Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 223 Say it out and you won't be so scared anymore
After Xi Jincheng sent someone to deliver dinner again, he casually put the phone on the table, crossed his legs, and looked at her with a half-smile.

"I thought you were very brave, but I didn't expect to faint from the shock of a few photos." He mocked.

Those photos are indeed very technical, just like the real thing, there is no flaw at all, even the men trembled a few times when they saw it.

"..." Shu Ran pursed her lips, but did not refute his words.

If it weren't for her shadow in this area, it would be exactly as he said, and she wouldn't be so coquettish that she would faint from the shock of a few photos.

"Is it better now?" Xi Jincheng didn't continue to laugh at her, except that his face turned pale, it was not so scary after all.

"It's okay." Shu Ran shook her head, trying to sit up, Xi Jincheng reached out to support her, and put a pillow on her back.

"Will you drink water?" Xi Jincheng pulled up the quilt to cover her. His experience in caring for others was all accumulated from her.

"Okay, thank you." Shu Ran nodded without politely, her mouth was very dry, and she really wanted to drink water.

Xi Jincheng poured a glass of water and fed it to her mouth. Shu Ran took a sip, then drank the whole glass of water before letting out a long breath.

"I feel as if I haven't breathed so comfortably for a long time." After the water glass in Shu Ran's hand was taken away by Xi Jincheng, she smiled and sighed.

Xi Jincheng's hand holding the water glass paused, then turned his head and looked at her with a complicated expression.

"Where does your memory stay?" Xi Jincheng put the water glass away, smoked a cigarette and smelled it, but did not rush to light it.

Shu Ran's face froze because of his words, her smile froze at the corner of her lips, and a flash of horror flashed in her eyes.

She subconsciously resisted recalling that memory.

"Shu Ran, after you've had a nightmare, you won't be so scared if you tell it." Xi Jincheng reached out and stroked her hair gently.

Deep in my memory, there used to be such a person, such a hand, who would say to him so gently when he had nightmares, "Don't be afraid, you won't be so scared after you have a nightmare."

It's just that he himself has forgotten how long he hasn't recalled this voice, the hand that gently stroked his hair.

Xi Jincheng looked at Shu Ran deeply.

Shu Ran listened, suddenly smiled and shook her head.

It was the first time someone had told her so in a nearly ten-year nightmare.

If you say it, will you really not be so afraid anymore?

"Xi Jincheng, can you take me to Dongling?" Shu Ran didn't tell her about her nightmares. After so many years of nightmares, she felt that it was probably because her father felt that his death was too unfair and he was unwilling to leave. Put it in her dream!

Now, the murderer has been found, but he cannot be held accountable. It is time for her to apologize to her father.

"En." Xi Jincheng nodded without saying anything.

Dongling is a cemetery, and this is not the season for offering sacrifices, and the entire cemetery is horribly clean.

Shu Ran put the bouquet of flowers, a jar of wine, and some small dishes in front of her father's tombstone, took out a towel from her bag, carefully wiped the dust on the tombstone, and cleaned up the weeds around.

After everything was done, he knelt down in front of the stele and kowtowed three times.

"Dad, I came to see you. I brought the wine you like, the peanuts you like. The wine is not as good as the one you make yourself, so you can just give it a go!" Shu Ran's eyes were red and her face was pale , It is pitiful.

Xi Jincheng leaned on the stone pillar beside him, watching her quietly, listening to her words full of longing.

His eyes shifted to the photo on the tombstone. Father Shu in the photo was very young, about 40 or [-] years old.

A handsome, handsome, and attractive man with handsome features.

Smiling, eyes very gentle.

Shu Ran doesn't look much like her father, but her eyes are very similar, and there may be some vague similarities in expression.

Liu Can once showed him a video of Shu Ran recalling her father when she returned home. She had never smiled at him with that smile.

It was very touching, and I especially wanted to see her smile at him like that once.

"Dad, I haven't come to see you. I'm sorry! I'm here to tell you a few things this time. Mom is out of the hospital and we've gone home. If you're still here, remember to come home and visit us often. We miss you very much Also, the person who bumped into you back then has been found, but he... he is crazy. Dad, their family is very poor, their parents are old, and his mother suffered a stroke in bed after he went crazy. , the only thing I can say is my son's name. Dad, I really can't bear it. I hate him very much, but I can't bear to go to the police to arrest him. You must be very disappointed in me, right?"

Shu Ran's fingers lightly stroked the cold photo, tears blurred her vision, and she couldn't see her father's face clearly in the photo.

"Dad, you have been in my dreams for so many years. I dare not forget how you looked when you left. I am afraid that after losing the goal of finding the murderer for you, I will not be able to survive. Even if I go with you someday , at least I can still be worthy of you, now, I found it, but I still can't avenge you. I'm sorry, Dad!"

Shu Ran was crying intermittently, Xi Jincheng silently handed over a handkerchief, and she pushed it away.

"Does your father love you?" Xi Jincheng asked lightly.

"Love. My dad loves me very much, my brother and my mother very much. He is the one who loves us the most in this world!" Shu Ran nodded vigorously, recalling the happiness of a family of four living together, shedding tears Even more fierce.

"Then would he be happy to see you crying so sad?" Xi Jincheng handed over the handkerchief again after finishing speaking, this time, before she took it, he wiped the tears off her face.

Shu Ran looked up at him with a complicated expression, didn't she agree to let him wait for her at the foot of the mountain?
"Shu Ran, birth, old age, sickness and death are processes that everyone is going through, or will go through, and has already gone through like your father. If you have been unable to let go of the past, and have been unable to get out of that memory, let alone your father, even Your mother, your brother, will go on your way today. Do you want them to sleep badly every day and be haunted by nightmares because of you?"

Xi Jincheng looked at her seriously, and the doctor's suggestion was to take her to see a psychiatrist, so that she could come out of that psychological shadow.

Otherwise, something will happen sooner or later.

He witnessed how she stopped breathing because of fear, that she didn't have the slightest sense of survival at all.

She said someone had strangled her neck and she couldn't breathe.

Rather, she pinched her own neck to prevent herself from taking a breath of fresh air.

"Xi Jincheng, you don't know anything at all, what nonsense are you talking about?" Shu Ran was surprised, his words pierced her heart hard.

Seen through by him, there is no privacy, nowhere to hide in a mess.

(End of this chapter)