I loved you so deeply

Chapter 27 New Year (3)
Pang Zheng took off his gloves, lowered his head and bit out a cigarette from the cigarette case, tilted his head and lit it.

He leaned side by side with him in front of the car, took a deep breath of the cigarette, and exhaled a thick white smoke for a long time.

"If you lose, you might as well kill me."

This sentence was said lightly by him, but it carried a lot of weight.

I could let you go every time before, but not this time.

Tan Yu also took out a cigarette from his pocket and smoked it. After two puffs, he suddenly lowered his eyes and called Pang Zheng: "Brother."

Pang Zheng paused with his fingers holding a cigarette.

Tan Yu's voice came from next to his ears, and he was infinitely tired and sighed: "I walked away without a word back then, did you hate me?"

hate it?

Pang Zheng couldn't remember it anymore, he only remembered that gray winter at the end of that year, the first time he felt that the climate made people feel cold for no reason, that kind of chill could penetrate all the way to the limbs and bones, making people lose all vitality.

He was the last one to know that Tan Yu was leaving.

At that time, Song Fanghuai called him, and when he turned on his phone, he saw more than a dozen missed calls and text messages from his lawyer.50.00% of the shares in his pharmaceutical factory were sold overnight to a person with an unknown name and surname. Tens of millions of funds disappeared.

Probably because there were too many documents that needed to be signed before, or because he trusted Tan Yu too much, so he never read anything from the pharmaceutical factory before signing.

Pang Zheng didn't even wear socks, overtook all the way to the airport, stood at the gate of the airport, looking at each other from a distance with people coming and going, Tan Yu was holding Bai Ziqing's hand in his arms, she was leaning on his shoulder, he He put his arms around her waist, as if they were the couple who loved each other the most.

Pang Zheng has been complacent and proud for more than [-] years. For the first time, he felt that he was downright stupid.

Tan Yu was surrounded by three or four Fa Xiao who grew up together. When they saw Pang Zheng, they stepped forward to block the two of them, fearing that something big would happen.

Pang Zheng stared at Tan Yu intently, his eyes were red.

I don't know if it was the hangover from drinking with him all night last night, or he was so angry that he lost his mind, he walked over step by step, passed the hands of whoever wanted to stop him, and punched Tan Yu hard in the face.

Tan Yu staggered a few steps back after being beaten, and he still looked calm. That look was silently telling Pang Zheng that he believed it.

"why?"

"This." Tan Yu touched the blood on the corner of his mouth and smiled indifferently. He turned his head and deliberately avoided his eyes, "I have no money. I will sell your shares as travel expenses, otherwise how can I live?"

"Who the hell asked you this!"

Seeing that Pangzheng was about to explode again, Song Fanghuai and Zhang Pingjin tried their best to pull Pangzheng down, panting heavily and yelling at each other.

"Da Yu, can you stop adding fuel to the fire?"

"Brothers who have been around for more than ten years can do whatever they want. If you have any difficulties, you can tell your brothers, and you are too unreasonable to do this."

"That's right, let's calm down, Pang Zheng, there must be a reason for Dayu."

Pang Zheng was tightly restrained from behind, his chest heaving violently.

"Okay." The five joints of his right hand were rubbed in the chaos just now, and blood was oozing out, and he still stared at Tan Yu relentlessly, "I listen to you."

Tan Yu finally dared to look at him squarely, and said word by word, "I, no, what, what, yes, said, yes."

He spread his hands, and the black sweater made him look particularly rebellious: "As you can see now, I sold the pharmaceutical factory to a southern company as an assembly line, sold all the shares in my hand, and his 50.00%. I I don't want to do it anymore, and I don't want to stay in this place any longer, and now I'm going abroad. Oh yes, and I'm going to take your fiancee with me. Let's go together, both of us. "

He deliberately understated what he said, and Pang Zheng was completely mad. He broke away from the shackles of everyone, and punched him again: "Say it again."

Tan Yu was beaten to the ground this time, so he just sat there without moving, and calmly said, "I'll say it ten times and it's still the same. Pang Zheng, I've had enough of you. Since I was in junior high school, I'm your little follower, I can't compare to you in study, I can't compare to you in exams, I will always lose to you even in picking up girls and drag racing. You have a powerful grandpa and a commanding father. What about me? What do I have? We all live in the same courtyard, but everyone in this circle knows that people are divided into different classes, and even when I come back from the United States, I will follow behind you and help you work!"

The last sentence Tan Yu roared out with resentment.

"I am a dignified graduate student in medicine, and I worry about running sales every day. Ask yourself, since you invested in this pharmaceutical factory, have you ever asked me anything other than money? Project research and development, patent application, which one is not done by me personally? , but in the end? Didn’t you still take half of the shares? That’s it, it’s still rumored outside—” Tan Yu pointed himself hard with his fingers, “It’s thanks to you that I, Tan Yu, would not have me without you Today, say that you and I are the best partners, and I am your good assistant and good brother."

Tan Yu yelled: "Listen, I'm a good assistant first, a good money-making machine, and finally your good brother. These days, whoever has money can't do it. If you have money, they all turn to you. It's all about you, what about me? I'm an ungrateful beast!"

Pang Zheng listened to Tan Yu's complaint without saying a word, and suddenly felt that a place in his heart was slowly becoming desolate and dry.

Bai Ziqing stood on the side all the time without making a sound. She bent down to help Tan Yu up, her hair hanging down her shoulders fell down, blocking her face, making it difficult to see her expression.

"What about you?" Pang Zheng moved his mouth, his voice was hoarse, and finally calmed down.He looked at Bai Ziqing and asked again, "What about you?"

Bai Ziqing raised her head, wearing a white cashmere coat, she was still so charming.She opened her mouth slowly and pushed Pang Zheng into hell: "A Zheng, foreign countries are indeed more suitable for my development. Tan Yu and I... We have been together for a long time, and I have been keeping it from you."

Pang Zheng felt that his life was finally complete, and when he was at his happiest, he was mercilessly betrayed by his friends and lover at the same time.

This has accumulated several lifetimes of great virtue.

Bai Ziqing couldn't bear to see Pang Zheng like this, and tried to grab his hand, with tears in her eyes: "A Zheng, Ah Zheng...don't do this. I really can't lose this opportunity, I've done it for you I gave up the chance to apply for the National Center for the Performing Arts once, this time I really can't...I..."

Before she finished speaking, Tan Yu had already pulled her back into his arms: "So do you understand? Why didn't Ziqing participate in the details of your family's wedding preparations before, because she was with me, discussing how to escape Your plan. Pang Zheng, don't be too self-righteous."

At that moment, Pang Zheng was finally discouraged.

He didn't have the energy to ask for more details and reasons. Tan Yu's every word was like a knife piercing his heart, and the lover he thought would be with him for the rest of his life, for the so-called better development opportunities Also left him, in front of so many people.

He put his red and swollen hands into his trouser pockets, his eyes were sore, and tears seemed to roll out: "Then let's go."

Looking at the large suitcases on the trolley, Pang Zheng said slowly and exhaustedly, "Then you guys go."

He turned and left, walking on his own, out of the airport gate, out of the crowds, his back looked tired and lonely.

The few friends behind were worried about following Pangzheng, and they were worried about Tan Yu. They all knew in their hearts that Pangzheng was going to collapse after this.

That was the darkest day of the Pontiff's life.

Thinking about it after such a long time, I suddenly became less bitter.

The cigarette in Pang Zheng's hand was about to burn out, he tilted his head and took another puff, and put out the cigarette end with lowered eyes: "I don't hate it. It's all over."

The pharmaceutical factory that was sold at the beginning has now established Shengheng's chemical research center, and the days of abject poverty have passed. He got married and had a wife. During these years, he gradually learned to be silent and forbearing, learned to Tolerance and acceptance seems to be even smoother than back then.

If you say you must care, it's probably the moment you raced with him just now.

What he has always needed is just such a chance to let himself vent, a chance to calm down his self-esteem and pride when he was a boy.

Tan Yu knew that Pang Zheng's words were true.

He has always, always, been more mature than himself.

"I really can't help it, brother, I had to go at that time."

Tan Yu breathed out a breath of smoke lightly, that period of time was humiliating and tormenting to Pang Zheng, so why not to himself.

His father went to jail because of his work mistakes, and all his family property was seized. As the only son, he didn't know what he had to face.He sold the pharmaceutical factory cruelly, and what he thought about every day in those few days was how to get out of his body without hurting others.

"Actually, you were too busy when I sold the shares. You were busy preparing for the wedding with Bai Ziqing and your Sheng Heng. As long as you come back and pay more attention to the situation here, you will be able to notice the difference. My dad I had already heard some rumors before the accident, it was the last night he stayed at home, he called me to the study, told me to leave quickly, don’t think about anything, after all, there are green hills left, so I’m not afraid of running out of firewood.”

So the best way is to hide your name and go away, and bid farewell to the people and things in the past.

Pang Zheng knew about this, although it was long after he left.

At that time, if Tan Yu didn't leave, not to mention the pharmaceutical factory, he partnered with him, and all the assets under his name would be thoroughly checked, and his family might be involved.

He sold his shares partly because of that and partly because he needed the money.

It's just that he never expected that on the eve of his departure, Bai Ziqing actually found him.

Tan Yu sighed: "I didn't expect that she would look for me. In the middle of the night, she almost knelt down for me at the door of my house, and said that there was no way out. At that time, I thought, I will take the blame for this." Memorizing, memorizing two is also memorizing, anyway, in your eyes, I am already like that, and I am not bad for this crime."

Pang Zheng didn't speak, Tan Yu glanced at him, and smirked: "Do you think I'm pretty bad, I haven't talked about this matter for so many years, so I must tell you at this time?"

Pang Zheng moved, and said lightly: "Then don't talk about it."

He really didn't want to know.

"She's sick." Tan Yu stopped Pang Zheng's hand to open the door and shouted.

Pang Zheng stopped unexpectedly and looked at Tan Yu across the car.

"Maybe...you were hurt when you danced before, or maybe it was detected by the physical examination before you were going to get married. I don't know the specific situation." Tan Yu scratched his head awkwardly when he said this, " Anyway, you also know that dancers always try their best to avoid pregnancy and take medicine to keep in shape. The doctor said that they will not be able to conceive in the future. Your mother doesn’t know how to know this. The Hai General Hospital is full of you The eyeliner of the old lady at home, she once looked for her, and she spoke very relentlessly, probably meaning to let her go."

Pang Zheng's eyes trembled: "When did it happen?"

"It was when you were preparing for your wedding. At that time, a foreign dance troupe asked her to be a female soloist. The opportunity was rare. In fact, the choice was already obvious. If she married you without telling this, life would definitely be difficult in the future. Your old lady's temper can't give her good fruit. She has danced and danced for half her life. In this line of work, you know, the cheapest thing to sacrifice is probably family, and love is nothing. At least, your next family and dance , she must catch one.

"She cried for a long time, which made me feel uncomfortable, and I also felt uncomfortable when I should make a decision. Bai Ziqing is not young, if I don't take this opportunity to go up, I will be a university student in the future. The life of a guest dance lecturer, so she couldn't find a better reason to leave you, so she came to me and asked me to help her act. Just in time for me to pack my luggage at home, she bumped into me and had to tell the truth She, so there's that scene you saw at the airport."

Premarital checkups, infertility, Mrs. Pang went to see Bai Ziqing, but she never knew about these things.

Pang Zheng was irritable, and subconsciously touched the cigarette. The cigarette case was empty, and he crumpled it into a ball and held it in the palm of his hand.

Tan Yu poured out all the bitterness at the beginning, feeling relieved: "After she left, she regretted it all the time, and she became a little depressed in the end. Later, I accompanied her to check up again when I was abroad, and I didn't want to do such a wicked thing. If the doctor said there was still room, I would definitely find a way to send her back, but in the end..."

Tan Yu didn't go any further, and Pang Zheng understood.

As a result, she resolutely went abroad and became the female solo dancer she had always dreamed of.

At this point, Tan Yu finally softened with Pang Zheng and expressed his heart: "Brother, whether you say I mean it or not, I will tell you what happened back then without reservation. The first time I returned to Beijing In [-], Fang Huai and the others came to me and wanted me to admit my mistake to you, but I couldn't let go of face until they told me that you bought the pharmaceutical factory back. I didn't move back. Now call you brother , You should or should not, I don't care, but I have passed this test myself."

He rubbed his heart and smiled wryly: "I owe you the tens of millions of yuan. Over the years, I set up a research laboratory outside and invested in it. When I get back the original, I will pay you back double."

Tan Yu raised his eyebrows when he said this, and subconsciously bit his lip with the sharp canine teeth on his left side. It was his habitual expression when his father beat him up when he was a child and he didn't want to admit his mistake.

Even if you are standing now, don't lose the youthful heart of the past.

The emotions between men are always more direct than women, there is not so much love and hate, and the competition is nothing more than a high or low.

Pang Zheng smiled: "Just treat it as a gift for you, and eat something good abroad later, you are a big man, don't always play street art with others and wear wedding dresses to make money."

He lived a difficult life abroad. In order to earn money, he followed an art team to wear a wedding dress and walk on the street.Last time, when Pang Zheng celebrated his birthday, the question he deliberately asked while playing I never was also indirectly telling Tan Yu that he actually knew about his situation abroad. Tan Yu was not stupid, of course he could hear it.

Tan Yu got into the car and saw that Pang Zheng was standing still, so he lowered the car window again: "I didn't tell you these things to disturb you, I don't know why Bai Ziqing came back suddenly, but I think big men shouldn't turn their heads Grass, you are soft-hearted, and now that you are married, I am afraid that she will talk nonsense to you with what happened back then."

"I know, I know it." Pang Zheng patted his car door, "Get lost."

It was almost morning.

Pang Zheng drove home slowly, the house was quiet except for a big red lantern lit in the living room.

There were also dumplings left for him by Mrs. Pang on the table, which were specially packed in an insulated box.Pang Zheng pulled out his chair, sat at the dining table for a while, smoked a cigarette, and unconsciously remembered what Tan Yu had said to him.

Bai Ziqing... Bai Ziqing...

I recited the name silently several times between my lips and teeth, and it seemed that the knot that had been lingering in my heart had also been untied.

The original intention should be to go to his mother to ask clearly about the original matter, but after calming down and thinking about it, it seems redundant, the past is over, he believes that everything the people around him do is out of unspeakable difficulties, As for the right and wrong methods, how much others have been hurt, I will leave it to him to find a suitable opportunity to make up for it in the future.

After all, he now has something more worth cherishing.

Upstairs, Gu Jin was sleeping lightly in his original bedroom, frowning slightly, apparently not sleeping peacefully.Because she couldn't find suitable pajamas, she went to his closet and found a half-sleeve T-shirt casually.

A white lotus-like arm was exposed.

Pang Zheng sat on the edge of the bed and stared at her for a while, before he felt a bit of fear belatedly.

Today, if he races fast, if he is careless, and if he is brave enough, he may never see her again.

With this in mind, he leaned over to kiss Gu Jin's lips, rubbing her soft and sweet lips with reluctance.Gu Jin was awakened by him, struggling to push Pang Zheng's head: "When did you come back?"

She woke up in a daze, her voice sounded soft and sleepy after a light sleep.

(End of this chapter)