The Summoner of Online Games

Chapter 1185 The World Is Not Perfect
When a child loses his relatives, his family, and the love he should have, then no matter what, the child's childhood must be incomplete.

And these images are exactly Lin Zhuo's childhood, in fact, to be precise, they are fragments in his memory, extracted by the system, and played in front of his eyes now.

It caused Lin Zhuo's thoughts to be uncontrollable, so that his body trembled slightly at this moment, and his mind was even more affected, recalling the faces that were familiar but made him feel distressed.

His childhood was incomplete, he lost his family, his parents, his grandparents, and he had no relatives. In that environment, his state of mind also changed, and he gradually became depressed and reticent.

He hated his father, and left his family behind despite his mother's persuasion that night, and never came back.
He also hated his mother, did not explain the situation to him, and left with the group of people, also never came back
To this day, even as an adult, he still can't understand how important something is that makes them willing to abandon their family, even their own flesh and blood, and choose to leave.

He still remembers that before his grandfather died, he looked at him kindly and held his hand. Although he didn't say a word, when his grandfather looked at him, there was strong love and reluctance.
In fact, at that time, although he was lonely in his heart, he was not in despair, because he still had his grandmother, and the two depended on each other for life, and their lives were also full of hope.

Like many children, he secretly swears in his heart that he will surely succeed in the future, forgetting to abandon his parents, honoring and protecting his grandma.

But before all this was realized, grandma passed away, and the only light in his heart was finally extinguished with the death of grandma, making him depressed and decadent.

Lin Zhuo stood by the lake, his face turned pale, his body trembled, and the memory in his mind was like a big wave, tumbling uncontrollably. In just a few minutes, he seemed to recall his life.

And these memories, full of sadness, were buried deep in his mind, and he wanted to forget them, but now they resurfaced, which finally affected his emotions.

At the same time, the scene played by the lake still did not stop, and it was still playing at this moment, entering another scene.

In the picture, the boy has also grown up and turned into a teenager who has nothing to do in school, doesn't like to study, idles around all day long, even learns to smoke and fight.

The students in the whole school are especially afraid of him, because he is very strong, far surpassing his peers, and fights very fiercely, and the gangsters outside are also afraid of him.

"Look, what a wonderful life, full of resentment, hostility, and hopeless life." The resentment fishing beside him stared at the lake, seeming very excited, and subconsciously licked his lips.

Lin Zhuo didn't reply, he just stood there motionless, silently looking at the picture in the distance.

In the picture, the boy has become the "man of the hour" in the school. Any student who meets him will avoid him far away and dare not have anything to do with him. Similarly, he has also become the object of disgust of the students.

Even the teacher is unwilling to say a word to him, thinking that a person like him is hopeless and destined to become a scum of society in the future, and there will naturally be legal sanctions.

Gradually, the boy became more and more withdrawn. Finally, in an accidental incident, he beat a bad student with a prominent family background.

The boy who lost his school naturally didn't want to go home without his relatives, but stepped into the society. When he first stepped into the society, the boy seemed even more unscrupulous, and still fought with a group of gangsters.

Smoking, drinking, and fighting are already commonplace for teenagers, until one time, he came into contact with an Internet cafe and tried to play games for the first time.

He suddenly discovered that the game is another world, which can soothe his emotions, make him forget everything, bring him joy and happiness, and obtain great satisfaction.

From then on, the teenager became obsessed with Internet cafes, and completely fell into the game, unable to extricate himself!

But surfing the Internet needs money, the teenager has no source of income, theft and robbery, etc., because of his father's relationship, he has reservations about his thoughts and doesn't bother to do it.

So he works while playing games online.

However, he is young and energetic, and at work, he can't tolerate suffering, he doesn't know how to bow his head, and he doesn't know how to bear it. A little bit of trifles can arouse his emotions, and he will be furious, and he will do it if he refuses to accept it.

As a result, his job could not last long at all, and he changed one after another.
The days passed in a muddle until that year, the young man who had just grown up seemed to have finally matured a lot mentally, and he felt that he could not continue like this.

He planned to change the city and start his life again. He returned home, cleaned the dust in the house, packed his luggage, and left home.

He didn't leave in a hurry, but went to the graves of his grandparents, said goodbye to them, said something in his heart, and then took some fare money and set foot on the road to another city
This city is naturally the city where Zhou Fei is located!

When he first arrived in a strange city, the young man cast aside his previous embarrassment and began to seriously look for a job. Although he encountered obstacles everywhere and had a hard life, he never gave up.

He does not do things that are harmful to nature, nor is he arrogant, but knows how to bow his head, know how to endure, know how to smile, and know how to make customers happy.
With these changes, he finally found a stable job. Although the environment is poor, the salary is not high, and there is no treatment, he is equally diligent.

And this boy is Lin Zhuo!

Apparently, his memory was extracted by the system at this moment and turned into scenes, and now it was replayed in front of his eyes in this form.

I don't know how long time passed, Lin Zhuo stood on the shore, looking at these pictures, his body trembled from the beginning, but now he has recovered calm.

"The world is not perfect." The resentment on the side murmured.

"En!" Lin Zhuo nodded and spoke for the first time, seeming to agree with Resentment's point of view.

"This is not what I said, but the answer in your heart, because... I am you, and you are me!" Resentment turned his head, revealing a face, no longer Lin Zhuo's appearance, but Lin Zhuo's youth look.

"I know what you think in your heart. I am your resentment and your thought!" Resentment grinned.

Lin Zhuo was silent. From the moment he lost his family, he always felt that this world is very imperfect!

(End of this chapter)