My master is not good

Chapter 756 Di Yanyi Did Not Come Back 3
But, since when did her thoughts gradually become less important?
It seemed that she still felt that as long as she could stay by Di Yanyi's side, she would be very satisfied.And those thoughts of walking around gradually began to feel that the original self was really too arrogant.

Without it, she couldn't protect herself at all...

If she meets someone like Xi Jinyun again, she must have been regarded as a container for the soul, but the soul is not there, right?
She suddenly felt a little glad that she followed Di Yanyi back then, otherwise she wouldn't have been able to stand in front of him safe and sound after encountering so many things later on.

But why when she decided to accept it, her memory and physical reaction began to reject everything in front of her again?
In her previous life, she had been struggling to find out the reason for the nightmares she had every night.

Although she is a genius in the medical field, because of this incident and the fact that she was born with a vision, she has become somewhat trusting in things like theology.

This led to her getting to know Yu Junhao later, and finally followed Yu Junhao to collect some clues about theology.

She didn't see it until the end, but she was reborn in such a world full of fantasy.

Maybe, she thought, it was just fate.

Later, after finding certain people, seeing certain things, and knowing certain possibilities, she guessed that it was because she died too tragically in her previous life, so she separated this memory and remembered it deeply in the next life.

This is a deep memory branded in the depths of the soul, with the obsession or resentment of eternal life, which has continued to this day, and even brought it to this life.

And in this life, it seemed as if she was trying to solve the unsolved mystery of her previous life, and she was pressing step by step, and now it was the juncture to solve the secret.

Just as Di Yanyi wasn't around tonight, she couldn't find any depression in her heart, and she seemed to have figured out a lot of things suddenly.

Although she was still confused about most things, at least she knew that she didn't really want to say those words, but just blurted them out because she couldn't help herself.

It's just that she still doesn't want to admit that it's because when she suddenly wanted to accept the other party, she suddenly thought of those things that once made her unbelievable, but now they are full of doubts.

It's just that she hasn't fully accepted Di Yanyi because of this...

And when Di Yanyi left tonight, could it be because of her words?

Cheng Xinyan shook her head, she calmed down now, and her chaotic mood also faintly calmed down.

She felt that this matter should not be that simple. Although Di Yanyi would often do things that made people feel sudden and unprepared, he never left so quietly.

At least every time she will know the purpose of his leaving, even when they are in a cold war, she will tell him where he is going, so that she must call him to get up to break the silence in a timely manner so as to communicate.

But this time it was so abnormal, apart from an accident, that was the one she was unwilling to accept. Di Yanyi ran away for a while because of what she said, which hurt his heart.

If it was what she said, she didn't want to see him for a long time, so when he was away, she left her words, which became the solid evidence of his absence...

Thinking of this, Cheng Xinyan took a deep breath, then let it out slowly, turned around and walked towards the bed, lay down, thought hard for a while, then closed her eyes in pain, but she couldn't fall asleep anyway.

(End of this chapter)