Concubine Mad Concubine: Fifth Miss of the Prime Minister's House

Chapter 1045 Murong Qingxue hides deeply

Mu Rong Qingxue sat quietly in the room alone, holding a small dagger in her hand, with exquisite patterns on it, Mu Rong Qingxue kept rubbing her hands, just like rubbing a beloved treasure.

Memories flashed in my mind, it was a handsome young man in white who saved her when she was being bullied and gave her this dagger, saying it was for her self-defense.

For many years, she has kept this dagger on her body. It sounds good to be in case of emergency, but she understands in her heart that the reason why she puts this dagger on her body every day is actually for that person. This is something that person gave her. It was the first time he gave her something, and it was also the first time she received something from someone else. She cherished it very much, so she carried it with her every day.

She has been trying her best to restrain her desire for him, because she knows that they are impossible, so she has been trying her best to suppress her emotions, and she doesn't even dare to look at him more, for fear that she will reveal something Telling the truth, she was afraid that someone would see through her mind if she was not careful, she wanted to quietly store that person in the corner of her heart, and never mention it to anyone for the rest of her life.

It was rumored outside that Zhan Wang was a fool, a cripple, burned beyond recognition by the abnormal fire, and even burned the most important lifeline, he was a waste at all, every time she heard these words, she smiled slightly, she You know, Zhan Wang is not as good as they say, he is not a fool, his mind is smarter than anyone else, he is not disabled, his legs are not inferior to others, not only is he not ugly, but also has a good manners Pianpian handsome man, as for his lifeblood, let alone, he must be fine.

But now, he is going to get married. Although she knew that there were many concubines in his mansion before, she also knew that those concubines were forced onto him by others, and he didn't take them back at all. I have never touched them before, on the one hand because I have no feelings for them, on the other hand it is also because of the rumors outside that he doesn't do it, and since he is acting, he has to do a full set, she knows this, she has always known it.

But now the person he wants to marry is Murong Jingxue. Although she doesn't go to Zhanwangfu often, she knows clearly from the cold-blooded and cold conversations in Zhanwangfu that her master, Zhanwangye, He loves Murong Jingxue, he wants to marry her because of love, he doesn't care that she was engaged to the fourth prince, and he doesn't care that she was a fool before, because of love.
There was something hot dripping down her face, Qingxue raised her head, trying to let the tears flow back, but she forgot that once the tears flow out, even if you want to, there is no way for them to flow back anyway, just like human tears Feelings are average, once you pay, want to get it back, it is more difficult than going to heaven.

Wipe off the teardrops on your face, and whisper to yourself, Murong Qingxue, why are you crying, he doesn't belong to you in the first place, he never belonged to you, you are just wishful thinking, why are you crying ?

She always thought that she was covering up very well, no one could see her affection for her master, and no one in the prime minister's mansion knew that she was actually a secret guard of the Zhanwang's mansion, and no one knew that she knew martial arts, she had been hiding it all the time Very well, she had deceived everyone, but she couldn't deceive herself in the end.

(End of this chapter)