Concubine Mad Concubine: Fifth Miss of the Prime Minister's House

Chapter 1004 Concubine Rou's Memories, Past Events

Concubine Rou had a long talk with Murong Jingxue in the dark room, talking about her past, and all the grievances and grievances between her and the eldest grandson Miyue.

"I am the princess of Nanzhao. I am the youngest in my family. My elder brother has loved me very much since I was a child. My elder brother will take care of everything for me. I have always wanted a younger brother or younger sister. I share everything with her. It was not realized in Nanzhao, but it was realized when I met the eldest grandson Miyue in the Eastern Jin Palace. I married into the Eastern Jin Dynasty from Nanzhao, and the concubines in the harem were hostile to me. Changsun Miyue won't, she was one year younger than me at that time, and every time she saw me, she was timid, and every time she was called sister or sister."

"At that time, she had just entered the palace not long ago. Every time she got something rare in the palace, she would first think of me and give it to me. Every time she was bullied by other concubines in the palace, she would come to me with teary eyes. Every time I try my best to stand up for her, at that time I really treated her like my own sister."

"The emperor has always been exposed to rain and dew, but for some reason, she has never been to her palace, which makes her very distressed. Every time she comes to tell me that she is alone in the empty room, the lonely expression makes me The heart of the silhouette was moved, so every time the emperor came to my place, I always tried every means to send the emperor to her, so that the emperor could pamper her. Later, the emperor gradually went to her palace for more days, and she came to me The time in the palace is also short, even if every time I come, I will send someone to bring some things over, and I will leave after saying hello."

"This matter continued until I became pregnant." Concubine Rou paused, and then explained to Murong Jingxue, "Zhan'er is not my first child, I was pregnant with a child before, but was conceived. .killed..."

Talking about the child, Concubine Rou couldn't hold back her tears, she clenched her fist angrily, "If it wasn't for her, if it wasn't for her, my child wouldn't have died, and I never knew that my child was killed by her." I was killed by Concubine Li. I still foolishly thought that my child was killed by Concubine Li. Now that I think about it, I feel ashamed of my child. An innocent life...”

When Concubine Rou talked about this, Murong Jingxue could still see the pained look on her face, presumably this was something that had caused her pain for many years, and she had been living in pain and self-blame for many years.

"At that time, the imperial doctor diagnosed me as pregnant. The emperor was happy and rewarded me with many things. He also ordered me to rest well and take good care of my body. Because of my pregnancy, all the concubines in the palace came to congratulate me and gave me many gifts. Give me things, some supplements, and some gold and silver ornaments. At that time, Concubine Li gave me a pair of jade bracelets. The pair of jade bracelets were the best in terms of color and workmanship. At that time, I fell in love with them immediately. After picking up this pair of jade bracelets, I happily put them on my hands and never left my body until I had an accidental miscarriage. The emperor was furious and ordered the imperial physician to investigate the matter thoroughly. After half a month of hard work, the imperial physician actually found out There is musk on the jade bracelet on my hand, and the amount of musk on this bracelet is very large, and my child is because of... "

Concubine Rou choked with sobs and finished the sentence intermittently, "My child...it is because of this...the musk in this bracelet that caused a miscarriage...that is still an unformed child."

(End of this chapter)