I heard you like me

Chapter 73 It's Not Different

She herself felt that her surgery was done very well, but he didn't say a word of praise after the operation, not only praise, but also no evaluation.When summing up, I only focused on telling other students about this case, and did not praise or criticize her herself.

He is her instructor, or touching her heart, and frankly speaking, he is also her ex-husband. What she wants to hear most is his evaluation, good or bad, she has to say something?

The rest of the day is still a little uneasy, or is she not doing so well?Didn't meet his expectations?After all, he is Ning Yidao.

In the afternoon, another operation was discussed, and he decided on Ding Yiyuan as the chief surgeon.

There is nothing wrong with this, she understands that she and Ding Yiyuan are both taken care of by him, and he has no reason to let her be the chief surgeon, but he has a faint feeling that maybe he treats Ding Yiyuan no differently from her.

When this thought came up, she felt that it was inappropriate. Isn't it what she wanted to treat everyone equally?Why should he be more generous to her?
Thinking about it this way, the faint discomfort subsided again, but I still wanted to talk to him about the operation, so I took the initiative to wait for him when I got off work.

He seemed to know that she was waiting for her, so he came out after changing clothes, walked over to her and said, "Let's go."

"Ah."

She followed him, and just about to talk about the operation in the afternoon, Ding Yiyuan ran up, excited and nervous, "Ms. Ning, I'm so scared and nervous, what should I do?"

He looked at Ding Yiyuan gently, "Don't be afraid, I will be by your side when the time comes."

"..." Suddenly, Ruan Liuzheng didn't want to say anything anymore. She wanted to control the sourness in her heart, but she couldn't.

It turned out that he didn't say this to her alone, and it didn't have any more heart-warming meaning. It was just a reassurance that a teacher gave to his students. He would tell her, tell Ding Yiyuan, and tell many of his students. Said it all.

What do you call this feeling in your heart at this moment?disappointment?
No matter what it is, her reason is reminding her that she shouldn't have such emotions, but sometimes reason and emotion just can't be on the same line, it's like, she can treat him as a teacher in behavior, but in her heart My feelings for him are always the same.

She wants to control, but if feelings and emotions can be controlled, then there will be no difficulty in the world.

After that, Ding Yiyuan took the elevator with them and walked out of the inpatient department together. Ding Yiyuan's cheerful personality kept chattering beside him, about the operation and not about the operation, making it difficult for people to get in the conversation.

It doesn't matter if you can't plug in, anyway, some of the things I wanted to say before are not in the mood to say them now.

After leaving the inpatient department, she quickened her pace, left them behind, and walked to the parking lot alone.

She picked up the car and drove out of the hospital. During the rush hour, she was still stuck in traffic today. She felt a little stuffy in her heart, and became a little anxious when stuck in traffic.

Suddenly, the car next to him honked its horn. She glanced sideways and saw that it was his car with the windows open, as if he had something to say to her.

She opened the window, and the wind came in. She shook her hand at him, indicating that the wind was too strong, and she was cold, so she didn't want to open the window.

Then, her cell phone rang.

It is said that in a real traffic jam, one cannot walk even a step, so she has encountered it.

Answered the phone, "Hello?"

"Why are you walking so fast? Didn't you have something to tell me about me?" His voice sounded.

She looked out of the car window, the windows of each other were closed, and the figures were no longer so real. She leaned on the armchair, feeling a little surprised, "How do you know that I have something to say to you?"

"Aren't you waiting for me?" He said again.

"You know I'm waiting for you? Who's waiting for you?" She marveled at his insight.

"Usually run like a rabbit after get off work, for fear that someone will catch you. You are dawdling there today, aren't you waiting for me?"

"..." Nothing could escape his eyes.

She didn't want to deny it either, "Yes, I'm waiting for you, I want to ask you, how is my surgery today?"

The operation was completed without any mistakes, but what level is it in his mind?
"Even if it's not perfect, you can tell me about it and let me know where I'm not doing well." She was afraid that he would take care of her emotions, so she had some scruples and didn't tell the truth, so she added another sentence.

"It's perfect, there's nothing wrong with it," he said with certainty.

She breathed a sigh of relief, her brows and eyes widened, "Then you don't say anything!?" Unconsciously, there was some anger in her words.

"Liuzheng." He called her name with a low voice, "I know you are waiting for me to praise you, but I won't."

"..." His mind was seen through, he felt a little embarrassed, and muttered in a low voice, "I didn't wait for your praise, I was afraid that I would not do well..."

"Why can you allow yourself to do badly?" He asked her back.

"..." She was speechless for a moment.

"You can't allow yourself to fail. Every operation of yours must be perfect, because any imperfection of yours will cause consequences. Liuzheng, you have to remember that perfection is not worthy of praise, let alone pride. It is what you should do, and it is the basic requirement for a surgeon."

He had never spoken to her in such a strong tone. She was stunned for a moment, but she remembered it.This sentence later became an aphorism that spurred her life as a doctor. Perhaps, this is also something more important than technology that she learned from Teacher Ning.

"Liuzheng, of course, not every operation can be 100% successful. We are still helpless in the face of some problems, but we have requirements for ourselves, and we must achieve [-]% perfection in our own standards."

She listened silently, and really found the feeling of listening to the teacher's teaching at school.

"Liuzheng?" The people over there only called her name after hearing that she didn't respond for a long time.

"I'm here, I'm listening." She said hastily.

"Did I speak too strongly?" he asked.

"No, no..." She quickly denied, "On this issue, it's better to be more serious. I'm listening and remembering."

"Well, it's good to understand."

His serious words relieved her previous stumbling thoughts, and the traffic gradually started to move. She hurriedly said, "Stop talking, Teacher Ning, let's drive."

After speaking, he ended the call, and slowly moved the car along with the traffic flow. His road was more congested than hers, and the distance between the two gradually increased.

Back home, Ruan Lang was dragging his luggage and preparing to leave. He was going to go to other places for activities on the plane at night.

"Sister! I'll leave if I don't come back!" Ruan Lang smiled at her.

"Let's go now? Have you eaten yet?" Seeing that this once mischievous younger brother is now tall and handsome, and is starting to rush about his future and career, I feel very comforted.

"Eat! Mom cooked for me early! The food at home is still delicious, I really don't want to leave!" Ruan Lang turned around and hugged Pei Sufen.

Pei Sufen was very happy with her son's attachment, but she said, "Silly boy! How old are you, and you still act like a baby!"

Ruan Lang chuckled and called Ruan Liuzheng aside.

"What? What secrets do you want to tell my sister?" Ruan Liuzheng smiled, touched his brother's head, and found that his height was about the same as Ning Zhiqian's, and much taller than hers. He couldn't help sighing, " grown up!"

Ruan Lang scratched his head embarrassingly, "Sister, that..."

Seeing his embarrassment, Ruan Liuzheng knew, "What? Are you short of money?"

Ruan Lang chuckled, "Sister Mo Ruo knows me too!" After finishing speaking, he was afraid that his sister would be angry, so he explained, "Sister, I originally made some money from filming this time, but after all, I am a newcomer, and the salary is low. The family bought a car, and I came back to gather with friends several times during this period, so..."

"Who do you hang out with?" Ruan Liuzheng has always been worried about this younger brother, and many of his friends did not learn well before.

"Sister, don't worry! I have cut off all my former friends, and now these friends are very reliable, and my brother-in-law must also know him!" Ruan Lang said hurriedly.

"Ruan Lang!" Ruan Liuzheng thought about it, and said to Ruan Lang seriously, "It's not that my sister opposes you making friends, but we have to do what we can! It's not that my sister loves money, but that we are not There is no need for the people in that pile to get into that pile!"

If Ruan Lang's new friends are all his acquaintances, then they are either rich or expensive, and at Ruan Lang's age, they must spend a lot of money. In such a circle, Ruan Lang always messes with other people's food and drink, which makes people look down upon him , but if you want him to slap his swollen face to pretend to be fat, why bother?

(End of this chapter)