Concubine Mad Concubine: Fifth Miss of the Prime Minister's House

Chapter 2045 I only think she looks like the queen of Shangguan

The reason why she agreed to be a saint was not to fulfill the wish of the previous saint, nor to benefit the people of the country. She was not that great. From the beginning to the end, all she wanted was to be by his side. I can see him every day.

She guards by his side every day, watching how he handles state affairs and how he does what a monarch should do. She is satisfied with this. Although she knows that a saint can't marry in this life, she wants , just being able to be by his side.

She knows that once people know her thoughts, and people know that she has such thoughts for the king, she will be deposed as a saint and driven out of Nanzhao Kingdom. It is not terrible to be deposed. It's not scary to go out of Nanzhao Kingdom, what's scary is not being able to be by his side and see him all the time.So for many years, she has been carefully hiding her thoughts, doing what a saint should do, doing her part, and preventing anyone from seeing her thoughts on the king.

She has been doing very well, and no one in Nanzhao can see her thoughts on the king.

Just now, she saw that the king was about to say the answer, but she didn't have the courage to listen, she was afraid, she was afraid to hear the king say it himself, he loves Murong Jingxue very much, what should she do in that case?
As long as she didn't say it, she could comfort herself in her heart and lie to herself, saying that the king didn't like her, but just took extra care of her because she was his cousin's future wife.

Seeing what the king did for Murong Jingxue, she admitted that she was jealous.

The treatment that Murong Jingxue enjoys now is that she has worked hard for several years, no, not only her, but also those concubines in the harem, who have worked hard for many years and have never had it, and Murong Jingxue got it easily On the one hand, she envied Murong Jingxue, and on the other hand, she was very jealous of Murong Jingxue. These two emotions were constantly tormenting in her heart, and she was extremely painful.

She thought about just leaving like this and not caring about anything else, but she was not willing to let the king
She also thought about doing something to Murong Jingxue, making her completely disappear from this world, but Murong Jingxue was so kind to her, and besides, she is also a dying person, how could she be so ruthless as to do something to her?

"Yan Yan." At some point, Bei Tangchen stood behind Yan Yan and called out.

Yan Yan was startled, then straightened her appearance, turned around slowly, and saluted Bei Tangchen: "Master."

Seeing Yan Yan's red eyes, Bei Tangchen was a little surprised: "Yan Yan, have you ever cried?"

"No, the wind blows my eyes a bit uncomfortable." As he spoke, he wiped his eyes.

Bei Tangchen understood, and suddenly sighed softly: "Yan Yan, I know that you and Jingxue have a good relationship. Although you haven't known each other for long, your relationship is like sisters. Seeing her like this, you I'm definitely not feeling well, but don't worry, I will do my best to heal Jingxue's illness."

It turned out that he thought she was crying because she was worried about Miss Murong, since he thought so, then he thought so!
Thinking of this, he nodded his head heavily.

"Yan Yan, Jingxue and I are not what you think, I'm just, just" Yan Yan's question just now, he still took it to heart, he felt that he needed to explain: "I just think she is very similar to Queen Shangguan. "

(End of this chapter)