a Linkin Park concert in New York next week, do you want to go?"

Now that Zhen Ai thought of it, the cool temperature of his fingers still seemed to be on her lips, she couldn't help but bend the corners of her lips, changed her shoes and went downstairs.

Summer is here, and the sun shines on her body from among the lush leaves. She looks up at the leaf-mottled sky, which is green and blue, and she is in a good mood.

Sitting on the white bench by the side of the road, she saw Yan Su's car for a while, and she unconsciously smiled and drove away.

The white car stopped in front of her, and she sat on the side of the road obediently, smiling at him comfortably.The summer wind was blowing gently, the corners of the skirt fluttered, and the beauty seemed to have entered his memory from this moment.

(End of this chapter)