The next wife of the cold noodle president

Chapter 65 Sleepless Night (Part [-])
073 Sleepless Night ([-])
Lin Xueyi sensitively felt that something was wrong with that man, but he didn't say anything, and she couldn't ask any more questions.

However, a phone call disturbed her heart again.

It's really sad, with just a few simple words, my heart can't be at peace again. How can I convince myself and others that I can really let go of him and forget about him?
"You used to treat me so hard and love me with all your heart. I feel very happy, and that's enough."

Is this enough?He felt happy, but what about her happiness?

If he really understood her, wouldn't he know the happiness she wanted?
It's just that love so far has been like a journey of flames, the flames are soaring into the sky, and the way back and the way back are invisible.

The past is vivid and cannot be erased.

On the day we left, the sky was cloudy.

A thin shirt, a box.Grief turned to ashes, walking out miserable all the way.

Helplessness and despair, like boundless wildfire, rushed towards her and devoured her in an instant.Like being alone in a sea of ​​fire, the unspeakable pain in my heart has nowhere to be heard, only loneliness is left flowing.

It was her dearest and dearest who abandoned her, and his world exiled her.

For countless nights after that, she suffered from insomnia all night long.For a period of time, her greatest wish was to fall asleep, sleep the time into darkness, and sink all the burning memories in the black river of last night.

Fortunately, Aqiao helped her find a good shelter early so that she would not live on the streets.

In those few days, she kept looking at her worriedly, for fear that something might happen to her.Then he asked cautiously: "Xueyi, what are you going to do?"

"How do you plan? Of course you have to live on." She answered bitterly.

How else?

She used to think that she was very close to happiness, so close that she could touch it.However, when she really stretched out her hand, she realized that what she was holding was just a handful of emptiness.

The only, the only happiness has been incinerated into ashes in the flames.

But, life still has to go on.

It's the 21st century, it's just a divorce, and of course no one will die.

Moreover, she hopes to live out the dignity and abundance of life with her own hands.

So I started looking for a job.

Until Yunyang found her and introduced her to work in DC.

……

She sat by the window and raised a corner of the curtain.

The dark night without moon and light makes people's hearts follow to the endless darkness, as if they are heading towards the long road of life.

She gently stroked the glass, called her name, and asked: Lin Xueyi, what are you doing?
Now, he is getting married too, what are you waiting for?Is what you are looking for a matter of your heart, or an undeniable destiny in your life?
Besides, he has a family now, so there will be someone to help him if there are any problems, and it's not his turn to worry about him.

An inexplicable bitterness suddenly surged in her heart.

During the few days in the hospital, he looked at her with undisguised passion and nostalgia, which frightened her and caused her to have delusions for a while, and even a few times she was almost successfully attacked by him...

Thinking of this, she blushed, and subconsciously reached out to touch her lips, as if his breath and heat were still on them.At that time, there was no harm, no ridicule, the long-lost warmth, and they seemed to have returned to the time when they were just married.

But so what?From now on, they will no longer meet each other.

Lin Xueyi thought for a long time, and finally came to such a conclusion with difficulty.

She shook her head and decided not to have any more contact with him after this incident.

Just let those burning memories sink into the black river last night.

This time it was just an accident.She told herself so.

(End of this chapter)