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Chapter 1859 You clearly punished me
Chi Feiyu continued: "The priest told me that I don't need to be unable to get out of this deadlock... Then I met you... I suddenly understood that you are another window that God opened for me. With so many twists and turns, you appeared in front of me in such a timely manner. This is all arranged by God. The moment I saw you, there was a voice in my heart that kept clamoring—it was her, it was She, I must have her."

"As the world says, loving someone doesn't necessarily mean getting her to possess her. This is all self-deception. This is the self-comfort you can't ask for... When I saw you for the first time, I felt, I should be desperate to get you... I have been longing for so many years of peace, longing for so many years of joy, and now it is in front of me, I should desperately grab you... If I can't get you, I would rather die... ..."

"Lin Lang, whether you say I'm selfish or possessive, I have never wavered in my idea of ​​wanting you. My idea is very simple and persistent. I want to give you everything I promised you back then. , and then make up for all those regrets that Zhen had in those years... God arranged for me to meet you at this time, it is destined that I will go through vicissitudes of life and hardships, so that I can cherish you better... Otherwise, we really met too early. I won't cherish this relationship so much, I won't take care of you so considerately..."

"Recently, I have been reflecting on and thinking about our relationship. Although A-Zhen's death made me feel guilty, I don't deserve happiness... But how determined I am to give you happiness, when I know When you were going to follow Ye Fuge, I was going to go crazy... I don't know how the situation turned out like this, but I firmly believe that God didn't let me meet you. live together……"

Speaking of this, he took Gong Linlang's hand, still with tears in his eyes, and looked at Gong Linlang so sincerely: "Linlang, believe me, I have always loved you, watching you break up with me is painful. , no less than the death of A-Zhen back then. I admit that, these days, Jiang Xue came and mentioned A-Zhen in front of me again, brought back painful memories in me, and made me fall into deep self-blame and guilt again, feeling that I I shouldn't be happy and loving with you all day long, but I really just want to punish myself, I never expected that things would evolve to this point step by step..."

"But it's you who punished me. It's me who punished... It seems that I shouldn't enjoy this happiness... It seems that I should live in pain..." Mentioning the coldness that time, Gong Linlang cried again stand up.

"It's my fault...it's all my fault..." making her cry, Chi Feiyu had no choice but to wipe her disfigured face: "I won't be like this from now on, Lin Lang, come back to me, Shall we start over?"

Go back to him and start over?Gong Linlang raised her teary eyes and looked at Chi Feiyu. Can the two start over?

Chi Feiyu looked at her closely, his eyes were full of pleading and longing, how much he longed for her to nod, and the two started again.

"But, can you let Ah Zhen go?" Gong Linlang asked.

Although she already knew that the relationship between Chi Feiyu and Ah Zhen was just a pure friendship, not a relationship of lovers.

(End of this chapter)