Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 1252 In the memory, fermented into indelible hatred

Facing Shu Ran's accusation, Xi Li did not say a single word, nor did he refute a single word for himself.

Shu Ran stopped looking at him aggressively, turned her head, drank the juice, and looked out the window.

At the entrance of a flower shop across the road, there is an iron cage, inside which is a small white Pomeranian.

Perhaps the weather was too hot, the puppy lay there motionless, just spitting stones, and occasionally moving its small ears, proving that it was still alive.

Shu Ran inexplicably felt that she was cute. She didn't like keeping pets. She used to have no time and energy to raise them. Later, because she had children, she was afraid of hurting them.

The only pets in the family were the two rabbits raised by Mu Chen, and later they were the two little turtles that Xi Jincheng bought for Mu Chen.

"Shu Ran, come back to Xi's house with me, I have something to show you." Xi Lizhong said, took the crutch from the side, and stood up.

Shu Ran looked away from the window, looking at Xi Lizhong who had already got up, feeling a little puzzled.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you again." After Xi Lizhong finished speaking, he glanced at her and walked out.

Shu Ran frowned, looked at the contract on the table, bit Ya, picked up the contract and followed him.

When he returned to Xi's house, Xi Lizhong just said "Follow me" to her and walked to the second floor.

Shu Ran hesitated a little, but finally followed him upstairs.

Xi Lizhong took her to the study on the second floor. This was Shu Ran's first visit to the second floor of Xi's house, and it was the first time she entered Xi Lizhong's study.

The study room is very large, there are many books in it, and there are two walls of books. The color of the decoration is a bit old-fashioned, but it looks very calm.

Shu Ran stood at the door of the study and looked at the study. Xi Lizhong had already walked inside, turned a jade ornament on the bookshelf, and the bookcase opened a small door.

Shu Ran looked in surprise at the small door that allowed him to enter alone, there was even a dark room here!
"Come in and close the door." Xi Li turned to look at her again, pointed to the door behind her, and said to her.

Shu Ran said "oh", walked into the study, and closed the door.

Xi Lizhong had already walked into the secret door, and Shu Ran followed without hesitation.

The decoration style inside is different from the outside. In a small room, the shelves inside are full of gift boxes. Strangely, none of them have been opened.

Xi Li's heavy hands stroked those gift boxes one by one, and finally stopped in front of the innermost shelf, and picked up a gift box with faded outer wrapping paper and dented corners.

"This is the birthday present I gave Jincheng to him on his sixth birthday, but he refused to accept it, threw it on the ground, and said loudly that he would never have another birthday in the future.

His mother left him on his fifth birthday. In England, it snowed heavily that day. She said she played hide-and-seek with Jincheng, but she never showed up again.Since then, Jincheng has never had a birthday.

The things on this wall are all birthday presents I prepared for him, but he refused to return them.Later, on his birthday, I prepared presents, but I didn't send them out, and kept them here.

Here is the gift I prepared for him when he won the award in elementary school, and here is the gift he had when he was in junior high school, high school, and college...

I have participated in every important day of his life, but he doesn't know it!He can't tolerate me in his eyes, and he will do the opposite of every word I say.

He is good at playing the piano. I specially invited him to be tutored by an internationally renowned pianist. I thought he liked the piano, but after he sent the master away, he didn't even play the piano anymore!

He is very talented in traditional Chinese painting, and has won many awards in school and in the city. I helped him ask an old friend who is a master of traditional Chinese painting to help him guide him. He threw all the painting tools into the trash can and never picked up a brush since then!
I put all my hopes on him and cultivated him as the heir of the Xi family, but the conflict between me and him became more and more serious later on. He couldn't listen to me or see me do anything.

When Pan Xin came into the house, he was only six years old. He moved all his luggage to the backyard by himself, and he didn't want to live with me anymore.

What you said about the happiness of a family separated by a wall, and the loneliness of a person, you may never imagine. I stood outside the backyard door and watched him feel through a wall.

Every time he gets sick, he only knows Xiaoxin who is by his side. He will never know that I am right outside the door. I can hear every word he and Xiaoxin said.

Every time he was happy, he was only eager to share it with Xiaoxin, but he never knew that I was also giggling because of his happiness outside.

Shu Ran, sometimes, what the eyes see is not necessarily the truth of everything.Compared to Jinyan, I think I have never ignored Jincheng, it's just between me and him...

There is a knot that he can't untie and I can't get close to. "Xi Li gave a wry smile, then turned to look at Shu Ran, he was not surprised by the disbelief and emotion on her face.

Thousands of people misunderstood that he was not a good father, he never cared, he had his bottom line.

For Xi Jincheng, maybe he really wasn't a good father, he left a five-year-old child without a mother.

If he had wronged himself back then, and stopped being so self-righteous, maybe Xi Jincheng would not have become as indifferent and lonely as he is now, and would not have grown up in the dark.

However, there is no regret medicine in this world, and there is no opportunity to turn back time. What has happened has become the past, and it will remain in my heart forever. In my memory, it will ferment into an indelible hatred.

Xi Li went out again, leaving Shu Ran alone in the dark room.

She picked up the gift boxes one by one. After a long time, the outer wrapping paper had lost its original color, and the pattern on it could be seen faintly.

On each gift box, there is a card, each signed by "Dad", and the recipient is "Baby Son".

The content on the card is similar, nothing more than "Happy Birthday", "Congratulations on getting No.1", "You are great, keep going"...

Shu Ran's vision was blurred. What was hidden in this dark room was the love of a father, who was unknown, misunderstood countless times, and was helplessly hidden after repeated rejections!

She misunderstood Xi Lizhong, and Xi Jincheng even more.

She carefully counted the birthday presents on it. The most recent one was from last year. There were a total of 29 gift boxes. The date of payment was the same day every year, the day before Xi Jincheng's birthday.

In an old box in the corner, she saw Xi Jincheng's mother, a family photo of the three of them.

Xili put it in a brocade box and kept it very well.

This was the first time she met Xi Jincheng's mother, she was a very elegant woman with outstanding temperament.

A very pure British woman with blue eyes, high nose bridge, snow-like skin, long golden hair, wearing a black classic dress, standing beside Xi Lizhong, smiling like an angel.

(End of this chapter)