Raise a wolf cub to be a minister

Chapter 143 143, it's great, and you are with me

Seeing this, Nan Jin tilted her head and smiled at Gu Xiuran, "You are so good today."

Nan Jin was smiling, but her eyes were full of sadness and vicissitudes.

This kind of Nan Jin saw Gu Xiuran's heart as if being tightly grasped by a hand, suffocating pain, but there was nothing he could do but watch.

"It's great to have you by my side." It's great to have him.

After rebirth, she was sober, but also confused.

She was soberly aware that she wanted to repay him, but she didn't know how to do it, so she could only try to prove it step by step; she was also soberly aware that she wanted to tear Zhao Qianhe's mother and daughter apart, so she knew more clearly what to do. Just like her mother and daughter, tearing apart a little bit, but...

It's not that she never thought of telling her parents everything, but who would believe it?No matter how much her parents indulge her, she can't help her talking like this.

Her father is General Zhen Guo, and Zhao Qianhe is the eldest princess. There is no evidence for a princess to harm General Zhen Guo. Just relying on words, this is called slander, or slander of the royal family. If someone catches him, it will harm the whole family. How could father make her talk nonsense, except that she showed evidence, but she didn't.

And her mother...

Thinking of Feng Qingyue, Nan Jin's eyes dimmed, and she changed back to the previous posture, resting her chin on her knees, looking forward, her eyes were full of emptiness.

"Before I was six years old, my mother was not like this. My mother was very good to me, and she loved me very much. She gave me whatever I wanted."

Some words can't be suppressed if they are suppressed for too long. The past life and present life have left Nan Jin with too much depression. The pain of the past life and the confusion of this life can only be carried by one person.

If it wasn't for Gu Xiuran, she wouldn't die with peace in her eyes, and she would live in darkness even after she lived. Such pain cannot be wiped out by reliving a lifetime.

Perhaps so, when she wanted to confide, she subconsciously chose Gu Xiuran, her salvation in the past and present.

"Then suddenly one day, my mother changed, she would reprimand me, and even attack me indiscriminately. Obviously I did nothing wrong, and obviously I did the same as before, but my mother would attack me, especially When Zhao Congxuan and I were at odds, Mother just kept protecting her."

Nan Jin's words were full of confusion and a sense of long memories.

"That's why I hate Zhao Congxuan very much. I think she stole my mother away, and I will fight with her everywhere, but the more I do this, the more fierce my mother will be to me, and the less I will be my former mother."

Speaking of this, Nan Jin paused. It turned out that she hated Zhao Congxuan a long time ago.

"Then one day I didn't oppose Zhao Congxuan on a whim, and my mother praised me, and became my old mother again. I wanted my old mother, so I became very obedient and obedient. At first, I couldn't do it. Later, I tried my best to follow her wishes, and I forgot what I was like..."

Speaking of this, Nan Jin laughed again.

That's right, it's not that she was too stupid to see the true faces of Zhao Qianhe and Zhao Congxuan in her previous life, but that she wanted her mother to become what she was before, and she kept following her mother's wishes after thinking about it, and then forgot The way I used to be.

From Gu Xiuran's direction, he could only see Nan Jin's profile, but even so, he could see the pain in her smile, the pain in his heart, he wanted to hug her, and moved his hands a few times, Gu Xiuran couldn't raise his hand in the end, not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't have the qualifications and no reason...

(End of this chapter)