I heard you like me

Chapter 246 It's Not My Responsibility

"I don't!" She pushed the picture away, "I'm so confused in my head, I can't understand!" Most importantly, didn't he waste his own energy by saying this?
"Liuzheng..." His hoarse voice was somewhat empty, and it was still sad in the gradually darkening desert, "You must listen..."

"Why? You are enough!" She hated this sad feeling, "Don't you know it? I'll follow you, so what's the need to learn this? And I can't learn it either!"

He gently rubbed her hair with his chin, "Yes, I will, but I just learned it, and I am not that proficient. What if I make a mistake in my judgment? What if I make a mistake in my calculation? If one more person helps me, I will know more Some assurance and confidence, besides, I also get tired sometimes, what if I lose my mind? Liuzheng, it is not my responsibility to get out of this desert alive, you have to take responsibility too!"

She choked for a moment.

Yes, she is used to relying on him, as long as there is him, she will be everywhere, she really treats him like a superman, never thought that he would actually be tired...

"I'm sorry..." She choked up, "Tell me, I'll study hard."

"Well, dear." He kissed her on the back of the head as a reward, and resumed his explanation.

She listened carefully this time, and when she needed to calculate, she got off the camel and calculated according to what he said.

"Remember, no matter what season, the sun is due south at noon. When you walk, throw something every 100 meters. As long as the wind and sand don't bury the things you throw, you can look back and see if you are in a straight line. Go up to prevent yourself from going astray. Also, you can insert something in the sand, watch the shadow, draw an angle ruler at 15 degrees per hour, and you can also mark the direction. At night, you can look for the North Star, or use the moon to distinguish the direction. But , Walking like this can’t avoid the direction deviation, you have to calculate the possibility of deviation according to this picture, how many degrees of sin, you can check it every time you walk, go down now and try to calculate.” He instructed her to get down camel.

He held her up and down before, but this time, he looked at her and asked her to go down by herself.

In fact, she was still very weak. She looked at him, as if indifferent, and felt sorry for his fatigue, and didn't want to work on him anymore. She jumped off the camel by herself, her legs were weak, and she fell on the sand after landing, but because it was Sand, so it doesn't hurt.

After calculating according to what he said, he looked up at him.

He nodded approvingly, "Yes, come up."

She climbed a few times but failed to climb up because she had no strength in her hands and feet, so she looked at him, and he didn't seem to help at all, so she bit her lip and continued to climb.

Using hands and feet together, he finally climbed onto the camel. As soon as he sat down, he felt him hugging himself from behind, hugging him tightly, and a suppressed voice came out, "I knew you were the best, you must be the best!" It's ok..." It's not that he doesn't want to pull her, but his stomach is hurting like a knife, and he suspects that even if he stretches out his hand, he won't be able to pull her up, not to mention, she must learn to get on and off the camel by herself, to survive alone ...

She got the praise, no matter how tired she was, she was happy in her heart, she smiled, "Of course I can, this time, let me take you out of the desert! Let me protect you once too!"

He hugged her, but didn't say a word. After a long time, he said, "Okay."

She smiled, "Is there anything else you want to teach me? Teacher Ning?"

"Yes, of course. Those just scratched the surface. Now listen, there are still many complicated ones, such as calculating the speed of the wind, the speed of quicksand, and calculating the distance through these..." He started a long speech.

She worked hard and studied hard.

Unknowingly, the sky turned dark, and the things on the map could not be seen clearly. He put the map away and asked her to practice the method of identifying the direction at night and calculating the offset and distance.

Learning and walking in this way, the moon climbed from the horizon to the center and slowly slid to the other side.

Sitting on the camel, Ruan Liuzheng gradually became exhausted, his eyelids were clenched, he curled up, and the cold wind hit him.

"Liuzheng, let's rest for a while." He got off the camel and carried her down.

Take the sleeping bag out of the backpack and let her lie in it.

"Are we going to sleep here? What about you?" She felt much warmer after getting into her sleeping bag.

"Eat something first, and I'll go to sleep after eating." He took the pouch for her, as if to reassure her, and showed her specially, "Look, you have this."

she smiled.

I let him feed and eat small pieces, and drank some water. Although these food had no taste in my mouth, they were life-saving things, so I had to eat them no matter how bland they were.

"You don't need to take the medicine tonight, remember to take it tomorrow morning." He showed her the medicine and put it back.

"What about you? You don't eat by yourself?" She stared at him.

"Eat!" He broke off a few sacs, ate and drank a few sips of water.

She was already very tired, but she kept trying to keep her eyes open and stared at him, waiting for him to come into the sleeping bag.

He smiled, and slept with her in the sleeping bag, with his arms firmly around her, "Looking forward to me coming in? I don't have the strength to do anything else, you must be disappointed!"

At a time like this, he was still in the mood for joking!
She nudged him dissatisfied, found a comfortable position in his arms, and gently closed her eyes.

Very bitter, but also very reassuring.

Hugging her, she buried her face in his chest, she couldn't see his expression anymore, the shallow and gentle smiles on his face disappeared in an instant, replaced by frowning brows, tangled eyes, and physical pain And the torment in his heart intertwined and churned in his eyes.

When every hug requires exhaustion, this person must be at the end of his battle, he knows.

How hard did he try to prevent her from noticing the weakness of his arms and the trembling of his body?

His stomach finally polished and digested the hard foreign objects from the last meal, and a new round of torture came again. He seemed to be able to hear the sound of the swallowed sac grinding against the wall of his stomach, and it hurt... …

In such a dry place, he was actually sweating profusely.

She felt the tide on her forehead, and was a little surprised. When she looked up, she found that he was actually sweating.

"Are you sweating?" She touched his face, the hard stubble was very sticky.

He had already changed his face the moment she moved, and put on his warm smile again, his eyes were melting, like the moonlight on a warm spring night in Beijing, gurgling, "I'm hot, this sleeping bag is too hot."

"Really?" She also felt warm, but not so warm that she was sweating.

"Yeah." He lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, "I'm still holding you, the fire will burn even more!"

It's not serious!She stared angrily.

He smiled, "You don't understand the suffering of a man, lack of strength doesn't mean you don't want to..."

She suddenly felt sad again...

In front of him, he was still talking and joking to make her happy, as if they were still in Beijing, where spring flowers bloom, and he took her home every night, and the magnolia flowers bloomed all over the tree in front of his house, and he was like this under the tree Hugging her, kissing her earlobe, telling some nasty jokes in her ear...

Days like that really seem like a lifetime away...

There is only endless yellow sand in front of me, and even the bright moon in the sky is terribly lonely.Mr. Yulang under the magnolia flower is now full of stubble, disheveled hair, dust and dirt on his face, the original color of the skin can no longer be seen, all of this is for her...

Tears blurred her eyes, she choked up and didn't know how to speak, she just rubbed against his stubble, "When we are safe..." How about safe?She really doesn't know how to express it in words...

He gently rubbed against her palm, still smiling softly, "When we are safe, we will make dolls."

"..." She chuckled, hugged his neck, and rubbed her cheek against his cheek, "When we are safe, I will wash your face, hair, and shave. You are dirty now. He doesn't look like the male god in my heart anymore!"

His smile faded away, his face was distorted by pain and weakness, his voice was hoarse, but he tried to maintain an extremely gentle, "Then you despise me now?"

She shook her head vigorously!How could she dislike it?No matter what he becomes, she will never dislike him!
His expression was painful, but his voice was laughing, "Well...then you have to give me a bath when we are safe."

"Yeah!" She nodded in his arms, even if it was a joke, she agreed cheekily!As long as they can go back safely!
"Then recuperate first and sleep for a while." He patted her on the back lightly.

"Yeah." She agreed softly, really tired to the extreme.

The person in his arms gradually fell asleep, and he touched her forehead, feeling a little hot again, but there is medicine, so it doesn't matter, and he believes that she is tenacious, growing in the flower garden in Beijing, she can bloom into a bunch of crabapple, Throw it in the desert, as long as there are conditions, she can also grow into a camel thorn.

It's just that the condition is so limited, so I can only give it to her.

He crawled out of the sleeping bag softly, putting his water bottle and hers into the backpack.There is also a pencil and notebook of Uncle Tian in the backpack. The first half of the book is densely packed with Uncle Tian's adventure notes.

He writes on a blank page.

He is a doctor, and he has seen many terminally ill patients struggling to do simple actions such as holding a cup. He understands it, but he has never experienced it personally. He was trembling, and the words he wrote were far from his usual level.

When the word "Liuzheng" was written, he couldn't help sighing secretly, "Liuzheng, this kind of word is left to you, don't be disgusted..."

I wrote down everything I wanted to say in one go, clipped the page with a pencil, and put it in the backpack together with the notebook.

Sitting by the side of the sleeping bag, staring at her sleeping face for a long time, he felt that he would just sit like this. If the camel beside him hadn't sneezed, he would have sat like this for an eternity, right?

(End of this chapter)