The pastoral doctor in the rebirth space

Chapter 1814
Chu Siya looked at the bright red maple leaf with misty eyes, and murmured, "There is nothing to be grateful for. You clearly knew that I was engaged to you because of my elder brother, and I didn't want my elder brother to be married to you at the wedding because of you." It's embarrassing, so I tried every means to help you lose weight."

With impure motives, why should she be appreciated by others? Chu Siya never felt that her face was big.

"No, I still have to thank you. No matter what your original thoughts are, I will always be the one who can benefit. For this alone, I thank you."

Chu Siya looked at Xianrou intently, Xianrou is so calm now, like a calm pool of water, which inexplicably makes people feel a little chilly.

Chu Siya sighed, "I almost called you sister-in-law. Fortunately, I didn't call out, otherwise it would be really embarrassing. Ke Xianrou, can I ask you, what are you thinking now? "

This is the first time that Chu Siya asked Xianrou's thoughts frankly.

"Thoughts? What else can I think about? Now I really look away, can I not look away? From the moment I married him, I actually understood that he never had any thoughts in his heart." I really don't. I am very satisfied to be able to accompany him under the name of his wife for so many years." There was a rare fluctuation in Xianrou's eyes.

"You still have my elder brother in your heart." Chu Siya said firmly.She is not blind, she can see that there is definitely Chu Wenhao in Xianrou's heart.

If there is no love, then where does the hatred come from? No, Xianrou doesn't hate Chu Wenhao, what she has in her heart is just sadness.

At this moment, Chu Siya really understood what Xianrou was thinking.

"Yes. The only man I've ever loved in my life is your elder brother, and this will never change. Ya'er, do you think I'm cheap, obviously your elder brother doesn't have me at all in his heart. Sometimes I'm real I can't figure out how bad I am, that's why your elder brother went out of his way to give me birth control pills."

Looking at Xianrou's rarely excited expression, and seeing the tears in her eyes, Chu Siya couldn't help shaking her head, Nie Yuan, really Nie Yuan.

"Big Brother will pay the price for what he did. I have a feeling that Big Brother will regret it for the rest of his life. Because he missed the woman he loves the most in his life, and maybe he also missed the woman he loves."

She is not sure whether Chu Wenhao loves Xianrou or not, because even Chu Wenhao himself is not sure about this question, so Chu Siya can't answer for Chu Wenhao.

Xianrou smiled wryly, "Love? Does he love me? I really can't feel it at all. He only hates me. Hate me for forcing a marriage with my mother, and hate me, the woman who made him a laughing stock .”

"Xianrou, you're over the top. It's not that I'm speaking nicely for elder brother. Really, from my point of view, elder brother really has you in his heart. But because of what happened back then, he felt that he couldn't love you. Let's put it this way, In fact, my elder brother is a kind of disease, a kind of mental illness. On the one hand, he may want to love you, and on the other hand, he subconsciously tells himself that he cannot love you, so entangled and entangled, so that the elder brother himself does not know How should I treat you."

The more Chu Siya talked, the more she felt that her analysis was correct. Chu Wenhao should see a psychiatrist in his current situation!

"Thank you for comforting me. Actually, I want to tell you that I plan to go back to the fief with my mother. Maybe I won't go back to Liangdu in the future." Xianrou didn't believe that Chu Wenhao had her in his heart, really I don't believe it at all.

If in the past, someone told her that Chu Wenhao loved her in his heart, Xianrou absolutely believed that she would go crazy with joy!

But now, Xianrou really has no feeling at all, maybe it's not that she has no feeling, but that she is afraid, really afraid, she can't afford to love, really can't afford to love.

Chu Siya was startled, "You want to return to the fief?"

Xianrou nodded, "In Liangdu, I really have too many bad memories. Those memories cut my heart like a knife. I really don't know how to stay here any longer. Now, leaving is the best choice for me."

Chu Siya didn't want Xianrou to leave inexplicably. She always felt that if Xianrou left this time, she might not have anything to do with Chu Wenhao in the future. She absolutely believed that Chu Wenhao would regret it, and he would definitely regret it. !

"Yeah, I don't think about anything in the future, just stay with my mother and concubine in the fiefdom. In fact, when I think about it carefully, I am really unfilial. Since my father and king passed away, my mother and concubine have put all their thoughts on mine. body. But I am not sensible, and I have always let my concubine worry about me. Now I just want to be filial to my concubine."

Princess Duan is indeed a good mother, which Chu Siya admits.

But Chu Siya really doesn't want Xianrou to leave!
"Do you want to think about it again? I always feel that if you leave now, you will regret it in the future. In fact, you can—"

"Regret? I have nothing to regret. You don't want to say that there is still a possibility for me and your elder brother."

Chu Siya said directly in a hurry, "Yes, I think you and my elder brother may still have a chance, don't you give my elder brother a chance, or give yourself another chance?"

"I don't want to be hurt all over again, it hurts, it hurts, it really hurts. Now I have let go of everything, and the only thing I care about is my mother and concubine. Ya'er, no matter what, I am very happy." I am grateful to you and happy to have such a good sister like you. Although I am separated from your elder brother now, in my heart, you will always be my good sister." Xianrou looked at Chu Siya sincerely and said.

The delicate words have come to this point, and Chu Siya doesn't know what else to persuade.

After Xianrou left, Chu Siya said lightly, "Everyone has already left, what are you still standing there for?"

Suddenly, a blue figure appeared from behind the big maple tree, it was either Chu Wenhao or someone else.

"Brother, I know Xianrou is leaving. What do you think?"

Chu Wenhao pursed his lips tightly and did not speak, but Chu Siya saw his entanglement from it.

"Brother, if you want to chase, go after it. I don't want you to regret it for the rest of your life."

"No. She's right. It's her best choice to return to the fiefdom with Princess Duan. Liangdu is just a sad place for her."

(End of this chapter)