The rebirth of the sturdy and charming wife strikes

Chapter 329 Forgive, But I Don’t Love You Anymore
Uninterested.

Looking at Tang Juanmei who was drinking porridge and eating in Xilihulu, Gu Nuannuan suddenly had such a feeling in her heart.For the first time, she reflected on herself in the depths of her heart. In her previous life, she had been too small. She had been stuck in all kinds of entanglements with such an uneducated rural woman all her life, just to compete for the same man's attention. Isn't it a little too funny?
She lowered her head in deep thought, not even knowing when the three people below left.

Gu Nuannuan never thought that she would stay in this "dream" for so long this time, and decades of years have passed by, and she has been trapped in this villa where she lived in her previous life. .Watching her daughter Katsuo experience all kinds of growing love and pain since she was a little child, growing up day by day under the care of her father and grandmother, and finally leaving home reluctantly with her own happiness;
Watching my mother Zhang Minzhen grow old year by year without being treated poorly, and finally closed her eyes peacefully after finally seeing Katsuo put on a wedding dress and give birth to her eldest son happily;

I also watched Luo Hongyi reject the forced marriages from his parents several times, and also watched his relationship with his parents and brothers and sisters become weaker and weaker. All kinds of requests from the side, and finally even changed the phone number after the death of the parents, really cut off the contact with the brothers and sisters
Gu Nuannuan just watched it year after year, seeing that as long as she has free time, her favorite thing to do is to hold a photo album, and stay alone in the study she loved most in her previous life, looking through her photos. Sitting quietly for a whole day until finally he was so old that he could barely walk. At the moment of parting, he still couldn't forget that he was sorry for her, and hoped to get her forgiveness and meet her again after death~
Lying quietly on the bed, Gu Nuannuan burst into tears unknowingly.

She could cry and felt the wetness on her cheeks. She knew that she had returned to reality, but she still couldn't get out of that dream for a while, especially when she saw Luo Hongyi insisting on leaving the hospital and returning to the study in the villa until she left. To think about the scene of hugging her photo album, that sad feeling has been lingering.

The decades in the dream were extremely real. She hated Luo Hongyi to gradually becoming confused, and then slowly began to reflect on herself. You can't blindly blame Luo Hongyi alone. Gradually, her hatred for him became weaker and weaker, and at the last moment she even chose to forgive him and let herself go~~
"Master, are you okay?" Cao Cao looked at her worriedly from the side.

"I'm fine." Gu Nuannuan took a deep breath, wiped away tears with a handkerchief and sat up, "How long have I been in this time?"

"Less than one night." Hastily replied.

"Is it just less than one night? But I feel like I've been inside for decades?" Gu Nuannuan couldn't help but smile bitterly, "It's really a dream."

"Master, those are not dreams, but your sealed memories. They all happened for real." After hearing Gu Nuannuan's words hastily, she hurriedly corrected her.

"Well, I know. If all that is true, I think I know why I was able to forgive him in the end. I was still wondering if it was too easy for me to forgive him if he just refused to remarry? But the body After watching all of them as they are, I realized that it is not easy to be missed by a person for decades. If it were me, I don’t know if I would be able to survive. I think, his That persistence is probably the most hard-hearted person in the world will be moved in the end, right?"

Gu Nuannuan sighed, and when Luo Hongyi was mentioned again, her mood became extraordinarily complicated. She looked towards the void in front of her and whispered, "But forgiveness is forgiveness, but I am not sure at all. I still have feelings for him in this life." No more love?"

Hasty: ".But, why? Obviously, Master, you said that you have already forgiven him?"

"Forgiving and not loving anymore are not in conflict at all."

Gu Nuannuan lowered her head, saddened: "Some relationships are over when they are over. Maybe it was because I was hurt too much before. Later, I reflected on it and knew that I was not as good as I did. I also have some responsibilities for my mistakes. But things have already happened after all, and the harm has been done, even after the fact. I think I forgive him because I don’t want to bear that heavy hatred anymore. So I choose to let it go. But probably I let it go together What’s more, there is also the purest feeling of love for him, as long as I think of him, my heart will be full of joy and my heart will beat.”

It is said that character determines destiny, and in the end she had to admit that she still has a lot of flaws in her character, so it is not surprising that she will end up like that in the end.

Gu Nuannuan buried her head in her knees, and when she woke up from the dream, she could still clearly remember those decades of self-reflection. This bloody pain -- it hurts too much, so she is afraid in this life, and doesn't want to love him anymore -- it turns out that she is such a selfish self~
She said sullenly: "Seeing him making up for the mistakes he made in such self-blame, I don't even have the courage to admit my mistakes, right? But loving someone is too painful, and I can't help but go Love Wu Jiwu. Do you think his parents, brothers and sisters are worthy of my "love Wu Jiwu" to them? So it's better not to love him."

hastily:"."

Why does the master's words always sound weird to it?It turned its head and thought for a long time before hesitatingly said: "Master, do you mean that you are buying a basket for a pearl? Don't you think you should cherish and love each other even more if you do it all over again? In the next life, you two How about going together to make up for the regrets of the past?"

"We will be together again just to make up for regrets. But... well, you won't understand even if you say it. There is no reason to speak of feelings. Love is love, and not loving is not loving. Now I will When I think of him, I already feel nothing." Gu Nuannuan shook her head, "But it's not bad if you don't love, at least it's a gain that you don't feel like you're going to be together anymore, right?"

hastily:"."

(End of this chapter)