The rebirth of the sturdy and charming wife strikes

Chapter 258 Dialogue
"Actually, I made a big mistake when I used the word 'consummation'. A child who has never learned to speak since she was so young can only call her mother in front of your photos and tombstones. Happiness, but how can she use the word 'fulfillment' to describe her whole life?"

Luo Hongyi's voice was low and sad: "Katsunan was more sensible than other children when she was very young. No one taught her, and she also knew not to mention the word 'mother' at home easily, because once it was mentioned, it would inevitably cause trouble. I was sad and weeping and sad, so even if she thought about it again, she didn't dare to bring it up, let alone ask more questions. But Mom said that she heard Katsuo crying and calling mom in her dream several times at night, and then she didn't dare to wake up. Make a sound, like a person hiding in the quilt secretly crying."

"...Stop talking." Gu Nuannuan finally couldn't help covering her face with choked sobs, tears leaked from her fingers bit by bit, she struggled with the pain in her chest, "Stop talking about us It is a mistake in itself, and we are here to correct this mistake in this lifetime. Without Haoyang, there will be no more Shengnan, and they will surely live a better life than their previous life if they voted for someone else’s family.”

"Without us being together, do they really have a chance to vote in someone else's house? Nuannuan, don't deceive yourself anymore." Luo Hongyi reached out to hug Gu Nuannuan, but Gu Nuannuan put down his hand covering his face. He took a big step back and stared at him with hatred, "There is no possibility between us, if, if it weren't for you, and your so-called family members, why did Haoyang and Shengnan, so you don't hold the child anymore They are used as reasons and excuses, you are not worthy."

"I know I was wrong, so you have punished me and yourself in the last life, isn't that enough? In this life, we all have the chance to do it all over again. Do you really want to repeat it all over again? Is it the process?" Luo Hongyi's hand hangs down in despair, and he feels uncomfortable looking at Gu Nuannuan, but when he thinks of letting him go, he will live in the kind of heart-wrenching torment day and night just like his predecessors He shuddered.

He took a deep breath and asked, "Nuannuan, put aside all that and ask your own heart. In your heart, you really treat me, our family, and our children. There is no more emotion, don't you want to have a perfect reversal again?"

"reverse?"

Gu Nuannuan sneered: "It's easy for you to say now. People will feel that what they lose is the best when they lose it. In your last life, you lost Haoyang and me, so you feel that you owe us and live your whole life. guilt. But if you get it again in this life, maybe it will not take a few years, ten years, 20 years or 30 years later? At that time, should you recall it again and feel that your parents, brothers and Nephews are the best, and you owe them a debt."

"Did you actually think so?" Luo Hongyi lost his mind for a moment, "Nuannuan, do you know what I recalled the most in my last life?" He replied without waiting for Gu Nuannuan to answer, " It's communication."

He smiled wryly: "The communication between us has always been too little, so that there was a misunderstanding between us at the beginning. But it's not your fault. I know, you have always loved me more, so I was so self-satisfied at the beginning that I ignored your emotions. When you thought that my parents, brothers and sisters were the most important in my heart, even more important than you and your children, I failed to find out in time. Correct it, so that one step is wrong, every step is wrong."

"Hehe, what's the use of talking about it now? Could it be that my child and I are more important to you than your parents and brothers and sisters?" Gu Nuannuan mockingly turned her head away, secretly hating herself for being so close I was a little moved by his words.

"Yes. In fact, from the very beginning, your position in my heart can be equal to that of my parents. At that time, you were always as important as them to me, and more important than my brothers and sisters. It is many times more important." Luo Hongyi stretched out his hand to hold her hand, stared at her and said seriously, "After Haoyang was born, I even found that the balance in my heart was tilting towards you and the child day by day. Nuannuan, you You know, in my previous life, I have always regretted that I was not able to tell you directly in person like now, but in fact, my love for you has never been less than your love for me."

"Don't lie to me with such lies. Don't think that I don't know you. It's not because of love at all. You are simply guilty. You don't deserve to mention the word 'love'. If you really loved us and cared about us Even if there is only one point, nothing will happen later." Gu Nuannuan didn't dare to mention her son's death, it was a pain that she dared not touch easily in her two lifetimes, the pain was even worse than her mother's disfigurement in her previous life , the accidental car accident of her uncle, and the miserable old age of her grandparents all caused her pain hundreds of thousands of times.

She struggled to withdraw her hand, but found that she was so weak that she couldn't exert any strength at such a critical moment. In the end, her tears slanted down and flowed more and more. Do you really know how many times I have compromised for you? But in the end, I found that the person I hate the most is not you, but myself. For countless days and nights, I hate why there is a beginning between us At that time, I always thought how good it would be if we didn't start at the beginning. You don't understand, you can't understand at all, what kind of feeling is it to completely deny everything about yourself? despair."

"Nuannuan, I understand." Luo Hongyi hugged Gu Nuannuan tightly, hot tears fell on her shoulders, seeping into her clothes all the way, "Even if I didn't understand at the beginning, But after those decades of long days without you, I gradually understood. Nuannuan, don’t you think it’s our greatest luck that we have the chance to correct our mistakes this time? Are you really sure if we I missed each other all my life, and in the end you won't regret it more and more?"

He raised his head, supported Gu Nuannuan's head with both hands, stared into her eyes and forced her to look at him and said cruelly: "If you really insist, what should you do if you regret it in the end? I don't believe we have If you have this chance to do it all over again, what if one day you regret it, but our Haoyang and Sheng Nan really have no chance to do it all over again? Are you really willing? Is it really okay in your heart?"

　This chapter was written very, very slowly.
　　
　
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