Feng proud of the world: the king is too black

Chapter 263 Can He Be More Selfish?

Ji Qin'er looked at An Erya, "An Erya, why did Nangong Yilu treat me sincerely before I saw Qin Leqin? Why did he not remember anything about the past before seeing Qin Leqin ?”

An Erya sighed deeply: "Before he saw Qin Leqin, all his memories were sealed up, and only when he saw her will his memory recover."

"I also want to seal up my memory, can I?"

"Qin'er..." An Erya didn't expect that she would say such words suddenly. Sealing up the memory is not easy. Sealing up the memory like her is like amnesia, which can never be recovered. Besides, he doesn't know such spells , only Nangong Yilu knew this kind of spell.

Nangong Yilu didn't go far. After coming out of the bedroom, he stood in the corridor all the time. He wanted to hear what Ji Qin'er and An Erya had to say. Maybe she would speak the truth now in front of An Erya Only then did he know what she really thought in her heart, and only then did he know whether she really didn't hate him at all.

But she never expected that she actually wanted to seal her memory, she wanted to forget their past from her world.

The fingers in the sleeve couldn't help clenching, An Ya couldn't seal up a person's memory, only he could, thinking of her wanting to forget their past, his heart ached like being torn apart.

To be honest, he hoped that she would stay here and by his side. If her memory was sealed, once she left the Demon Race, she might never come back to him in this life.

Ji Qin'er saw An Erya's troubled face, smiled wryly, and asked, "Will you or won't you help me?"

"Qin'er, of course I want to help you seal the past, I don't want to see you so sad, forget about Nangong Yilu, so we can start again, of course I want to help you, but I..." He can't do it!

For the latter, he didn't need to say it out, seeing his tangled expression of embarrassment and wanting to help her but helpless, Ji Qin'er understood what he meant.

She smiled and didn't say anything else, since she couldn't erase her memory, she should try her best to forget Nangong Yilu, no matter how deep the scar was, it would heal with the passage of time.

An Erya looked at her hesitantly, pulled her thin lips, and finally said lightly: "I can't erase the memory, but Nangong Yilu can."

It's just that I don't know if Nangong Yilu is willing to help her, that selfish man, will he erase her memory?
Ji Qin'er froze slightly, "Will he...will erase my memory?"

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Two days later, Ji Qin'er's spirit is much better, but her body is still so weak, and An Erya still stays by her side every step of the way.No matter how weak her body is, Ji Qin'er will leave the Demon Race. Before she leaves, she asks An Erya to accompany her to the Peach Garden. She likes the peach blossoms here. This is the most beautiful scene she saw when she came to the Demon Race. Knowing that This is the place where Nangong Yilu and Qin Leqin are dating, and she always wants to come.

Today is sunny and sunny, and the peach blossoms are in full bloom. The whole peach garden is really beautiful.Ji Qin'er came to the pavilion and sat down, smelling the fragrance of peach blossoms, there are sweet memories of her and Nangong Yilu here.Now that she is in it, her heart hurts when she recalls the sweetness of the past.

Seeing her pale face, An Erya was very worried about her. He sat beside her and said softly, "Qin'er, go back and rest. We will leave here tomorrow. Only when we have enough rest can we recover quickly."

Ji Qin'er smiled lightly, stretched out her hand to touch the center of her brow, a blue light shot out, and in a blink of an eye, she saw a thumb-sized jade falling on her palm.

Of course An Ya knew that this was her space jade, he looked at her suspiciously, what did she mean by showing him this?
"I'll go inside tomorrow, you take it, and you can take me wherever you want." Leaving here, she didn't know where she was going, and she left it to An Ya how to walk the road under her feet.

"Okay." An Erya did not refuse, her body is so fragile, even if she does not enter the space jade, he will carry her away, he will not let her walk.

"I don't know how Yantao is preparing. You can go and see her later and ask her to come to me tomorrow morning. Also, I brought Luo Riyao here. I don't know if he is willing to leave the demon clan with me. It's not for him here, he's just a mortal."

"Don't worry, I will take them with you." Anya comforted.

"Yeah." Ji Qin'er smiled softly, and looked at An Erya, "An Erya, will you always be so nice to me? Or do you really have another purpose for being nice to me?"

An Erya felt a pain in her heart, looked at her affectionately, and said firmly: "I am sincere to you, my beautiful princess, don't doubt my sincerity, believe me, I am not like Nangong Yilu, who treats you well It has a purpose."

"Okay, I'll trust the man again." Ji Qin'er felt very tired, she leaned her head on An Ya's shoulder, An Ya's body froze, and her eyes immediately brightened.

Ji Qin'er looked straight ahead, at the end of the peach garden was the sky, the blue sky.

"I really want to go back there..." Looking at the sky, Ji Qin'er seemed to see the modern home, her parents and elder brother who loved her so much, they would not deceive her, and would not let her suffer any harm, there Life can be said to be carefree.

"Where do you want to go back, I'll take you there." An Erya's eyes were dark, as long as she wanted to go, he would accompany her, even if it was the ends of the earth.

"There, it's so far away." It's so far away that even she can't go back.

"No matter how far it is, I will take you back. Qin'er, don't worry, I won't make you tired along the way."

Ji Qin'er smiled, closed her eyes, and said, "Okay, if you can take me back, I'd be happy to let you take me back. I'm so tired now, I want to close my eyes and not think about anything."

"Okay, I'll be with you."

He moved his head slightly and touched her head, looking like a couple cuddling each other, Nangong Yilu walked over slowly, saw them sitting side by side, cuddling together, his heart was indescribably sad , a sour taste rose from the throat.

The hands in the sleeves were clenched into fists, and they walked lightly in front of them.

I don't know if it's because the fragrance of peach blossoms is too strong or Ji Qin'er fell asleep. She didn't notice Nangong Yilu's arrival, but An Erya. When he walked over, he found out that he didn't make a sound, because he didn't want to Bother Ji Qin'er.

An Erya opened her eyes, raised her head, and looked at Nangong Yilu coldly. Although she didn't speak, it was obvious that she was asking him: What are you doing here?
Nangong Yilu just glanced at him, and finally fixed his eyes on Ji Qin'er's beautiful but pale face, "Qin'er."

"Nangong Yilu, you should have nothing else to say to Qin'er by now, right? Please don't appear in front of Qin'er again, we will leave tomorrow." An Erya stretched out her hand and said coldly: "You promised Me, give me something."

This thing is Nangong Yilu's heart blood, as long as Ji Qin'er continues to drink the heart blood, her body will recover within seven days.If she doesn't insist on drinking, her body doesn't know when it will be able to recover.

He wanted her to stay here until she recovered before leaving, but they insisted on leaving, Nangong Yilu couldn't bear to see her in pain, so she had to let go.

Nangong Yilu put a white bottle into An Erya's palm, "Give her one pill at noon every day."

He congealed his heart's blood into pills, and a pill gathered a lot of his blood. Yesterday he was making pills, but today, his face is even more haggard and pale.

An Erya put her things away, turned her head and took a deep look at Ji Qin'er, her eyes were still closed, she didn't know if she didn't want to open her eyes to look at Nangong Yilu or she was really asleep.

She was too weak, and would soon fall asleep relying on comfort. Anya held her hand distressedly. Her hand was very soft, and she didn't want to let go.

Nangong Yilu raised his eyebrows slightly, damn it, he shook his woman's hand in front of his face?

But what can he do?

He is no longer qualified to take care of Ji Qin'er's affairs, because he hurt her heart too much, he betrayed her, he can't be the man in her heart who will always be a couple...

Ji Qin'er raised her head suddenly, An Erya was slightly stunned, she smiled at him, "An Erya, go tell Yantao to let her come to my bedroom at night."

An Erya glanced at Nangong Yilu, he knew that Ji Qin'er wanted him to leave, did she have something to say to Nangong Yilu?

"Okay." An Erya smiled, patted her face lightly, said softly with indescribable pampering: "You wait for me here, I will be back soon."

Nangong Yilu narrowed his eyes slightly, watching An Erya's distant figure, and let go of his clenched fists.

"What do you want from me?" Ji Qin'er raised her head and looked at Nangong Yilu coldly.

"I just want to see you." Nangong Yilu's voice was a little hoarse, but it was very pleasant to hear, and he never tired of listening to it.

Ji Qin'er sneered: "Do you want to see if I'm dead? Or do you want to see how sad I am?"

"Qin'er, you know that this deity doesn't think so!"

Deity?

He stopped calling himself me in front of her?

Ji Qin'er looked at him, looking at him like I really don't know what you think.

"Nangong Yilu, you said you would compensate me."

"As long as the deity can do it, I will promise you."

"Eliminate my memory, it's about me and your memory."

Nangong Yilu already knew that she would say that, she was willing to stay here for two more days, wasn't it just to let him erase her memory?
"This deity can't do it." He said lightly, not because he couldn't, but because he didn't want to leave her world.

"Can't do it? Nangong Yilu, are you so selfish?" He wanted her to live with his memories?He wanted her to live in pain all her life?
He didn't know, was their past a kind of poison?A kind of poison that pierces the intestines, living with their memories, it would be better to let her die quickly, but why did he save her?To save her, but not let her live happily, can he be any more selfish?

(End of this chapter)