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Chapter 34 The End (3)

"Have you been to the hospital?" Her story was too bizarre, I just listened to it, and now I suddenly thought of this question, "Now that the medical conditions are so good, there may be a cure."

Xiaoxuan sighed, and replied: "I have been to many hospitals. But the doctors in those hospitals have never seen a patient like me. They have checked every aspect of the body, and they can't find out where the problem is. I have to say that this is an intractable disease. Some doctors said that I have a mental problem and told me to see a psychiatrist or a psychiatrist.”

"Could it be genetic?" I know this sentence is not easy to say, but in order to find the cause, I have to say it.

Fortunately, Xiaoxuan was not angry, and answered me very calmly: "I have thought about this too. But I dare not tell my parents about this, let alone let them come to me. How can I let my parents see it?" I am like this now. I am afraid that they are worried about me, so every time I call them, I tell them that I am doing well now and that the leader is taking good care of me. At the end of the year, I will tell them that because I am too busy with work, I cannot Going home, or going to my boyfriend’s house for Chinese New Year this year. My parents came to see me several times, but I made excuses to stop them. I always thought, maybe tomorrow my body will suddenly recover, and then I can go home to see them Yes. But now it seems that this hope is getting slimmer.

"I'm sorry, I'm a bit off topic. I can't even say these words to my parents. It's been too long in my heart."

"It's okay, I'm also a 'Beipiao' family, so I understand your thoughts very well." I comforted her like this.

"In terms of genetics, my life was very normal before the age of 20. Although my father had been ill for a long time, it was not a genetic disease. I called twice and pretended to ask about it casually. There were no genetic problems in my parents' family. But why did I have this problem? I couldn’t figure it out, and in the end I could only attribute it to fate.”

The doctors in the hospital were helpless, so I tried to figure it out by myself.After thinking about it for a long time, I think it may be related to physics, so I have read some knowledge of physics.Once, I had a sudden thought: The reason why I can absorb things must be some mysterious substances hidden in my body. As long as I can introduce this substance out of my body, the problem will be solved.So, that night, I found a way to find a big magnet and put it next to me when I slept-I knew that what was in my body was definitely not magnetic, but other methods didn't work, so I had to treat it as a living thing. Horse medicine.

The next morning, when I woke up, the first thing I did was to touch the magnet, but nothing came of it—the magnet was gone, nothing to be seen.I searched all over the bed, the bottom of the bed, the wardrobe, the door, and even the quilt and pillows, but I couldn't find such a big magnet.

At noon, I began to feel that something was wrong with my body. Some fine iron filings appeared on my clothes. I don’t know where they came from.My first reaction was my "strange disease", but it shouldn't be, I am wearing silk clothes, how could there be iron filings and sand particles on it?
Suddenly, I thought of the magnet from last night.I can only think this way, that magnet was sucked into my body last night, and now it is starting to suck the iron substance from the outside.

Knowing something was wrong, I touched my face, and sure enough, iron filings had appeared on the exposed parts of my face.I immediately ran to ask for leave, only saying that there was an urgent matter at home and I needed to ask for a few days off.

I covered my face with my hands and went home in the car. When I saw something made of iron on the road, I quickly avoided it.

When I got home, my face was already very prickly to the touch, and I didn't dare to look in the mirror for fear of seeing a thick layer of iron filings on my face.Did you ever play with rolling around in the sand with magnets as a kid?I saw little boys play this when I was a kid.If you've ever played, you know what my face looked like back then.

Four days later, no iron filings were finally sucked in.I don't want to know what happened to that magnet in my body anymore, or why it doesn't attract iron filings anymore, I'm just happy that I can finally return to "normal".

Since then, I have only occasionally thought that maybe there is a way to get rid of the "monster" in my body, but I have never tried it again.The magnet was already scaring me, and I didn't know how my body would react if I tried again.

No hope means no disappointment, and a lot less pain.This point, I have a deep understanding.

The above paragraph made my face twitch, and I felt itchy on my face and scalp.

"What happened in the fourth year? Is it better than the previous years, Xiaoxuan?" To be honest, what Xiaoxuan just said about the magnet made me sick.When I was young, I used to roll around in the sand with a magnet, and saw the dense black layer of scrap iron filings and sand grains sticking to the magnet, so I really saw Xiaoxuan’s face covered with The look of iron filings.I feel that my heart is very responsive, as if all the internal organs are turned upside down and entangled together.

I admit that the thought I just had to hold Xiaoxuan in my arms for comfort has subsided.I felt a little ashamed of my cowardice, but immediately told myself that such a reaction was natural.

Xiaoxuan calmed down for a while, and said slowly: "God may think that I had a peaceful life the year before, or maybe punished me for trying to break the spell with a magnet, so I doubled the interest. This interest has been collected all the time. It's been two years and it didn't end until yesterday.

"You know, the first stage of the fourth year is actually a bit funny. At that time, I didn't know my ability in the fourth year, and I was also worried. Later, I found that more and more colleagues liked to come to me and chat with me. , Talking about work, although I am always cold and still don’t talk much, but more and more colleagues come to me. Can you guess why? "

I shook my head, saying I couldn't figure it out.

"In the fourth year, I began to absorb the negative emotions of the people around me." Xiaoxuan gave the answer.

"Negative emotions?" I asked in surprise.Xiaoxuan's adsorption ability became more and more peculiar.With Xiaoxuan, it seemed that anything could happen.

"Yes, negative emotions. I don't know which colleague first discovered it. When staying next to me, if there are unhappy or disturbing things, it will be much better in a while. Slowly this matter spreads throughout the company, So they came to me in a swarm. In fact, my heart is like a mirror. Colleagues often come to me to chat about work, and they often talk nonsense. They just find excuses to stay by my side and let their negative All my emotions have been transferred to me. The company even wants to transfer me to be an administrator, and I will be responsible for resolving colleagues so that they can work hard every day. I think that by the end of the year, I will definitely be the company's outstanding employee of the year.

"But none of them asked me how I felt. Their negative emotions were sucked in by me. Who could I throw them away? Am I just their trash can? Later, when I couldn't help it, I sent a few After the second temper, they stayed away from me and stopped coming to me. As I said above, my life has returned to 'normal'.

"I thought of committing suicide countless times. I just wanted to endure this year, so I persisted. In fact, hope is the driving force for people to persevere. Look at those people who are in adversity. If they see hope, even if they don't A small hope will not collapse. My hope is that next year, I can live a relaxed life one day, let go of the burden of a year, and live like a normal person-and then start the suffering of the next year, even if I know Nine times out of ten the ordeal will be more unbearable than this year."

I nodded in agreement.In fact, my own life is not like this, and I continue to struggle and persevere for a little hope.

You know, in the past few years, I often laughed alone, until I cried, and then laughed when I cried enough, like my aunt.

I have buried this matter in my heart for a long time, and even my boyfriend has never told it.When I was young, my family was not well off. My father was ill for a long time, and the family was supported by my mother alone. The hardships are beyond your imagination. When I was 13 years old, one night, my aunt who lived far away suddenly came to my house and cried when she saw my mother.It turned out that the [-] chickens in my aunt's chicken farm were about to be sold to a foreign trade company, but they got a chicken plague and almost died.My aunt knows that my family can't help her, but she still comes to my mother, just so that someone can know her grievances.

Later, my aunt and mother stopped crying, and my aunt told a joke.You might find the joke a bit crude, but I never did, and it makes me sad every time I think about it.The joke goes like this: Once upon a time there was a poor man who was so poor that he didn’t even have any clothes, so he had to be naked.On this day, the poor man saw a tile on the side of the road, so he picked it up and tied it to his body to hide his shame.However, just two steps away, the poor man tripped over a stone, the tiles fell to pieces, and the poor man became naked again.

At that time, my aunt and mother laughed and said: God doesn't even leave a tile for the poor!

I remember this sentence very deeply. If I hadn’t encountered such a thing, I might never have understood how much bitterness was contained in that sentence.When you suffer to a certain extent, you will definitely laugh.

Then after a while, you start to become numb and feel like it's all taken for granted and meant to be.You may even have an out-of-body experience, watching yourself suffer daily as if you were watching someone else.Only in this way can you give yourself a reason to live.

(End of this chapter)