Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 882 Do you think I'm cheap?

Shu Ran looked up at her, hesitating where to start.

Today, not only did she want to meet Yingzi herself, but she also came with the task assigned by Xi Jincheng.

"Speak, talk!" Zu Linyao patted the table a few more times, attracting the attention of the people around the table.

Shu Ran glanced at her, and hurriedly pressed her hand to prevent her from making any noise to affect other people.

"Why are you still the same as back then, nothing changed?" Shu Ran scolded her in a low voice, which was really funny and helpless.

"Hasn't changed at all? Really? Are you complimenting me that I'm still as young and beautiful as before? Huh?" Zu Linyao said, holding her face, laughing deliberately exaggeratedly, laughing like a flower .

Shu Ran let out a "puchi" laugh, glanced at her with a smile, and shook her head speechlessly.

"It's the twilight of youth! It's thirty years old, and it's still young and beautiful! Are you ashamed?" Shu Ran gave her a hard blow, watching Zu Linyao wrinkle her nose in displeasure and her face collapsed. , almost didn't laugh.

"Okay, okay! Just kidding! What's wrong at thirty? Thirty is still radiant, we are forever mentally aged!" Shu Ran said, winking at her, and said brazenly.

"That's right! Let me tell you why the Shu Ran I know went offline just now!" Zu Linyao made a face at her, and then laughed.

When the waiter came over with coffee, the two of them restrained a little, after all, they were still a bit thin-skinned.

"Do you know? You've been dead for five years, and I think I've been dead for five years too! In the past five years, I haven't laughed like this, and I don't even know where the happiness in my life is!" Zu Lin Yao lightly Sighing lightly, he picked up the coffee and took a small sip, pursing his lips, recalling the bitter and sweet taste of the coffee.

She knew why Shu Ran liked cappuccino.

Shu Ran said that cappuccino is like life, with bitterness and sweetness, too bitter to swallow.It's too sweet, it makes my stomach sick!
Occasionally taste the foam above, like a fairy tale dream.

And she seemed to have tasted all the sweetness in this cup of coffee in the first half of her life, leaving only bitterness.

Zu Linyao turned her head to look out the window thoughtfully, and smiled bitterly.

Shu Ran chose a window seat on the second floor. In this European-style window, through the blue carved glass, she can see the colorful street scene in a kaleidoscope in the sunlight outside.

Some twisted, dreamlike, so beautiful!

Shu Ran looked at the silhouette cast by the sun, her heart tightened, and then she twitched and began to ache.

"You still can't let go of your feelings for Yuanxiang, can you?" Shu Ran pokes at Zu Linyao's inner world, and there is no practical point in dealing with her.

If they were still the same as they were back then, they wouldn't need to modify their words so deliberately.

"Ran Ran, I actually regret it." Zu Linyao didn't give a positive answer to her question, turned her head, looked at Shu Ran, and smiled bitterly.

Shu Ran didn't speak, but just looked at her quietly, seeing the undisguised regret in her eyes, and already had the answer in her heart.

"Loving someone in my heart, regardless of any reason to marry another person, no matter how great the reason is, even if it is to save the country and sacrifice oneself, it is unfair to the other person and irresponsible to oneself. "

Zu Linyao's thumb kept rubbing the fingernail of the other thumb, her slightly drooping eyelids covered her regretful eyes.

"Did you really not fall in love with Brilliance? Have you really not fallen in love with him for so many years? Not even a little bit?" Shu Ran frowned. In fact, she quite understood Zu Linyao's love for him. Lin Yuanxiang's persistence.

Emotional things, sometimes really involuntary.

Even if you desperately restrain yourself not to think, don't read, tell yourself desperately that you shouldn't love, you have to forget, you have to let go...

But the heart is beating, love will not stop.

Otherwise, how could she hold on to a hopeless love and wait for Xi Jincheng for five years?
"For Brilliance, apart from the endless regrets, I am moved and guilty! Especially he is so kind to me, so good that I always feel that I have no face to face him, but I don't know what to do. manage……

I have tried to love him, and I have really made up my mind to treat him well and live a good life with him.I cut my hair short and told myself to let it go, just like this long hair, no longer for the love I once had!
But it's really hard, I can't control my feelings at all! "Zu Linyao didn't hide her feelings from Shu Ran, and poured out all the helplessness and despair in her feelings for Lin Yuanxiang and Li Huihuang to Shu Ran.

Shu Ran sighed, the wrong beginning, no matter how hard the process was to correct it, it still couldn't save the wrong ending.

At that time, if she and Xi Jincheng hadn't experienced such emotional disputes, if she hadn't happened to be pregnant, if the forestry crisis hadn't happened at that time...

maybe.

Maybe Yingzi is not the same fate now?
"Even with the arrival of the little prince, hasn't it changed your feelings towards Brilliance?" Shu Ran crossed the table, held her hand, and asked distressedly.

"If you say that my feelings for him become the kind of family affection that he is my son's father and he is my husband, would you believe it?" Zu Linyao looked at her and smiled softly.

"Believe it!" Shu Ran nodded, she had no reason not to believe it.

When two people have been together for a long time, it is inevitable that there will be no family affection, especially after two people have children, there will be different psychological changes.

"Ran Ran, don't you think I'm a lowly person? Don't love and cherish a man as brilliant as Guang Hui, but instead miss someone who shouldn't be missed, love someone who shouldn't be loved?"

Zu Linyao bit her lower lip and laughed at herself, looking at Shu Ran with a hint of sadness.

"It's not a question of whether you're guilty or not. It's not your fault that you love Yuanxiang first and marry Huihui second! No one can blame Zhiyuan for his deep affection, and no one can control his heart to love whom.

We are not robots. Just change the program and start all over again. "Shu Ran comforted her considerately, there are too many helpless things in life.

In addition to birth, old age, sickness and death, why is there no help for this emotional problem?
"Only you can stand on my side and speak for me like this!" Zu Linyao put the other hand on the back of Shu Ran's hand, squeezed it lightly, and said in relief.

"No! It's only because of personal experience that I have this kind of personal experience!" Shu Ran shook her head, she knew that this kind of feeling that Yingzi seemed to be cheating...spiritual cheating was inappropriate.

In front of anyone, Yingzi would be accused of infidelity.

(End of this chapter)