I heard you like me

Chapter 32 Disappointment
For her sensibleness, Wen Yi naturally felt more pity for her, obeyed her words, and only took good care of her.

People who are sick are always weaker. Before and after surgery, she has been holding her mobile phone, subconsciously hoping that he will make a call. She still does not need to tell him about her illness, as long as she listens to his voice, even if A simple "Hello" and a cool "Liuzheng" will make her heart as saturated and satisfied as a desert meets water.

However, it is still doomed to disappointment.

Lying on the hospital bed, tossing and turning for several nights, looking at the starry sky outside the window, knowing that he was busy on the other side of the earth.Studying and working abroad is probably very busy, so he doesn't have time to call himself.She comforted herself with such self-deception.

However, there is still a sober self living in her heart, and she clearly understands that he is just too busy to think about her.

Thinking that when he deliberately worked overtime and experimented all night in China, he still had time to secretly pay attention to Dong Miaomiao, and he could also learn from the vast real estate market that Dong Miaomiao was going to sell the house...

She didn't want to compare, and she never thought of comparing with anyone, but most of the time, the reality is too obvious, and she can't help but feel cold.

After she was discharged from the hospital, she no longer expected his call, because she knew that she would not be able to wait. She estimated that he would call only after the Mid-Autumn Festival, and there were no important days in between.

Her estimation was indeed correct.

There was still no news for the next two months. At ten o'clock in the morning on the Mid-Autumn Festival, her cell phone rang on time.

She had a hunch that it was him, and at first glance, sure enough.

With such an accurate estimate, she no longer had the joy and heartbeat that she should have had when she answered the phone, and she just said calmly, "Hello, senior."

"Liuzheng." His voice came from the other side, as if it had been contaminated by the sea water of the Pacific Ocean all the way, moist but cold, "Happy Mid-Autumn Festival."

She wanted to laugh, and even the line was exactly as she expected, "Well, thank you, happy holidays."

It seems that there is nothing more to say, right?

He used to be taciturn, and she was the one who pestered him and teased him to talk. If she didn't talk, what else could be said?
Probably he also felt that it was a bit inappropriate to just hang up the phone like this. After the silence between each other, he asked again, "How have you been lately?"

"Okay." She still said two short words.

The atmosphere condensed again.

She guessed that she was going to ask her parents if they were okay, so she immediately said, "It doesn't matter if your parents-in-law are good, my parents are good, and Ruan Lang is also good."

He was probably even more stupefied over there...

She laughed, "Do you want to ask, how do I know what you are going to say?"

Although he was embarrassed to admit it, being silent meant acquiescing.

She laughed again, "I also know that you must not remember that today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and your mobile phone reminded you."

She guessed right again.

No, there's no need to guess at all, that's what he's done before.All important dates, including the time of Ruan Lang's exam, he has set up mobile phone reminders, so he can be perfect.He and her live like a job, one thing is done in an orderly manner, there is a plan, there is a plan, and there is never a mistake.

Sometimes she really hopes that he can make a mistake once, so that she can have a chance to be angry, but never.

Never wrong, but everywhere wrong.

This is the portrayal of their life.It's like living a life with a robot according to the set program, but you can't expect to have emotional communication with the robot, and the robot's program does not include the function of actively caring for the cold and asking for warmth, even if she deliberately colds herself , he will not find out that she is freezing before she catches a cold, he will only perform his doctor's function after catching a cold.

But the world, including her own parents, only saw how well Dr. Ning treated her after she caught a cold.

"I feed you porridge myself!"

"You are so big and you still need your husband to coax you to take medicine!"

"Last night Zhiqian stayed up all night looking at your body temperature!"

This is the marriage in the eyes of others and the marriage in your own eyes.

This overseas phone call that waited until she was heartbroken finally ended with some exhortations from her. He had nothing to say, so she could finish it. This is also called a beginning and an end.

"Senior, remember to bring some biscuits and bread with you, eat a few bites when you are hungry, don't keep an empty stomach."

"Senior, you are outside alone, keep warm and don't get sick."

"Also, you are not used to the diet over there. You don't have time to go to the supermarket. I sent you some ingredients. You can buy an electric cooker to cook porridge yourself. When you come back from the hospital at night, just put the rice in it. You can drink it in the next morning, senior, you have a bad stomach, it is good to drink more porridge."

He agreed to everything she said, and on the other end of the phone, as she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes.

This is the first time she shed tears when talking to him, and it will probably be the last time. Fortunately, she never let him see her tears.

Crying, it still hurts after all.No matter what, this is a love that she tried her best. At this moment, she has made up her mind to say goodbye to him and the love of her life. The soft piece was torn off, but the flesh and flesh were connected and it was hard to break off. Unconsciously, the pain was unspeakable.

She covered her mouth, unable to say goodbye amidst the rain of tears, lest he on the other side hear her crying, and finally hung up the phone in a hurry, then threw herself on the bed, crying thoroughly under the quilt.

All the tears are only two words: reluctance.She loves him so much, even at the end of the fate, she still has such reluctance!
Later, her parents told her one after another that Zhiqian called on their birthdays and sent money to honor them, and asked her to tell Zhiqian that she can work and study with peace of mind when she is abroad, and stop worrying about family affairs.

She who had already cried would not cry again, nor did she tell him this.

At the beginning of their marriage, he had said that he would treat her well.

She knew that he worked very hard. Looking at so many couples around, there are really not many husbands and sons-in-law like him. As for not being able to fall in love, you can't force it, and that's what she knew from the beginning , It's just that she has some fantasies.

No regrets, no resentment.

She also gained a lot of happiness during the time with him.He used to carry her home, he cut her nails, he remembered all the snacks she liked to eat, he patiently tutored and explained professional courses to her, he hugged her through every festival with bright lights, in those days, she The laughter is real.

She thought about it carefully, if the time went back to three years ago, when he asked her if she would like to, she would still answer: I do.

There will be many gorgeous pieces of music in a person's life. She loved someone who she thought was the most worthy of her love at the right age of youth. This is the most gorgeous piece of music in her life. Even if she turns the page, she still remembers it .

When I received his call again, it was time to register for the postgraduate entrance examination.

He called her and asked her if she had signed up, and was she fully prepared this time?
She answered them all.She had indeed signed up, but she had applied to a certain university in the south.It wasn't entirely because she wanted to escape, but after considering herself and the school's situation comprehensively, she felt that this school was more secure, and she didn't want to delay for another year.

He told her on the phone that she should pay attention to her body before the exam and not stay up too late.

She agreed with a "hmm", just like when he was still in China before.

This time, she finally passed the exam, but when she got the notice, her mother-in-law and mother were quite surprised. They didn't understand why she had to go two thousand kilometers away to study. Qian discussed it, but Zhi Qian didn't know.

She could only answer, yes, she would tell him.

Of course she would tell him, but it was when he returned home.

He originally went abroad for a year, but ended up going there for a year and a half. When he came back, it was already the Spring Festival, and she had already been a graduate student for a semester.

On the day he returned to Beijing, she picked him up at the airport.

She smiled quietly, watching him gradually come into her sight.

He is still so thin, tall, outstanding appearance, and cool temperament all over his body, which makes him stand out in the crowd, and it is difficult for people not to notice him.

If it was in the past, she would definitely rush forward and throw herself into his arms, maybe even hang him by the neck and press a kiss on his face.However, this time she stood at the exit, her feet stuck together, but she didn't even move.

(End of this chapter)