obsessed with love

Chapter 159
Mo Youting patted Du Ruo's back lightly, the person in his arms had become very quiet, only a little sobbing and belching remained.After going crazy for so long, drinking and quarreling, and sitting at the intersection in the wind for so long, all the cells in my body are deadlocked.

She has passed the age of endless sadness, her brother is bedridden at home, she has just ended a six-year relationship, her future is uncertain and unknown, and she can still go crazy about a hopeless relationship, which in itself is something that makes her something to be ashamed of.

Getting drunk, crying, making a fuss, calming down all the raging, roaring and uneasy emotions, that's enough.

Du Ruo let out a breath, got up from Mo Youting's embrace while supporting the ground, brushed his fingers on his face a few times, and pushed all the tear-soaked hair covering his cheeks to the back of his head, a pale and petite The face is exposed.

In the end, he smiled awkwardly, sucked his nose and opened his mouth, just two words: "Thank you!"

Mo Youting felt very unwilling. He accompanied her to make a scene in the street, completely disregarding his own image. In the end, she was emotionally stable, and in exchange for the word "thank you".

"no need thank me?"

"Uh...thank you for accompanying me to be crazy until now..." Du Ruo struggled to stand up, because her feet were numb after sitting on the ground for a long time, so she was a little unsteady when she first stood up, and there was a tendency to fall down again, Mo You Furious and resentful, Ting quickly stood up and held her waist.

"I didn't do this to ask you to say thank you, please don't cry or make trouble in front of me in the future!" He seemed to be really angry, muttered, turned his face away and looked to the side, Du Ruo was overwhelmed by his childish emotions I couldn't laugh or cry, so I pushed his arm away and stood firm, and replied: "So petty? I don't cry easily, and even if I want to cry, I won't cry in front of others. You should feel honored to have such benefits!"

She just made a joke, because she knew that she was overly emotional and a little embarrassing, so she wanted to say something to save face, but Mo Youting heard a different meaning from these words, so she raised her head and stared at him coldly. She asked: "Do you think I feel good watching you cry again and again? Every time you get drunk, every time you get drunk, you start to make trouble, and when you make a fuss, you talk about him. You leave Tongcheng to Wu Mu Shan was like that that night, and it was also the same when he was taken to the hotel by Pan Wei last time. If I hadn't rushed there that day, he would have just watched you being taken into the room by Pan Wei. A man like this deserves you Cry for her again and again?"

Listening to Mo Youting's accusation, Du Ruo's mood that had faded before gradually turned cold again, his eyes were empty, and he stared at Mo Youting coldly.

"Who is he you are referring to? How much do you know about me?"

"Know a lot, more than you can imagine, even his name, his appearance, his identity and family background."

He hated Du Ruo's indifferent face that was almost cruel when she was sober. She could spit out her thoughts unscrupulously when she was drunk, but once she was sober, she absolutely did not allow anyone to peep.

But he didn't want to pretend anymore, he knew so many things about her, he had cried with her, had a fight, played cruelly, and even had a night of sex in the hotel room last time, even if she didn't have herself in her heart, she just directed at her With such an ambiguous relationship between the two, why should he keep pretending to himself, watching her cry and helpless behind his back, but he didn't even have the courage to tell her.

So Mo Youting decided to go all out and speak clearly when she was awake.

"His name is Qiao Anming. He is your immediate boss. He is the founder of the largest private pharmaceutical company in China. He is worth tens of billions. He is well-known on the rich list and has a family. As for his age, if I remember correctly, he should be older than you." A full 20 years old!"

Du Ruo restrained his temper, quietly listened to his description of Qiao Anming, without saying a word, just stood straight one step away from him.

Mo Youting's anger had already risen to the top of his voice, seeing that she just looked at him and didn't speak, he hated her even more.

"Why are you silent? Do you want me to continue talking? Okay, then I will tell you more. His father-in-law is the top leader of the Food and Drug Administration. He relied on his father-in-law to start the first pharmaceutical factory. The first pot of gold was due to annexation of a Chinese medicine workshop. The other party had a plaster for rheumatoid arthritis in his hand. The secret recipe passed down from his ancestors was extremely effective. Qiao Anming became a vegetative and needed a large amount of medical expenses. Qiao Anming colluded with the leaders of the hospital and asked the hospital to issue a reminder notice to the workshop owner every day. Finally, he was forced to sell the formula of the ointment to Qiao Anming, and he changed hands to re-use it. Packaging, and then pushing into the market, I have to say that he is very smart and successful, a single dose of ointment opened the door for him in the medical world, but what about his means? He takes advantage of others when they are most in danger , Use other people's helplessness and pain to achieve your own selfish desires, such a person, do you think he will treat you wholeheartedly?"

"Where did you get this information?" Du Ruo stepped back with a look of disbelief.

Mo Youting was unwilling to let it go, and forced him every word: "It's up to you to believe it or not, but how clean do you think he is today when he started from nothing? Although he has always kept a low profile, now that the information is so circulated, you A search on the Internet can turn up a lot of old things about him, so Du Ruo, it's not that there's something wrong with my information, it's that you don't want to believe it at all!"

Mo Youting, who has always been good-tempered, is not ambiguous at all when admonishing others, every sentence makes sense, and his words are very intimidating.

But Du Ruo became more and more powerless as he listened, and finally he could only shake his hands to argue: "He is a businessman, and the essence of a businessman is to seek profit. This world is already very realistic, and people do not kill themselves for their own sake, so I don't think he has gone too far." , the whole world is full of people who step on other people's corpses to climb up! Besides, just because he's ruthless doesn't mean he has no feelings!"

"Okay, you talk about feelings, then let's talk about feelings! Qiao Anming's wife is 5 years younger than him. She was under 20 when she married her. For such a sick person, do you think that Qiao Anming married her because she liked her, or because she liked her status as the daughter of the head of the Food and Drug Administration?"

Du Ruo has also heard some gossip about Qiao Anming and his wife from her colleagues, but she doesn't care. Turning it out, she still couldn't control the anger in her heart.

"I don't know how credible your news is, but the Qiao Anming in my impression is not what you said!"

"Then what does he look like in your heart? Apart from being your boss, what other relationship do you have? In other words, if one day you are not working in Sheng'an, do you think you still have a chance to meet him?"

In fact, there should be a truth in every relationship, and the parties involved all understand it. Who wouldn't understand the truths and facts?But it still hurts so much because I don't want to wake up.

But Mo Youting was so cruel, he insisted on waking her up at this time.

Du Ruo's dry eyelids began to steam again, and the wind blew past, gently blowing away the tears from her eyes... She didn't dare to make a sound, so she could only turn her face away and look at the speeding traffic on the road.

The distance between her and him does not need to be reminded by others. She knew it early on, but her feelings were never in her own hands. It's not serious, if you look back now, there is still a way back.

But she is Du Ruo, and she wants to be a stubborn Du Ruo, so she is unwilling to admit defeat.

"You want to make me cry, don't you? I know I'm stupid enough to know that it's impossible with him, but it's just my own business. What does it have to do with you, Mo Youting? Why do you want to interfere? my business!"

The words are pearls, but there are tears in the corners of the eyes.

Mo Youting still couldn't bear it, and took a few steps towards Du Ruo, but she kept backing away, raising her hands to keep a distance from him: "Don't come over, stay away from me, don't interfere, don't sympathize... Then he stopped talking, put his head on the side and wept quietly...

stay away from me!Mo Youting himself wanted to laugh... He is a standard nosy, and the other party doesn't appreciate it at all, wishing he could draw a line with him immediately!

A car drove over, and then quickly flashed past, all the light and shadow were cast on each other's faces, revealing their different expressions and thoughts.

Du Ruo finally came back to his senses, walked over to pick up the mobile phone on the ground and put it in his pocket, turned around and walked towards the middle of the road.

Knowing that she was being stubborn again, Mo Youting quickly put down her airs and went after her.

"Where to go?"

"go home!"

"How to go back!"

"I can take a taxi myself!"

"I send you!"

"No need!" Du Ruo turned around suddenly, and looked at Mo Youting who was following him with concern: "I don't care what your reason is for checking Qiao Anming's information, and I don't care what your reason for telling me is. What I said just now, but I beg you, don’t mention it again in the future! I am self-aware, and I am far behind him, but you, Mo Youting, no one gives you the right to pry into other people’s privacy, emotional How much do you know about things? Do you, a playboy like you who changes women every three days, understand what it means to stick to one thing? Do you understand what it means to love for love's sake? People who treat their feelings like a joke have no qualifications to judge other people's feelings! "

She has always been ruthless in her speech, and she doesn't leave any room for retreat when her temper comes.

Listening to these scoldings, Mo Youting's heart was not filled with anger, but with grief.

He started hooking up with girls at the age of 17, and tried all kinds of types. The word "feeling" is really difficult for him to say, but he understands that he is different from Du Ruo.The woman in front of me can easily control her emotions. If she is sad, he will not be happy. If she is happy, he will be happier than her.

"Love" is a step-by-step game. From the "stunning" he saw her at the first sight to the "powerless" now, he doesn't want to say how affectionate he is, but at least he has been with her time and time again during the hardships along the way. quite.

If Qiao Anming is her unrivaled hero, then at least he, Mo Youting, is also her base in the rear.

Of course, he would not be willing to say such hypocritical and disgusting words, because it was too inconsistent with his personality.

Seeing him chasing her all the way, Du Ruo felt a little uneasy at being spit on by her and didn't refute him, so she turned around and walked towards the middle of the road, but just as she stepped over the zebra crossing, she was pulled back by Mo Youting behind her.

"Whether you want to make trouble or be crazy, I'll do whatever you want, but after you're crazy enough, you have to be obedient! It's already 1 o'clock in the morning, are you going to spend the night on the street? Or do you want to fight with people in the street like before? Can’t even grab a taxi in the end?”

"You let go..."

"I'll send you back now! If you want to cry or make trouble, you will go crazy in your own room, and no one will care about you anymore, but now that I'm here, I can't let you go back alone in the middle of the night!"

"let go…"

"..."

Mo Youting's stubbornness towards her was completely defeated, and finally shut up, held Du Ruo like a chicken and threw her into the car...

The speed of the car along the way was very fast. Fortunately, the performance of the car was good. The sound of the engine ran through the road, and the huge shadow of the car shuttled through the crowd. Finally, it drove out of the city all the way, and then drove all the way to the elevated...

Du Ruo's mood gradually calmed down, and the cold wind from the skylight poured in, blowing her messy and irritable mind smoothly.

Finally, the car stopped at the entrance of the expressway. In front of it was the toll station to Linshi, and the intercity high-speed rail passed by overhead...

Mo Youting stepped on the brake, and asked Du Ruo, who had been quiet all the way beside him, "Do you want to drive?"

Du Ruo poked his probe, glanced at Mo Youting, who was beside him with a cold face, and knew he was wrong, so he pouted and shook his head. Mo Youting was annoyed and funny when he saw her wilting appearance.

After a few rounds, he has already figured out Madman Du's temperament, his temper comes and goes quickly, he is completely an extremely emotional madman!
The car returned the same way, and it seemed even colder as it drove all the way.

Du Ruo leaned on the back of the chair and looked out of the window with a free mind. Finally, when Mo Youting parked the car at the door of the cottage where she lived, the maniac Du beside her had already fallen asleep.

His eyes are closed, his head is crooked, his mouth is slightly open, and he can see a few white teeth. Because of the noise of the night, a few strands of the hair that was tied up fell down and spread on his chest. His complexion is not very good, and his eyes are crying It was a little swollen, but fortunately, because of the cool wind blowing all the way, the tip of the nose was a little red, which added a little playfulness to that gloomy face...

...

It was the first time that Mo Youting looked at a person so quietly and seriously, and it was a woman.

Her sleeping posture was not beautiful, but it was very quiet, as if she was a different person...

At that time, the radio station in the car was playing a midnight program, and the unique gentle voice of the host melted into the moonlight through the radio waves: "... There is a line in "Amelie": Is there anyone who has not suffered from that secret love? We always think That infatuation is very heavy, very heavy, the heaviest weight in the world. One day, looking back at Mu Ran, we realized that it has always been very light, very light. We thought the love was very deep, very deep, in the future Years will let you know that it is only very shallow, very shallow. The deepest and heaviest love must grow with time..."

Mo Youting seldom listens to these hypocritical midnight radio stations, but what the host said is surprisingly appropriate...

As the moonlight poured down, he quietly looked at the people beside him, sniffed, turned his head in a different direction, and continued to sleep...

Some people have said that the most beautiful thing in the days of secret love is suspense.

Mo Youting closed the skylight, then took off his coat and put it on Du Ruo's shoulders.

If he can't be the person in her heart, at least he still has the opportunity to accompany him all the way. If one day he can't even be accompanied, then let himself be the suspense in her love.

The future will be long, he has known her for so many years, went around and lost contact for such a long time, and he can meet each other again, just this alone, he should be satisfied.

Du Ruo was awakened by a dream. In the dream, Qiao Anming clarified her relationship with her in front of everyone. The scene was chaotic, with applause mixed with laughter. She couldn't bear it, and woke up in pain.

Opening her eyes, it was dark, and the coat slipped off her body, and she realized that she was still sitting in the car.

Mo Youting was lying on the car window smoking a cigarette, when he heard the movement beside him, when he turned around, she had already taken off her coat and was sitting there.

"woke up?"

"Um...how long have I been asleep? What time is it?"

"Three in the morning..."

"It's so late? Why didn't you wake me up!"

Mo Youting smiled and threw the cigarette out of the window: "Why did you wake you up? You slept so soundly, I won't do such a wicked thing!"

Du Ruo saw that he didn't seem to be angry at the way he scolded him just now, so he shrugged and smiled.

It wasn't embarrassing at first, but with her stupid smile, the atmosphere in the car seemed a little stiff. Fortunately, Mo Youting was good at mobilizing the atmosphere, and quickly took his coat from her hand and put it on: "Wake up and don't worry about it!" Give me back the clothes, and I will settle accounts with you when I catch a cold!"

Du Ruo hurriedly shouted: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Excuse me what?"

"I'm sorry..." She paused, thought for a few seconds before saying: "I'm sorry about what happened tonight, I know my tone is bad, I spoke a little harshly, but I really didn't mean it, I drank too much wine , it will be like this when you get angry... I hope you don't mind!"

Mo Youting's eyes drooped, as if he was thinking about something, but in the end he didn't say a word, he just opened the door and stepped out by himself.

Du Ruo saw that his expression was the same, so he also opened the door and went out.

He stood by the car and watched her go upstairs. Du Ruo walked slowly, tangled all the way, and suddenly ran back when entering the corridor.

"I hope you don't mention that about Qiao Anming, she doesn't know, and I don't plan to do anything to him, so..." She spoke vaguely, but Mo Youting didn't know what she meant.

She was clearly aware of the distance between herself and Qiao Anming, so far away that she was embarrassed to mention it to her best friend, and Mo Youting felt a little distressed, so she could only nod her head as a promise.

Du Ruo said thank you again with satisfaction before jumping upstairs.

Mo Youting sat in the car and finished smoking another cigarette before leaving.

On the way back, it was still the same radio station. It had changed to a different program. It was a song ordered by a certain listener. Huang Weiwen wrote the lyrics and Eason Chan sang it. These two men who dissect other people’s feelings to the point of their bones, combined to compose the song. From the lyrics to the tone, it can go straight to the bottom of people's hearts.

Mo Youting opened the sunroof again, and then turned up the volume of the radio, and Dr. Chen's deep and slightly mute singing voice filled the entire car...

"Let reason be calling for calmness and calmness, but also for staying young and energetic

Let me forget my last name against my impulse and my fate
Sleeping ferocity is waking fully revealed for you
The worst crime in the world is called being too emotional, but I like it

It's a pity that the world is also ruthless
Don't dare to have the wind, dare not to make a sound, this love has no witness
Flying to the sky and escaping from the ground, greedy for a moment of ecstasy
I really want to lie without blinking my eyes, this love is inhuman

......"

The intention of this song refers to an affair between friends, but Mo Youting can hear his mood at the moment from the lines...

He felt that he was going crazy, obviously he was not such a hypocritical person, a certain midnight song on the radio could make him sit in his seat, so he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and there was a series of missed calls on the screen, all from the same number.

He promised the girl in the band to go to the apartment, but he stayed with Du Ruo until now, and deliberately turned his phone to silent. He didn't want to admit his feelings for Du Ruo, but he had to admit that he was very emotional at the moment. unstable...

Speeding up, he drove all the way to his apartment near Bar Street, took out the key to open the door, the light was not on, and the girl in the living room scolded his face: "...Hey, Mo, you still know to come back! You Didn't you tell me to wait for an hour? See for yourself, what time is it now..."

Before the words were finished, they were all blocked by the pressed lips...

"Don't talk, shut up..." He turned the girls over and pressed them against the wall, pulling off their respective belts under the faint moonlight... The body blended together, and the room was filled with low groans. The light in the room was too dim, and he couldn't see clearly People, but the face in the heart is clear and distinct, standing a few meters away from him, raised his hands, and said to him viciously: "Don't come here, stay away from me..."

Just like what was sung in that song, "Flying to the sky and escaping from the ground, coveting a moment of joy, wanting to lie, not blinking, this love is inhuman..."

It's not inhumane, and it's unbelievable!
Mo Youting turned the girl's body to face him again, bowed and rubbed her into his arms.

"Mo Shao... Mo Shao..."

But he didn't answer, just bit her earlobe, panting: "What do you all like about me? Do you like my money, or my last name...?"

The girl has long been immersed in the sweet joy, her legs are limp, and her whole body is attached to Mo Youting's body, and she answers intermittently: "I like you... people who like you... magnanimous, handsome, humorous... also Yes...will please girls..."

Mo Youting really wanted to laugh, at a time like this, how could this woman list all her good points, magnanimous, handsome, and humorous?He knew which green onion he was, so he pressed the woman's upper body back against the wall and stared at him: "How long have you known me? One month? Half a year?"

The smooth joy was interrupted by him, and he stopped here and asked these boring questions, so the girl's expression was a little dazed, but seeing his serious expression, she could only answer along her breath: "It's been half a year, the specifics Can not remember…"

"Then when did we first meet? How long did we know each other then?"

The girl pretended to be reserved, put her hands around his neck, and answered delicately: "What's wrong with you today? It's a little strange..." Then she swayed her waist a few times, expressing her dissatisfaction with his stopping for no reason.

But Mo Youting seemed to be really up to the bar and insisted on her answering this question.

The girl pouted, leaned close to his lips and panted lowly: "Damn it, don't you remember our first time? When I first joined the band, it was in the private room of your bar..."

Mo Youting smiled helplessly, he was indeed as Du Ruo said, a playboy through and through, who can sleep with a woman he has only known for a few hours, such a rotten person, what qualifications does he have to talk about feelings!

Du Ruo slept until she was half asleep and half awake when she heard a knock on the door. She thought she heard it wrong, or she was dreaming again. Recently, she had been having constant nightmares, so she buried herself in the quilt and continued to pretend to be asleep, but the knocking on the door kept coming. Remembering is very regular.

She lifted the quilt with a "crash", and reluctantly took out her mobile phone to check the time. It was four o'clock in the morning... What idiot knocked on the door!

Du Ruo went to open the door with bare feet, lowered his eyebrows, and saw the pair of black men's leather shoes at the door... Looking up, Qiao Anming's face... Du Ruo froze for a few seconds, then stared, "Bang "Close the door with a bang, directly blocking Joe Boss at the door.

She herself leaned against the back of the door, clutching her chest, still in shock...

Is this necessary?Hallucinations in the middle of the night, can you dream of him knocking on the door out of thin air?
Oh my god... Du Ruo rubbed his cheeks hard, and then patted his forehead hard!Wake up, wake up!You nympho!
But soon there was a knock on the door again, and the sound was still at the same frequency as before... Du Ruo's heart jumped to the top of his throat, and he clenched his fists before opening the door...

It was still the same face, expressionless, standing straight outside the door, but one arm was touching the door leaf, presumably to prevent her from closing the door suddenly again.

Du Ruo's eyes widened, as if seeing a ghost at midnight.

The corner of Qiao Anming's mouth twitched, and he asked, "Why did you close the door suddenly? You don't want to see me so much?"

Du Ruo was still in the stage of leaving his body, but Qiao Anming opened the half-closed door on his own initiative, and he stood in front of Du Ruo.

She pinched her own hand stupidly, feeling pain, it was not a dream, and then sniffed at Qiao Anming's side, the familiar breath, she had drowned in his arms many times and breathed greedily, so he was not hallucinations.

Of course, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong when she did these actions, but afterward, she was shocked to realize that she was a dick at that time.

Qiao Anming looked at her standing there in a daze, pinching her hands and sniffing her nose, but she kept her mouth shut and said again, "Is it convenient for me to go in?"

Du Meiren was still pinching her hands together, but after some verification just now, she had to admit in despair that the man in front of her was indeed Qiao Anming who was alive and kicking.

"Du Ruo?" Seeing that she was biting her lip and not speaking, Qiao Anming shouted again in a good temper: "Can I go in?"

This time she finally moved her lips, but opened her mouth and said, "What do you want?"

Although the tone was not very bad, it was obviously defensive, and even stepped back, looking very timid.

Qiao Anming's gloomy mood for the day was blown away by her simple words and expression, like the sky that had been cloudy for a long time suddenly cleared up.

In fact, happiness and joy are very simple, nothing more than a period of time and a heart-warming person.

He has struggled for half his life, holding too many things in his hands, wealth, power, status and admiration, standing above ten thousand people overlooking thousands of scenery, these things that few people can reach, piled together, but not as good as the woman in front of him A simple sentence.

"What do you want?" She stood a few steps away from herself and asked defensively.

Qiao Anming didn't dare to answer anymore, because a thousand thoughts in his heart drove him, walked over, hugged her, and said what was in his heart.

But in the end he still chose to retreat, lowered his head slightly and replied softly: "I don't want to do anything, I'll come and see you." Then he swerved and brushed past her, and entered the room uninvited.

The room is a bit messy, the small space is filled with all kinds of things, from clothes to books, it looks like a woman who lives a very lazy life.

In addition, Du Ruo only came back to live in this house occasionally on weekends, so it seemed a bit deserted, and she didn't turn on the air conditioner in order to save electricity, so the coldness in the cold night deepened even further.

Qiao Anming stood in the middle of the living room and glanced around lightly, then finally turned around and focused his gaze on Du Ruo.

She was still standing at the door, just facing herself.

She was wearing half-worn cartoon pajamas, her hair was messy, and the collar was not fully buttoned up. There was a large piece of skin on the neck exposed, and the protruding collarbones on both sides could be clearly seen.

There was no expression on her face, she probably hadn't pulled herself back from the shock, but she was barefoot on the ground, and she probably felt the coldness of the ground after standing for so long, so her feet were cramped together and rubbed each other to keep warm...

Qiao Anming's gaze was finally fixed on her pair of fair feet.

He had told her not to go barefoot, and it was late winter night, and her room was still so cold, she actually went to open the door with bare feet, but he swallowed the words of concern down her throat.

He has crossed the distance many times, if he is determined to push her away from him, then there is no need to show unnecessary concern.

Du Ruo probably couldn't stand the cold, so regardless of Qiao Anming's eyes staring at his feet, he walked past him quickly, and finally jumped onto the sofa, curled his legs together, hissed, and finally found a trace of the hostess. momentum.

Thinking of the conversation in his office in the morning, he hugged his knees and asked coldly, "Mr. Qiao came to the humble house in the middle of the night, what's your business?" Then he coughed a few more times, and spoke again: "Didn't you say everything you need to say in the morning? Do you need to make another trip in person? Or is there anything else you haven't explained clearly? Anyway, don't worry, I have more or less self-knowledge, no I will go to you rashly like today again, and I won’t say anything reckless. In the future, you will still be the high-ranking Mr. Qiao, and I am just a humble employee at the base. Everyone will go their own way, and there will be no more intersections. !"

After she finished speaking, she felt that it was not enough, so she added a concluding sentence, raised her eyebrows, and asked lightly: "Do you think this is clear enough?"

At that time, when she finished speaking these words, she still thought that she was speaking impeccably, with a proper tone and a moderate speed, so she couldn't help being complacent. Well, Du Ruo, you are very capable, at least you have regained your momentum.

But Qiao Anming didn't answer, he just stood in the center of the living room, looking at Du Ruo who was lying on the sofa with lukewarm eyes.

He hasn't said anything since he entered the door. Instead, she came up and talked a lot. Seeing her lower jaw slightly raised, with a look of "losing people without losing momentum", I can't help but suspect that she has such a low EQ. How can you sit firmly at the top of the list?

Seeing that Qiao Anming refused to speak, Du Ruo felt very bad, as if he had invited a martial arts master to compete, but the other party would not make a move.

"Hey, you came to my place in the middle of the night, what do you want!" After holding back for a long time, he finally revealed his true nature.

This time he finally reacted, but it was a smile. First, the corners of his mouth twitched lightly, and then the dizzy smile rippled all over his facial nerves, and his bright white teeth could almost be seen.

Du Ruo knew that she couldn't bear his laughter the most, and when he smiled, she couldn't figure it out at all.

You can imagine that a person who has been quiet all the year round and doesn't feel like he has the nerve to laugh, runs to you in the middle of the night and laughs at you. This feeling is more terrifying than seeing a ghost in the middle of the night.

Du Ruo leaned on the upper body of the sofa and straightened up, let go of the knees she hugged, and repeated the sentence just now: "Hey, what do you want?" She wanted to surrender, he was playing psychological tactics, she Not his opponent at all.

But Qiao Anming suddenly walked towards the door, passed by the shoe rack, picked up a pair of slippers and walked back, still without saying a word, just squatted in front of her sofa, straightened her slightly crossed legs, and then put the slippers in her hand Put it on...

"I told you, the cold comes from the bottom, don't always be barefoot..." The tone is so gentle that it makes one's heart tremble, the movements are delicate, the head is bowed, and the knees are bent.

Who can believe that this is Qiao Anming who is outstanding on stage?And this handsome Qiao Anming is willing to bend his knees to put on shoes for a woman!

The tip of Du Ruo's nose began to feel sour, then his throat, and finally his heart.

She fell in love with the man in front of her, and there was really no way out.

He still lowered his head, and slowly put her straightened legs back to the original position, but Du Ruo felt that even his breathing began to be difficult.

"Qiao Anming, what on earth are you thinking? Saying things like that to me for a while, and then showing concern for me, do you think it's fun to play me?" Her voice was broken and weeping.

Qiao Anming was still squatting in front of her, looking up, with several lines of law on his forehead: "I'm not kidding you, what I said in the morning, and my concern for you now, there is no contradiction between the two! "

Du Ruo began to gasp for breath, waved his hands, and asked intermittently with obvious whimpers: "Okay, okay, you are an entrepreneur, you will win a thousand miles, and you don't need to bring a manuscript when you give a speech, but please, can you Come on, I don't understand what you said. I told you this morning. I'm stupid. I can't understand the complicated meaning. If you think the explanation in the morning is not clear enough, you are worried that I will pester you You, then I will solemnly declare to you now that I will not look for you again, absolutely not, so is this clear enough?"

In the end, all the sobs turned into sobs.

She didn't want to cry at first, but her emotions came too quickly, but his eyes were still cold. She couldn't stand this kind of unequal treatment.

"I didn't say that clearly enough? Then what do you want from me? Should I swear? Or should I just resign? Qiao Anming, it's not my fault for liking you, and I can forgive you for not waiting to see me, but human nature should always be kind, always You should leave a way out for those who love you..."

Du Ruo knew that she had gone too far, but she really couldn't stand Qiao Anming's always indifferent eyes!
He was squatting on the ground, and from his posture, he was looking up at her, but why did she still feel an invisible sense of pressure, this kind of pressure embedded in her bones, wrapped in layers whenever she encountered his problems!

Qiao Anming watched as Du Ruo talked more and more, but the tears were all stuck in his eyes and he refused to fall.

He was ready to see her overreact, but she was obviously restraining herself.

But the words have been said for this sake, he has no room to take back, so he lowered his eyes, raised them again, and still spoke in an unhurried tone.

He said: "I know you must resent me in your heart, and you must feel that the reason I gave you in the morning is not enough, so I came to see you in the middle of the night."

Having said that, he seemed to take a breath and mustered up some courage before continuing: "You should hate me, after all, I have overdone some things, but Du Ruo, feelings are very complicated. The matter is not as simple as you think. If I were not Qiao Anming, I would hold your hand without hesitation. Unfortunately, I have known you for so many years, and many things cannot be changed. And I am not willing to hurt you, these reasons put together, is it enough to push you out?"

Regretful feelings mostly hurt, and heartbroken feelings mostly don't end well.

Du Ruo's tears, which had been held back for a long time, finally fell in big ones, as if she had been dormant for so long, just waiting for such a word from him.But the tears were so abundant, she didn't rush to wipe them away, she just turned her head away to pant heavily, and closed her eyes, as if such an action could force all the tears back.

Qiao Anming's head, which had been raised all the time, finally sank, and her loud crying could be heard all around her.

He came up and knocked on the door after being mentally prepared for this. He had already sat in her car downstairs for nearly an hour in order to go to this explanation, but when he really faced her face full of tears, he still felt pain in his heart. .

He would rather she go crazy and hysterical than she just leans on the sofa and weeps without saying a word.

But the love is so deep, the pain and regret, there is no way to talk about it.

The crying finally died down, and Du Ruo was left leaning on the sofa, hiccupping and dying.

Qiao Anming wanted to stand up and wipe her tears with his hands, but in the end he felt it was inappropriate, so he turned around and took out a tissue and handed it to her: "Wipe it, your eyes are red from crying. It's not worth it for a hopeless relationship." Toss yourself."

When he said these words, he had already calmed down his emotions very well, and stood tall in front of Du Ruo, she shrank in his wide black shadow, and only his Ling Ran resolute face remained in his eyes.

"For a hopeless relationship, it's not worth torturing yourself like this." His last words seemed to be talking about other people's affairs.

Du Ruo smiled for no reason. It would take him several years of practice to achieve such a profound skill!

My heart was so cold that I could only put my head down on my knees, wrap my arms tightly, and waved my fingers lightly: "You go, I understand what you mean, thank you for being willing to tell me the truth, it's useless This time, I will not lose a few words of truth in exchange for you."

Seeing that she was sullen and didn't want to look at him, Qiao Anming didn't say anything more, turned around gently, closed the door and left.

(End of this chapter)