obsessed with love

Chapter 185
When Du Ruo woke up, the train had already driven halfway. When he opened his eyes, he found himself leaning against Mo Youting's chest with his coat on his body. When he moved, the arms of the person next to him subconsciously hugged him even tighter.

"I'm sorry to wake you up..." Du Ruo still couldn't get used to the ambiguous posture of the two of them. He tilted his shoulders and got out of Mo Youting's arms. He smiled bitterly and didn't say much.

"How long have I slept?"

"Two hours."

"So long? I feel more and more drowsy recently, and I can fall asleep in such a noisy place." Du Ruo laughed at himself, but Mo Youting answered naturally: "It's a normal reaction. I think you will be more sleepy in a while." Drowsiness."

Du Ruo was startled, and subconsciously covered his lower abdomen with his hands.

"After thinking about it, do you really plan to give birth to the child?"

"Well... don't need to think about it. If I kill it, I think I will regret it in the future." She said in a weak but extremely firm tone, and Mo Youting pulled the corner of her mouth sourly, and asked: "Then you are going to keep going." Hiding Qiao Anming like this? Your stomach will show up in a few months, and you still work in his company, do you think you can hide it?"

"It's a day to hide it. If I can't hide it, I will resign. It's just that my brother's condition is not stable now, so I have to have a job."

This is a living reality, and many times it is useless to show off.

Mo Youting saw that she didn't want to talk more, so he didn't ask further.

Qiao Anming went back to Chongzhou directly from Xuancheng. Seeing him coming back, Gu Lan didn't ask why.On Sunday, Qiao Anming had a social event, so Gu Lan locked herself in the basement studio all day.

Aunt Qin went to the basement to find Gu Lan with freshly squeezed orange juice, and found her standing in front of the easel drawing.

Gu Lan has always copied, and rarely draws portraits, but what appeared on the drawing paper this time is obviously a woman's face... The facial features have not yet come out, but the general outline is already there.

Aunt Qin was a little strange, she put the orange juice in her hand on the table and asked, "Miss, who is this drawing?"

Gu Lan didn't answer directly, but took two sips of orange juice, picked up the paintbrush and touched up the canvas again, with heavy strokes, as if he was holding his breath in his heart.

Aunt Qin saw that Gu Lan had been in a depressed mood for the past few days, so she didn't ask any more questions. She pursed her lips and was about to leave, but she heard Gu Lan ask again: "Do the math for me, how old is that woman's child?"

Aunt Qin didn't understand at first, but when she thought about it again, her heart started beating wildly in shock.

"You said, the woman that my uncle was in Tongcheng before? Let me think about it, if the child is still there, it will probably be a month..."

Qiao Anming received a call from the home improvement company in the car. The villa he bought in Tongcheng had been renovated, and he hoped he could spare some time to inspect it.

Qiao Anming agreed a few times before hanging up the phone. The car happened to pass by the Shangri-La Hotel, and some memories could not be hidden.

He closed the car window with a sullen face, and the hotel building passed by. His heart was empty, as if something important was missing.

Qiao Anming actually drank alcohol for the first time that day. Although it was not much, it was enough to make him five points drunk. On the way back, he still had to pass the Shangri-La Hotel, but Qiao Anming deliberately let Xiao Zhang take a detour. The car drove on the elevated road. Under his instructions, he drove all the way to the suburbs, and the more he drove, the more he drove, and finally Xiao Zhang could only stop the car, and turned to ask Qiao Anming who was silent in the back seat.

"Mr. Qiao, if you drive further, there will be no way..."

Qiao Anming leaned back in the chair, took a deep breath, and closed his eyes: "I know, just stop here..."

Xiao Zhang saw that he looked tired, so he didn't dare to ask more questions, so he could only turn off the fire and didn't speak.

Construction in the suburbs is often carried out at night, so the sound of roaring machines can be heard outside the car window.Qiao Anming sat in the back seat with his fists slightly clenched and did not speak, his eyes were closed all the time, as if he was thinking about something very gloomy.

She once asked him here: "What happens when you are in a bad mood?"

He remembered that his answer at the time was that he would stay alone when he was in a bad mood before, but after getting to know her later, he would miss her when he was in a bad mood.

Sitting here now, thinking about the scene at that time, Qiao Anming's chest was filled with painful emotions, but he finally returned to the state of a person, and everything returned to the original state, at most he would return to the original Qiao Anming, but gradually I found that I couldn't go back, my heart was empty, and I was even more lonely than before I met her.

If she asked him the same question now, he would definitely answer: "Can I answer this question in reverse, it should be, thinking about you now makes me feel bad..."

Qiao Anming was sitting in the back seat, thinking of this, a smile could not help but appear on the corner of his mouth.

"Xiao Zhang, can you tell jokes? Tell me a bad joke..."

Xiao Zhang's forehead was almost covered with cold sweat. The boss has been feeling abnormal since he went out today. Not only did he drink, but he actually asked him to tell a joke, making all kinds of guesses in his mind, and finally turned around and answered boldly: "That... Mr. Qiao, I don't usually listen to this stuff, so I won't..."

Qiao Anming didn't seem to care, and opened his closed eyes: "Then let me tell you something... There was a farmer who raised pigs, ducks, cattle, sheep, and chickens at home. One day the farmer went out, and the chicken also ran away silently. , the duck asked the pig, why the chicken was leaving, and the pig replied, because the owner was going to buy mushrooms..."

It should have been a relaxed tone, but Qiao Anming made it so desolate. Xiao Zhang had a dumb face, not knowing how to react. Logically, the boss told a bad joke, even if it wasn't funny, he had to laugh. , but Qiao Anming's expression and tone at that time, he really couldn't laugh, so he held back for a long time, and replied dully: "Hehe... I don't understand much."

Qiao Anming smiled bitterly: "Didn't understand it! I didn't understand it at the time, but the girl told me that it was because of chicken stewed with mushrooms..." After speaking very coolly, she spread her hands and gently rubbed her face .

Xiao Zhang froze there after hearing this, and his smiling face immediately sank. He finally suddenly realized where the boss's gloomy mood came from.

When he called her "girl", he smiled a little, and there was a slight hint of doting in that smile. Maybe others couldn't understand it, but Xiao Zhang had been with him for so many years, so it was impossible for him not to understand.

It is said that "heroes are saddened by beauties", a truth that has never been changed through the ages, it is just that beauties lose heroes, and others feel sad.

Qiao Anming knew that he talked too much today, probably because of drinking, some addictions really cannot be tolerated, he can't quit a certain person, at least he can quit drinking.

He pushed open the car door and went out, standing in the middle of the deserted road, in front of an empty ruin, not far away there was a construction vehicle under construction, and the sound of roaring machinery finally made Huang Jing's heart feel a little bit louder.

Seeing the boss walking out, Xiao Zhang also got out of the car and walked behind him. He wanted to say something to persuade him, but he always felt that the language was too obscure and he didn't know where to start.

It was Qiao Anming who spoke first: "When I came to this place a few months ago, there was still nothing. The demolished ruins were full of weeds. Now a developer has entered the site for construction. Maybe I will come again in a few months. The foundations are all gone." It has been laid, and the building is rising from the ground..." He paused here, looked back at Xiao Zhang, and a smile gradually appeared in his eyes: "Is it because I talk too much today... I am a little sanity after drinking wine. I don't know, so alcohol is really not a good thing... Okay, let's go back... It's too late."

Qiao Anming's words changed so fast that Xiao Zhang's thinking followed him around and couldn't keep up. When he came back to his senses, Qiao Anming had already returned to normal and walked into the car.

Boss Emma, ​​what kind of move are you playing? After Xiao Zhang went back that night, he thought about it half the night, such a ecstasy night.

As soon as Du Ruo returned to work at the base, Xu Dong went directly to her office and finally got a copy of her ID card.It's a pity that it's still too late, all the standard rooms in the hotel in Hainan are full, Xu Dong thought about it, so he could only grit his teeth and book an executive suite for Du Ruo.

Xu Xiaoya had been discharged from the hospital a few days ago, and instead of going back to where she and Jiang Hao lived, she moved back to her mother's house.

Xu Fenglin also finally knew that Jiang Hao had a marriage history, and that the woman who rushed into the private room of the Penglai mansion to make trouble with him was his ex-wife. The son-in-law who was originally satisfied became a treacherous one for the sake of official career overnight. This is already a bit intolerable for him, and what is even more serious now is that he seems to have lost all ties with his ex-wife, and even caused his daughter to abort for his ex-wife. He hated such a "rebellious" son-in-law from the bottom of his heart.

So after Xu Xiaoya was discharged from the hospital, Jiang Hao came to the door several times to "plead guilty", but he never saw him behind closed doors. In the end, Jiang Hao lost his patience and stopped going. As a result, the couple has been at a stalemate until now.

Zheng Xiaoran seemed to be getting busier and busier. Du Ruo called her several times. She was either on-site or working overtime in the company to retouch the film. After repeating this several times, Du Ruo had to admit that this girl was deliberately avoiding her, so on Friday afternoon Returning to the urban area from Mount Wumu, he didn't go home directly, but went to the place where Xiao Ran lived.

She still kept the key to Xiao Ran's house, and she could have opened the door directly, but she still stood at the door and knocked. This is the basic standard of being a human being, and she must ensure that Xiao Ran is willing to see her.

Fortunately, Zheng Xiaoran quickly ran over to open the door. When he saw Du Ruo outside the door, he was startled at first, but soon smiled and let her in sideways.

"Why didn't you say a word when you came here? I was about to go out. It's a good thing you arrived one step earlier, otherwise you would have been missed..." She giggled, looking in a very good mood, without any sequelae of love loss at all.

Seeing her happy expression, Du Ruo breathed a sigh of relief.

"Who made you always say you're busy? I can only go to the door by myself. It's rare to go back to the city. Of course I have to come and see you!" Du Ruo also understates, and his mood seems to be infected by her.

It's just that Zheng Xiaoran seemed to be really busy, and quickly ran into the bedroom to start changing clothes, and then put on a lens for the camera... Du Ruo was a little disappointed seeing her in a hurry, but also a little relieved.

"Are you really so busy? Are you going on a mission so late?"

"Well, the company has a lot of projects recently, and it's going on day and night, so I have to catch two events tonight." After Zheng Xiaoran finished speaking, he wrapped his coat around his body, and he didn't forget to ask Du Ruo, "What do you want from me? Hurry up." Say, I'm leaving now."

"No, it's nothing... I was planning to have dinner with you, but you can wait another day if you are so busy!" Du Ruo smiled and helped button Zheng Xiaoran's coat, and added: "Okay, you can go back to your own business , take care of yourself, I'm going back, and the phone is empty."

Du Ruo helped Zheng Xiaoran straighten his messy bangs before turning around and going out. Before going out, Du Ruo didn't forget to exchange a few pleasantries.

In fact, a large part of the embarrassment between her and Mo Youting was due to Xiao Ran. Although she knew that Mo Youting would not necessarily choose Xiao Ran without herself, but the human heart is like this, always overly sensitive, always wanting to Make sure that everyone is not hurt, but feelings are like a sharp sword, and the blade is sharp, there will always be people who will not be spared!
As soon as Du Ruo left, the not-so-spacious rental house immediately fell silent. Zheng Xiaoran was still standing in the middle of the living room with his camera on his back. With a bitter smile on his face, he began to unbutton the coat he had just buttoned one by one.

How can she be so busy, the so-called "day and night" is just an excuse for her, she is just not ready to face Du Ruo with what kind of mood and attitude, it is a lie to say that she is not jealous, after all, the one she loves so much There is only one woman in a man's heart.

Du Ruo really planned to have dinner with Zheng Xiaoran, but since she was so busy, she planned to go back to her place of residence and find a restaurant in the alley to settle the meal.But he stopped at the entrance of the restaurant. During this period of time, he has not eaten properly because of his younger brother. The parenting book said that the nutrition of the baby in the first three months is very important. I am really sorry. He has not been born yet, and this mother has already The care was not good, so Du Ruo finally returned the same way.

There is a supermarket near the residential building where Du Ruo lives, and Du Ruo plans to stock up on some vegetables and food. After all, he will stay in the urban area for two days and cook at home to supplement nutrition for the baby.

Because I bought a lot of things, two big shopping bags full, Du Ruo felt that it was too heavy, so I wanted to take a shortcut back from a small alley behind the supermarket. The back doors of some small restaurants and shops are illuminated by faint light sources, which can barely be seen from the road.

Du Ruo is already very familiar with this area, and sometimes he comes out to look for food. In order to save some walking, he often walks through this alley.

About half of the way, she felt that there seemed to be a figure following behind her, so she looked back, except for the trash cans of a few restaurants that dumped leftover food, there was no figure.

She just thought it was her own carelessness, so she walked further into the alley, but before turning the corner, she felt a tightness in her throat, her whole body was grabbed, and all the shopping bags in her hand fell to the ground, thinking reflexively He had to struggle, but the strength of the people behind him was too strong, and soon his back hit the wall. Du Ruo finally saw the figures in front of him clearly. There were two strangers, men, in total, wearing sunglasses, masks and peaked caps.

Suddenly, all the thoughts of fear came in an instant, but one of the men covered his mouth helplessly, no matter how much Du Ruo struggled, he could not make a sound.

The fist quickly covered her, followed by the knee, and the violent impact hit her lower abdomen...

"Girl, don't blame us for being cruel, using other people's money to eliminate disasters for others. Blame it on you for seducing rich men... The child's father can't tolerate this bastard, so he can only make you suffer..."

Du Ruo's consciousness was a little fuzzy, her mouth was tightly pressed, but the exposed eyes were filled with water vapor. It was obvious that the place where the fist hit was her lower abdomen. Why did the chest cavity feel like being pierced by a sharp sword? The heart began to spread, and finally spread all over her body, making her unable to even cry...

I thought that all the love, hate and obsession would end in that dark and deep alley, he ended the life of the child, and she also ended all the palpitations towards him, but fate is still merciful, there are waiters in the restaurant carrying leftovers I came out to take out the garbage after eating, just happened to see such a cruel scene, and shouted anxiously: "Who is there? Stop it...or call the police..."

But the two men holding Du Ruo saw that they were discovered, so they quickly let go and ran to the other end of the alley... Their bodies lost support in an instant, and Du Ruo's consciousness had long been blurred, and their bodies also followed the direction of gravity. fall...

Mo Youting was at home when he received the call. He had just been discharged from the hospital. Qi Meizhen was worried that he was living alone in an apartment in the city, so she asked the driver to take him home.

Du Ruo's faint voice came from the other end of the phone: "Save...save me...child..."

Mo Youting's whole heart was pushed into the air in an instant, and he shouted anxiously: "Du Ruo, Du Ruo... what's wrong with you? Where are you?"

Afterwards, the phone seemed to be snatched by someone else, probably a stranger: "Hey, she passed out in the back alley of the XX supermarket and bled a lot..."

Du Ruo once said that to Qiao Anming a long time ago, she said, "Human nature should always be kind, and there should always be a way out for those who love themselves..." Now she is lying on the cold and wet ground in a trance, feeling that the most precious thing Little by little flowed out of her body, besides the blood, there was also the faith she had always adhered to.

How difficult is it to love someone, and how unforgivable is it to keep that infatuation alone?She has retreated to her original position in such a humble way, why did he force her to hate in such a cruel way.

When Mo Youting arrived, there was already a circle of people around Du Ruo, and their hearts had already been so cold, so when seeing strangers lying on the ground like this, few kind-hearted people were willing to help.

Mo Youting pushed away the crowd and walked in. Du Ruo curled up like a ball of loose cotton, with his hands pressed against his lower abdomen, and the light gray trouser legs were already stained with blood...

"Did you call an ambulance? Damn, didn't you call an ambulance?" All of Mo Youting's sanity collapsed instantly, and she rushed over to hug Du Ruo into her arms. She seemed to be still a little conscious, seeing Mo You The court appeared, and said with one last breath: "I want a child...help me...keep the child..."

……

Love is lost, how much courage is needed to dare to love so deeply once.

Because it was deep in the alley, the ambulance couldn't come in, so Mo Youting ran towards the entrance of the alley with Du Ruo's soft body in his arms. The food that Du Ruo bought from the supermarket was everywhere on the ground, tomatoes, shrimps, oranges... scattered here and there. scattered all over the place...

Carrying her all the way to the alley, the distance was actually not too long, but he felt his feet were weak, his breathing was short of breath, and his mind was blurred... But there was a little comfort in her heart, she still chose to contact him in the most desperate place.

The ambulance drove directly into the Maternal and Children's Hospital, emergency, and entered the B-ultrasound room. Mo Youting stood impatiently pacing at the door, feeling as if the whole world was in chaos, and the last sentence Du Ruo closed his eyes was engraved in his mind: "Help I... keep the child..."

(End of this chapter)