ancient female doctor

Chapter 294 Designated Persons
"At the beginning, in my heart, Qingzhu was indeed my savior. But gradually, I discovered that she has many advantages that other women don't have."

"She is kind, she is independent, she is tenacious, she has the responsibility of her eldest sister as a mother, she is content, but she is not content with pleasure, she is in awe, but she knows when to make a choice..."

"More importantly, she has more ideals and ambitions than most muddle-headed men, and she knows herself better, what she should do, and what she wants."

"In order to make a living, she can step into the vast mountains that many adult men dare not enter to find medicinal materials, and use them to make money to support herself and her young brother."

"In order to recuperate from my injuries, a stranger of unknown origin, she spent all the money she had worked so hard to accumulate."

"Even in a desperate situation, she never gave up lightly, but just gritted her teeth and fought against the predicament."

"After earning enough money to keep her and her younger brother stable for a lifetime, she didn't just indulge in comfort and ease. Instead, she carried a heavy medicine box and went around to see a doctor."

"She is very timid, even a puppy barking at her would be frightened, but in order to save Junzhong Paoze, who is suffering from the epidemic, she can disregard her own honor, humiliation and safety, and she will not hesitate to provoke and control the disease several times. King Ning, who has the power of life and death."

……

The more Qingzhu listened to what Pei Zimo said about herself, the more ashamed she felt in her heart, and she always felt that she was not as good as he said.

So, I couldn't help but muttered in my heart.

Going into Daqingshan to collect medicine is just being forced to have no choice by life; taking out money to heal strangers is just for the sake of the beginning and the end, and I don’t want the person I finally rescued to be useless due to lack of nutrition; Giving up is just a human instinct to survive; seeing a doctor is obviously encouraged by him and Qingshan; as for angering King Ning in order to treat the epidemic...it's just that he doesn't want to violate his conscience as a doctor.

……

In this way, every time Pei Zimo said to the air that Qingzhu was good, Qingzhu murmured in his heart that he was actually not that good, Pei Zimo was really exaggerating.

However, the reason why Qingzhu feels that she is not good enough is actually because she thinks that she just did what she should do. As for whether those things are what she should do in the eyes of others, she forgot to think about it.

Pei Zimo talked a lot and for a long time.The ashes of a large pile of money papers were about to cool completely, and he hadn't finished his sentence yet.

In the end, even the large white wax incense candle was half burned, and Pei Zimo turned his head, looked at the green bamboo affectionately, and said in a general way: "Today, I brought the green bamboo to worship you, but I just want you to see it." She, I want you to know that this woman is the only person I have identified in my life. Whenever I do, I will do my best to protect her so that she will not suffer even the slightest harm. Please also bless me and bless her .”

When Qingzhu heard Pei Zimo's words, she was naturally moved, but besides being moved, she felt a little uneasy in her heart.

Because Pei Zimo said so many things, he didn't even say a word about her.

"What's the matter?" Pei Zimo couldn't help asking when he saw Qingzhu's eyes flickering.

"Ah Mo..." Qing Zhu bit her lip, and said before Pei Zimo asked again: "What you like is mine, okay?"

"Yes." Although it was a little out of place, Pei Zimo still couldn't help smiling, looked at Qingzhu and nodded, and said.

Hearing Pei Zimo's words, Qing Zhu's heart suddenly became a little depressed.

Because there is a sentence in Qingzhu's heart, a sentence that I have forgotten who said it: liking someone's good is not really liking, liking all of a person's good and bad, that is real liking.

Seeing that Qingzhu's mood had obviously changed, Pei Zimo didn't dare to tease her anymore, leaned into Qingzhu's ear, and whispered: "Because, in my heart, everything about you is good."

"Huh?" Qing Zhu raised his head, looked at Pei Zimo, slightly puzzled.

"I once imagined that if one day, you were as willful as Princess Anle, then you must be very cute." Pei Zimo looked into Qingzhu's eyes and said seriously.

This sentence was really sweet to Qingzhu's heart, and she couldn't bear it anymore, but thinking that she was worshiping the dead after all, it was not funny, so she tried her best to keep a straight face and said: "The princess is not always very Willful, she is just very stubborn occasionally, if you let the princess know that you are arranging her behind her back, you can see if she will forgive you, anyway, I will not help you when the time comes."

"It's okay, I'm not afraid of her." Pei Zimo looked at Qingzhu, smiled again, and said.

Hearing what Pei Zimo said, Qingzhu's face became more and more uneasy, she couldn't help but patted Pei Zimo lightly, and said: "Be serious, you are still in the ancestral hall of your Pei family."

"They are all my relatives, and they will not dislike watching me smile happily in front of them. You are the same, if you want to laugh, just smile. That way, they will like you more." Pei Zimo looked at Qingzhu, Said gently.It's just that listening to those words, there is a slight sourness hidden in them.

Unfortunately, they were never seen again.

Death is like a lamp being extinguished, so the so-called worship is nothing but to comfort the living.

Because of Pei Zimo's words, the smile in Qing Zhu's heart disappeared, her face calmed down again, she put her other hand on top of Pei Zimo's holding his hand, patted it, and said softly : "They will see and like it."

"Yeah." Pei Zimo nodded to Qingzhu, and said: "The worship is over, let's go."

"Okay." Qingzhu knew why Pei Zimo suddenly didn't want to stay here anymore, nodded, and said, "It's just right, we can go and see if the girl is awake, and if so, we can send her back. It’s not so convenient for a girl’s house to walk at night.”

"You don't need to give it away. Her family's carriage should be parked at the back door." Pei Zimo shook his head, and stood up while supporting Qingzhu. After standing up, Pei Zimo carefully looked at Qingzhu's legs, with concern Asked, "Is your leg numb?"

"It's a little numb, but it's okay, you should be fine after taking two steps." Qingzhu said, supporting Pei Zimo's body, shaking both legs a few times, and said to Pei Zimo after shaking the legs: "Let's go."

"Okay." Pei Zimo nodded in agreement, carefully half-supporting the green bamboo, and walked towards the direction of the flower hall where the knocked-out girl and her maid were.

(End of this chapter)