obsessed with love

Chapter 182
Du Ruo closed her eyes, her hands quietly dropped to her sides, and she kept holding them tightly, the scar resting on her fingertips... His unrivaled hero has come many times, and this scene seems to be familiar now. Last year, she was held down by Dean Wang. On the floor of the hotel room, in desperation he knocked on the door and walked in to take her away...

"Qiao Anming, where are you now?" He said silently, but the despair was more obvious.

Have you ever had this kind of experience, a person who can no longer appear in your life, one day you suddenly remembered that this person once made you look forward to all the tomorrows, but tomorrow is so far away, how many days did he leave behind? A memory, but it never appears in your tomorrow, and every painful night you will ask yourself repeatedly, why is it that you have to experience such a person in your life, he gave you the whole past, but in the end The one who takes everything suddenly.

At that moment, Du Ruo's hatred for Qiao Anming rose to a new level. In the past, she only hated him for misunderstanding and distrust, but at this moment, being crushed by two men, humiliated and ravaged, her body and mind were numb to the point of no feeling. , she began to reposition her hatred for him, hated him for being ruthless, hated him for being unwilling, hated him for leaving without looking back, leaving her alone...

Mo Youting has been hanging around for so many years, and has never been so nervous and flustered as he seemed to be unable to breathe normally like that rainy night.

The weather forecast clearly said it was raining, but the rain started to fall heavily since midnight. The wind and raindrops hit the car windows, and the orange car lights in front of me were full. .

What is Pan Wei?The suite at Jingcheng Hotel was his exclusive territory, how many women were "buried" on that bed!

Du Ruo's consciousness has entered a dissociated state... His body is weak, and his senses and touch seem to have disappeared, but his hands are still firmly holding the position of the lower abdomen,
"Untie her belt... Hurry up, do you still want to do it?"

"Fuck, Pan Wei, where did you find such an unprofessional woman who actually wears skinny jeans for sale!"

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There was the sound of a metal button falling to the ground, the flesh on the waist was kneaded repeatedly in the hands, the buckle of the belt grazed Du Ruo's skin, and there was a bloodstain on the waist, finally pain... All consciousness returned in an instant, Du Ruo looked Looking at the two ghosts on his body, he reached out and pulled out the hairpin from his hair and inserted it...

Mo Youting knew the room number where Pan Wei lived for a long time, so he parked the car at the entrance of the hotel and went straight upstairs, ran all the way to find the room, and knocked hard on the door with his fists.

But there was a lot of movement inside the door, like the sound of an object falling to the ground. There was a deep sound of "Boom...", followed by Pan Wei's sharp and hoarse roar: "Fuck you bitch...you dare to stab me...Huang Fatty, Hold her hands and feet, wipe... I don't believe I can't kill her today!"

After that, there was another violent sound. Even on the carpeted floor, Mo Youting could still hear the chaotic footsteps inside the door... Just as he was about to lift his foot to kick the door, he heard a cracking cry amidst the panicked and deep voice , with a desperate chill, whimpered from his chest: "...Don't come here again...I told you to fucking stop coming here..."

"Stinky bitch, do you think you can be afraid of you by holding such a thing? Do you have the same kind of virtue on Mo Youting's bed? Pooh..." It was still Pan Wei's voice, as if he had taken a stimulant Excited, I slapped my hand, and there was a crisp "snap"...

Mo Youting's entire heart was suspended, and he pressed his palms tightly against the door and beat frantically: "Pan Wei, Pan Wei...don't dare to touch her again! Open the door...open the door..."

But the people in the room didn't seem to hear it, and the voice was still the same, but with a different voice.

"It's the first time I've played so excitingly. You're quite capable. This girl actually saw blood... I think she's pretty good on the bed too. Mr. Pan, you should work harder when you're in bed for a while. This girl likes violence... "Followed by ***'s frivolous laughter, another man's voice, mixed with the sound of fists and feet fighting...

Mo Youting hated himself extremely at that moment, hated himself for letting Du Ruo know Pan Wei and letting her into this circle.He no longer shouted to open the door, but just used his whole body to hit it... In fact, it was only half a minute, but Mo Youting felt like he had experienced life and death.

In the end, the door was knocked open, and there was a chaotic battlefield in front of us... Du Ruo's torn sweater was scattered on the carpet in the living room, one shoe was next to the wine cabinet, and the other was next to the sofa...

Du Ruo was dragged into the bedroom, and the division of labor was still the same. Pan Wei held her hand, and Fatty Huang held her leg. The sweater on her body had long since disappeared, and the buttons of her shirt had fallen to every corner of the room. The undershirt was exposed, one side of the belt was broken, and the buttons of the trousers were undone. The shirt was lifted up, and most of the jade-colored waist was exposed. Bloodstains, abnormally weird...

...When Mo Youting walked into the bedroom, he saw such a scene, and all the sorrowful emotions reached his chest in an instant!

How long is life, but it is only a few decades, and there is still a person who is willing to cherish in my heart, but now I see her being destroyed with my own eyes!It's all because of his timidity. If he could start over, he would bravely walk over to Du Ruo the first time he saw Du Ruo.

But is it too late now?
Mo Youting took a deep breath, calmly picked up the red wine bottle in the cupboard, and swung towards Pan Wei...

Du Ruo only felt a sudden redness in front of his white eyes. He didn't know if it was red wine or blood...

Pan Wei didn't expect someone to enter the room suddenly, but felt the heat in the back of her head, and liquid dripped down her forehead. Everything after that seemed extremely flustered. According to Du Ruo's memory, she couldn't remember clearly.

It was probably Mo Youting and Pan Wei who had a fight, and the fight was a bit fierce, smashing everything in the room.

Fatty Huang was quite sensible, and hugged Mo Youting's waist from behind to persuade him: "What's going on, what's going on, we've been brothers for so many years, why bother to get angry over a woman!"

Pan Wei covered his head with his hands, but the blood still flowed down between his fingers, and the front of the white bathrobe was covered with scarlet wine, such an image made the already hideous face even more shocking.

"What the hell brother? Did you ask him if he regarded me as a brother? In the past, every woman would take turns, but now he directly fights with me because of this bitch! If I don't ask for an explanation today, I will be in the circle later. How can you be so shameless..." Pan Wei was really roughed up by Mo Youting's bottle, and he took the kettle on the bed cabinet and threw it at him without any scruples and rationality... The boiling water in the pot was poured without a single drop falling on the ground. Mo Youting's trousers were scalded to the point of pain, but he only frowned slightly.

Mo Youting, a troublesome beauty, this is your beauty robbery!

Fatty Huang saw that the game was too big this time, and he felt a little timid. The Mo family could not be easily offended in Tongcheng, so he quickly stood in the middle and acted as a peacemaker: "Okay, okay, don't make things big, just one Woman, where can't I get it! Do I have to get into the game!"

When Pan Wei heard the word "Jiazi", Pan Wei's brows were clearly frowned. He provoked the incident. If he got involved in the situation, he must be the unlucky one. Besides, Mo Shichang's relationship with the leaders in Tongcheng City It has always been good, this is something everyone in the circle knows, and Pan Wei naturally didn't want to really provoke a "full head" because of a woman, so he took a breath, and first softened his attitude: "Okay, since Fatty Huang made peace, Then I don't care about what happened tonight, you did it first, so don't blame me for pouring boiling water on you... After so many years, brother, I really fell out because of a woman, and I'm ashamed to say it!"

The mouth is still quite stiff, but it is obviously the intention of making peace.

Fatty Huang next to him saw Mo Youting's cold, handsome face and said nothing, thinking he was waiting for the steps, so he tried his best to help him a few more words, patted his shoulder and said, "Okay, it's really good for you!" A woman is serious, your feet are probably quite hot, hurry to the hospital for treatment, Pan Wei’s head was blown off by you, I guess he will bleed out if he doesn’t go to the hospital for a bandage..." said At the end, I still don't forget to laugh a few times...

Both Pan Wei and Fatty Huang thought that Du Ruo was no different from the other women in Mo Youting. I guess it was my bad luck that I happened to step on the landmine of Mr. Mo today, which caused him to lose his temper. , Young Master Mo should calm down, but after all they underestimated Du Ruo's position in Young Master Mo's heart!

She was his "accident", the "accident" he wanted to cherish desperately!So before Pan Wei reached the door of the room, Mo Youting dragged him back again, his icy eyes were not at all the good-tempered playboy they knew.

Poking his nose with his finger, Mo Youting held his breath and warned word by word: "Pan Wei, I told you, she is different from other women, why do you want to touch her?"

"It's not the same? It's two chests and two legs. What's the difference?" Pan Wei felt that Mo Youting's earnest appearance was a bit funny, so he smiled wryly, with one hand still covering the top of his head, but he didn't know what was going on. She added a sentence: "Could it be said that you, Young Master Mo, are serious about meeting your nemesis this time? No way, they are brothers who have been playing together for several years. How could you really care about women..."

Obviously meant to be sarcasm, the coldness in Mo Youting's eyes has gathered to the extreme.

Fatty Huang groaned in his heart, this lunatic Cao really thought he would not survive tonight, so he quickly grabbed Pan Wei again, and laughed and laughed: "Okay, okay, that's the end of today's business, Pan Wei you Don't fan the flames, kid, if you don't bandage your head, you'd be an idiot..." After speaking, he dragged Pan Wei out of the room, and when he reached the door of the living room, Pan Wei turned his head again.

"Fuck, what are you going back to do, it's endless!"

"I have to go back and get my check. That bitch promised to pay her 20 yuan a month for me to sleep with. Now I have nothing to eat. Of course I have to get the check back..." Pan Wei ran back to the living room cursing, After searching around, I finally picked up the check beside the sofa and walked out...

Some waiters and security guards gathered at the door of the guest room, but they all gathered at the door and dared not come in. Pan Wei and Fatty Huang pushed them out when they walked out, yelling and cursing: "What are you looking at?" Ah, I have never seen this young master fight and play with women..."

The crowd of onlookers chattered and dispersed, and the farce finally came to an end, leaving only the too messy scene.

From meeting Du Ruo last year until now, Mo Youting has cleaned up the mess for her too many times, each time he did his best and kept his true emotions hidden, but this time is different, facing such Du Ruo, his heart aches , Angry, powerless, all the contradictions merged into one, pushing him to walk in front of Du Ruo.

He moved his footsteps, half of his leg was burned, and he was in excruciating pain, but he didn't care about it.

Du Ruo has been in a state of confusion, sitting on the carpet with her back against the edge of the bed, since Mo Youting came in until now, she has always had the same expression and posture, as if she had isolated herself in another space, only the finally messy voice All disappeared, a figure came over, squatted down, covered her shoulders with a coat that was still warm, looked at her face, and called her name: "Du Ruo..."

Only then did she dare to raise her head and look at the fuzzy outline of her face. She opened her eyes forcefully. It wasn't the face that appeared in her dream... The corners of her mouth pulled out and she smiled. Fool, there are no unrivaled heroes in this world. It's just a fictional plot of the movie.

Mo Youting was startled by the cold smile on her face, he patted her face with half heartache and half surprise and shouted: "Du Ruo, it's me, look at me, I'm Mo Youting..."

"I know you are Mo Youting..." She replied lightly, still smiling, with a big smile, her pale face seemed a bit abrupt and disharmonious because of that smile, but she just put her arms on the ground and held Mo Youting's hand. Jacket struggled to stand up on his own.

Mo Youting stood beside her and wanted to help her, but as soon as his finger touched her shoulder, Du Ruo's entire upper body quickly turned to the side: "You don't need to help me, I can do it myself!" The tone was so calm just now, but now Suddenly the tone turned cold.

Mo Youting's mood changed from distressed to angry, and regardless of her dodging, he pressed her shoulder vigorously: "You can do it yourself? What can you do yourself? If I didn't rush over, you are really going to talk to Pan Wei for that little money." Staying overnight? Do you want to be ashamed and want money that much?"

Du Ruo regained consciousness a bit, looked up at Mo Youting's stern face: "Yes, I am so contemptuous, you have seen it all, and you still ask?" She bit the word contemptuously, but Mo Youting smiled , asked sarcastically: "So, I ruined your business and caused you to lose this business."

"Yes, you're smart, let go...!" Du Ruo turned sideways with all his strength, but Mo Youting squeezed her shoulders even tighter, because the movement was too big, the coat on Du Ruo's body slipped and fell, The torn collar of the shirt was exposed, and the deep and shallow hickey marks spread from the neck to the shoulders...

Mo Youting hardly dared to look at the shocking evidence, he could only force himself to breathe calmly, looked down into her eyes, and said indifferently: "Tell me, how much does he pay you once?"

"20, one month, half of it in advance!" She answered very smoothly, with a familiar tone as if she had experienced it many times.

Mo Youting suddenly laughed out loud: "20? It's really worth it, do you know that I usually give some pocket money when I sleep with a woman..."

Du Ruo kept holding the hairpin in his hand, such a subtle but piercing irony.She could only take a deep breath, and forced herself to look at him: "Yes, you only give pocket money. You are famously generous in the industry, and you can give 12 pocket money casually!"

Inexplicable words, only each other can understand the meaning inside.

Mo Youting felt a little guilty about Zheng Xiaoran's matter, and when she heard her say "12", his eyes flickered immediately.

Du Ruo knew that he was in pain, and continued in a cold tone: "What? Don't talk anymore? Do you feel ashamed and can't continue?" Du Ruo paused and continued: "So why do you meddle in my business? It is my business that I am willing to sell, besides, do you think you are different from Pan Wei? No, you are also a playboy who spends money to play with women..." She spoke very fast, and at the end she suddenly changed the subject, with a serious heart Sneered at the end and concluded: "No, you are a little different from Pan Wei, you are more generous than him, and you are willing to spend 12 yuan to play once..."

The cold words were not finished, all the sarcasm and humiliation were blocked back by Mo Youting with a kiss...

It hurts as much as he loves, he came here so anxiously, not to ask her to thank her, let alone to listen to her sarcasm, secret love is a very bitter thing, he doesn't want to suppress his emotions every time Speak false lines with true emotions.

Du Ruo's back was suddenly pressed against the wall, and the inexplicable kiss carried Mo Youting's usual gentle breath, but she bit her lips tightly, not allowing him to invade even an inch... But Mo Youting's strength was enormous , wrapped her arms around her entire upper body, and entangled her lips and teeth, as if to release all the love and hate that had been suppressed during this period.

Du Ruo didn't have any strength in his body, and he still had to take care of the child. He clenched his hands into fists and held the hairpin in his palm... Finally, his heart broke, and he raised his hand and brushed across Mo Youting's arm...

His coat was worn by Du Ruo before, so now he only has a thin short-sleeved T-shirt on his body. The sharp tip of the hairpin scratched his skin, and the instant pain made him let go of his hand immediately.

Finally opened the distance between the two, Du Ruo leaned against the wall holding the hairpin and panted heavily.

The intense atmosphere just froze for a moment, and blood oozed from his arm, but he just raised his hand and looked at it, and continued to approach Du Ruo's face: "You hate me so much? Since I am no different from Pan Wei in your heart , why can't I, but it's only 20, no advance payment is needed, I can give it to you now! And I don't want you to accompany me for a month, just one night, just one night!"

It's rare to see the good-tempered Mo Youting speak in such a cold voice, but Du Ruo couldn't understand the meaning of his words, and just followed his words: "Take your money, Mo Youting, let me tell you , even if I really sell myself, I won't ask you for another penny! She Xiaoran is stupid because she loves you, but I don't have the leisure and elegance to play the trick of changing your life overnight with you!"

"It was an accident between me and Zheng Xiaoran, why don't you believe it?" After going around for a long time, she returned to this topic again!

"Accident? Can you use a more high-end word, drunken sex, young master Mo... But is the excuse important? The important thing is that you really played with her feelings..."

"Okay...okay..." Mo Youting waved his hand, and continued with a big breath: "I admit that it was all my fault that time, I shouldn't have sex after drinking, I shouldn't touch Zheng Xiaoran, but I didn't treat her Feelings, do you want me to marry her for that night?"

This is his big truth, but Du Ruo found it so harsh when he heard it: "You have sex after drinking, and you can forget about that night with a smart bank card? Do you think that everything can be solved with money?" , or is it true that you guys are all like this, you talk sweetly when you want it, and it’s like throwing a piece of waste paper when you throw it away... Do you know that idiot Zheng Xiaoran was pregnant with your child, and she had a medical abortion without telling everyone, and she fainted in the end with a hemorrhage? At home, if you don't call me..."

"Du Ruo, shut up! Stop talking!" Another voice sounded from the door, and Du Ruo and Mo Youting turned their heads at the same time. Zheng Xiaoran was standing at the door in that half-worn black padded jacket, with wet hair, red eyes, and He looked at the two people in the room coldly.

Du Ruo was sluggish for a moment, but in the next second, he poured out all the words in his heart: "Why don't you let me say it? He must be responsible for the crimes he committed, and the sentence of drunken sex can turn the page over? You Where was he when he fainted in the bathroom from the pain? Where was he when he was pushed into the operating room with blood all over his trouser legs?..."

"That's enough, Du Ruo! Don't go any further, I'm willing to do all of this, and I'll take the blame!"

"Why do you bring the blame on yourself? It's his fault that he's drunk and irresponsible!"

"It's not his fault, it's completely voluntary!" Zheng Xiaoran's voice was hysterical, and after he finished shouting this sentence, the emotion that was always agitated suddenly pulled away. He took a deep breath, looked at the two people in front of him and asked word by word: "What are you talking about?" Do you know whose name he yelled when he entered my body? He called Du Ruo, I'm sorry... He yelled these two words many times... He was drunk that night, but I was still sober... So Du Ruo, he and I In bed because he thought I was you..."

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Is it true that all things, including feelings, including hatred, will become a knife when it reaches a certain level, and even if it can't hurt yourself, it can hurt others.

All the hustle and bustle around him slowly subsided, and the light in the room suddenly became extremely dazzling. Du Ruo gradually felt powerless, and slowly leaned his body against the wall, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, so the intense emotions were instantly withdrawn!

The expressions and postures of the three were a little funny, Mo Youting frowned and said nothing, Zheng Xiaoran stood at the door, water dripped from her wet hair, she finally pulled out the thorn that had been stuffing her chest, With a smile, he pulled his mouth, turned around and ran out...

It seems that all people and things are messed up, who has the right to care about what is wrong and what is right.

The burn on Mo Youting's leg was so painful that it was almost numb, so he gritted his teeth and dragged his legs to walk in front of Du Ruo. Just as her hand was about to touch Du Ruo's shoulder, she turned sideways to hide again.

"Don't touch me, go after Xiao Ran..." Her shoulders shrank, as if dodging.

Mo Youting took a breath, in fact, he was also in a mess, but he couldn't leave her alone, and there was a long silence, finally Mo Youting said: "I'm sorry..."

"Why are you sorry for me? You should say this to Xiao Ran..."

"I'll tell her, but let her calm down, I'm sorry, it's because of what I just said, and... that kiss..."

Du Ruo looked up and met his beautiful eyes.

Zheng Xiaoran had told her more than once, she said that Mo Youting had beautiful eyes, slender and long, always with a little smile and a bit of a naughty face, as if nothing caught in his eyes and he didn't care about anything, but that For a moment, Du Ruo clearly saw himself in his bright eyes.

Slightly taking a breath, Du Ruo forced herself to stand up straight. The stomach acid that was pressing on her chest rose again after the dispute just now. She could only hold her fists and maintain a normal answer: "You don't need to say sorry to me, you There is nothing wrong with what I said, I was planning to sell myself for money."

Mo Youting frowned again, endured the pain in his legs, put his hands on Du Ruo's shoulders again: "Look at me, look at me and say, I don't believe you are such a person, what happened? thing…"

"No!" Du Ruo raised her voice and yelled. Mo Youting squeezed her shoulder even tighter instead of pulling away, so she simply stood still obediently and looked up into his eyes: "Nothing is wrong!" It didn't happen, I was just looking for money, 20, just a month, what a temptation!"

She is trying to discredit herself, no, not discrediting, she is stating the facts.

But Mo Youting still had the same expression, and just moved his face closer: "I still don't believe it, you can't wrong yourself like this for this little money! Where is Qiao Anming? He has no money?"

As soon as Du Ruo heard this name, all her vigor collapsed in an instant. She wanted to say something, but felt that all the words seemed weak, so in the end she just shook her head and changed the subject: "What does he have to do with me? Relationship? You are right, if I don’t work in Sheng’an one day, I won’t even have the chance to meet him, so don’t mention this name to me again! Also thank you for your trust in me, but I just really I almost sold myself for this…”

It's ridiculous that Du Ruo was able to speak calmly when she should be very wronged. The people she cares about the most in her life thought she was out for his money, but the man in front of her was willing to trust him unconditionally.

Qiao Anming, is it because your feelings are too shallow, or I am too naive...

But with such calm words, Mo Youting could see the distress in her eyes, and the hands that had been holding Du Ruo's shoulders hung down, probably hurt or abandoned, I reminded her early in the morning, but she was still the same He rushed forward desperately.

"Why is the reason divided? Tired?" He has always spoken without measure, and Du Ruo's originally calm eyes immediately turned cold, but soon the cold light in his eyes disappeared, and it was a dead gray again. Answer: "Maybe, the reason is not important, the important thing is don't mention him to me again, we have nothing to do with each other. I came to Pan Wei purely for money, so don't ask me why, thank you very much today Appear, I..."

Du Ruo's speech speed became faster and faster, and finally buried his head: "I am very grateful to you...really...just some things I can't explain now...I..." The words were a bit incoherent. The sour gas and the feeling of vomiting that had been suppressed all night rushed straight to his throat. Du Ruo covered his mouth and ran to the bathroom, throwing up on the sink table until tears almost came out.

Mo Youting was startled by this sudden change, and stood there for a few seconds before enduring the pain in his leg and running into the bathroom. Du Ruo had already vomited, it was all liquid, and he hadn't eaten properly for many days.

Mo Youting nervously pulled out a towel and handed it to her: "What's the matter? I just kissed you, so I wouldn't spit it out like this..." As expected of Young Master Mo, he still has the mood to tell jokes at this time.

But Du Ruo was very grateful for his reaction. With a wry smile, he took the towel and wiped it off, then looked up at himself in the mirror: "I feel uncomfortable in my stomach, maybe it's because of my bad stomach..."

"Is it serious? Do you need to go to the hospital?"

"No need, it will be fine in a few days." She wanted to be perfunctory, but Mo Youting was more serious: "If you vomit like this and don't go to the hospital? Could it be food poisoning?"

Du Ruo turned around and laughed at himself: "If it's really food poisoning, it will be fine, thank God."

"What do you mean?"

"It's nothing..." Du Ruo threw the towel in his hand on the shelf, pushed Mo Youting away and wanted to go outside, but she dragged him back.

"No, you must have something to hide from me!"

"It's nothing..." She didn't want to continue, she broke away and walked into the living room, pulled the coat on the floor and draped it over her shoulders.

"Thank you for coming here. I'll put your coat back on and I'll return it to you another day..." With a very calm tone, as if nothing had happened just now, he walked to the door and returned, raised Mo Youting's arm for a look, The wound scratched by the hairpin was not deep, and the blood was a little solidified. Du Ruo sighed and raised his head to apologize: "I'm sorry, I just poked it in a moment of impatience..."

"It doesn't matter, it's just that people still use things like hairpins now? Your anti-wolf weapon?" It was rare for him to be in the mood to joke, and Du Ruo was very pleased with the ground and bent his mouth: "Do you want to take you to treat the wound? "

"This little wound on the arm is not necessary, it's just..." Mo Youting's mouth hissed, and when he moved his footsteps, half of his leg hurt so badly, Du Ruo's eyes moved down, and then Recalling that when he was lost just now, Pan Wei seemed to have smashed a kettle...

Because Mo Youting injured his right leg, he couldn't drive. Du Ruo had to stop a taxi by the side of the road to accompany him to the hospital. I'm sorry all the time...

In the end, the wound was treated briefly, and the emergency doctor said directly: "It's too late, go to the hospital to prevent wound infection..."

It was so serious that Du Ruo was so frightened on the spot that he asked, "Wound infection? What happens if the wound is infected? Amputation?"

The emergency doctor frowned: "It's not that serious, let's go to the hospital first, and wait for the specialist to go to work tomorrow..."

Because of the temporary admission, there is no single ward. It is probably the first time that Mo Youting has been squeezed into the same room with other strangers.

It was very late at night, and everyone in the clinic had already fallen asleep. Du Ruo waited on Mo Youting, whose leg was wrapped like a rice dumpling, to lie down...It was too late, and Mo Youting's leg was burnt like this again, so Du Ruo Ruo was also embarrassed to go back first.

Normally, the hospital would provide a folding bench for the family members, but because they went too late, the folding chair was taken away by the clinical family members, so Du Ruo could only sit on the chair, resting his head on the edge of the bed and making a living. Night.

When Mo Youting woke up near dawn, Du Ruo was already asleep, with his entire upper body leaning upright against the head of the bed, his hair hanging down covering most of his face, such a strenuous sleeping position, he must have slept extremely restlessly.

Mo Youting felt distressed, dragged his injured leg and struggled to get up, leaned against the head of the bed like her, and then gently rested Du Ruo's head on his shoulder... Although the movement was gentle, it still woke up the sleeping person.

Du Ruo opened his eyes and found himself lying on top of Mo Youting. He quickly straightened up again, half-closed his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, did I wake you up..."

"No, it's just that you don't sleep comfortably like that... You always look stubborn, and you sleep upright..." Mo Youting stretched his arms and wanted to hug her shoulders, but Du Ruo avoided it. : "No, it's almost dawn, I'll just sit for a while, you go to sleep."

"I won't do anything to you, I just lend you a shoulder..." Mo Youting smiled helplessly: "You stand so straight, you will die if you fall down?"

In fact, it was just an unintentional sentence, but Du Ruo had a sore nose, and answered the words smoothly: "There is no one behind me, how dare I just fall down like this..."

A sentence that was obviously very common, but Mo Youting would remember it for a lifetime, and he would be willing to be by her side in so many years of suffering in the future.

Du Ruo was still smiling, but the corners of his eyes began to get wet, and his body was still straight, but he began to narrate sentence by sentence: "...my brother rejected him, and the treatment cost was very high. My mother went to Jiang Hao to borrow money without telling me, and finally Discovered by Xu Xiaoya, I didn't get the money, and I was so angry that I went to the hospital. My dad waited for me to take the money back for a few days. Said, if you don't show up tonight, maybe I will look different tomorrow, but I don't have a second choice... Maybe the whole world thinks that I should go to Qiao Anming, 20 is not a big deal to him, but he I feel that I am only seeking money with him, so I have to fight for it, and just for this breath, I would rather betray myself than speak to him... But..."

Du Ruo couldn't continue talking until this point, the moisture in her eyes was getting heavier and heavier, she didn't dare to wipe it with her hands, so she could only take a deep breath, and continued: "But, I didn't expect that it would end up like this, hurting myself, I hurt you, and hurt Xiao Ran like that..."

If you haven't experienced "desperation", you can't understand Du Ruo's mood at that time. When all the pressure and accidents are overwhelmed together, you don't even have time to think and despair.

There are too many choices in life, which one is right and which one is wrong. No one will teach you how to do it. You choose the path yourself. Even if you walk to the end on your knees, you have no chance to turn back.

So she never thought that it was "wrong" for her to go to Pan Wei, because fate was so stingy that she didn't leave her any time to make a choice, but sitting beside Mo Youting calmly now, her heart that has been too full all the time was too exhausted, She wanted someone to listen to her talk.

But at the end Du Ruo turned around and looked at Mo Youting, and asked the last sentence with tears in his eyes: "Do you think I'm a fool? It's not worth doing this at all?"

Mo Youting's heart was all rolled together, he gently wrapped his arms around him, and pulled the people around him into his arms...

Forget about the past, he doesn't want to know so many things.

"Du Ruo, don't think about right and wrong, at least my shoulders are always here, this time it's not a friendly sponsorship, it's because I love you..."

The sentence she wanted to hear the most was spoken from someone else, her eyes were closed, and tears flowed down her cheeks...

She remembered that a long time ago, when Jiang Hao got married, she and Mo Youting were sitting side by side in the same posture. She leaned on his shoulder and looked at the snow outside the door.

"Can I lend you a shoulder?"

"what is the benefit?"

"No, is it okay to be a friendly sponsor?"

"What if I don't want nothing but friendship between us?"

It turned out that from the very beginning, he had ulterior motives...

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(End of this chapter)