obsessed with love

Chapter 230 Don't talk about feelings
Zheng Xiaoran sighed slightly, and waved his hands in a helpless gesture: "Okay, I know you can't get through Qiao Anming's hurdle, do you know why I took the time to see you in a hurry today? Because Mo Youting called me last night and begged me to come Be a lobbyist."

"Lobbyist? What lobbyist?"

"He managed to coax you into his hands, and he was afraid that you would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to file a divorce with him too soon, so let me help you." Zheng Xiaoran found a chair and sat down, with his hands folded on his knees.

There is a tendency to have a long talk.

Du Ruo smiled wryly: "Stop messing around, messing around!"

"It's not messing around, Du Ruo. Leaving aside my feelings for him, Mo Youting is really a good candidate. It's impossible for you and Qiao Anming, why don't you find a man and start over?"

"This is two different things, Qiao Anming and Mo Youting, two different things!" Du Ruo really had a headache.

Zheng Xiaoran's headache was even worse, this stupid girl wished she could slap her to wake her up.

"What two different things! You are only 25 years old, and your best life has just begun. What will you do after dragging an illegitimate child? Why bother with yourself, find a man to take care of you, and make yourself happy, this is more important than anything else!"

In the end, Zheng Xiaoran was almost scolding.

Du Ruo repeatedly covered her mouth: "Keep your voice down, confinement sister-in-law is still outside, and the baby just fell asleep!"

"Pull...let go!" I don't know where Zheng Xiaoran's temper came from, and he shook off Du Ruo's hand: "What are you afraid of? Afraid that I will talk about your wounds? You dare say you are not afraid, not afraid that the life of a single mother will be difficult in the future Are you afraid of rumors in the future? You are so good at acting. When you were young, you acted in front of your parents, your younger brother, and later in front of these men. You always look indestructible, but do you think I don’t understand you? Appearance You are always so tough, but in fact, you are actually afraid of death, loneliness, being alone, and the dark, Du Ruo, don’t forget, you are even afraid of thunder and lightning!!!”

The excited Zheng Xiaoran yelled out Du Ruo's deepest fear.

Two women stood in the middle of the small bedroom, facing each other.

Du Ruo was speechless.

Zheng Xiaoran's face was cold, his eyes were wet, and he gradually began to cry.

She decided not to cry, but on the way to Tongcheng, she thought up a long list of words to persuade Du Ruo to stay with Mo Youting, which was the task Mo Youting asked her to complete.

But she overestimated her endurance, this task was too cruel, and she was helpless.

Du Ruo looked at Zheng Xiaoran crying, at a loss, took out a tissue and handed it over: "Why are you bothering? You obviously don't want me and Mo Youting, why did you come to say these things? I admit that I am afraid, but being afraid does not mean cowardice, Qiao Anming and I Mo Youting should not bear the consequences, I already feel sorry for him helping me so much, if I use his feelings again, I would be shameless!"

"I understand the truth." Zheng Xiaoran wiped away tears with a tissue, sniffed his nose, and started laughing again, but the smile was dry and weak, "I know that emotional matters can't be forced, but Du Ruo, to be honest, I envy you... no , It's not envy, it's jealousy, it's just jealous to death."

Du Ruo shook his head: "Why are you jealous of me?"

"I'm jealous that you dote on countless things and still not touch your body." Zheng Xiaoran quickly changed his face after crying, and resumed his teasing appearance, "Look, Mo Youting is so fascinated by you that he fell out with the whole family I want to marry you too. Qiao Anming wants a divorce because of you, and the media has made a fuss about it, and he has suffered so much infamy. Besides, Jiang Hao called me a few days ago and asked about your situation in a roundabout way. He still cares about you. "

"Then what? Then what?" Du Ruo looked around. In the crowded bedroom, there were piles of baby items, no air conditioner, and the heater was placed by the bedside to bake the baby's half-worn cotton trousers.

"And then I didn't live very well. I experienced a marriage, a wrong love, and finally left me to live alone with my baby. What do you think I have that can make you jealous?"

Zheng Xiaoran couldn't answer this question.

What is destined to be good has nothing to do with people or things, it is unstoppable!
Du Ruo didn't believe in fate before, but she has since she met Qiao Anming.

Zheng Xiaoran did not stay in Tongcheng for dinner.

The baby was already awake when she left, she hugged the little guy for a while, kissed and pinched, and kept calling "godson"!
Du Ruo sent her out of the alley to take a taxi, and Zheng Xiaoran received a call from his assistant on the way.

"It's coming, what's the rush? You can find a place to drink at the station!"

A low-pitched male voice came from the other end of the phone, seeming to say something, Xiao Ran's face suddenly became better, but his tone was still sharp: "I see, a big man is so wordy!"

Du Ruo suddenly sympathized with the little assistant.

"Can you talk to people well, it's really bad luck to be your assistant!"

"He's fine, just a soft persimmon, let me pinch."

"Don't bully someone with a good temper. Fortunately, your assistant is a man. If you change your temper to a woman, you will quit as your assistant long ago!"

……

They joked again.

Zheng Xiaoran adjusted the scarf for Du Ruo, and advised her to go back: "Don't give it away, the alley is very windy, you should stay at home obediently during the confinement period, and the root of the disease will fall after the wind blows."

"Well, I see, I'll go back when you get in the car."

"Farewell, it's easy for me to take a taxi, you go back." Zheng Xiaoran pushed Du Ruo, and stopped her before leaving: "Hello, Du Ruo!"

"What else?"

"Take good care of yourself. Don't always think about others. If you are unhappy, don't care what others do! You have given up on Qiao Anming, why don't you give Mo Youting a chance?"

"Again, it's not over yet!" Du Ruo laughed at her as he pulled off his scarf, and the white breath from his mouth quickly dispersed in the wind.

Zheng Xiaoran walked over to Du Ruo again: "Don't laugh, I'm serious, I admit that I was very sad when I saw the diamond ring, but if there must be a woman standing beside him in this world, I hope that woman, It's you!"

Some people can't get it, can't forget it, only blessings.

As long as he is happy!
And Zheng Xiaoran knew that Mo Youting's happiness was Du Ruo, so she wished that she would come to Tongcheng to match them, just for Mo Youting to be happy!

The taxi came soon, and Zheng Xiaoran got in the car, pinching his mobile phone all the way and trying to call Mo Youting, but after thinking about it, he still sent him a text message.

"I just left from Du Ruo. I have said everything I need to say, but her temper is as hard as a rock. She may not listen to what I say. You can do it yourself."

It took only half a minute after the text message was sent, and Mo Youting's call came after him.

"Hey, what did she say? Did she agree to think about it, or did she just deny it?"

Zheng Xiaoran didn't answer, she couldn't adjust her emotions for a while, she needed a few seconds to buffer.

Mo Youting was anxious like a monkey: "Hey, did you say what we discussed last night, saying that I will be a good father and husband, and I will do my best to make her and the baby happy. Say, did you say it? How did she react? Do you think I have a play?"

"..."

"Hey, you are talking, you are so anxious, Zheng Xiaoran!!!"

"Mo Youting, I didn't say these words, I'm sorry, I can't say them! I can't lie, I can't say these words against my conscience!"

"What do you mean? What a lie, what a conscience!"

"Mo Youting, do you think you will be a good father? Men all over the world are qualified to say this, but you are not! Don't forget that you once had a child and you have the opportunity to be a father, but you Give up, it was your own flesh and blood, and it turned into a pool of blood in the end, but now you are willing to be a father who doesn't want to be with you, what do you think I should do?"

This is a scar in Zheng Xiaoran's heart, it can't heal, it keeps hurting.

After the miscarriage, she didn't mention anything about the child in front of Mo Youting, and she even returned the 12 bank card to Mo Youting by courier.

She would rather keep the wound in her heart than reveal it to him.

But she took out the wound at this stall, and it still didn't heal. She had been pretending to be "relieved" during this time.

"Xiao Ran..." Mo Youting wanted to say something, but the other side quickly cut off the phone.

Zheng Xiaoran covered her mouth and cried out louder and louder. The taxi driver peeked at her from the rearview mirror.

I remember that there seems to be a line of lyrics, vaguely sung like this.

"If you know that he is wrong, why bother to get scars all over your life?"

Peng Yuchu pushed open the door of Qiao Anming's office, and the person on the leather chair turned around, holding a cigarette in his hand, most of which had been smoked, and the room was thick with fog.

"Lawyer Yin sent away?" Qiao Anming asked.

"Yes, Mr. Qiao, do you have anything else to do?"

"No, you get off work first, I will stay alone for a while."

"You should also go back to rest early. You have just been discharged from the hospital and your body is still weak. You will be on a business trip tomorrow. The earliest flight has already been booked. I will ask Xiao Zhang to pick you up and go directly to the airport." Peng Yuchu was as attentive as ever explain.

Qiao Anming stubbed out the cigarette in the ashtray, and turned around again.

Looking at his lonely back, Peng Yuchu couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

He founded Sheng'an with Qiao Anming. This man has single-handedly won half of the country in the medical industry. He has suffered all kinds of hardships, but Peng Yuchu saw him so lonely for the first time.

Frustration exudes all over his body, fatigue like a trapped animal, as if he finally surrendered after a fierce battle, throwing away his helmet and armor.

He fought and lost.

She took his flesh and blood to marry other men!

In the end, he was required to cruelly clean up the battlefield.

Peng Yuchu couldn't bear it.

"Mr. Qiao, you should smoke less."

"I know, I haven't smoked much in the hospital recently." Qiao Anming made an excuse.

Peng Yuchu knew that he felt uncomfortable.

In the afternoon conversation with lawyer Yin, Peng Yuchu was always present.

The conversation is conducted in a more serious manner.

Qiao Anming's tone was very cold throughout, as usual at the negotiating table, but in the end, he still rejected Lawyer Yin's proposal.

"Yu Chu, I think you should talk to her first, in a more tactful way, I don't want to quarrel with her to the point of going to court."

When Qiao Anming said this, he shrank back into the chair. He has lost a lot of weight recently, and the wide and thick leather chair wrapped his upper body.

Perhaps because his body has not fully recovered, Qiao Anming's voice is still a little hoarse.

His complexion was not good, and he was taking the anti-inflammatory medicine prescribed by the hospital with a glass of warm water.

Peng Yuchu paused, nodded, "OK."

"If she agrees, don't take out everything. No matter what, I always owe her a little more. She is not wrong, I was wrong in the front."

"Understood, I will pay attention to the wording and tone."

"Well, let's go, let's go...I'll stay alone for a while." Qiao Anming seemed to be talking to himself, and waved Peng Yuchu to leave.

There was still a lingering smell of smoke in the room, and Peng Yuchu persuaded him a few more words: "Mr. Qiao, some things depend on fate, maybe this is good for everyone."

"I know."

"Don't smoke. You have quit smoking for many years. It is not good for your lungs. You have just been discharged from the hospital. You should take care of yourself outside. This season, although Hong Kong is not as cold as ours, the climate is humid..."

"Okay... I see, it's getting more and more verbose!"

The long-winded Assistant Peng sighed inwardly again, and slowly left the office.

Qiao Anming left for more than half a month. After attending the order meeting from Hong Kong, he went to Finland again.

The weather in Finland in December is slightly colder than that in Chongzhou. There has just been a snowfall, and the snow is not thick, but a thin layer.

When leaving Helsinki Vantaa Airport, Qiao Anming received an email from China.

a few photos.

Du Ruo wrapped up tightly and went to register the baby, while Mo Youting held her hand.

Tongcheng in the photo is sunny, not as cold as Finland.

Qiao Anming closed the laptop, left the airport, and bought a cup of hot mocha in the arrival hall.

He didn't have the habit of drinking coffee, but he couldn't bear the cold air in Finland for a while, as if something had penetrated into his bones, and even the fabric of his clothes couldn't stop the cold.

A few young girls walked past him with suitcases, laughing and chirping. They looked like tourists, with half-worn skis tied to the suitcases.

He suddenly remembered that he had proposed to bring Du Ruo to Finland for a walk.

At that time, her mother had just sparked and was emotionally unstable. Qiao Anming spent all her patience trying to relieve her, but she kicked her out in the end.

He had been so humble before.

He had never been so humble to Du Ruo in his life.

But in the end she married someone else.

Du Ruo lived a stable life for half a month.

The baby has gained a lot of weight. When he was born, he was only a little over 6 catties. Now he has a double chin.

But the older the baby was, the more obvious the look of Qiao Anming in his eyebrows and eyes. Sometimes when she was feeding the baby, her nose would be sore, and the soft and fragrant thing in her arms was her and Qiao Anming's son.

She and Qiao Anming's son, just thinking about it, she finds it incredible.

Of course, as a new mother and inexperienced, there must be times when you are in a hurry.

I can't sleep well at night, and I feed several times a night, resulting in a serious lack of sleep.

The baby has milk moss, because the gastrointestinal development is not perfect, so the milk spills are serious.

Thanks to Aunt Ding's experience and hard work, Du Ruo was not blinded by all kinds of situations.

Du Liangxing took time to visit Tongcheng.

When the grandson was born, the grandfather always came to see it, and brought a basket of eggs and some black fish.

Du Ruo went to the train station to pick him up.

"Dad, it's so far away, what do you bring these things for? You can buy them in the vegetable market."

"The eggs bought in the vegetable market can't compare. These are eggs from native chickens in the country. They are fried golden and golden, and they are very nutritious. The fish are also caught in wild rivers. They are fresh."

As if offering a treasure, Du Liangxing shook the red plastic bucket in his hand.

The top of the bucket was tightly covered with a layer of net bags, and half of the bucket of water was swaying, with several fresh black fish swimming in it.

"Fortunately, the fish didn't die. I changed the water a few times on the way. I was afraid that the fish would turn over if it was too stuffy in the car. If it died, it would be gone." Du Liangxin talked to himself, turned to look at Du Ruo, and said: " Don't think that the black fish bought in the vegetable market in the city is good, they are all artificially raised, and the taste is not so good, and according to the rules of our Xuancheng, when the daughter-in-law is a girl, the mother's family will give black fish to nourish the body, and eat it during confinement It's best, let's drink milk!"

Du Ruo's heart seemed to be blocked by a stone, and it became more and more uncomfortable.

"I see, let's go, let's go back."

"Okay, okay, go back quickly, I told you not to come to the station to pick me up, I am such an adult, how can I lose myself? You are still in confinement, if you come out and blow the wind, you will get sick..."

Du Liangxing chatted all the way, followed Du Ruo out of the station, but his face was always cheerful, and he didn't mention Qiao Anming.

But before the two of them walked out of the train station, Du Ruo received a call from Aunt Ding.

"Miss Du, something happened, the baby was scalded..."

Du Ruo ran out, the exit hall of the long-distance train station was crowded with people, she pushed and ran out in despair.

Du Liangxing chased after him: "Xiao Ruo, what's the matter? Why are you running away..."

Along the way, the water in the bucket splashed out and scattered all over the ground.

The children's hospital is overcrowded.

Du Ruo managed to register with the baby in her arms and queued up, but the surgery clinic turned her away.

"We don't have a burn department here, you have to go to the fire hospital."

The fire hospital was in the north of the city, and Du Ruo rushed out with the child in his arms.

Du Liangxing and Aunt Ding followed her all the way, onto the road, and into the taxi. The child was crying until he was breathless, and finally made some milk for him to drink, and it all spilled out after a few sips.

The baby didn't know whether it was pain or fright. Anyway, he kept crying, his hands and feet twitched, his eyes were closed, and his face was flushed.

"It's over, it's over... I'll be at the hospital in a while, and I'll be fine soon..." Du Ruo was at a loss and couldn't coax her. She could only put her lips on the child's forehead, shaking, and muttered Talking to himself, gradually followed by crying.

Aunt Ding was also very frightened, and kept apologizing and explaining: "Miss Du...I'm sorry, the baby wet his pants at that time, so I helped him take off the wet pants. I washed the wet trousers and dried them, but I forgot that there was a hot water bottle in the bed, and he kicked the hot water bottle away somehow, maybe the lid was not plugged properly..."

Du Liangxing sat in the front passenger seat, slammed his head, and sighed remorsefully.

"It's all my fault. You shouldn't have asked me to pick me up at the station. If you stay at home and take care of your child, you won't be such a moth!"

The burn department of the fire hospital is also overcrowded.

Du Ruo waited in line for half an hour, and when he entered with the baby in his arms, the little guy was already crying so hard that his throat was hoarse.

Xiaozui lay in Du Ruo's arms twitching, his forehead was covered with sweat from crying.

"Doctor, the baby was scalded by... the water in the hot water bottle... Please take a look for me."

Du Ruo almost ran all the way, and when his butt touched the chair, he almost collapsed and fainted.

(End of this chapter)