My master is not good

Chapter 1505 Ending Chapter 43 (I should wait for you, even if I am desperate)
"Yan'er..."

Di Yanyi called her out, but his voice had a rare tremor.

"Isn't it good for me to leave your life?" He said tremblingly: "What I brought to you has always been a disaster since you became a demon that year. You can obviously live a good life without me. And Why... come back to me?"

He was hardened again and again, but she just came to shake his heart again...

He and her have been impossible since a long time ago...

So, why are you still looking for him...?
Just desperately clinging to that impossible thing?

Di Yanyi's eyelashes trembled fiercely, and he lowered his eyelids slowly, a ray of water flashed through his eyes, he looked at Cheng Xinyan affectionately, he had held back the tears for a long time, and finally began to follow him without any scruples. dripping from his eyes.

There will be no future for them...

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a deeper pain in his heart, and his arm was so numb that he couldn't feel the slightest pain...

Cheng Xinyan raised her head slightly, suddenly she felt a drop of warm water on her cheek, she raised her eyes in shock, but bumped into a pair of black eyes, the drop of water, from his cheek, slowly Slowly, one drop, two drops fell on her face...

For a moment, her heart felt as if it was torn apart. Cheng Xinyan looked at Di Yanyi, her heart was touched, and the strong uneasiness that had been suppressed all the time instantly swept over her whole body at this moment.

And he, at this moment, is he reluctant to let go, or is he restless?

She didn't know why the sadness in his body came from, but she seemed to understand something in her heart, but she still felt in a daze, and maybe she didn't quite understand his sadness...

But at this moment, she knew that she felt a wave of fear, and she was even uneasy about what might happen to him...

The tears that had been suppressed for a long time in the eye sockets finally couldn't hold it anymore, and rushed out of the eye sockets like a bank burst...

"Not good! Not good at all!!!" Cheng Xinyan growled, but immediately took a deep breath, and then continued: "Di Yanyi, I have thought about it for a long time. , I will not do so well!
And when I saw the superficial truth with my own eyes, I couldn't muster up the courage to face it, so in the end everyone suffered because of me.

Di Yanyi, I regret it, maybe I realized it at the moment when my soul flew away, or maybe I didn't realize it until the moment my memory recovered and I woke up..."

None of them wanted to remember this memory, a love that had a beginning and an end, but in the end lived to a situation of life and death.

But now, even after being reborn, these things still linger.

The difference of one thought that year brought about, but never imagined that it would be a permanent painful injury, and even implicated the future!
Cheng Xinyan bit the corner of her lips tightly, and the corners of her forbearing mouth turned pale, as if every word was listing her crimes one by one, making her even more unable to forgive herself!

"I shouldn't have been cowardly, Di Yanyi, I should have waited for you a little longer, I shouldn't have been so decisive before I figured out everything.

So, at this moment, you said to let me go, is it because I have already made you feel that I only deserve to share time with you, but I will not face it with you? "After speaking, Cheng Xinyan clenched her teeth tightly, her heart felt like a knife was being cut, but her gaze was still stubbornly fixed on Di Yanyi's eyes.

But at this moment, his face, in her blurred eyes, looked so blurry.

It was as if if she touched him lightly, he would disappear...

(End of this chapter)