Doting wife self-marriage

Chapter 446 The time is quiet (17)
But no, she still has a mother. If she does this, she and her mother will definitely suffer a lot of ridicule. She doesn't need to think about how heavy the pressure of public opinion will be. Moreover, there may be a lot of betrayals It's not what I want to see.

The result of the second trial of Yu Zheng was still sentenced to life imprisonment. Although he did not die, this already represented the complete end of his political career. Once he fell from the horse, those harsh words and disdainful and contemptuous eyes were commonplace. Storming towards him.

However, such an ending seemed to be within his expectation. He calmly walked into his own gray world in his later years. Fortunately, he had already greeted Mrs. Yu's family. take care of.

Compared with the calmness of Yu Zheng and Yu's mother, Yu Ling is much more crazy. She can't accept such an end at all. Why can't she pay in direct proportion to what she gets?Why is she going to become the daughter of a corrupt official? People in the circle don't want to see her. They used to talk and laugh when they met. The dude, who is dressed like a beast, doesn't show any respect when he looks at her, and his eyes are frivolous and lewd. Every time he meets her, he can give her goosebumps all over.

In front of them, she used to be arrogant when she didn't speak. Although they didn't flatter her, they were respectful and polite to her. Now, she knows that she is looked down upon by others, maybe since four years After Yuzheng was imprisoned before, those people looked down on her, but this time, because of her father's reinstatement, they had to treat her seriously again, and she was stupid enough to think that she was still a high-ranking daughter, but she didn't know , she is actually a humble woman who can be stepped on at any time. Whoever told her to lose a father who was a high-ranking official would be nothing.

Now, even her marriage has not been settled, not to mention that she looks down on her, probably no one in the circle would be willing to marry her, but she has always had her eyes above the top, and she has always believed that her man must also marry her. It's the high-ranking children in this circle who are worthy of her status. Those rich and powerful sons can't get into her eyes!
But regarding her marriage, Yu Zheng also hated her. He didn't introduce the Zhao family's children to her before. You said it would be better now if it was settled at that time.

Yu Zheng is not lustful, he is only greedy for money and infatuated with power, but because of this, he ruined the rest of his life.

The Yu family's real estate in the capital was also confiscated. Fortunately, they bought a villa in Yu Ling's name, and a lot of the family's savings were under the mother's account, so they did not need the support of Yu's mother's family. , their life is not a problem, but even so, they still feel that life is extremely miserable.

Mother Yu stays at home all day, and only goes out to buy a la carte and cook at a fixed time. Most of the time, she is in a trance, mentally exhausted, and does not want to spend more time with those old friends from the past. For communication, she is a standard type of good wife and mother, with a thin skin. If something like this happens at home, she can't stand other people's sarcasm. So, she might as well have self-knowledge and less guilt. by.

What Yu Zheng said to her before he was imprisoned was so heart-wrenching. He said that he should not even visit him, and let him die alone in there. He also said a lot of words of apology, but these were not Not what she wanted to hear.

Fortunately, she still has a daughter, and she still needs to take good care of her own daughter, but her daughter's marriage really makes her confused, she has to choose the right one, people look down on her, and now, she is still Not at home for three days and two ends, and no job, where can she go?

Yu Ling has not had a job for four years. She used to work in government departments. Now that she is out, what job can she find?What's more, Yu Zheng is still a hot topic throughout the whole process. Even ordinary housewives can know that there is such a corrupt official. Isn't it asking for trouble?
As soon as the resume is handed in, she can be picked up immediately without further ado. If she meets someone who is kinder, she might be able to politely refuse her. As far as she knows, the recruiting executives of those companies will definitely not have a good heart. Yes, a venomous mouth is afraid that you won't be able to kill you, and when the time comes with a contemptuous expression and nostrils, she is really worried that something will happen out of her impulsiveness.

The current Yu family, and the current her, can't have any accidents. She has a mother Yu who loves her above her. She can't implicate her mother.

I don't know if it's because of her guilty conscience and her own psychological effects. She feels that when others look at her, they always wear colored glasses, with half-smiles and frivolous eyes. That appearance is extremely ironic to her. As long as someone looks at her more For a second, she couldn't bear it, this person must be laughing at her, despising her, maybe still spurning her in his heart!

But everything, she can only feel a deep powerlessness, the cruel reality has gradually pulled out her sharp claws, she has become fragile now, fragile and vulnerable, the hatred in her heart seems to be meaningless at all, because For others, her hatred is like an invisible bubble, not only invisible, but also disappears quickly. She feels that her miserable life is just a joke in the eyes of others, maybe a joke that she enjoys talking about.

She didn't even dare to cry, because no one would sympathize, and even if someone cared occasionally, she felt that the person was hypocritical.

She began to slowly come out of Yu Zheng's imprisonment and the ruin of Yu's family. During the day, she would still try to stay at home with her mother as much as possible, but at night, she couldn't do it. The boundless night was like a bloody basin of the devil. She took a big mouthful, as if she wanted to eat her whole body without any scum left. She was afraid, she was afraid that she would stay in the room alone without sleepiness, staring at the ceiling with energetic eyes, and that mother Yu would not be able to accompany her all the time. She, she simply started a drunken nightlife.

Only when she goes out at night, in the dark and ambiguous dance hall, and with the effect of alcohol, can she feel that she is a person in this world, no one will look down on her, no one will look at her with disgust and disgust, No one laughed at her, and then, she could yell as much as she wanted on the dance floor, and strange men came to her unscrupulously, and their hands on her, instead of making her feel disgusted, raised their slender hands Take the initiative to hook up with those nasty men.

She likes to see the amazed and goddess-like expressions in their eyes, and she is the most eye-catching in that place.

The dance hall she went to was not high-end, it only belonged to the kind of place that ordinary people could go to. The wine there was not very good, but it was not so difficult to drink after getting used to it.

(End of this chapter)