Raise a wolf cub to be a minister

Chapter 539 Chapter 539, all I do is to be worthy of the princess
"My mother has a bad temper, but my mother is very kind to me, and she is close to me in food and clothing. At that time, I lived in a house that leaked wind and rain, but those few years were very happy for me. There is My mother is with me, I have my mother to protect me, I will be beaten by my mother when I fight, but my mother will also give me medicine, and will help me find the place when it is over. Many times I can’t eat enough, but I am still very happy, because There is a mother."

These memories are too old for Gu Xiuran, but even so, when Gu Xiuran speaks of them, he is full of tenderness.

"Just one day, my mother was gone. I was seven years old that year. I was really caught off guard. My world suddenly collapsed, and the last words my mother left me were to let me live well. Even I feel like the sky is falling, but that is my mother's only last wish, even if I can't survive, I will live well."

The turning point of just a few words turned Gu Xiuran from happiness to pain, and Nan Jin couldn't help tightening her arms around Gu Xiuran's waist.

"How does a seven-year-old child survive? No one wants to help others. I don't want to sell myself and lose my freedom. At the beginning, I could only beg and hang out with beggars. Beggars also form gangs. Pai, I can only cling briefly to survive. But those beggars..."

Speaking of this, Gu Xiuran paused, he didn't want her to know what was dirty.

"What's wrong? If you can't say it, then don't say it, I..." Nan Jin's heart ached so much that she didn't want Gu Xiuran to recall it, even though she really wanted to know.

"No, it's just too dirty, I don't want you to know." Gu Xiuran said truthfully.

"It's okay, I'm not a child. Although my parents dote on me, there are a lot of secrets in the official family. It's not that I don't know."

Gu Xiuran was silent for a moment, and then opened his mouth, "Those beggars are not all begging for real, some of them also help some rich people. I have been good-looking since I was a child. People fell in love with it, so they were drugged and fainted and given to rich people with special hobbies. But the drug didn’t work very well for me. I don’t know if it’s because the drug is inferior or what’s going on. I woke up not long after, and it was because of this that I escaped, but I was seriously injured, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I am lingering on my last breath."

Gu Xiuran's narration was very calm, but Nan Jin's heart was clenched into a ball. She couldn't help but raised her head and kissed Gu Xiuran, and Gu Xiuran kissed Nan Jin twice again. which type.

"Later, I knew how to pretend to be myself, and nothing like that happened again, but I couldn't stay there any longer, so I dragged my dying body and left there, and changed to another place to live. On the way, I passed out and was killed by an uncle. I was saved, the uncle didn’t say a word, he took good care of me, and when I was almost better, he left. I did a lot of things later, I worked in restaurants, docks, and even places like brothels I also worked as a doorman, just to live."

Speaking of this, Gu Xiuran stopped again, did not continue the topic, but changed it, "Princess, my status has been so low, I really don't deserve you."

"Don't you think my heart doesn't hurt enough? Tell me this kind of thing? Am I the kind of person who sees this in your eyes?"

"Since my mother left, I have hardly seen any kind people, especially after I went to Kyoto, so princess, do you know what it means to me that you were so kind to me at that time? You Just like the scorching sun in the nine heavens, and I'm like the swamp in the mire, the princess' kindness gave me a delusion, let me have a delusion to get you, but do you know how big a delusion this is?"

This is really delusional, but, "What if I say that I am repaying a favor?" There are some things that cannot be concealed.

Gu Xiuran was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect to hear such words, "I have never helped the Princess."

"You don't need to worry about this, you just need to know that I approached you at that time just to repay my kindness."

Gu Xiuran smiled, "I'm very glad that there is a reason for the princess to be close to me, that's why I found out that the princess is good, that's why I developed delusions, and worked hard to realize it, so that now I can hold the princess in my arms. "

"Do you mind? I am close to your purpose."

"The princess is sincerely treating me well, isn't he?" The purpose is not important, but the process is important, and it's not that he can't distinguish between good and evil.

"I'm sincere." Nan Jin immediately promised.

"Now? Is the princess still repaying his favor?"

"Of course not. The early report is over. If you repay your favor, you should leave you at this time. After all, you can protect yourself."

Gu Xiuran couldn't help but hugged Nan Jin tightly, "That's enough."

Nan Jin pursed her lips, "Aren't you going to ask me why?"

"The princess will tell me when she wants to talk."

"Don't always be so humble to me."

"I am willing."

"..." It was a sentence that could not be refuted.

"So did the princess agree to marry me? I only want to be worthy of the princess and marry the princess. Will the princess still have the heart to refuse me?"

Of course I can't bear it, but...

Nan Jin bit her lips and said nothing.

"There is one more thing I forgot to tell the princess. It is because of the princess that I can live well until now."

"What do you mean?"

"I just said that I worked hard to live because of my mother's last wish. At that time, my mother never mentioned that I had a father. I thought he was dead. But when I struggled for five years and survived in a mess, Song Guohui Appeared, he said he was my father, all my beliefs in living collapsed in an instant, I felt like a fool all these years. Song Guohui forcibly took me away regardless of my wishes, and threatened me with my mother's remains, at that time I don't want to live anymore, but for my mother's rest, I lived like a walking dead, and I lived for hatred, until I met the princess, and I found the motivation to live again, the motivation to live well, to live like a person So princess, my life is yours, if there is no princess, even if I am alive, I will be a walking dead, not as flesh and blood as I am now."

Gu Xiuran really stripped himself thoroughly in front of Nan Jin.

Gu Xiuran found that he was very calm when he said these words, and he was no longer as angry as when he was young. He knew that it was not because time had diluted all of this, but because Nan Jin's existence covered all of this and buried it all. To the depths of his heart.

Nan Jin was shocked. She didn't know that so many things happened here, and she didn't know that Song Guohui had done such a heinous thing.

"How could he do this?" Nan Jin was full of annoyance, even full of distress, and hugged Gu Xiuran tightly.

"It's all in the past, it's not important. The reason I told the princess is to let the princess know that I am living well because of the princess, so princess, marry me, okay? I don't know what the princess is worried about, but if The princess is not here, so I will follow the princess and leave, even if the princess has never married me. Princess, will you marry me? Don't let me die and be reconciled."

(End of this chapter)