She is lonely

Chapter 359 A Red Bean, Wants to Single Out This Universe 38
Guan Pan twitched in pain, but still grabbed the emperor's robe tightly, slowly raised his head, breathed hard and approached his ear, and whispered to him, "I...I want...the prince to force the palace... "

If her life would only become a bargaining chip for the emperor to threaten Lin Bianhan, she should not have lived in this world.

After Guan Pan finished speaking, he tried his best to open his eyes very wide, and looked behind the emperor...

As a result, the entire palace banquet was in chaos, and people's voices were mixed. She saw Lin Bianhan push away the crowd and walked over with a gloomy expression.

Guan Pan looked at the prince and slowly burst into tears.

She knew that was enough.

She has lived long enough in her life...

For the past 20 years, she has lived in the past every day, because she has been unwilling to face it, and she has really come to such an unbearable point.

"Guan Pan! I don't allow it! Did you hear that? I don't allow it!" The emperor hugged her tightly, and ordered her with red eyes.

Guan Pan was still coughing up blood, she didn't think about giving herself a way out, and what she took was naturally a highly poisonous drug that could not be cured.

Guan Pan coughed until her throat became hoarse, and the blood flowed down her cheeks, oozing onto her snow-white brocade dress, which was bleak and beautiful.

She closed her eyelashes tiredly, coughed, and said slowly: "Your Majesty, when I was young, Guan Pan had such a dream, and Guan Pan wanted... to spend the rest of my life with him as a couple for the rest of my life. Later, the dream was shattered, Guan Pan didn't dare to dream anymore, he just wanted to be the Princess of Xiang in his own right."

"Prince Xiang... is very good, and treats me very well. Your Majesty asked me, why can't I lie to you that Bian Han is actually your child, forgive me... I can't. I can indeed lie to you... If I deceive you Bian Han will never have such a hard life in his life. But I can't let the name King Xiang just leave this imperial city and disappear like that. I can't let Bian Han forget to hate you. You kill your brother and seize the throne , I have to do something for my husband."

When Guan Pan said these words, Lin Bianhan stood quietly behind her, listening.

Guan Pan himself knew that Lin Bianhan was listening.

Therefore, each word was squeezed out from between the lips like weeping blood.

She understood that this was undoubtedly the cruelest thing, but she still had to tell him every word in front of Lin Bianhan.

Tell him... he could have been favored by the emperor like Lin Bianxiang and even other princes, and he could have grown up carefree and become a vigorous young man in fresh clothes and angry horses.

It was she who cut off the favor he should have had with her own hands, and wanted him to live in this world like a man who was neither a ghost nor a ghost, for a dead "King of Xiang".

With blood on his lips and teeth, Guan Pan continued to say in a hoarse voice, "I know that it is irresponsible for him to give birth to Bian Han, because I have to abandon him as soon as I give birth to him. But I still made such a decision selfishly." , using the late emperor's edict to enshrine King Xiang as the new emperor...threatened His Majesty for so many years, and I threatened His Majesty to make Bian Han the heir apparent, otherwise I would make the edict public to the world. When I did this, I just wanted to wait for the future ...Your Majesty will return the throne to King Xiang's child one day. In this way, I will not be considered as a failure to King Xiang in my life..."

"It's just that I regret the most. I couldn't hug Bian Han once when I was a child. He came to Xiangwang Mansion to look for me for the first time when he was only seven years old. He came to ask me with tears in his eyes if I was his biological mother, and why I didn't He...I...why didn't I give him a hug...I actually...hardened my heart and drove him out of Xiangwang Mansion."

(End of this chapter)