I'm a world apart from you

Chapter 50 All misunderstandings start with "I thought" (6)
Wen Ge slowly tightened his fingers, exerted a little force, and held his wrist firmly.

"Uncle." Her voice was hoarse, begging a bit, "Wait for me, okay? I will grow up, just a few years, a few years..."

She turned around and looked at his handsome side face, her fingers trembling slightly, stretched out to hug him.

When her fingertips touched his warm coat, she almost choked up: "Can I hug you?"

Wen Shaoyuan's hands hanging on both sides clenched into fists instantly, loosened and then clenched, clenched and then loosened. After repeated several times, when he saw her carefully looking at him and approaching his arms, he held back the impulse for a long time Finally couldn't hold back.

He clasped her wrist backwards, pushed her lightly, and pressed her against the door.

The dull impact and her pained hum made Wen Shaoyuan's eyebrows twitch. He lowered his head, looked at Wen Ge who was close at hand, rolled his Adam's apple a few times, squinted his eyes slightly, and asked her softly: "It's not long. Do you remember?"

Wen Ge didn't dodge, the cold touch on her back made her tremble, and looking at Wen Shaoyuan who was close in front of her, she realized that he was at the critical point of anger.

He lowered his head and kissed her heavily: "Want? Then give it to you."

There was still the coolness of the night on her lips, which were extraordinarily soft, but the wrist held by his palm was surprisingly hot, and the rhythm of the beating pulse was wanton under his fingers, one after another, clear and distinct.

Wen Shaoyuan suddenly couldn't bear to treat her like this anymore, he opened his eyes and looked at her, the cold lamp above his head was shining brightly, making her bloodless face paler, and the faint shadow under the eyelids fell on his eyes However, it was like thick ink and color, and it was painted heavily on his heart.

He pressed against her lips, but his heart hurt like it was about to split open.

Originally with the power to destroy everything, but after touching her, all the softness in his heart was aroused, and he was unwilling to treat her like the original script.

Wen Ge's lower lip was so painful from his kiss, her eyelashes trembled, but in the end she still didn't dare to close them, just looking at him right in front of her eyes, feeling unprecedentedly sad.

Obviously he kissed herself, but she was so sad that it was like a big ball of cotton was stuffed in her heart, which made her unable to breathe.

She finally closed her eyes, her lips brushed against the corners of his soft lips, and she opened her mouth to bite on his lips fiercely, until she tasted the smell of blood before she let go.

Wen Shaoyuan was caught off guard by her plot, hissed, stepped back a few steps and looked at her, his eyes were as serious as ice, cold and sharp.

"Don't you want to go back? Just go to see him with such a wound and let Grandpa know your choice and what you have done." Wen Ge raised the corners of his lips and sneered, "Uncle, do you know? I The person I don't want to embarrass is you, but every time I just let go of this matter, you are hurting me. Why do you all think that it is not okay for me to like you? I like you, what is wrong? "

Wen Shaoyuan stared at her, seeing her almost morbid paranoia, frowned secretly, raised his hand to wipe the corner of her lip that was bitten by her.

He stood up straight, and the light from the headlamp fell on top of his head and spread out in a semicircle over his shoulders.His face could not be seen clearly, but his voice was so clear that every word could not be ignored: "You were wrong when you had this thought, we are not suitable, and I will not accept you. I have said this many times, Where does it make you think that I can persist with such a resolute attitude? Huh?"

Wen Shaoyuan raised the corners of his lips, and brushed his fingers across her lips, but the cool fingertips made her lips tingle with heat: "Wen Ge, don't challenge my bottom line anymore. Let the old man intervene in this matter." It won't do you any good to come in, if you're smarter, keep yourself safe and don't appear in front of me until the college entrance examination is over. Do you understand?"

She was forcing him to face it, making it impossible for him to escape.Her method was obviously very clumsy, even full of loopholes, but it was such an undisguised and unskilled method that made him feel particularly distressed.

Why can't you be obedient?Why don't you want to trust him a little more?
"then you……"

"Wen Ge." Wen Shaoyuan interrupted her, the soft light in his eyes was fully absorbed.

He lowered his head and rolled up his cuffs inadvertently, but his lowered eyes showed a bit of helplessness.

"Don't like me anymore. Your liking has already caused me serious trouble. To prevent me from finding a girlfriend, that's all you can do?" He suddenly raised his head and stared into her eyes, "You just , can only do this?"

The repeated rhetorical question at the end accentuated the tone, like a drumbeat, beating heavily on Wen Ge's heart.She stared at him blankly, not knowing how to answer.

"You are too young, I will be very tired when I am with you, and I will have to bear a lot of things when I am with you. I am not a person who is willing to spend my time on useless things. You are of no benefit to me, let alone It is worth letting go of everything I have now to fight and fight for." He gradually approached, bent down and looked at her, there was only indifference in those eyes, and the tenderness and love of the past were no longer there, "My life trajectory will not be for anyone Offset, if there is no accident, this year I will make a girlfriend who is well-matched. If it is suitable, I will get married and have children after a year or two of love. You can't influence it, and you can't change it. Being with you will only be a burden, choose You're going to be the worst decision I've ever made."

His brows and eyes were right in front of her eyes, and she could touch them, and the words he said were so plain that he didn't add any tone, but they were so cold that they sent chills down her spine.The wound on his lip that was bitten by her was right in front of her eyes, but it was so dazzling that she didn't dare to look at it.

She took a step back trembling, and was forced into a corner by him again.

But these are far from over.

"These are the truth. Isn't that what you want to know? I'll tell you now, are you satisfied?" Wen Shaoyuan reached out to lift her chin, with a faint smile in his eyes, and became gentle again.

It's just that this gentleness is not as warm as before, it seems to be separated by layers of hard and transparent ice, far away, it is just an appearance.

satisfy?She just finds it ironic.

Her heart had already been wounded by him, and when he held her in his hand and smashed it to the ground, the pain almost drove her crazy.

His still handsome face was so strange that she almost didn't recognize him at the moment, cold, alienated, and repelling others thousands of miles away.

Is he still her beloved uncle?Or the one who pulled her out of the abyss and brought her into the light, protected her, loved her, pampered her, and would rather go against everyone's wishes to protect her?

The truth revealed at this moment was too real for her to accept.

No, that's not what she wants, that's not what she wants, not at all.

Just when Wen Ge was trying to calm herself down, his last words completely shattered all her pretense.It's like being pricked by a needle tip, but the pain is so painful that you can't even bleed; it's like falling on a muddy stone road in a rainy day, with your hands and feet scratched, and you can't even stand up; like that night, she was sitting alone in the hospital On the long corridor of the hospital, in front of the door of the snow-white operating room, when the three big red characters "in operation" suddenly go out, I feel my breath tightening; when I can't hold my grandma's hand, I feel like I'm being pushed into the abyss and can't be stepped on. in the end……

The entire peaceful world was completely torn apart.

He said: "If you become like this, I would rather never know you."

Xu Liqing has been a little restless these days, and she didn't understand why she felt this feeling until she received a call from Sui Anran one day.

Not long after An Ran came to City A, Wen Ge took her home and met Xu Liqing.Later, Xu Liqing left city A for work and came to city N. When she made a video call with Wen Ge, she could always see this delicate and gentle girl sitting beside her and smiling slightly.Later, knowing that the two of them took care of each other, Xu Liqing didn't treat her as an outsider. Occasionally, if there was something good to send back, she would always take care to prepare a copy for her, and she had already been included in her own camp.

When Sui Anran lowered her voice and told her apologetically and guiltily, "Wen Ge's situation is not good, Auntie, please come back as soon as possible", she suddenly panicked.When she hurried back to City A, all she saw was Wen Ge who had lost a lot of weight, pale and sick.

Sui Anran was adjusting the speed of the drip, turned around and saw Xu Liqing, patted on the window and watched the song in a trance, whispered a few words in her ear, then went out first with her bag, and gave the mother and daughter two a place to speak.

When passing by Xu Liqing, Sui Anran nodded and called "Auntie". Seeing Xu Liqing looking over, he smiled and comforted him: "Wen Ge's condition has stabilized, don't worry."

Wen Ge had a high fever of [-] degrees after that night, and it was still high fever repeatedly after being sent to the hospital, and it was considered stable today.

Suffering from a high fever for several days, coupled with being unable to eat, Wen Ge was so emaciated that it made people feel distressed.Xu Liqing couldn't hold back, and shed tears.

Seeing that she was about to get out of bed in a hurry regardless of the needle in her hand, Xu Liqing walked over to hold her down, and slapped her hard on the face.

"I've never hit you before, and I can't bear it at all." She choked up her voice, "Just because of your uncle, you tortured yourself like this? Do you think I should hit you? Parents who suffer from body, hair and skin, Wen Ge , are you worthy of your dead parents and your grandma?"

Wen Ge sat stiffly on the edge of the bed, and the crystal tears, like pearls with broken strings, fell down one by one and landed on the back of her hands, splashing and making a popping sound.

Xu Liqing looked distressed, wiped away tears, knelt down, looked at her, and persuaded in a soft voice: "No matter what happens, hurting yourself is the most stupid thing to do. What is there to overcome? No. When you look back later, you will know that what you can't get through now is just a small twists and turns, how can it be worth doing this?"

In Wen Ge's situation, Sui Anran would definitely not be able to help her keep Xu Liqing from hiding it, so she roughly talked about it on Xu Liqing's way back, so Xu Liqing knew what was going on today, and only when she saw her like this Very annoyed.

"I see..." Wen Ge wiped away his tears, and forced a smile at her, "Mom, stop crying, I won't do this again. I will go back to school tomorrow, and I will be obedient from now on... "

Don't think about what you shouldn't think about, and don't ask for what you shouldn't ask for.

Outside the ward, Wen Shaoyuan, who came in a hurry, leaned against the wall without saying a word, and slowly closed his eyes.

(End of this chapter)