The rebirth of the sturdy and charming wife strikes

Chapter 11 Misunderstanding
"Mom, I'm thinking of Lin Jiayi and Lin Jiabao."

Naturally, it was impossible for Gu Nuannuan to tell the truth. She snorted, with an angry expression on her face: "The two of them have been bullying me before, and my father still protects them, so I didn't make any sense. Wait until they are also my father's children. After the incident was exposed, I wonder if they still have the guts to continue bullying me? I can’t reason at home, but at school, I believe the eyes of teachers and classmates must be bright.”

Hehe, she doesn't know if the eyes of the teacher and classmates are bright.

But she knew that once she found out that those two were Gu Lihui's illegitimate children.Once she conflicts with those two, she doesn't even need to make an appearance of being too wronged. The teacher and classmates will definitely lean towards her first from the bottom of their hearts.

Just like what she experienced in her previous life.

This era is still a simple and conservative era, as bold as Lin Jiayi and Lin Jiabao's mother, who dared to do things that are still not accepted by most people even after decades, and made most people cast aside.How dare she blatantly give birth to someone else's child and pretend to be her husband's child.
Once her actions are exposed, not only will she become a street rat, but even her family and people around her will be discussed and looked down upon.

Under such circumstances, the child she gave birth to, who was born with original sin, still wants to be alone?
Just like in the previous life, it was miserable enough to be disfigured and divorced even though my mother was the victim, without any fault.

In the end, Gu Lihui and the others were the first to pour sewage on her, making her jump into the Yellow River, but she couldn't wash it out. The result was that the worldly eyes looked at their mother and daughter with malice.Even she was taken special care of by the teachers and classmates at the school, and the strange eyes made her truly appreciate the naked malice in this world.

This time, whoever did the evil, the malice should naturally be tasted carefully by himself.

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Zhang Minzhen stayed for a while, unexpectedly her daughter would say such words, her mouth moved, and finally sighed with red eyes: "Nuan Nuan, just live your own life in the future, don't be affected by these things between adults. Let alone for those people, you end up turning yourself into the kind of person you don’t even like, it’s not worth it. Mom just wants you to be healthy, healthy and happy, that’s enough.”

Gu Nuannuan's eyes were also red all of a sudden, and she just felt a lump in her throat. She never knew that her mother thought so?

Isn't that the real reason why my mother didn't want her to target Gu Lihui and his re-established family in her previous life?It's not that the mother doesn't hate in her heart, she's just afraid that her only daughter will distort her soul prematurely because of hatred, and eventually turn into an ugly appearance that she doesn't want to see?
Gu Nuannuan suddenly reached out and hugged her mother and shed tears: "Mom, don't worry, I will not do anything bad or hurt myself for them. They are not worth my ruining myself. But I won't either Let others bully us and never fight back."

In her previous life, she failed to comprehend her mother's true meaning. In the end, although she did not disappoint her mother, she was not completely blinded by hatred and did something she shouldn't have done.However, by mistake, she still went to another extreme, and in the end it made my mother bear the pain of a white-haired man sending a red-black-haired man.
She will not be so stupid again in this life.She wants to live a very good life, standing at a height that makes it difficult for those people to even look up, and there is only regret in her heart.

"Okay, as long as you can understand what mother means, mother is willing to believe in you." Zhang Minzhen had a feeling that her daughter seemed to grow up all at once.

She couldn't help smiling wryly, how could it be possible for her daughter to grow up after all these accidents?After all, it was because he was too incompetent to protect his daughter.

"En." Gu Nuannuan nodded vigorously.

Zhang Minzhen sighed and took her daughter's hand and continued walking.

Gu Nuannuan let her mother lead her, and she touched the black stone imprint on the inside of her wrist that only she could see.

She took a closer look at it just now, and besides the unknown grass, there is also a small sealable storage box that she threw in casually in the space to store things, but there is nothing valuable in it, just a few A book she often reads, three or two pieces of jewelry that she wears every day, and some odds and ends.

It's a pity, if she had known that there would be such an adventure, she should have stored more valuable things in the space, such as gold nuggets.

Thinking of space, Gu Nuannuan couldn't help but return to her grandfather.

Gu Nuannuan still clearly remembers the first time she saw her grandma being beaten, she also reacted immediately after the initial daze, and then pretended to be anxious, but in fact, she didn't mention how happy she was.
To this day, she still remembers the sense of deserving, gloating, and joy that she felt when she watched her grandma being beaten. That feeling was so pleasant that all the cells in her body and mind couldn't help screaming with joy.

It's like remembering it for two lifetimes, and I probably won't forget it.

It was only after that that she realized deeply that she herself was actually a vicious person.Whether she wants to admit it or not, in fact, in her bones, her blood has been passed down to the extremely despicable, selfish, and vicious part of the Gu family.

This realization terrified her intuitively.

She was terrified that her mother would be sad and disappointed if she found out that she was like the Gu family.

She has only her mother left, and only her mother still loves her in this world. If her mother is disappointed in her, Gu Nuannuan still remembers her fear at that time.

At that time, every minute and every second of being forced to return to the Gu family, Gu Nuannuan was more certain that no one in the Gu family would love her at all, and would even care about her life or death.

So at that time, the most direct change she had because of fear was that she began to become more obedient in front of her mother.She no longer resists all her mother's demands on herself, not only does she not resist, but she also asks herself to do better.

At that time, she violated her inner true self and insisted on transforming herself into what she thought her mother wanted her to be-virtuous, temperless, and submissive
For a long period of time, she even praised "spitting on her own face", even though it was actually a serious violation of her true nature.

So this is also the biggest reason why she could endure being trampled under her feet by her in-laws for a long time after marriage, and let them wantonly seek superiority in front of her-at that time, she loved Luo Hongyi so much, she Too afraid that the "malicious" self would be noticed by him, and then he would feel disgusted with her.

In the end, her love is as deep as her hatred. Rather than saying that she is punishing him, in fact, it is more that she is using a method that is almost self-abuse to punish herself.

A villain in Gu Nuannuan's heart was sneering at herself: "You really deserve it, you can play so badly with a good hand of cards. It really is that the mud can't support the wall, so don't blame me if you are a meat bun. The dog follows."

She shook her head, if it wasn't for the shadow of her childhood, if she didn't subconsciously think that if she behaved a little "rebellious", she would probably lose the love of her loved ones, she couldn't have wronged herself that much, could she?
But even if the root cause was found, Gu Nuannuan still couldn't let go of those people and couldn't forgive them.

Sorry, those who bullied me in the past life, are you ready?Even though there are my faults, I am still not ready to forgive you.In this life, I want to be the truest and most willful self, and I want to change my mother's fate.I want to bully all those who bullied me back.

Gu Nuannuan clenched her fist and swore to herself secretly.

In this life, she still wants to transform her mother.

Since today Gu Lihui is unwilling to cherish such a good, gentle and kind mother, then she will help her to change.She wants to make her mother more beautiful, the more beautiful she is, the more regretful Gu Lihui will be when he looks back on the past, right?

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